Chapter 374: Chen Yue's Past (24)
Chen Yue was shocked in her heart, and unconsciously looked sideways, glancing in the direction of the door.
After more than ten seconds of ideological struggle, she withdrew her gaze, slowly raised her eyes, looked at Zhang Qianyi with pity and blankness, and asked weakly, "Can I really trust you?" ”
Zhang Qianyi nodded solemnly, "Well, you should believe me." ”
Chen Yue finally talked lightly about the past that troubled her. Zhang Qianyi listened to her vaguely talk about those events and characters, and suddenly found that she was still defending those who had hurt her.
If it weren't for the fact that he was a psychiatrist and his professionalism was not bad, otherwise with his young and vigorous temper, as a normal person, he might have yelled at her directly.
In her account, he could detect that when she spoke of someone, she would have her eyes dodging, her body trembling, and even a brief coma (three to five minutes), followed by a frightened look on her face.
Initial diagnosis of panic disorder.
Then, because of Chen Yue's vague words, Zhang Qianyi still decided to ask Chen's mother to come in and talk.
Seeing that Chen Yue immediately showed fear, Zhang Qianyi hurriedly explained: "I am a doctor, I serve my patients first, and then my benefactor. I won't tell anyone what you don't want to say. However, I need to understand your condition from your parents' point of view, so that it is more conducive to making the correct diagnosis. At the same time, your parents have the right and duty to cooperate with your treatment. ”
After another five minutes of thought work, Chen Yue finally agreed to let Chen's mother in, and at the same time, she was blocked out of the door.
Chen Yue didn't know what the doctor and her mother said, she just watched Chen's mother come out wiping her tears.
Later, he followed Chen's mother to do a hormone level test, and then went to Zhang Qianyi with a list, and Zhang Qianyi gave a diagnosis of mild schizophrenia evolved from panic disorder and major depression.
The final foothold is on schizophrenia.
This matter, under Chen Yue's pleading, Chen's mother did not tell others, especially Chen's father. Chen's mother, who is also her closest relative, can understand better than anyone how painful and devastating Chen's father will be if he knows about this, so even if Chen Yue doesn't say it, she will hesitate to tell her husband.
Chen Yue promised Chen's mother that she would cooperate with the treatment.
Even if Chen's mother doesn't say it, she will, because she lives for them, and all the efforts she makes are to not disappoint and make them sad.
Although Zhang Qianyi told her that you have to live for yourself, not for anyone else.
It still doesn't change that.
How much perseverance is needed to get out, Chen Yue doesn't know.
I just remember that Zhang Qianyi said something to her.
"You're a typical altruist, and when you learn to think about yourself first, you'll probably be half cured."
Chen Yue didn't know if she was half better or more serious. However, she felt that it didn't matter, and there was nothing wrong with thinking about others.
She secretly rejoiced that she was not selfish.
How afraid she is of being discovered, she is afraid of others being hurt, because others are hurt, and she will feel distressed.
So in the end, she just thinks about others just to make herself better...... At the end of the day, she's selfish.
Chen Yue knew how paranoid she was, even if she always admonished herself to analyze problems rationally. But in the end, only she knows, she can analyze clearly, but she can never do the reasonable appearance of her own analysis.
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