Calmly walked back to Fengqi Palace, his face a little tired.

Guan Rong's last words to her are still in his ears: "Are you worth fighting with us for a man you don't love at all?" What you do is meaningless compared to me, I just lose, and you, have never enjoyed dying for the people you love! You're a coward! ”

Calm also felt that she was a coward, she never thought that she really wanted to die for Sima Nan or Zhang or any man.

All she could think about was how she would survive, how she would take brutal revenge on those who had killed him.

She didn't think it was a great honor to die for someone she loved.

If you are not afraid of death, why should you be afraid of living?

Although the road ahead is difficult and dangerous, hasn't she come the same way?

Guan Rong is really redundant, and before she died, she had to be called to brainwash her, but she was a stubborn stone and would not be affected by others at all.

The Fengqi Palace was quiet, there was not even a sound, a few guards on duty were dozing with silver guns, and the two little eunuchs sat on the steps and fell asleep leaning against the door.

The laughing man wanted to come forward to wake them up, but they were calmly stopped, and there was nothing to do, and it was not impossible to sleep for a while.

"Laughing man, go to the Shanggong Bureau to find Kong Sizhen and come back with the hairpin I sent two days ago, I'm afraid that Ming'er's sacrificial ceremony will have to wear it." Calmly remembered something, and before entering the door, he first ordered the laughing person who followed him.

The laughing man agreed and walked back again, calmly walking into the temple alone.

As soon as she closed the door, a long sword from behind the door was pressed against her neck.

Guan Jinu came out of the shadows behind the door, his eyebrows cold, his eyes angry, and his teeth gritted.

calmly lowered his eyes and looked at the cold sword blade, and sighed: "Is it for Wu Sanji or for Guan Rong?" Let me die for a moment. ”

"Why aren't you afraid? You damn woman! Guan Jinu roared viciously.

"I'm afraid it's useful? Am I scared, and you will take the sword away? He said calmly and plainly.

"Get down on your knees and beg me, maybe I'll spare you." Guan Jinu roared with red eyes.

"I will never kneel on my knees again, not even for my own life." Calm down.

"Do you still want to kill the little prince?" Guan Jinu grabbed her arm and threw her to the chair, the long sword approaching her eyebrows, and asked coldly.

The corners of Calm Lip twitched, and he sneered: "This is your purpose?" I'm glad you reminded me, otherwise I would have forgotten that boy was your seed, and I might as well have killed him. ”

"General Ben is going to kill you now!" Guan Jinu raised his long sword and rushed straight at his calm chest.

With a roaring coldness, the blade approached Calm's chest, and calmly closed his eyes, not believing that he would really die.

She didn't die.

The stones flying outside the window slammed the hilt of the sword, and a tall figure flew forward, restraining Guan Ji's anger and trampling him under his feet.

"Who are you?" General Guan, who was trampled on his feet and couldn't turn over, and he couldn't see the face of the person who stepped on people, roared angrily.

With a slight exertion of force under the feet of the person who stepped on the man, Guan Jinu's body spasmed, snorted, and passed out.

The person who stepped on the man was a gardener, and because he came in a hurry, he didn't have time to bring his mask.

He glanced at the slave on the ground and turned to leave.

Calm sneered behind him: "Wouldn't it be better to let me die?" ”

The gardener did not look back, but went out through the window.

"If you just leave, what will happen to this man? Am I a strong man who can restrain him? Calm and loud.

The gardener stopped and turned back.

Calmly stared at him without blinking.

"Do you know that even if a person's appearance changes, his eyes will not change, and no matter how easy a person's appearance is, his eyes can't be dressed." Calmly stared at his face and spoke slowly.

The gardener still did not speak, but his ugly face twitched for a while.

"Why do you want to come back? Why not live an ordinary life with the woman you love? At least then I would still find some sense in my lifestyle. Calm and slightly excited.

The gardener's hands were clenched into fists, and his whole body trembled.

"Don't think that I will be grateful to you for doing this, it will only make me hate you more, if you feel happy, you can be happy yourself, why pretend to be compassionate and come to me to show off to me?" Calmly continued, his eyes moist and about to cry.

The gardener stepped forward, grabbed her by the collar, shrugged her up in front of him, and roared in a hoarse voice: "I am with the woman I love now, I don't want to show you anything, I just want you to live safely." ”

"What does my life or death have to do with you, who are you?" A calm and stubborn face, a stubborn voice.

The gardener let go of her, straightened her collar that he had chopped up, took two steps back, and laughed worse than crying.

"Leaving this place, taking Guan Yong to Saiwai, and living the life I longed for, at least made my sacrifice meaningful." Calmly sat down on the chair, rubbed the aching neck that was dragged by him, and said coldly.

The gardener leaned against the window, and smiled dumbly, and laughed from tears.

Calmly waited for him to finish laughing, Fang spoke again: "It's not ridiculous at all, what are you laughing at?" Laugh at my stupidity and your stupidity? Don't try to persuade me to be his favorite concubine with peace of mind, I won't seek skin with the tiger, I will only let him have a hundred times worse ending than you. ”

The gardener stretched out his hand and pointed at his face, and his ugly face distorted, becoming even more hideous.

"Look at this face, look at this face with your eyes wide open, would you like to live with someone with such a face for the rest of your life? Are you going to live it? ”

The gardener shouted in despair.

Calmly stood up, walked up to him, looked up at his face, tears blurred his eyes.

"Look clearly, take a good look, am I still the man in your heart? Is such an ugly man still the man you love in your heart? Sima Nan roared in pain.

"Yes! It was, it is, it will be, it will be, it doesn't matter what you look like. He said calmly, tears running down his cheeks.

She stretched out her hand, gently stroked the cumbersome scars on her face, and said hoarsely: "I will make the people who hurt you pay, a thousand times and ten thousand times higher than this, I will make them live worse than death, to compensate for the harm they have done to you." ”

"Forget it, calm down, I just want you to give up such thoughts, be his concubine, how long can you love someone? As the years go by, my memories will gradually blur and eventually disappear.

Don't compete with yourself, in addition to love, there are other things in this world that can make us happy, let us have some sustenance, for these other things, live well, okay? ”

Sima Nan said in a low voice.

"It's been a long time since we've been apart, and I'm starting to blur in your mind? Guan Yong and the child are your sustenance in addition to your love with me?

For the sake of their mother and son, you will live well, right? The tears in his calm eyes stopped flowing, and his voice became a little cold and distrustful.

Sima Nan pushed her away, swallowed his saliva, and nodded with difficulty.

calmly stepped forward, stroked his face, and said in a desperate tone, like a slow and beautiful movement played by a cello: "I don't love you because of your looks, and I won't abandon you because of your looks, but since you have a new sustenance and can live well, then you go and live well, I bless you." ”

"Calm down, you don't understand, you can't do this with your own strength, I don't want to watch you die, I don't want you to die, don't you understand?" Sima Nan said hurriedly.

"It's too late, my dear, it's too late to say this, you don't trust me at all, why don't you believe it, no matter what you become, I won't dislike it, I will follow you without hesitation.

How can you believe that my love for you is as deep as you love me, although I will not die for a man, but I will definitely try to get through the most difficult difficulties in my life with the man I love.

Why do you think that pushing me to the emperor will be the best choice, and why do you think that I will accept this arrangement and be able to live with the emperor willingly for the rest of my life. ”

Calm down a series of questions, Sima Nan who asked was sweating and speechless.

"In fact, in the final analysis, you don't love me enough at all, there is no such unswerving love between us at all, you love me, but don't respect me enough, you only love me as your pet, think that I can only live happily under your protection, I am a waste in front of you, you can make any decision for me.

I love you, but I can't express it, I stubbornly think that you should understand what I mean, if you don't understand, you don't love me.

But I really forgot, you are not a roundworm in my stomach, how can you see through my thoughts, if I can say it boldly, maybe there will be no such misunderstanding between us.

And you, when you escape from the prison of the Execution Division, will remember to take me with you, right? ”

He looked at him calmly and expectantly and said.

Sima Nan's hand holding the lattice of the window was bruised, and the pain on his face could not be described in words.

Calmly took out a bottle of pills from his sleeve, took out one, and fed it to him: "You are not here, but I still carry this medicine with me every day, thinking that one day, it will finally come in handy, but as a result, I really waited for this day." ”

Sima Nan twisted his face to the side, and tears slipped silently.

He originally wanted to persuade her to forget him and live a lifetime in glory and wealth, but now, his heart was so distressed that he couldn't breathe, and he wanted to take her away again, to the ends of the earth, and live the ordinary life she wanted.

But obviously you can't do this, obviously you don't want her to suffer.

He hadn't told her a more important thing, and it was precisely because of this incident that he couldn't take her away, so he ruthlessly left her behind and fulfilled her loneliness.

"Calm down, I'm actually 。。。。。。"

With a lot of courage, Sima Nan planned to open his mouth to tell her the truth.

The slave who was lying on the ground suddenly groaned.

Calm instantly regained his grim countenance, and shouted urgently: "There are assassins!" Come on! ”

The guard slammed the door in.

Calmly threw himself into Sima Nan's arms: "Brother Gardener, help!" ”

Guan Jinu, who had just gotten up from the ground, was still conscious, and Guan Jinu, who had not yet stood firmly, was knocked to the ground by a few guards who rushed in, and there was no sound.

"Ahh He, he is, is the general of the tube! Calmly pushed Sima Nan away, with a look of surprise, and stretched out his hand to point to the beaten Guan Jinu on the ground.

When the guards heard this, they hurriedly turned the person over and looked at his face, they were all extremely surprised, and shouted in unison: "If it is really the general Guan, he actually came to assassinate Niangniang?" ”