Chapter Seventy-One: Forget It
In the night sky, a lightning bolt suddenly struck, and everything in front of him was instantly illuminated.
Xiao Wan still maintained the posture of holding Ah Xiong's arm and trying to stop him from kneeling, although the sound of rain in the suburbs was noisy, Xiao Wan still heard the three words that came out of Ah Xiong's mouth clearly.
Forget it.
What Ren Xiaowan couldn't have imagined was that the most lethal word in her life was such an understatement.
Forget it......
Those terrible thoughts that Xiaowan deliberately buried in the bottom of her heart instantly surged in Xiaowan's heart.
Grandpa's death almost swallowed up his big city, the bar full of nightmares, Brother Qi's terrible face, Sister Zhang's deception, Wanwan's betrayal, everything poured into Xiaowan's chest at the same time.
Xiaowan only felt that her heart was about to explode, and an invisible hammer was knocking on her weak heart at the moment.
Forget it.
The sufferings I have suffered, the love debts I have owed, the people who have refused, the self that I have almost died in that terrible room. The only motivation to support herself to struggle and escape from this kind of quagmire-like rottenness, the only source of hope in Xiaowan's life, in this rainy night, actually said to her lightly - forget it.
Xiaowan's tears mixed with the rain slowly fell, but the corners of her mouth couldn't help but keep rising, this was a smile full of disdain and ridicule, and it was a bitter smile of her extreme disappointment in Ah Xiong.
Xiaowan looked at Ah Xiong who was kneeling in front of her, but she just wanted to ridicule herself fiercely, ridiculing herself with the sharpest and meanest words, this half-life longing, in the end, was given to a man who said "forget it" to herself.
"Brother Axiong? Forget it? What did you tell me to do? Xiaowan asked him.
Ah Xiong didn't dare to raise his head, but he couldn't help but reach out and hug Xiaowan's waist tightly: "Forget me, Xiaowan, just because you have never met such a rotten person as me." ”
"How to forget! You taught me! How can I forget you! Xiaowan couldn't help but use up the only strength she had left at the moment in the heavy rain and asked Ah Xiong loudly: "Brother Ah Xiong, you teach me!" How do you say it? ”
"Leave me alone, Bowl." Ah Xiong repentantly put his head on Xiaowan's body, and after hearing Xiaowan's questioning, he finally mustered the greatest courage in his life, and looked up at Xiaowan who was smiling bitterly at himself: "Let me go." ”
The rain fell down Xiaowan's hair and fell on Ah Xiong's face, Ah Xiong raised his head, looking at this woman who was destined to be owed by himself, but Yang Ni's face became clearer and clearer in his memory.
"I can't forget her, I can't live the hard life you and I am destined to live." Ah Xiong pondered for a moment, and finally poured out all the thoughts that had been circling in his heart for the past few days.
"I thought it would be enough to have you."
"However, since I fled with you, I have found that I miss Yang Ni more and more."
"It wasn't until I left that wedding that I realized that Yang Ni was the best thing God had given me in my life."
"Xiaowan, I have no father or mother, when I was a child, no one ever loved me or loved me, even if I grew up eating hundreds of meals, but do you know how many disgusting eyes I have seen when I eat at other people's homes?"
"Why did I leave the village and live alone in that dilapidated temple from the very first moment I was able to support myself?"
"It's because I can't stand the neglect and rejection of others anymore."
"You see, I can utter such literate words. Xiaowan...... This is all taught to me by Yang Ni, you know? ”
"I can't let go of her, and I can't let go of the days I have experienced with her."
"You say that I love vanity, or that I am greedy for money, but when I live like that for a while, I find that life is really easy and beautiful."
"What Yang Ni gave me, you can't give it to me, and I can't give it to you. Bowl, let me go, let Yang Ni go, let yourself go. ”
"It's better to live than to die like we are now...... Why bother? ”
Xiaowan angrily shook off Ah Xiong's hands holding her: "I don't feel bitter!" No matter how hard the days are, with you and I will not feel hard! I've got you all suffice! ”
"But I can't satisfy a world with only you." Ah Xiong knelt on the ground, and said all the humble words that even he felt despised: "I can't feel satisfied because of you, I want to live well, I want to live decently, happily, and easily, without being treated coldly by others, without having to live a hard life, don't worry about where the next meal will be after eating this meal, don't be afraid that whenever the night comes, I don't even have a place to live!" ”
"I can't stand it. Bowls. I really can't stand it. ”
Xiaowan looked at the sobbing man, and the last bit of hope left in her heart collapsed.
She loves Ah Xiong, very much.
But Xiaowan loves Ah Xiong who protects her all the time, she loves Ah Xiong who helps her grab food and drink, and she loves Ah Xiong who will help her resist as if the sky is falling.
But it wasn't until this moment that Xiaowan finally discovered that the love of her life had finally turned into a thing and a person.
He's no longer the crazy kid who helped her grab food.
That man has long since died in the bustling city where the waves are sweeping the sand.
Maybe Xiaowan shouldn't have broken into that wedding in the first place and snatched him away from that woman.
All the efforts that have been made have finally disappeared at this moment.
The rain stopped, and the night was suddenly quiet after a heavy rain.
Xiaowan took one last look at Ah Xiong, didn't even say a word, and left.
Ah Xiong knelt in the mud, his head bowed, and he couldn't see his face clearly.
Jiang Rin's perspective: It's late at night, and after several days of overtime, it finally came to an end today.
The undercurrent in the Demon Forest also reached ** at this moment.
I, Xiao Wangba, and the proprietress silently looked at the man kneeling in a mire on the hologram, silent.
"Turn it off." The proprietress spoke softly.
The hologram disappeared in an instant.
I'm a little confused, Xiao Wangba is a little confused, the proprietress is a little confused, and even the author is a little confused.
Is that the end of it?
This pestering relationship, so recklessly, ruined a woman's wedding and robbed her husband's feelings, is that the end?
How unreliable love is, it will end so unexpectedly.
"Little Wangba, can you let the mark of Horus stay on Xiaowan for a few more days?" I turned my head and said to Xiao Wang Ba with a dumbfounded eye.
"What? Aren't you dead? Xiao Wang Ba asked me curiously.
I don't know, it's just that after seeing such a disgusting picture with my own eyes, I still can't help but want to continue watching.
I want to know where Xiaowan is going, and I want to know how Ah Xiong should deal with himself.
If this demonic contract ends in an uncertain way, I'm afraid I won't be able to sleep for a while.
"I'd like to know the rest of the story." The proprietress saw that Xiao Wang Ba was a little embarrassed, and she also helped me ease my cheeks.
Xiao Wang Ba nodded at this time: "Although it is not in accordance with the rules...... But, well, I'll leave the mark on the covenant bearer for another three days. ”
The night was about to pass, and the next day, the sun was still rising.
Because of my overtime, I almost felt like I was living in the company these days.
And when everything came to a halt last night, the proprietress finally relented and allowed me to go home without going to work during the day today.
I happily walked out of the office and boarded the subway.
On the subway, I looked at the busy crowd in the early morning, and I only felt inexplicably small in my heart.
How many of those ordinary office workers will know the goodbye I saw last night, and who among these people in front of me will be likely to find a company in the future, sign a contract that is out of the desire for love, and let himself be reckless?
I don't know, I'm just an ordinary person.
It's just that the involuntary dark tide in my heart is surging because of love, but it makes me feel like a monk who pities all living beings at the moment.
Maybe love is still too heavy for me.
And the decision I chose to "escape love" from the beginning couldn't be more right.
"Idiot woman." In the realm of consciousness, Xiao Wang Ba suddenly spoke.
"Why don't you talk to me without saying hello!" Suddenly, I was immediately frightened by Xiao Wang Ba, and the middle-aged man who was sleepy next to the seat also trembled.
After being looked at with contempt by the middle-aged man, I was no longer embarrassed to sit next to him and continue to disturb his dreams, so I had to get up and walk to the door of the subway.
"Little Wangba!" I was a little annoyed that the seat I had managed to find disappeared, and when I talked to Xiao Wang Ba again, my tone couldn't help but be a little impatient: "What the hell are you doing!" ”
Xiao Wang Ba suddenly lost his words, and after a long time, he replied to me angrily: "It's okay! ”
It's okay!
Well, since he's fine, then I'm okay too, and I'll be fine for a day.
The next day, on the same morning, also on the subway to the company, I opened the Eye of Horus when I had nothing to do, and suddenly saw Yang Ni's figure.
Xiao Wang Ba must have deliberately retaliated, angry that I ignored him all day yesterday, so I just adjusted the perspective of my Eye of Horus today.
I was about to sink my consciousness into trouble with Little Wangba, but just as I was about to close the picture of the Eye of Horus, I suddenly found that this picture had an old feeling.
This seems to be - the picture of the Eye of the Old World?
I looked along the picture and saw Yang Ni holding a person's legs, kneeling and crying bitterly.
Yang Ni was holding what seemed to be her father's leg, Yang Guohua had an angry expression on his face at the moment, pointing at the two kneeling in front of him and scolding him.
And also kneeling in front of Yang Guohua was the emaciated and embarrassed Li Shixiong.
What appears in the picture is a father who feels sorry for his daughter, and his daughter's infatuation that is still obsessed with it has made Yang Guohua several years older in an instant.
How can a father not feel sorry for his daughter, when his daughter has such a tragic experience, but he still pleads for the hateful man who once abandoned her, and even does not hesitate to force him to die.
Yang Guohua has been in the political and business circles for decades, and he has never been as aggrieved as he is now.
But what could he do? His daughter was really poisoned by that man, and Yang Guohua could only angrily say "just that" a few times in the end, and then let Li Shixiong go.
"This is yesterday's picture." After the Eye of the Old World was played, Xiao Wang Ba said out loud in the other world: "I'm afraid that you missed it, and Lao Tzu has to record it for you." ”
Somehow, Xiao Wangba's complaining tone made me feel a sweet feeling in my heart, but I pretended to be calm and said, "Oh. ”
A slight embarrassment suddenly diffused in the consciousness realm, and I said hello to Xiao Wang Ba, and then withdrew from my consciousness realm.
My eyes also instantly cleared, and I glanced up at the station prompt on the LCD screen in the subway, and it happened that this stop was where the company was located.
And when I got to the company, after I took care of the Demon Forest, I opened the Eye of Horus again.
Today's Demon Forest is also a little weird, the feeling of Dream Eating Grass is very strong, these plants that give birth to demons are extremely restless at the moment, and I don't know why.
No matter, let's take a look at Xiaowan first.
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