Chapter 81: Reconciliation as Ever
Shi Wanyao rarely saw Yan Haoyu's childish side, thinking that he really didn't want to be separated from Yan Shanshan.
Yan Shanshan has no sense of security, why doesn't Yan Haoyu feel that all this is a dream?
And since Yan Shanshan forgave Yan Haoyu, Yan Haoyu has become a sick girl.
"Shanshan, I'm thirsty!!"
Obviously, the water cup can be reached out, Yan Haoyu has to look at Yan Shanshan with pity.
Yan Shanshan wanted to be angry, but when she saw Yan Haoyu's eyes looking at her like a wounded little wolf dog, she couldn't help but talk about him.
"Okay."
Yan Shanshan was good-natured and handed the water cup to Yan Haoyu.
At night
"Shanshan, you know me, I haven't taken a shower for several days, and I'm so uncomfortable!"
In order to show that he was really uncomfortable, Yan Haoyu raised his hand and grabbed it with great effort, and rubbed it on the bed like a big stupid bear.
"Shanshan"
Yan Haoyu held Yan Shanshan's hand, and looked at her with affection in his eyes, and Yan Shanshan's heart softened.
"Alas!!" Yan Shanshan sighed, and she said, "You wait for me, I'll go see if there are any male nurses." ”
"Don't!!"
The little Jiujiu in his heart is to let Yan Shanshan help him wipe his body, so he doesn't want other men to watch him touch him?
"Why don't you call a beautiful woman over?"
The corners of Yan Shanshan's mouth raised, and he looked at Yan Haoyu with a sneer on his face.
"I don't want anyone but you."
In his eyes, no one can see except Yan Shanshan, what beauty is not beautiful, he is not rare.
"Shanshan, I'm really uncomfortable, I feel like I stink."
Fortunately, it's winter now, if it's summer, I'm afraid that Yan Haoyu's side is already full of flies.
"Shanshan, if you really feel embarrassed, you can help me in, and I'll wipe it with a towel myself."
Saying that Yan Haoyu was about to get up, he said as he moved: "When I was in the United States before, I also helped you take a bath!" ”
"Yan Haoyu!!"
Yan Shanshan's face exploded, how did she find that since Yan Haoyu's chest wound was better, he was getting more and more embarrassed?
Did she give Yan Haoyu a good face in the end?
"Okay, okay, I was wrong, don't be angry, can't I wash it?"
It's in forbearance, it's two days in patience!
Yan Haoyu will accept it when he sees it, since Yan Shanshan is really unwilling, he will not embarrass her.
"You wait!"
She knew that Yan Haoyu had a habit of cleanliness, and she also knew that Yan Haoyu had not rested very well at night recently, always rubbing and scratching, and he did have a little taste on him.
Yan Haoyu watched Yan Shanshan get out of bed and help him fetch water to wipe his body, his heart was almost beautiful, but he couldn't show it, he pulled Yan Shanshan's hand and said, "If you don't want to, forget it, I don't want to force you." ”
"Wait for me."
Yan Shanshan got out of bed to help Yan Haoyu fetch water, Yan Haoyu was so beautiful in his heart that he almost lay on the bed and whistled.
If he knew that the injury could make Yan Shanshan feel sorry for him like this, he should have used bitter tactics when he saw Yan Shanshan on the first day, so as not to make them unhappy, and finally ......
Yan Haoyu's beautiful mood disappeared in an instant, he didn't care if Shanshan was really with Su Shaochen, but he had a knot in his heart, and this knot was caused by him everything Yan Shanshan suffered from.
He will love Shanshan and pet Shanshan more than before, but this love and pet has added some shame and self-peace, but I am afraid that it is not as pure as before.
"Yan Haoyu?"
When Yan Shanshan came to the bedside, she could feel the anger on Yan Haoyu's body, did he think of something just now?
"Huh?" Yan Haoyu put away the anger on his body, and he pulled Yan Shanshan's hand to let her sit on the edge of the bed.
"Wait a minute."
Yan Shanshan put the basin on the ground, then sat on the bed, and said, "What were you thinking just now?" ”
Yan Haoyu touched Yan Shanshan's hair, and said with a smile on his face, "I didn't think about anything." ”
Yan Shanshan didn't say anything, just looked at him quietly, as if he wanted to see through Yan Haoyu's thoughts in those clear eyes.
"I miss that when you were first admitted to the hospital, I miss that you never want to wake up in your nightmares and cry and call me by my name, uncle. I think you'll wake up even if you have a night now, and I think I brought you all this. Shanshan, I'm afraid I'm going to say I'm sorry to you. ”
Yan Haoyu looked at Yan Shanshan with a distressed expression, and without waiting for Yan Shanshan to speak, he continued: "I'm afraid I can't simply love you, spoil you, and love you like before, when a love is mixed with guilt and self-blame, it is not pure. ”
He wanted to love purely, cleanly and transparently like before, but now, he was afraid that he couldn't do it.
"Yan Haoyu!"
"Shanshan, you say!"
Yan Shanshan breathed deeply, and she said, "Has this matter become a thorn in your heart?" ”
"Yes, it's a thorn in my heart. It stings me all the time, reminds me all the time, reminds me how I hurt you. ”
The most hateful thing is that this injury happened under his eyelids.
"And what if I say no?"
She didn't want to tell Yan Haoyu so early, she wanted to see how long Yan Haoyu could hold on, and when he touched her, would he have a disgusted and disgusting expression on his face.
But now it seems that she will never see this situation for the rest of her life.
Yan Haoyu blamed himself very much, and blamed himself deeply.
"You, what did you say??"
Yan Haoyu's eyes lit up, and he felt that there were many strange things that day.
Since Shanshan woke up, Mo Shiqi and they have also come a few times, and it stands to reason that they should comfort Shanshan.
But no, they seemed to have automatically blocked everything that happened that night, Yan Haoyu thought that everyone was protecting Shanshan and didn't want to mention her sadness.
"I said no, nothing happened to me and Su Shaochen." Yan Shanshan was very calm, so calm that what she said seemed to have nothing to do with her. She continued: "You know what? I had been waiting for you at that time, and I felt that you would definitely come to save me. It wasn't until he tried to drugged me at the end that I became desperate, and I thought that even if you came to save me, it would be too late, and everything that should have happened would happen, so ......"
"Shanshan!" Yan Haoyu sat up from the bed, he hugged Yan Shanshan in his arms, put his chin on Yan Shanshan's shoulder, and said in a dumb voice: "No matter what happens in the future, don't think about dying." ”
He was scared, really scared.
"I'm sorry, it's my fault that I didn't find you in the first place."
He tried his best, and he went crazy looking for Yan Shanshan.
God knows that when he saw Yan Shanshan being tortured by Su Shaochen to the point of being inhuman, his blood was flowing backwards, and his life was dark.
"Let's not have a misunderstanding between us in the future, okay?"
If it weren't for the deep misunderstanding, they wouldn't have come to this situation.
"What's more, I'm also at fault, and you're not the only one who is at fault."
At that time, because of her age, her acceptance and tolerance were not strong.
"If that hadn't happened, maybe I'd figured it out and wouldn't hate you like this all the time. Yan Haoyu ......" Yan Shanshan avoided the wound on his chest, wrapped his hands around his waist and whispered: "Uncle, Shanshan wants you to love me and hurt me like before." ”
"Shanshan, you ...... What do you call me?? ”
Yan Haoyu stiffened, he swore that he never dreamed that Yan Shanshan would call him uncle like before.
Although, with their current relationship, they can't be uncles and nephews. Of course, he doesn't want himself and Shanshan to be uncles and nephews, he wants to marry Yan Shanshan, and let Yan Shanshan become his wife and the mother of his children.
"Uncle, Shanshan misses you so much, I really miss you, will you blame Shanshan for being so willful and blaming you for not forgiving you."
"No, no, how can I blame you, it's my fault, everything is my uncle's fault. Shanshan, shall we go back to the past? ”
Back in the past, Yan Shanshan was unscrupulously coquettish, he would spoil her and hold her in the sky.
"Is that okay?"
She also wanted to go back to the way things were.
"Yes, if you want, we can go back to the way things were. Shanshan, if time could be turned back, I would never leave you. No matter what happens that day and what I will face, I will not leave you. ”
Unfortunately, there are no ifs in this world, only results.
But fortunately, his Shanshan is willing to give him the opportunity he has never had, and he must take advantage of it.
"If time could really be turned back, I still hope you can leave! The difference is that I want to be mature and not hate you. ”
Some words, some knots, just untie them.
The two hugged each other like this and said what was in their hearts, and there was a gap in each other's hearts, so they tried to cross it together.
At the end of the chat, Yan Shanshan leaned on Yan Haoyu's arms and fell asleep quietly, Yan Haoyu shook his head helplessly, and said okay to help him wipe his body?
He gently put Shanshan on the bed, quietly got up and wiped himself with a towel.
On the second day after he was admitted to the hospital, Su Jie came, and he also explained some things for Su Jie to do, as for Qin Xiao, he naturally returned to the Shengshi Group and was ready to take the Su family into his pocket at any time.
On the day Yan Haoyu was discharged from the hospital, Yan Shanshan was not with him, she knew what he was going to do.
She is not a virgin, she will not sympathize, let alone pity Su Shaochen.
She wanted to go with Yan Haoyu, but Yan Haoyu disagreed, and then Mo Ziheng and the second brother followed him, so she did it.
"Shanshan, what are you thinking?"
Lin Meng gently tapped Yan Shanshan's head with a pencil.
"I'm thinking about my uncle!"
She had a happy smile between her eyebrows.
"I can't stand it!"
When Yan Shanshan and Yan Haoyu were together, Lin Meng was eating dog food.
Now that the two of them are separated, Lin Meng still eats a handful of dog food.
"Shiqi, Shanshan bullied me!"
Lin Meng turned around and threw herself into Mo Shiqi's arms, but who knew that her head was ruthlessly pushed away.
It was none other than Yan Yujin who pushed her away.
"Lin Meng." Yan Yujin put her arm around Mo Shiqi's shoulders and sat beside her calmly, and said with a smile on her face: "Single dog, have you eaten enough?" ”
The implication is that if he is not full, he and Mo Shiqi can eat Sabo dog food.
"Hey!"
Lin Meng slapped the table a little angrily.
The voice was a little loud, causing many of the students to turn their heads to look at them.
Lin Meng stuck out her tongue, she lowered her head embarrassedly, and just buried her face in the crack of the table.
"Dog food is forbidden in the library."
She doesn't want to eat it!
She's not masochistic!
"Okay, don't tease you, just now my uncle called and asked me to take you to the bar!"
"Done with the matter?"
Yan Shanshan put down the book and looked at Yan Yujin seriously.
"Well, it's done, but it's ......" He looked at Mo Shiqi in his arms, and said, "After I send you and Lin Meng over, I will leave with Shiqi." ”
"What are you doing here?"
Lin Meng turned on the gossip mode, is this planning to spend the night outside?
"Take Shiqi home!"
As for which home it is, I don't know.
"Yan Yujin."
Little Pepper Mo Shiqi blushed and struggled in Yan Yujin's arms.
"Well, didn't we say yes?"
Yan Yujin coaxed Mo Shiqi for a long time before coaxing Mo Shiqi home.
"Yan Yujin, you coaxed Shiqi like this, does Mo Ziheng know?"
Others don't know what Yan Yujin is thinking in his heart, but Yan Shanshan knows.
"Auntie"
"Who's your aunt!"
Yan Shanshan glared at Yan Yujin angrily.
"Who else but you and my uncle want?"
His uncle has been planted on Yan Shanshan's body all his life, just like he was planted on Mo Shiqi.
He finally knew why the uncle would spoil Yan Shanshan like that, when a man only thinks of such a woman in his life, who spoils him if he doesn't spoil her?