Chapter 185: Love Without Fruit
He had been with her for five years in the form of a fox, and this was the first time he had seen her cry.
Silently probe her memories with a spell.
The overwhelming Fusang bloomed intensely, as if a raging fire had ignited on Jun Mountain, and there were white shadows in a scorching red.
"Forget it, you are here as a teacher, guarding Gu Yue."
"Master, where are you going?"
"Shizun went to find someone, and when he found it, he came back."
"When will the master find that person?"
"I don't know, if you can't find it, the teacher will also return, the responsibility of the young master of Huangquan is here......"
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"How so!" Peeping at that memory, the fox seemed to be burned by something, and the beautiful fox's eyes were unprecedentedly blank, "When have I ever been out of the underworld?" When did you take in an apprentice? And what's more...... How could I go looking for something other than grapes? ”
However, her memories can't deceive people.
Did he change his appearance and come to the human world to play for a while, and he forgot it?
Forget Xi said, "My master, call the Dark Moon." ”
The fox stammered, "I ...... My name is Stygian Sand. ”
He wanted to say that maybe the two names were somewhat similar, but it was like something choked in his throat.
The Stygian Moon Sand is his full name, and when he goes out, he generally calls himself Stygian Moon.
The young master of Hades, who is in charge of the land of Yellow Springs, the source of the Lethe River, has also lost his memory.
He suddenly understood why he couldn't move when he looked at the grape trellis here that day, not because the grapes here were the most delicious, but because he knew that this was his way home, and his fool was still waiting here.
"Don't cry, don't cry...... the ears on the fox's head drooped.
Forget Xi hugged the fox's waist, "It's a blessing that the master can return, but the forget is stupid, and I didn't realize that it was the master earlier." ”
With a loud "boom", the waterfall that had condensed into solid ice was disconnected, and the water poured down from the sky, hitting the frozen canyon with a thousand momentum.
When the Stygian Moon Sand flew out of the bamboo house, he was also surprised, "The source of this waterfall is actually the Lethe River leading to the underworld?" ”
Why did the waterfall splash suddenly, naturally the Lethe River rose, the Lethe River has been silent for a hundred years, why did it suddenly soar, the tears on Wangxi's face flashed in front of him, and he only felt frightened.
What the hell had he forgotten? Why did you let a girl from the human world guard this entrance to the underworld? Did her tears cause Lethe to rise?
"Master?" Forget Xi chased out of the bamboo house.
Red points of light gathered in the palms of the Stygian Moon Sand, the snow melted, the plants and trees revived, and in the huge barrier, the place returned to the appearance of spring in all seasons.
Stygian Moonsand scratched the back of her head, "That...... In vain...... For the teacher and the people to fight, I was injured a little......"
"Master, don't remember everything?" Forget to be good and finish the second half of the sentence.
A flower burst out of Stygian Moon Sha's face, "The apprentice who is a teacher is so smart. ”
Forget that she couldn't see the slightest tear in her eyes, and she became the saint venerable without joy and sorrow again, "The appearance of the master is very different from before. ”
The Stygian Moon Sand rubbed over, "Good apprentice, tell the teacher, what was I like in the past?" ”
Wangxi pursed her lips and glanced at him, ran into the bamboo house, opened the cage and rummaged for a long time, and finally turned out a yellowed picture.
It was really old, and the paper was so fragile that it seemed to shatter with a little force.
The painting scroll slowly spreads out, and you can see the hibiscus flowers that bloom more than the roadside of Huangquan, and the pigment has faded a little, but you can still see that the person who painted this painting used twelve points of thought at that time.
Water red, light red, glow red, bright red, dark red...... Different shades of red, rendered layer by layer, thrillingly beautiful, under a hibiscus tree, the man in white can really only be described as picturesque.
His eyebrows and eyes are crooked, with a gentle and delicate appearance, and his slender fingers flick the strings, as if he can really hear the sound of the piano he plays through the picture scroll.
How can this be yourself? But the Dark Moon Sand clearly knows that it is herself.
A few lines of poetry are inscribed in the upper right corner of the picture scroll, "Zong Zhi's chic and beautiful young man, looking at the blue sky with white eyes, bright as a jade tree in front of the wind, in front of Su Jin Changzhai embroidering Buddha." ”
The handwriting on the inscription was no longer clear, and the moon sand pursed her mouth, "The poem is very ordinary, and it doesn't boast of my one-thousandth handsomeness and chic, beautiful and moving." ”
Forget Xi asked silently, "Master, what have you experienced over the years?" ”
The Stygian Moon Sand leaned over, "Why, do you think that the apprentice is becoming more and more captivating for the teacher, sinking fish and geese, and closing the moon is ashamed?" ”
Forget Xi silently put away the picture scroll, "No, I'm just thinking that Yue Sui is really a pig-killing knife." ”
How did the master who used to be an immortal become this second goods?
If he hadn't said that he was the young master of Huangquan, he wouldn't have been able to connect the goods in front of him with the fairy man on the picture scroll.
Stygian Moon Sand said, "Apprentice, you want to go back to the underworld for the teacher, you wait obediently in Junshan, and you will come back when the teacher clarifies some things." ”
Forget Xi said, "Okay." ”
She can't protect Gu Yue, but she can still protect Junshan.
Under the gate of Junshan Mountain, the cold wind was raging, the snow was buried above the knees, a thick layer of snow fell on the shoulders of the man, the frost had condensed the hem of the clothes, and the black war horse on the side was full of ice slag, and the horse's hooves were stomped from time to time, shattering the ice on the horse's hooves, and the saddle was full of ice and snow, but the war horse always left with his eyebrows, and he had been waiting for the man who had stood in the snow for an unknown number of days.
The gate of Junshan Mountain slowly opened, but out was a fairy-like man, ankle-length silver hair, a delicate and beautiful face, a cinnabar tear mole in the corner of his eye, a robe whiter than Feixue, and a demonic Manzhu Shahua under the hem.
Chu Ziyi blinked, the frost covering the corners of his eyes fell, and he looked indifferently at the person leaning against the mountain gate, the vigilance and hostility in his eyes were obvious.
"Go back, you wait here, she won't see it, and she won't know it." ”
Chu Ziyi asked, "Who are you?" ”
Stygian Moon Sand took out a bunch of grapes from his sleeve, picked one without peeling the skin and threw it in his mouth, and then spit out the grape skin, "I only have such a disciple, if you can't give her what she wants, don't provoke her." ”
Chu Ziyi knelt down in the snow, "I will take the world as an appointment and marry her back to Chu State." ”
The Dark Moon Sand Fox's eyes slanted slightly, "Don't attack the Gu Yue Kingdom?" ”
Chu Ziyi's voice was loud, "The vassal states are united to attack Gu Yue, it is nothing more than a rumor that Gu Yue has an elixir that can make people immortal. ”
After eating the last grape, Stygian said, "Go back." ”
Chu Ziyi didn't get up, "You don't believe what I said?" ”
Stygian Moon Sand stared at him lightly, "How can I trust a man who leaves his wife and children alone and comes to a foreign country to ask for other women?" ”
Chu Ziyi seemed puzzled, "The princes of the princely states are all like this...... Besides, I didn't have a wife, those were just concubines, and all I liked was ......"
"That's enough." Stygian Moon Sand interrupted Chu Ziyi's words, and his voice was much colder than before, "With your words, you are not worthy of standing under the Junshan Gate." ”
The fox's eyes were serious, "Whoever wants your world, you will sit in the world with others, what I want in vain is only complete and pure, you say you like her, but you don't even know what she wants, what face does it have to say that you like it?" ”
He looked coldly at the person with an angry look on his face, "Your so-called liking is probably just living for all, the prince rules the world, sits on the mountains, rivers, lakes and seas of the world, and enjoys thousands of beautiful women." But love is not something that can be measured by these things, you can allow her to be affectionate, and she is half of the country, but she also has the right to choose, not how much you give, she has to respond to your ......"
Stygian Moon Sand sighed lowly, "In your life, the killing is too heavy, the obsession is too heavy, and the blood is too heavy, if it is really good for her, don't bother her anymore." ”
There was no one at the mountain gate anymore, and Chu Ziyi looked at the flying snow that was falling all over the sky, and no one could understand the deepest look in his eyes.
"You saw it all, to be honest, you should thank me......" Chu Ziyi's face appeared again.
Jun Chen, who has been watching from the sidelines until now, only feels heavy and sullen, he is a little afraid of the moment this illusion ends, and he doesn't know what identity he should use to face Jun Xi, or the other party is forgetful.
Chu Ziyi simply lay on his back in the snow, "Do you guess I listened to the fox later?" ”
Junchen also lay down, he needed the cold that pierced into the bone marrow to wake himself up, looking at the gray sky, "No." ”
Don't say it's a crazy person like Chu Ziyi, if it were him, he wouldn't let go, I forgot where I heard a sentence, letting go is a new life.
But if you really let go, all you have left for yourself is a blindless despair.
In the past, he was not afraid of hell, he was afraid of nothing, not afraid of the boundless pain, but afraid that his beloved would not be there, afraid that she would be sad and sad, and even more afraid that she would not be able to withstand the wear and tear of time and forget herself.
Standing by the bridge and waiting for hundreds of years, I can't wait for him, and one day I may forget what I am waiting there for. After drinking a bowl of Meng Po soup, the dust of the past disappeared, and in the reincarnation of the next life, there was a young man in white riding a horse to carry her through the floating years.
And a person like him only deserves to sink to the bottom of the Lechuan River, which will never see the light of day, in the black water covered with algae, silt, and bones, watching her pass under the Nai He Bridge again and again from different people.
She wept for different people and laughed for different people in every life, but she would never remember who the person who released her was in the past.
Forget the wounds he gave, the pain he gave, and the people who forgot him together......
Then, eternal life will never think of him again, and there will be no intersection again, for he is only worthy to drink the muddy past in the river of black water, and atone for his sins that will never end......
If there really is such a day, Jun Chen thought, he will be crazy, become a demon, and he will never be redeemed, and he will also drag Jun Xi into the boundless hell together.
Let go, how is it possible, unless there is not even a trace of his soul in this heaven and earth.
Chu Ziyi smiled desperately, "That's right, if you love in that life and have no results, then you will hate, hate it to the extreme, and there will be entanglements." ”