Chapter 189: Why Didn't You Force Me to Death?

Li Chengcheng never knew that he could run so fast.

She doesn't like to run.

Since she was in school, she has never appeared in long-distance running and sprinting competitions.

I've never passed my running grades.

In addition, after having a heart attack, the people around her were persuading her that no matter how urgent it was, she couldn't use it to run.

The running party killed her.

But just now, she actually rushed out of the apartment as fast as she could.

She could hear Su Jinsheng's anxious shout.

Hearing his voice, she sped up.

Hearing his voice, she felt fear and struggle from the bottom of her heart.

She was thinking, run a little faster, a little faster, and just die, it would be fine.

It's all over.

She was also relieved.

There is no need to continue to love Su Jinsheng, and there is no need to continue to owe Shen Yu'an.

But that's how funny God is sometimes.

When she didn't want to die, the slightest fright could make her have a heart attack.

Now she wants to die, but her heart is suddenly better?

Just when she was dazed, she saw the endless flow of the road.

It was as if I had seen the light of day.

Without any hesitation, she ran to the road, where a van was heading towards her.

It's like welcoming a new life, waiting for death.

"Dididi!!"

Because of her sudden appearance, the truck driver was taken aback by surprise, and even a little stupid and didn't react.

Desperately honking the horn.

The distance with her was getting closer and closer, and the truck driver shivered coldly and hurriedly stepped on the brakes.

"Li Chengcheng!"

In addition to the deafening sound of horns, the screeching sound of brakes, the wanton sound of the wind, and the chaotic sound of motor vehicles.

Suddenly, a hoarse roar, driving away all the noise, pierced her eardrums.

His voice sounded so forcefully and without warning.

She opened her eyes as if she had just woken up from a dream.

Fixedly watched the van drive towards her.

Getting closer, getting closer.

At this moment, the heartbeat seemed to stop.

She forgot to breathe and just stood stiff in place.

Just as the truck was just a few meters away from her, there was a sudden pain in her arm.

Then he was pulled vigorously, and the whole person spun around.

The body was as light as a piece of paper, light and fluttering, and finally floated into a warm embrace.

What came to the nose was the faint smell of tobacco that was exclusive to Su Jinsheng.

She was in a state of stupor.

But I could feel that he was holding her with amazing strength, and he wanted to rub her into his bones.

His breathing was chaotic and heavy.

His chest heaved violently from panic.

Even his hand kept grasping her arm, and his joints were white.

Because of the excessive fright, when he ran over to pull her, he didn't have time to care about the problem of strength.

The sharp pain in her arm dispelled the cloudiness in her eyes, and she gasped in pain, and her arm moved, trying to break free.

It hurt like his bones were about to be crushed.

Su Jinsheng calmed down for a while, and finally came out of the desperate fear and fright just now, and even felt her temperature several times, so she dared to be sure that she was really fine, and she had a sense of happiness for the rest of her life.

He closed his eyes and let out a long sigh of relief.

Realizing that she had been shrinking her arm, she came back to her senses and quickly let go of her, "Did it hurt?" I'm sorry, but let me see if there's any hurt—"

"Let go of me!"

Before his gentle words could be settled, he was interrupted by Li Qingcheng's cold and impatient tone.

He paused, and before he could speak, Li Qingcheng pushed his chest hard, and then took a few steps back.

Seeing that she was approaching the road, the extremely nervous panic swept over again, his heart lifted, but his tone restrained all the tenderness at the beginning, and became sharp, "Are you crazy enough?" ”

"Come here!" Narrowing his eyes, he commanded coldly.

"Su Jinsheng, do you have to force me to death before you are willing?" Li Qingcheng was still retreating, distancing herself from him as if fleeing, her face was so white that there was no blood, and her eyebrows were stained with a kind of jade and stone burning determination, "I said, if you force me again, I will die to show you!" ”

Su Jinsheng's pupils shrank suddenly, and she saw her running towards the road again.

A few strides rushed over, grabbed her arm again, and pulled her back hard.

"You erected a chastity archway for Shen Yu'an?!" Su Jinsheng was also stimulated a lot, he dragged Li Chengcheng inside, far away from the road, while roaring with vinegar.

"Why are you bothering me? It's what you said, don't appear in front of you again, I did it, but it turned out that you couldn't do it! Li Qingcheng stared at him with wide eyes, his fists clenched tightly, and his thin nails pierced deep into his palms, such a stinging sensation quickly spread to her heart, and she almost couldn't stand still, and her tone was sharp, "I'm going to get married, what are you still haunting me about?" You don't want to see me so much?! I'm getting married tomorrow! You suddenly do this to me again, how do you let me live?! Is it fun to play me?! ”

She actually hates, really hates.

It's not that I hate Su Jinsheng.

It's hating herself.

She hated herself for her connivance and attachment to Su Jinsheng.

Even if you know it's wrong, you still can't control it.

She hated herself and didn't reject Su Jinsheng's touch at all.

If she really wanted to resist, she had a thousand ways to stop him.

But she didn't.

Because deep down, she is actually willing.

This is not at all the same as the real resistance when Shen Yu'an forced her last time.

The last time I was pressed on the bed by Shen Yu'an, that kind of despair and that kind of resistance was deep in my bones.

But what about Su Jinsheng?

She actually shamelessly has a trace of nostalgia.

She misses having intimate things with him, she misses kissing him.

That's why she felt that she was so shameless.

As he said, if Shen Yu'an saw this situation and learned that she had a relationship with Su Jinsheng, how would he feel.

He will definitely be disappointed, he will definitely be sad, and even disdainful.

The guilt overwhelmed her, she really didn't have the face to face Shen Yu'an.

Once dead, this is the best explanation.

Su Jinsheng's expression was dyed with sadness, he laughed angrily, and looked directly into her gaze, "You think I'm better?" Do you think I don't want to be as free and easy as you and walk without nostalgia? ”

"You can happily regain your first love, but what about me? What about me? I don't even have the qualifications and right to start over! ”

"Am I haunted? The ghost has always been you! I don't even dare to sleep, I'm afraid to dream of you, I don't dare to go back to my home, it's all your shadow! You're like a virus, devouring my cells, taking over my mind, and rooting in my body. ”

"You are always so capable, obviously I hated you so much at the beginning, but I was fascinated by your "thank you" and a few tears from you, in the five years in the United States, you thought I had an easy life? I live every day like death, I hate you and love you at the same time, do you think I want to love you so much? I've struggled countless times, I've thought about kissing other women, sleeping with other women, having a normal relationship, and I've wanted to prove that I don't have to be you, but I, I'm ————"

In the end, Su Jinsheng couldn't say any more.

Why did he say so much, the more he said, the more ridiculous he appeared.

"Li Qingcheng, aren't you forcing me to death?" He quickly adjusted his mood, and when he opened his eyes, there was only endless indifference and sarcasm left in his dark eyes, but his tone was so relaxed, "Do you want to die?" Okay, together. ”

"You think you're free when you're dead?" Su Jinsheng laughed disdainfully.

After saying that, he let go of Li Chengcheng and turned to walk towards the road.

Li Chengcheng was still immersed in his not gentle confession.

It was the first time he had said the word 'love' to her, and every time he had ever said it, he had limited himself to 'liking'.

My thoughts were confusing.

But his last sentence rang coldly, do you want to die? Okay, together.

The whole person suddenly came back to her senses, and she saw Su Jinsheng walking towards the road.

"Su Jinsheng!" Li Chengcheng rushed towards him, grabbed his hand, and shouted in a sharp voice: "You are really crazy! ”

She never thought that Su Jinsheng would be so extreme.

She really had nothing to say except a madman.

Su Jinsheng's heart hanging in mid-air, the moment she grabbed him, fell back into her stomach steadily.

It's a joy like never before.

He comforted himself, look, she still can't bear me.

He took advantage of the situation and took her into his arms, hugged her with all his might, and lost the solemn and extreme appearance just now, but like a child, he begged in a soft voice: "Allure, don't marry him, don't marry someone else, you don't like me, it's okay, you can't forget him, I accept it, but you can't marry him!" ”

"Will you marry me?"

In his life, he has no big ambitions.

He really just wants to be with the people he loves until he grows old.

He, Su Jinsheng, never felt that he was a long-term lover, but he just happened to meet the person who was willing to pour out his heart and lungs.

Others say that no one can live without him.

But he is the shaft, the reluctance, and the stubbornness.

He can't live without Li Chengcheng.

Staying up in pain every day, enduring her getting along with other men day and night, it is better to die.

As he spoke, he raised his left hand and took the ring from his tail finger as he spoke, "As long as you marry me, stay with me, I will listen to your ———— for everything."

"Bang!"

Before his words fell, and before he could even put the ring on Li Tingcheng's hand, he was slammed in the face with a fist.

He snorted in pain, and then fell to the ground heavily.

Li Tingcheng felt a thump in his heart.

I saw Shen Yu'an's face pale, and he pounced on him like crazy, tugging on his collar and slapping his fist again.

"Teacher Shen, don't fight!" Li Chengcheng hurriedly ran over and grabbed Shen Yu'an, but Shen Yu'an shook it irrationally, "Get out!" ”

Li Chengcheng stumbled and fell to the ground.

Su Jinsheng was dizzy from his punch, and his ears were ringing.

In a trance, I saw that Li Chengcheng was thrown out by Shen Yu'an.

The black eyes narrowed dangerously, and just as he was about to stand up, Shen Yu'an snatched the diamond ring from Su Jinsheng's hand again, picked up his arm and waved it vigorously, throwing the ring out, his voice trembling with anger, "Su Jinsheng, let me tell you, Li Qingcheng is mine, and the person she wants to marry is me!" You, give, me, away, her, far, point! ”