Chapter 110: You Are My Medicine (Part II)

So, his eyes were staring at me so directly, and he was lying still, motionless, and he couldn't talk for a long time.

My patience is even more worn out! Because at this time, I really hope that he can give me an explanation, say something to me, don't let me be in a state of anxiety all the time, if I continue like this, I am afraid that I will go crazy! Especially after my repeated times, he is really happy with me, and I also like him, he doesn't know everything about me, I just take it for granted that he has a problem!

His non-answering, his silence, in my opinion, he is in a weak heart, as for the lack of heart...... He's such a deep person, I'm just a person there, I can't think of a reason!

It's really powerless. Even if I wanted to lose my temper and vent my inner unhappiness, I couldn't find a reason. It's like something.

"Long Qianye, you say, is it not suitable for people like me to negotiate feelings with others? My emotions are too unstable, sensitive, I think too much, I always try to guess your mind, and then I think again and again, is there something wrong with me, I am not good at communication, and I don't know how to deal with the differences and problems we encounter with a person who is about to get along with me day and night, I think about it, we still don't want to be forced together, right? ”

"Do you really think so?"

"If I don't think so, what else can I think? Did you know that taking care of your emotions can really be a tiring thing? Because even if I didn't do anything wrong, as long as you were silent, as long as you looked gloomy and unhappy, I would feel that I had done something wrong, and I would keep speculating about why you were like that, but if you don't say it, I basically rely on guessing. ”

It's very sad, I feel like I'm really self-inflicted, who I like is not good, but I have a heart for him. What is this not self-inflicted?

Then, Long Qianye took advantage of my distraction, quickly bullied up, snatched the broken porcelain in my hand with lightning speed, and leaned on my body with half of his body, "You can hear clearly, this palace repeats what I just said: this palace has lost its body to you, shouldn't Xiao Fan'er be responsible for this palace?" Did you hear me clearly? It's not Jin'er, this palace refers to, Xiao Fan'er! So isn't the meaning of Hongu obvious enough? Hongu is admitting the mistakes he made to you at the time, and Hongu wants to make up for you more, what's wrong? Is there a problem with this? ”

What he said was undoubtedly far from what I thought...... All right...... I was wrong again!!

It turns out that I really thought too much and was wrong again! And it couldn't be more wrong......!

But I just can't help it. I don't know when it started, really, but every word that comes out of his mouth, whether it is good or bad, I care very much, and I will always repeatedly figure out what he really wants to express between the lines in a time that he doesn't know.

I don't know when it started, but it has become a habit for me. As soon as he said it, I reflexively pondered what he really meant. People always have to get used to some habits that they are not used to, but once this habit is formed, it is difficult to get rid of it, right?

There's one thing I really can't figure out...... He used to call me Yu Mengyu directly by name and surname...... Why did it suddenly change to such an affectionate title now...... So how could I possibly notice it......!! I subconsciously thought that he was using Mu Jinhuan to stimulate me...... So the crux of what I was struggling with was why he did what he did, and at the same time, what he was thinking was completely different from what I ......!!

So in fact, he and I still have a lot of room to run in with each other after all. Otherwise, it is very likely that he and I will spend our time in a noisy and incomprehensible situation in the future.

"I hope to meet a partner who is truly a perfect match for me, to love each other in the most comfortable way, to polish each other in the years to come, whether it is hardship or tenderness and sweetness, and to become people who we care about each other very much, I change a little for you, you change a little for me, you take the initiative when I don't take the initiative, I take the initiative when you don't take the initiative, and we must not only be able to share with each other. We can also share with each other and live our lives. ”

"Coincidentally, so is Hongu."

“……”

I found that people are actually really strange with each other. Take Long Qianye and I as an example, after I repeatedly confirmed that he was pleased with me, and I was also fond of him, it was just such a short time of less than half a pillar of incense, and he just said a simple sentence that could affect my emotions in various ways. My state of mind, as well as all my senses, such as joy, anger, sorrow, happiness, etc., will be concentrated on all his words and deeds, but whenever he shows the slightest impatience or something other bad, it will be infinitely magnified by me in an instant, as if I have poured ten buckets of cold water on my whole person from head to toe.

On the contrary, whenever he shows the slightest evil and donation, I will feel sweet, as if I have eaten honey, sweet, sweet to my heart.

Then he didn't care if I still resisted him, and came to me again......

But this time it didn't take long, and I could feel that he was actually teaching me how to ventilate when I was doing intimate things with him............!!

"It's so delicious." Finally ending a long kiss that was almost suffocating, Long Qianye's expression when he looked at me was even more evil than before.

"This palace is the first time that someone has been put on his neck with a murder weapon like this, and he is still a woman, the strange thing is that this palace does not feel angry at all, but also thinks that it is Xiao Fan'er, you are very cute, Xiao Fan'er, did you say that this palace is sick?"

"Probably. Maybe it's not light......"

In fact, after saying this, I want to laugh myself...... Oh my god what nonsense am I talking about......!!

Long Qianye's eyes were blazing at me, his chest rose and fell deeper because of his breath, and even I was passively under his body...... Heartbeat, fluttering ......

"Then Xiao Fan'er, what kind of medicine do you think you need to take for this disease? Can it be cured? ”

I secretly rolled my eyes at him, who knows...... "I'm not a doctor, how do I know what disease you have, and what medicine you should take...... ”

"But how does this palace think that Xiao Fan'er is the best medicine for this disease in this palace? Is it okay for Hongu to eat you? ”

I have a black line on my face, I have the heart to eat Long Qianye at this moment, probably in my last life and this life, I have never met a scoundrel like him!

He breathed like a blue in my ear...... The warm breath that came out of the thin breath made me feel only an itch in my heart, knowing that he was teasing me, but I was still slightly moved, and I was so nervous that I didn't know how to take his words...... It's not good to say it's good, and it's not good to say it......

Bother......

His change really caught me off guard, and for a while, I really didn't adapt to it.

If it were to be changed to before, his warm speech was still a love word...... That object can't be me, it will only be Mu Jinhuan.

But now it is different from the past, not only things have changed, the scene has changed, the environment has changed, and even the people have changed.

He used to love Hua Niansheng so much, and he used to spoil Mu Jinhuan like his life and spoil her to the bones, and he turned out to be the person I liked and wanted to follow for the rest of my life. And it just so happened that he was also pleased with me.

Is there anything more amazing in the world? In the past, I could only retreat to a corner that he didn't know at all, watching him and other women all kinds of affection, but now, I am no longer an unappreciated supporting role but has become the protagonist, which makes me how unhappy.

I watched Long Chino's long eyelashes flutter like butterfly wings, blinking slightly. Three points of beauty, seven points of coldness,

I thought to myself, it's so good, this man seems to belong to me in the future, right?

"Good girl, what about this palace, I suddenly don't want you to be responsible, because this palace will be responsible for you, and you don't have to bear the world alone."

Long Qianye's two thin lips opened and closed slightly, and the words that came out of his mouth were firm and unquestionable, and I was stunned for a few seconds before I really reacted, and swallowed back the words I just wanted to say back into my mouth.

It's a familiar tone again, a familiar word. This sentence is also a sentence he said to Mu Jinhuan, who is in control of my body.

I can't help but wonder, what happened to him today? But with the "lessons from the past" just now, I don't dare to speculate on his heart again, and I don't ask, just wait for him to see what he says.

"This palace knows, you must think that you have heard this sentence somewhere, yes, this palace did say such a sentence before. It's just that this time, this palace wants to practice this oath on you Xiao Fan'er to the end! ”

Sure enough, not opening your mouth is the wisest choice......

"Then wait and see~"

Because I also hope that someone can walk side by side with me, so that I will not be alone in this cold world. Thinking like this, the ten fingers of my right hand, which was clenched into a fist, had been put down unconsciously, and the porcelain piece in my right hand had quietly fallen to the ground in a place that Long Qianye could not see.

He just took away the porcelain in my left hand, I don't know if he knows that I am still holding the porcelain in my right hand, or whether he sees that my right hand is still holding the porcelain piece, or whether he knows that he also saw it but did not show it at all, at this moment, I am really shocked.

At least my feelings for him are not just on a distant level, I feel that I can get closer to him. A little closer.

Because before, I just thought that there were too many abandonments and betrayals of me, and she no longer trusted everything said in this other world, even if what Long Qianye said was true, but I couldn't afford it! I don't dare to gamble anymore, and let myself fall into a desperate situation like losing Doumiao and Junxin.

But now, I suddenly wanted to give it a go, and I wanted to go deeper with him.