Chapter 133: Leave Me Alone, Please
Immediately afterwards, Su Jinsheng was pushed out, and Li Qingcheng looked over.
His face was pale, without the slightest bloodshot, and even his face and lips were white, and they were even so dry that they cracked and oozed blood.
His shirt was crumpled, and there were a lot of small eyes, large and small, which looked like cigarette butts were hot.
Especially his palms, wrapped in gauze, can't see what kind of scarf it is.
Her heart suddenly felt extremely uncomfortable, and she felt like something was stuck in her throat, and she couldn't help choking.
Tang Ying cried while chasing the hospital bed, and the distress in her crying was almost permeable throughout the hospital.
Li Tingcheng also wanted to follow him to take a look, but as soon as his feet moved a few steps, he slammed again, struggled for a while, and finally chose to turn around and go back to his ward.
Anyway, he's fine.
"Miss Li, how is Mr. Su?"
When Li Qingcheng came back, Lin Ma was about to rush over, and just happened to meet, Lin Ma asked anxiously.
Li Qingcheng hung his head, shook his head gloomily, and returned to the hospital bed without saying a word.
This kind of reaction, it should be nothing, Mother Lin breathed a sigh of relief, then walked over and said to Li Tingcheng, "Miss Li, are you hungry?" I'm going to buy you food? What do you want to eat? ”
Li Chengcheng was still unmoved, as if he had blocked everything around him, and only lived in his own dark room where he couldn't see his fingers.
Mother Lin was anxious again.
"Miss Li, you can't do it if you don't eat, you're already weak, but now... You have to take care of it like confinement so that you don't fall ill. ”
Mother Lin persuaded her with good words, but Li Tingcheng still didn't listen to half a minute.
She let out another long sigh and muttered, "Within one day, all three of them were in the emergency room, what kind of sin was created!" ”
As if the calm lake of death in Li Qingcheng's heart stirred up a little wave, her brows furrowed slightly.
"Mother Lin, you go out first, I have something to tell her." Tang Ying walked in and said in a thick nasal voice.
Mother Lin nodded stunnedly, then walked out of the ward and closed the door.
Tang Ying wiped her tears with a tissue, sniffed, walked to the side of the bed, looked at Li Tingcheng calmly, and her tone was unprecedentedly gentle: "Allure, let's talk." ”
Li Qingcheng lifted his eyelids and glanced at Tang Ying, Tang Ying's eyes were so swollen that her eyes were bloodshot because she was crying too much.
The face is full of vicissitudes and sadness.
She sat up and said lightly: "Aunt Tang, you say." ”
This is also the first time that she used the honorific title "you" for Tang Ying.
"Jin Sheng he, he has been an excellent child since he was a child, he is smarter than other children, and the awards he won can't be put aside at home, especially for teachers and classmates, since elementary school, his schoolbag will be stuffed with love letters and all kinds of snacks, before, he is no different from other children, lively and laughing, but since his father ran away with other women, he has changed, become taciturn, become indifferent, I have changed from a housewife to a bad abandoned woman, and I have thought about suicide, a hundred, but no, I still have a son, what will he do if I leave? He was only ten years old. ”
Tang Ying's face was very calm, faintly recalling the past, "I was originally only shuttling between firewood, rice, oil, salt, sauce, vinegar and tea, I couldn't help but step into the society and seek a way to live, I came out of the conservatory, and as soon as I graduated, I was coaxed into the marriage hall by his father's sweet words, and I didn't go out to work, I didn't know the complexity of this society, and I also took a detour, I went to the bar to sing, in the face of those men's teasing, I could only swallow my anger and laugh smartly, basically every night I was drunk and sent home, He had never seen me like that, at first his eyes were timid, then disgusted, and finally distressed, but he didn't say anything, and he didn't have any extra communication with me, he ate and slept on time every day, and when he was absent from school for three days, the head teacher called me, I was so angry that I almost fainted, and thought he was going to take revenge on me with self-depravity, what I was most afraid of was that he was not angry, when he came back at night, I hit him for the first time, asked him where he went, he said he went to find a job, and he also said that he didn't want to study, He didn't want to see me get out of a different man's car every day, he wanted to earn money to support me, that was the most he said to me since the accident at home, I hugged him and cried bitterly, he was a good boy, but he was not born in a good family, other children were at a carefree age, but he was reluctant to ask me for a new dress. ”
"I met your father, your father chased me for a long time, I refused at first, but in the end I was still unable to defeat selfishness, I admit, I married him for your father's money, in order to be able to give Jinsheng a good living conditions, but I Tang Ying also dared to pat my conscience and say, I am really trying to be a good wife as much as possible and... A good stepmother, our relationship is not harmonious, you hate me and complain about me, I have nothing to say, I choose to ignore it, I choose to do my best to keep your father's heart to ensure that I will not be abandoned again, because I have to create a safe haven for Jinsheng. ”
"What I never expected was that he actually fell in love with you, he is a good boy with a sense of responsibility, compassion and filial piety, but I didn't expect him to be a desperate madman in terms of feelings, he fought for you, beat others to serious injuries, but he was thankless, I even seriously warned him many times, no one is allowed to like you! But he said, 'Mom, even if you blame me, if I like it, I like it, and I can't take it back', I learned that you have heart disease, he holds books about heart disease all day long, and after living with you, he rarely comes back to see me, and every time he comes, he asks me to make milk bird's nest, how can I not know, he comes to see me because you want to eat milk bird's nest, he remembers that you like to eat milk bird's nest, he remembers that you hate carrot and coriander, so do you know him half a point? I don't know why he likes you so much but wants to marry Li Tianxin, and then asked him if he did something stupid for you, he didn't say it, only said perfunctorily that Li Tianxin, Mrs. Su, can only be a few months at most, and Mrs. Su's position will always be left to you. ”
When Li Chengcheng heard this, he finally couldn't hold back his tears and burst out of his eyes.
"Allure, as a woman, I am jealous of you, jealous that you have a man who loves you like this, how lucky you should be, to get a pure and unrequited love in this turbid world, but as a mother, I resent you, because this person who loves you is my favorite son, who has repeatedly paid for you, and it is my son who has been hurt all over by your indifference! I am indeed deliberately targeting you, on the surface it seems that I am taking revenge on you, in fact, I am just competing for favor, relying on the old to sell the old for favor, and when you have a child, you will understand my situation, you will feel it from the perspective of a mother, and you will be reluctant to let your son suffer the slightest grievance. ”
Tang Ying wiped a handful of tears and said in a choked voice: "Speaking of the child, I am also very sad, I know you can't accept it, this child was shed by Jinsheng on his own initiative, but you go and see how he is lying on the hospital bed now, how much better is his half-dead appearance than yours?" You can still vent your pain, but what about his pain? When you are asleep, he sits on the edge of the bed and watches you, he doesn't eat or sleep, he is the father of the child, he is such a responsible man, do you think he will be unconscious? What's more, it's still the child between you and him, he loves you so much, how can your child not love it? I heard Lin's mother say that he chose you between the child and you, don't you understand? He loves you, so much so that he doesn't want to talk about the child's life, and now he doesn't even want his own life! Do you really have the heart to blame him for torturing yourself in that way? ”
Li Tingcheng's tears kept falling as if they had broken a thread, and her hands trembled violently.
"Allure, if you don't love him, let him go, if you feel that his love like this is a burden, you leave him, leave completely, I don't know how extreme his love for you is, but when I see him covered in devastation, I know that sooner or later he will ruin himself because he loves you." Tang Ying's tone became excited, and even with a heavy pleading, a prayer from a desperate mother, "Auntie beg, leave him, give him a way out, don't torture him, in the five years in the United States without you by his side, he didn't survive?" So maybe he hasn't loved you so much that he can't live without you. ”
Tang Ying saw that Li Tingcheng didn't say anything for a long time, she was in a hurry, knelt down with a puff, and even kowtowed to Li Tingcheng.
"Bang, bang, bang!"
The forehead hit the floor with a violent thud, each piercing than the other.
Li Qingcheng was startled, lifted the quilt and got out of bed, "Aunt Tang, don't be like this, you get up!" ”
"Allure, Auntie begs you, please, are you okay? If you can't guarantee 100% love for him, leave him, and he will live better without you! Tang Ying continued to kowtow.
She had never seen such a humble Tang Ying.
For the sake of his son, he actually knelt and kowtowed to others.
"Auntie, I, I promise you." In the sound of kowtowing, Li Qingcheng finally made up her mind, and she said angrily: "I promise you, I will leave him." ”
That's right, she was a burden from beginning to end.
Su Jinsheng is indeed too tired to live with her.
She has no confidence in their future, and although she knows that he is good at asserting because of her body, she can't get through this hurdle after all.
Among them, there are too many people and things involved.
So, it's impossible for the two of them.
But she found that she was really reluctant, reluctant to leave him, and even now she still blames him, why didn't she discuss with her and take her baby.
Even though he had just stabbed her in the heart, she still wanted to stay with him.
"Allure, really? Did you really say yes? When Tang Ying heard that Li Chengcheng agreed, her eyes full of tears were full of hope.
Li Tingcheng nodded tearfully.
"Thank you, thank you, thank you." Tang Ying tightly grabbed Li Qingcheng's hand and thanked him.
"But Aunt Tang, can I leave after he gets better?" Li Chengcheng prayed humbly.
Tang Ying was stunned for a moment.
This time, Li Chengcheng begged, "I want to accompany him more, is it okay?" As soon as he's well, I'll leave! ”