When everything was over, Li Chengcheng still remained in a trance.

His face was as pale as a piece of paper, almost transparent.

Black and white eyes, hollow and unfocused.

Staring blankly at the ceiling, covered with a thin quilt.

Su Jinsheng snorted sullenly, then left her body, lay on her side, and kept a distance from her.

Even if it was only a few centimeters away, it made Li Tingcheng feel that there was an entire galaxy between them.

She didn't know what was wrong with her, anyway, she just felt her heart fluttering, as if she was constantly drilling the cold wind.

She pulled the quilt a little higher and wrapped herself tightly.

She slowly turned her head to look at Su Jinsheng, who was closing her eyes and pretending to be asleep beside her, her face was so calm that there was no wave, "Su Jinsheng, let's go back to the past." ”

Her sudden words made Su Jinsheng's closed eyes lazily open, glanced at her slightly, and asked, "What were we like before?" ”

Li Chengcheng took a deep breath, stared straight at him, and said softly: "In the past, we didn't disturb each other, we only had sex, not feelings. ”

In the past, they were like prostitutes, prostitutes, and prostitutes.

After the deed, those who throw the money throw the money, and those who take the money take the money.

This kind of relationship and mode of getting along is very simple.

Although she was like a humble servant in front of Su Jinsheng in the past, she carefully paid attention to his expression and eyes at any time, for fear of upsetting him.

But in that way, at least it's not tiring.

Because she didn't touch any feelings, she just put on a different face to deal with him.

But now, she has taken off all her disguises, and wants to devote herself to him, and even wants to have a new beginning with him.

But she found that she was really tired like this, and she was tired.

Whether it's a friend or a lover, trust is the most important thing, it's the most basic.

He didn't have the slightest trust in her.

Who hasn't clicked it yet? Since she had promised him that she would not be involved with Shen Yu'an again, she would definitely do what she said.

But he still looked at her with colored glasses.

She really hated the skeptical look in his eyes.

So, there's nothing wrong with going back to the old way of getting along, while she hasn't fallen too deep now.

What's more, between him and Li Tianxin, it is impossible to be as simple as he said.

In her opinion, in fact, he didn't like her that much.

When Su Jinsheng heard her words, his heart tightened violently, he looked at her in a daze, his black eyes contracted rapidly, and after a moment of silence, he suddenly chuckled, and the smile was extremely creepy, which made Li Qingcheng shiver coldly.

She withdrew her gaze, not daring to look at him again.

Immediately afterward, he was heard gritting his teeth and mocking: "As you wish." ”

After speaking, Su Jinsheng got up directly and went to the bathroom, took a quick shower, then walked to the cloakroom, changed his clothes, didn't look at Li Qingcheng much, and left directly.

There was a "bang", and the door was slammed.

The crystal lamps on the ceiling were shaking.

As soon as he left, the breathing she had been suppressing finally came to a long soothing.

But as soon as he left, her heart suddenly became empty, so empty and empty, it was like a big hole being torn open, and the cold wind poured desperately into it.

She kept taking a deep breath a little cramped, trying to calm herself down.

The hand on his side couldn't help but grasp the quilt, and his chest rose and fell violently.

It's been a long time since I've experienced this feeling of being so sad that I want to cry.

It's like she hasn't quarreled with Su Jinsheng for a long time, and only today did she know that she didn't feel good at all when she quarreled with him.

"Happy birthday."

She spoke in a low voice, her tone so flat that there was no emotion.

*

Mother Lin was talking to Tang Ying about their quarrel, and when she saw Su Jinsheng going downstairs with a gloomy face, Tang Ying hurriedly greeted her, pretending not to know anything, and smiled lovingly: "Mom made longevity noodles for you, hurry, eat it while it's hot." ”

"There are still some things in my company, so I won't eat them yet." Su Jinsheng tried his best to hide the anger and bitterness in his heart, not letting himself vent on innocent people, his voice trembled a little, it was enough to see how much he endured.

Hurriedly threw down a sentence, and strode away.

Tang Ying chased out, but all she saw was the taillights of the car.

"This Li Chengcheng, if she doesn't make the cub angry for a day, she will feel uncomfortable! Even his birthday won't let him be clean! Tang Ying was angry in an instant, and it was even more unbearable when she spoke, so she turned her head and walked upstairs, looking like she wanted to get justice for Su Jinsheng.

"Mrs. Tang, Mrs. Tang, calm down! Miss Li didn't feel good either. Mother Lin hurriedly stopped and blocked in front of Tang Ying.

"She's feeling bad?! I think the happiest person is her! I'm idle and lazy all day long, and she still has the face to lose her temper with my son?! Tang Ying deliberately raised her voice a few degrees, and counted angrily: "A woman like her, in addition to that face that can be seen, what else is there to like?" Do you really think of yourself as a princess? Do you think that the whole world should revolve around her? Since there are other men in my heart, then I have backbone, get out, what are you doing pestering my son with a dead face?! It's not about the money, after all! She can live three days without my son, and I Tang Ying wrote the words backwards! ”

"Mrs. Tang, you don't have to say a word." Mother Lin anxiously persuaded.

Li Chengcheng put on his pajamas, then pulled the quilt up and curled up in a ball.

Listening to Tang Ying's insults from downstairs, she could only choose to be silent.

Because Tang Ying seems to be right.

The more Tang Ying scolded, the more angry she became, she hadn't seen her son for a long time, and finally rushed back on her birthday, thinking that she could finally give Su Jinsheng a birthday, which was good, but she was angry with the goblin in Li Chengcheng again.

Originally, these days, Li Qingcheng took the initiative to show her goodwill, saying that he would knit a scarf for her, and she also changed her opinion a little.

But now, the slightest impression of improvement is gone.

In an instant, all the bad things that Li Qingcheng had done to her and Su Jinsheng before came up, and Tang Ying was so angry that she blew her nose and glared.

She didn't bother to scold, she directly pushed away Mama Lin who was blocking in front of her, walked upstairs quickly, opened the door, rushed towards the bed, lifted Li Tingcheng's quilt, dragged Li Tingcheng out, and dragged her outside, "Get out, get out, you are simply a disaster!" If you have one more day, my son will not have a good day! ”

Li Qingcheng was obviously taken aback by Tang Ying's extreme and sudden move, and his face was at a loss.

"Mrs. Tang, don't be like this, Miss Li still has a heart attack!" Mother Lin stood in front of Li Chengcheng, pulled Tang Ying's arm, and prevented her from moving Li Chengcheng.

"What's wrong with heart disease? My son is obliged to support her due to heart disease?! Tang Ying was like a sprinkled shrew at this moment, with a hideous face and scolding, "Li Qingcheng, let me tell you, my son doesn't owe you anything!" It's you, you owe him all your life! ”

"Originally, if it weren't for you, would he have beaten someone? Will he be expelled from school? He had multiple fractures and was in the hospital for more than a month, have you ever gone to see him? I really want you to see how he looked when he was scarred and carried into the emergency room, what the hell is your heart made of? Hard-hearted people have a better conscience than you! It's okay if you're not grateful, you still fanned the flames and asked your dad to drive him abroad, do you know what life he spent abroad? He didn't dare to call an ambulance or go to the hospital because he had a cold and fever of 40 degrees, because he had no money! He lives in the basement and you know how cold the basement is in winter? You're sick, aren't you? He is in pain all over his body when he gets cold now, have you suffered hardship? Do you know how many positions he has held in a day, how many people have insulted and looked down upon? He is a 1.90 big man, and he was so thin that he didn't even weigh 60 kilograms, and I wouldn't know if I didn't secretly call his teacher! He has always reported good news and not bad news, I, the mother, know how much pain these hearts have, do you know! You're too embarrassed to pretend to be pathetic here! You deserve to have a heart attack! He is now raising you to give you money to spend so that you don't have to worry about food and clothing, if I were you, I would be grateful to Dade every day, it is not an exaggeration to treat him as a cow and a horse, you still have a temper, are you qualified to lose your temper! Sure enough, your Li family doesn't have a good thing! ”

After Tang Ying finished speaking, even Mother Lin was stupid.

Unexpectedly, there was such an entanglement between Su Jinsheng and Li Chengcheng.

Li Chengcheng's face was pale, crystal tears filled his eyes, his shoulders trembled violently, and tears fell as if they had broken their threads.

Then she sniffed, got out of bed, ran to the cloakroom and got a bag, casually packed some daily necessities and a few clothes, felt so guilty that she was embarrassed, and said to Tang Ying: "Aunt Tang, I'll leave now, I won't bother him anymore, he came back and told him for me, I'm sorry for him." ”

After speaking, Li Chengcheng carried his bag and hurried downstairs, wiping his tears as he walked.

"Eh, Miss Li, you wait, where can you go at night, what's the matter when Mr. Su comes back tomorrow." Mother Lin chased out.

"Mother Lin, let her go! Leave her alone. Tang Ying also chased out.

Li Chengcheng walked out without looking back, Mother Lin wanted to hold her, but Tang Ying grabbed Mother Lin's arm first, and threatened in a swishing voice: "If you dare to chase again, you can pack up your things and go with her!" ”

Mother Lin immediately paused, looked in the direction where Li Qingcheng left, and stomped her feet anxiously, "But how can Mr. Su explain it?" Miss Li, she is not in good health, and she ran out in such a hurry, I'm afraid-"

"Don't tell my son, if he comes back and asks where Li Qingcheng went, he will say that she is leaving! Li Chengcheng's scourge, after so many years, she has finally done a good thing, she should have come to her senses a long time ago, get out early! I won't make so many troubles! ”

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Li Chengcheng carried the bag and ran aimlessly for a long time, until she couldn't breathe, she stopped, staggered to find a place to sit down while crying, panicked out the medicine in the bag, and stuffed it into her mouth indiscriminately.

Sitting on the side of the road, with pills in his mouth, crying heartbreakingly, out of breath, like a helpless child.