Chapter 54: Come on, Mom
"I didn't see anything." Before I finished speaking, Cang Li's milky voice came from above.
My face was even redder, my body was stiffer, and I felt that I would never have the face to see Cangli again.
It just so happens that Guan Shi is always worried that I know him through Cang Li, so if I don't see Cang Li, Guan Shi won't have this worry.
knew that Cangli was coming, but Guan Yan didn't react at all, what should he do.
Isn't he shy?
Even if you are not shy, are you not afraid that this incident will leave any shadow on Cang Li's young heart?
Although Cang Li also lived for hundreds of years, when Cang Li died, he was still a child.
Later, I learned that Guan Shi and Cangli didn't take this matter to heart, and I was alone.
So, at this time, I was the only one in the embarrassment of dying or living.
"Guan, Guan?" I pounded Guan Shi's chest, trying to make Guan Shi stop.
Guan Yan grabbed my wrist and chuckled, "He's gone, you can take your hand away." ”
"Hu ......" Hearing Guan Shi say that Cang Li was gone, I exhaled softly in my heart, but I didn't want to take my hand away.
When it was all over, I didn't take my hands off.
Guan said: "Don't you take it away now?" ”
I pretended to be dead and ignored him.
Seeing that I didn't move, Guan Shi didn't say anything, got up and went down, and after a while, there was the sound of the door opening.
I quietly parted my hands and looked out through the cracks in my hands, just in time to see the back of Guan Shi going out in his nightgown.
Taking advantage of the time when he left, I quickly opened the quilt and covered my body.
As soon as he put it under the cover, Guan Shi came back, holding something in his hand, like a piece of paper.
"For you." Guan Yan walked over and handed me the paper in his hand.
"What?" I thought it was given to me by Guan Shi, and I was about to open it when I took it, but I heard Guan Shi ask, "What did Cang Li say?" ”
"What?!" I was startled, hurriedly turned around, tightened the quilt, and asked nervously, "Cang Li, didn't he leave?" I didn't see him, he didn't tell me anything. ”
Guan Shi's chin tapped the paper in my hand, "This is left by Cang Li, you open it and see what is written on it." ”
"Oh, it scared me to death, I thought it was ......" I patted my chest and said with a sigh of relief: "I thought Cangli didn't leave." He's gone, right? ”
"Just left, left a letter for you."
What the? Just gone?!
Until then...... Didn't Guan Shi say that Cang Li was gone before?
I glared at Guan Shi in shock, and asked him slightly annoyed: "Didn't you say before that Cang Li is gone?" Why did he just leave? ”
"yes, I was gone before. I just left the room and didn't go back. Now it's time to go back. ”
I really want to be scared to death and angry by Guan Shi, and I don't make it clear, so I think Cang Li didn't leave, but he was in this room.
However, I blame myself for not asking.
I turned my attention to the paper in my hand, wondering what Cang Li was going to say to me.
While thinking, I opened the paper.
Just when I was about to open the paper, I found that Guan Yan was looking at it with his neck stretched, and I suddenly had a prank heart and wanted to tease him.
I closed the paper with a "snap", held it in my arms, and said to him, "I won't show it to you." ”
Guan Shi's dark eyes turned, his gaze fixed on my face, and he looked at me fixedly.
I was so distraught by what he saw that I handed him the paper: "Give, give, show you." ”
Guan Shi didn't answer, glanced at me, and said lightly: "I can't open it." ”
"Huh? You can't open it? I didn't believe it, so I opened it casually and said to him, "Look, isn't this open?" ”
Guan Shi took the open paper out of my hand, looked at the contents of the paper, looked at me again, and explained: "This paper has been blocked by Cang Li, and only you can open it. ”
"Really? It's amazing. "I was amazed, but I didn't know that Guan Shi was actually able to break through the barrier set by Cangli and open the paper.
It's just that he doesn't want to.
Because he forcibly broke the barrier set by Cangli, it would cause harm to Cangli, so he did not forcibly break the barrier set by Cangli.
Guan Shi nodded, turned the side of paper on which the words were written to me, pointed to the line on it and asked, "What does this mean?" ”
I looked at it and saw that there were only four words written on the paper: Come on, Mom!
When I saw the four words of my mother's cheers, Cang Li suddenly floated through my mind that Cang Li had told me that his mother fell in love with Guan Shi first, and then I immediately understood the meaning of his four words.
He meant to cheer me on and hurry up and fall in love with Guan Shi.
Fall in love with Guan Shi......
No, I can't fall in love with Kan, absolutely not.
If you fall in love with Guan Shi, I will get hurt.
I have self-knowledge, Guan Shi has a lady in his heart who will not be forgotten after hundreds of years, even if I become ten or a hundred times more beautiful, I can't replace his lady.
Guan Shi won't fall in love with me.
Why should I bother to fall in love with someone who won't fall in love with me?
So, the best thing to do is for me not to fall in love with Guanfu.
"What do you mean?" Guan Yan's words interrupted my thoughts, and I came back to my senses, staring at the four words on the paper, and frowned: "I don't know either." ”
"Huh?" Guan Shi didn't believe it.
He didn't believe it and couldn't help it, I couldn't tell him what it meant.
I took the paper, folded it and put it under the pillow, and said, "It's not early, I have to get up early tomorrow to go to school, go to sleep." ”
Guan Yan stood still, his eyes still fixed on me.
I was under a lot of pressure from him, and I looked at him under pressure and said, "I'm sleepy, I'm going to sleep." ”
After that, I was about to get into the quilt, but Guan Yan grabbed my arm at this moment and didn't let me sleep.
I looked up at him, "I really don't know what that means. ”
"Wash up and go to sleep."
Well, I misunderstood what Guan Shi meant, and thought he was asking me what I meant by that.
Hearing that he asked me to take a bath, my heart warmed a little, and I got up and went to take a bath.
After taking a shower and coming out of the bathroom, I saw Guan Yan sitting on the edge of the bed, holding the piece of paper that Cang Li gave me in his hand and studying.
Sensing that I was coming out, Guan Yan raised his head, looked at me and asked, "What did Cang Li tell you when I was unconscious?" ”
Hearing this, I suddenly thought of that sad night.
That night, we were doing well, but he suddenly asked me: Did Cang Li tell you something?
He also said: Don't try to understand me through Cangli.
I finally knew why Guan Shi wanted to know what the four words that Cang Li left for me me.
It turned out that he was afraid of what Cang Li told me, and he was afraid that I would understand him through Cang Li.
Hehe, such a person who refuses to even let me understand, can I love?
Definitely not.
A trace of bitterness welled up in my heart, thinking that even if I didn't tell him what Cang Li told me, he would ask Cang Li, and Cang Li would tell him.
In that case, I might as well take the initiative to tell him.
So, I said, "Cang Li told me a little about you and your wife......
As soon as I said the word "lady", Guan Shi's face changed, and his eyes shot at me like knives.
My heart tightened, and I hurriedly explained: "Let me state first, I didn't ask Cang Li, it was Cang Li who took the initiative to say it." ”
"What did he say?"
Fortunately, Guan Shi didn't get angry, I was slightly relieved in my heart, and continued: "He didn't say anything, just said that it was your lady who chased you first." ”
"That's it?" Guan Shi looked at me deeply.
"That's it." I nodded at his deep eyes, "If you don't believe me, you can ask Cang Li." ”
Guan Shi withdrew his gaze from my face, landed on the paper in his hand, and then tore the paper in half with both hands.
"Y-Why did you tear that paper?" I was surprised to see Guan Shi tear the paper, and hurried forward, trying to save something.
But after only two steps, I saw Guan Shi look up at me and said coldly: "There are some things that you can't think about, don't think about it." ”
With that, he threw the broken paper into the trash.
Hearing Guan Yan's words, I stopped all of a sudden and looked at him in a daze.
I don't know if I'm thinking too much, I feel like Guan Shi will say this, as if he guessed something.
He wouldn't deduce from what I just said that Cang Li left me a word: Mom, come on, is it for me to cheer up and fall in love with him, right?
If that's the case, then Guan Shi is too smart and terrible.
In fact, Guan Shi did deduce from my words what the words Cang Li left for me me.
Whether he guessed it or not, I think I have to make it clear, so as not to always be misunderstood by him and always be wronged by him.
"Don't worry, I'm self-aware, and I won't expect to get something I shouldn't get." I raised my chin and replied to him with the words he had said before.
As if he didn't expect me to say this, Guan Yan's eyes flashed, stared at me for two seconds, and then lay down and fell asleep.
I just didn't move for a while, and the Guan Shi lying there urged: "Didn't you say that you have to get up early tomorrow?" ”
……
Lying beside Guan Shi, I thought back to what he said: Some things are not something you can think about, don't think about it, the more you think about it, the more depressed I become, and I can't sleep when I'm depressed.
No, I can't think about it anymore, I need to go to bed early, and I have to wake up early tomorrow.
But I don't know what's going on, and the more I try to stop thinking about it, the more I think about it.
This made me depressed again.
Since you can't restrain yourself from thinking nonsense, it's better to think about something happy, such as going to see my mother tomorrow.
Thinking about going to see my mom tomorrow, my depression gradually dissipated, and I gradually became sleepy, and slowly fell asleep.
As the saying goes, I think about the day and dream at night, because before I go to sleep, I think about going to see my mother tomorrow, and I dream about my mother when I dream at night.
In my dream, my mother asked me, "Xiao Ran, why did you come back?" Did he let you back? ”
I said proudly, "No, I sneaked back behind his back." ”
Maybe I was too proud and happy in my dream, and I actually said it as a dream, but fortunately I was heard by Guan Yan.
And I don't know any of that.
The next day, as soon as the alarm clock rang, I immediately got up, washed up quickly, and said to Guan Shi, who had just gotten up, "Guan Shi, I'm going to school." ”
Guan Shi didn't speak, and got dressed unhurriedly.
I ignored him and went straight to the door.
But as soon as I walked to the door, my hand had just touched the doorknob, and I was about to twist it, when I heard Guan Shi behind me say slowly, "I'll go with you." ”
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