113 Are we okay together
I pushed him as hard as I could, but in the end it was just a grasshopper shaking the tree, and his kiss fell densely, with a full sense of punishment.
In the small space, my breathing became more and more cramped, and it was only less than a month since I was separated from him, and I shamelessly missed his kisses, his touches, and the smell of orange perfume left on his body.
Life is originally a strong woman's work, and if you have no ability to refuse at all, you can only pretend to enjoy it.
I was exhausted by his torment in the narrow partition, and when he finally let go of me, I leaned against the wall, afraid that I would fall to the ground.
"What's the matter, am I good or is he ...... Terrible? "Bai Yichen's words were like a sharp knife directly into my heart, and he forced me like this just to prove that his ability in this area was stronger than Lin Ye.
He really believed that I wouldn't hesitate to climb into another man's bed in such a short time after breaking up with him, and he didn't care where my heart was, but who was more capable of it!
"You are far worse than Lin Ye!" There was nowhere to vent my anger, and my sadness turned into countless thorns, stabbing at his sore spots.
"It seems...... Didn't satisfy you just now, come again! "He pounced again, and I was like meat on a chopping board, to be slaughtered by him!
At the end of the day, he was back in my ear, and the words were mitten, "No matter...... Whoever you want to talk to in the future, you have to remember for me, you ...... You're my leftovers, the ...... Shoes to wear! ”
He staggered out of the partition, and the cold air enveloped me in all directions, seeping through every pore of mine, cold to the bone!
I tidied up my clothes, walked out of the bathroom, and crashed into Lin Ye's arms head-on.
His eyes were sharp and staring at my neck, and I suddenly realized that Bai Yichen's movements just now were so simple and rude, and they should have left a lot of marks on my body.
"For him, are you willing to practice yourself like this without a lower limit?" Lin Ye's voice was cold and powerful, his eyes stared at me in disbelief, and the pain in his eyes was so obvious.
"You don't have to worry about my business!" I didn't dare to make eye contact with him, so I turned and walked in the direction of the exit.
"Mo Xiaoliang, are you waking up? If my cousin really cares about you, he won't give up on you because of that Shao Zexi who suddenly appeared! ”
Lin Ye suddenly stood in front of me, blocking my way, and shouted hysterically.
"Why do you have to remind me? Why do I have to patch up my wound? I'm miserable, you're happy, aren't you? ”
My eyes were instantly wet with tears, and the taste of pain spread infinitely through my chest. Even if I choose to be with someone else, even if I kneel on the ground and beg him, Bai Yichen will never come back to love me.
"You are in pain, and I will be in pain more than you. Mo Xiaoliang, do you have a long heart? ”
I believe in Lin Ye's words, he will hurt more than me, and his pain will be even deeper than mine.
"Lin Ye, I'm not worth it, do you understand?" I gasped, since I met Lin Ye, all I could bring him was endless troubles, I didn't even give him a little love, how could I be worthy of his reckless dedication and sacrifice.
"I believe that one day, falling in love with you is the most worthwhile thing in my life!"
He unbuttoned his coat and draped it carefully over my shoulders.
"Lin Ye......" I raised my face and stared at him, and said word by word: "If we are not together, the relationship will not go bad, I am reluctant to let our relationship go bad!" ”
"Xiaoliang, you ...... me Can there be less reason and cruelty. "For Lin Ye's feelings, I am indeed too rational, I distinguish between love and non-love, even in the window period of my relationship, he still failed to break into my heart.
"I want to go back, it's a little cold!" I shrunk and hugged my arms and walked towards the door, but this time Lin Ye didn't chase after me again.
I sat in a cab with my head resting on the glass, the trees on both sides of the road kept receding, and the dim light came in, and I couldn't help but close my eyes.
Back in the hotel dormitory, the dressing mirror showed marks on my neck, and I was so exhausted that I didn't want to wash up, so I threw myself on the bed.
When I woke up the next morning, I felt that I had a terrible headache, and as soon as I turned on my phone, the number that I had deleted had already jumped out.
It's Bai Yichen, what did he call for, is he going to reconcile with me or continue the insult he gave me yesterday, if it's the former, how should I answer him, if it's the latter, what do I have to say?
These questions were swirling in my mind, and before I could come up with a proper answer, the phone was no longer ringing.
My right hand holding the phone was shaking, too much remorse came up, I should have answered his call, no matter what he had to say, I always had to give him a chance to speak!
I threw my phone on the bed in frustration and looked up at the sky outside the window that was not yet fully lit up, it should have been less than six o'clock at this time!
The phone rang again, this time I grabbed it in seconds, I didn't have time to think about anything, my brain was blank!
"Xiaoliang, I'...... Did it wake you up? "The voice over there was very hoarse, and every word seemed to come out of the depths of the throat, and it was so heavy.
"Nope! I've woken up, you look for me...... What's up! "He still knows me very well, after all, after being together for so long, he knows that when I encounter something, he will wake up very early the next day.
"Last night, I drank too much, I'm sorry!" I rarely heard these last three words from Bai Yichen's mouth, not to mention that every syllable he uttered was so clear.
"You mean the bathroom thing?" I laughed coldly twice, and my tone was already extremely cold, "Even if you don't drink too much, I am powerless to resist, you know that even if I sue you for being a strong girl, no one in the entire Huacheng will dare to take your case." You dumped me and bullied me unscrupulously, you are really good! ”
"Xiaoliang, don't be like this, okay? In this life, I will be sorry for you and I owe you. I promise you that there will be no next time for such a thing! ”
His voice became lower and lower, and finally fell silent, and after a while, he finally opened his mouth: "Actually, Lin Ye is really a very good man, he deserves the love of any woman, and I am relieved to have him by your side to take care of me!" ”
My heart seemed to be clenched in the palm of my hand, and it hurt so badly that I held back the tears in my eyes and tried to make my voice sound calm, "Did you think about breaking up with me a long time ago, but I just gave you the steps." Our relationship is over like this, is it really because of that Shao Zexi? Still is...... Are you tired of me? ”
"Xiaoliang, Zexi, he likes you very much, he said that he didn't even have the desire to live when he saw the two of us together. I can't force you to like Zexi, I can only ...... I can only give up on you to atone for the sins I have committed. I once hit and killed my best friend, and a murderer like me simply doesn't deserve to be happy! ”
I'm sure he didn't sleep well last night as well, or the sound wouldn't have been so decadent, and he might have been as miserable as I was, but he hid it much better than I did.
"Have you ever thought that Shao Zexi's reappearance in Huacheng and his reappearance by your side is self-intentional? He first wants you to lose the person you love, and then there is Kenneng your money, your status, and even your everything! ”
I have never read his love in Shao Zexi's eyes, that sentence does not say that poverty, coughing, and love are impossible to hide, but although Shao Zexi always declares his love for me, I have never really accepted his feelings!
"You don't know Zexi, since I was a child, his relationship with me is better than that with his eldest brother Zeyu. Although he said that he loved you too much, I believe he still remembered the friendship we had known for many years. I know what you're worried about, and I'm sure Zexi won't hurt me! ”
Sure enough, in Bai Yichen's heart, Shao Zexi's position is even heavier than mine.
"Regarding Shao Zexi's question, I don't have the strength to discuss it with you anymore. Because he you have given up on me, since you have given up, let's not bother each other in the future! ”
I quickly hung up the phone and picked up the quilt on the bed and curled it up, the pain he brought to me was so deep that I was afraid that no matter how much time it took to repair it, it would be difficult to recover.
The sky outside is getting brighter and brighter, and I still have to go out to see the sun after all. I put on a light makeup for myself, and found that there was no way to hide the traces of crying, so I deepened it a little.
Bailang Hotel wants to make a promotional video, and also invited more famous movie stars in Huacheng to be the male and female protagonists, and I am responsible for planning and publicity, so I can't let two big names wait for me today.
But big names are big names after all, and half an hour has passed since the time we agreed, and the shadows of the heroes and heroines still haven't appeared.
The two young men in charge of the props were about to reinstall the ornaments in the corridor, but the ladder screws erected behind me were a little unstable, and before I could react, I was pushed to the other side.
And the man who rushed over was hit on the head by the ladder that was slanted down.
"Lin Ye, Lin Ye...... How about you? I panicked and found that the person who rushed over to save me was Lin Ye, and hurriedly ran over to hold him in my arms.
Lin Ye's head was covered with blood, stained on my body and the back of my hands, and I shouted hysterically at the people around me, "What are you still looking at?" See call 120! ”
The ambulance came quickly, and the assistant Xiao Zhang accompanied me to the car.
"Lin Ye, Lin Ye, hold on......" My voice trembled very much, he grabbed my hand and cooled it down little by little, and my panic felt very real.
"I'm so tired, I want to sleep!" Lin Ye's eyelids couldn't think about it anymore, and his will gradually weakened.
"Lin Ye, haven't you always wanted to be with me? As long as you can get through it, we'll be together okay......"