Chapter 102: I'll Feel Sorry, You Know
Hearing this, Mo Longqing was as excited as if he was something, and immediately held the person in his arms, crying and laughing......
As for it......
Seeing that Hua Niansheng was only in a short period of confusion, as if she had thought of something, Hua Niansheng sat up violently, looked at Mo Longqing, then at herself, and finally at me, "It's all there." ”
OK...... Being able to speak means that I haven't cured people...... The boulder in his heart slowly fell to the ground and exhaled lightly.
"Nian Sheng, how are you? If you feel uncomfortable, you must tell me, okay? ”
"I ...... I'm fine, don't worry. ”
The tenderness and sweetness of the two of them are like no one, my whole person is in an embarrassing state, talk to them, and I'm afraid of interrupting them, don't talk to them, I'm ...... Anyway, I don't feel comfortable all over. The thought of the two of them being me and Long Qianye's previous life makes me even more embarrassed......!! I stood behind both of them at a loss, hoping they would never notice me.
Although I have woken up, I am not a miracle healer...... Hua Niansheng asked me a little weakly, "Where are we?" ”
I'd love to ask where this is......
So, I shifted my gaze to Mo Longqing.
I clearly remember that I was nervous for a while, and I shouted at the two of them in a hurry, and then I was taken to the boat by Mo Longqing and fell into the whirlpool with them.
"In this situation, you are either swept up in an island, or you are caught in an underwater city!"
"Underwater City?"
Hua Niansheng and I were surprised at the same time.
Mo Longqing didn't say anything, just stood up slowly, wrapped Hua Niansheng's soft and weak hands around his own neck, lifted Hua Niansheng's legs with both hands back, and carried Hua Niansheng on his own back.
As I walked, I was looking for something.
As for Hua Niansheng, she was so relaxed lying on Mo Longqing's shoulder, and when she looked at me, she squinted slightly, as if she was taking a nap. Mo Longqing walked slowly and cautiously, as if he was measuring the length of this road with his life. The back is slightly rickety, but it is like carrying the happiness of the whole world!
Oh, my God! I can't stand it! What's the situation? The two of them were so affectionate there, did they consider my feelings...... In order to save her, most of my mental power has been consumed, okay, who just begged me to make a move, saying that as long as I can make her wake up, she will promise me anything, and the tone is extremely sincere, now...... Ignore me?
There is no comparison...... There is no harm......
It's also too badly injured, how can the difference be so big......
"Why don't you come along?"
After a while, Mo Longqing paused and glanced sideways at me.
“……”
With what...... These two are my past with Long Qianye...... It's like a living person who suddenly has a dream, and in the dream, it is an old person who has passed away with himself, and it feels the same for this living person to follow him......
Afraid.
Fear.
Thriller.
But where can I go if I don't keep up? I couldn't wake up again, and the reason why I suddenly came here was because of the two gales in front of me, and now there is no wind...... I don't know what the world is, so I can only choose to get up from the ground and follow it.
"Who the hell are you? Why is it so similar to Nian Sheng? ”
Like? I don't think so! Why am I like her and not like her?
"Does it have anything to do with you?"
"Why are you here?"
"......" was embarrassed to ask......
I don't say anything when I'm tired, and my mouth is dry, no matter what he and the woman named Hua Niansheng ask me, I don't want to say more! Psychologically irritable!
Damn, how do you get out of here?
We walked for a long, long time, and we didn't see any living creatures. There was a rancid smell all the way, but strangely there were no carrions.
As soon as I fell into this place, I sensed that an inexplicable despair of suffocating was always haunting me.
So now, the further I go, the more I start to feel that something is wrong with my body, but I can't tell where it is, and when I try to move, I feel a splitting headache and weakness, and I can't exert any strength, as if I am paralyzed.
Something seems to be in my blood.
It's like there's a fire burning in the throat.
"Yu Mengfan! It doesn't matter if you die, don't affect the son of this palace! ”
"Yu Mengfan! Where have you been? Come back to Hongu! ”
"Yu Mengfan?"
"Yu Mengfan?"
"In the past, this palace promised heaven and earth to hold the hand of your son and grow old with your son, even if this palace can't do it in the previous life, but this palace still has this life, why don't you just refuse to wait for this palace?"
At this moment, my mind is full of Long Qianye's voice! And it is still with an echo......
There are angry ......
There is a ...... that is out of control
A ...... with a warm vein
"What's wrong with you?"
"Nothing, maybe hallucinations."
In fact, I really thought so, it should be a hallucination, right?
I shook my head and kept walking. After a while, Long Qianye's voice appeared again......!!
"Yu Mengfan, can you bear it, you have the ability to get yourself bruised all over your body after leaving this palace for so many days!"
"Why don't you always believe what Hongu says? Is what Hongu said so untrustworthy to you? ”
"This palace has said so much to you, can't you give me a reaction? Do you know that I'm annoyed with you, I hate you? ”
Annoying me? Hate me? Scold! Finally, I told the truth......
"I never thought that I, Long Qianye, and today I paid so much for the first time to someone other than Nian Sheng, I will feel distressed to see you gritting my teeth angrily, I will feel distressed when I see you being stupid and stupid but still stubbornly want to become stronger, I will feel distressed when I see you obviously don't understand anything, but you still stubbornly do things well, and I will feel distressed when you look at you who don't know anything but are still there to analyze the cause of things with self-paralysis, I will be tired with you, you know? Do you know all this? You don't know! ”
"All you think, all you analyze, is just that you are comforting yourself and defending yourself. I know all this, but why do you always look like you ignore you every time I want to take care of you when I want to be close, every time I talk to you very seriously? I've endured all of this, but why do you think I'm ill-intentioned and plotting against you no matter what I say or do? Am I so unbelievable to you? Or do I just have the word "bad guy" written on my face? Why are you? Why should you be dismissive of my sincerity? ”
"The long one is not as beautiful as Niansheng, the personality is not as gentle as Jin'er, and the IQ is stupid and stupid, stupid! You don't know anything, you don't understand anything, you can't even guarantee your own minimum safety, you can't even tell the difference between good guys and bad guys, you live like a joke, you're such a good-for-nothing you, but I'm damn moved by you, so you're very proud, right? I want to kill you with one sword! ”
"Do you think I'm really trying to figure you out? What do I want without having to be rare for you? ”
I swallowed my saliva without listening, secretly soothing the emotions stirring in my heart, I had already noticed what Mo Longqing and Hua Niansheng were saying to me in my ear, and my mind was full of the man named Long Qianye! Every word that came out of his mouth was enough to shock me for a long time!
Why I always don't believe what he says, I don't know, probably because of the damn inferiority complex in my bones, I always think that a person as noble as him can really treat me, as he himself said, I am not beautiful, not gentle, and suspicious to death. It's stupid, I can't even tell who is good to me and who is bad to me, and it's like a joke, assuming everyone's good intentions as ulterior motives, so I really can't think of any other reason to explain that he wants to approach me so deliberately except by using the word two.
I didn't disdain his sincerity, but, I actually felt the words and deeds he did to me, I was afraid, I was afraid that I would be like Grandma, although Daddy was so indifferent to her, she was as always guarding Daddy, he was so supreme, I was as low as the dust, if one day, he left me alone and walked away I would feel like the sky had fallen.
I'm even more afraid that I will lose myself for the so-called love, but whenever he has a little accident, he can't help but pinch a cold sweat for him, and he is scared all day long, what if he says one day that he doesn't like it and doesn't love it? If one day he says I'm just playing with you. You still take it seriously when you amuse you, what if one day he says that he likes someone else and falls in love with someone else? Don't think about it, I will definitely think of those lovelorn couples in the center of the East City, looking for death and life!
I don't want to! I don't want to be like that!
Afraid of being like that! The feeling, how to put it, is like leaving him, or he is gone, and I will be like a fish losing water. I'm more afraid to get used to those habits that I am not used to, as long as it penetrates into people's hearts, it is difficult to return to the original state! Just like back then, I relied so much on the existence of Daddy and Auntie, but what was the result? They haven't left me yet!
A-Niang is dead. Life and death are fate, wealth is in the sky, this is something that no one can change, I admit it! But what about Daddy? Is he really dead? If he's not dead, then why didn't he come to me? Didn't he know that I had been waiting for him to come and take me home?
But no! None of them! This will make me feel that I can no longer believe and rely on, so whenever others have the slightest intention of "attacking the city", I will be sensitive, afraid that I will be hurt, afraid that I will fall into the net that others have woven for me in advance, so what I always want to think about is to guard against everyone, and constantly repeatedly do mental construction for myself, constantly analyze everyone and everything, and clean up all kinds of complex interests in it, so that over time I don't want to believe in those feelings and loves. I just want to stay away!