Chapter 188: I tried to learn to put it
Su Luohan's voice changed slightly, and he seemed to be trying to restrain his emotions when he said this, "Okay." Then I tried to learn to let go. ”
After saying that, he reached out and gently patted me on the shoulder as a gesture of comfort, with a compassionate and gentle expression.
He said he would try to learn to let go, and I wanted to try it too. I don't want to be planted on Long Qianye's body for the rest of my life, I want to pick up my good mood and not let myself be shrouded in shadows for a long time, people are not like people, and ghosts are not like ghosts.
After that, the pigeon didn't come to me.
Back in the Dragon Palace, Long Qianye heard that I was "messing with flowers and grass" in the Windward Academy, and my lungs were about to explode, and I was successfully taught a hard lesson by Long Qianye. He launched a ruthless attack, I really didn't have to say, he tied me up in the palace and ravaged me wantonly for ten days, and the most emphasized each time was: You are mine! Always! Give you something you have to cherish, especially the face! If you dare to think of other men, don't blame me for being cruel to you.
I'm surprised, when he didn't make this play, he was still cruel to me.
How can a person be so fickle. When he tells a lie, his face is not red and his heart does not beat.
After that, Long Qianye was a completely different face to me, exactly the same as when I first met him in Tong Zilin. I have to listen to those cruel words dozens of times a day.
Well, the person who delivered me the note had achieved his purpose. Long Qianye seems to have decided that I am a woman in the twilight, and the warmth and affection used to be like a nightmare directed and acted by myself. I woke up from a dream and there was nothing left.
This taste, how to put it, is like vinegar sprinkled in the eyes, sour and astringent, and tears are swirling in the eyes. Despair swept me like an inverted sea.
For many sleepless days, I told myself not to cry. There is nothing to cry about. There will always be a time to get through to the end, always slowly forget, and always let it all go.
Say it's letting go, where is it so easy? When he intervened in my feelings, that period was the period when I was at my lowest and most dazed, and it was he who approached me and comforted me, so how could I easily let go of the days with him, even if it was all pretended by him, but I took it seriously.
Probably people are cheap, and I am cheap, knowing that he began to find excuses and reasons to reveal his true nature, but I still have a trace of fantasy about him. How I wish that he was now evil to me, cruel to me, and deceived me. Really, I'm still wondering if he did this because he had some last resort, otherwise, why would he have to tie me to him and not go anywhere? Otherwise, why would he regain his face and flatter me after venting every time?
What the truth is, no one knows. And I, I don't want to guess and don't bother to guess.
Tired.
Su Luohan, we are really strangers. I don't know if he really let it go or if Long Qianye went to Su Luohan again to make a big move, in short, he never came to the Sixth Garden again, even if the White Lotus repeatedly looked for my stubble no less than ten times a day, he never appeared very close to me again. Even, even from afar, he completely regarded me as a passerby. I don't know each other.
And I, every once in a while, habitually break down and habitually heal myself. seems to be forcibly creating suspense and waves for his own life path.
Life is really tiring, but I can't die, those unbearable things, I have to grit my teeth and get through.
Unfortunately, it didn't take long for Long Qianye to be able to go to Windward Academy again.
Learning spells is far away from me. Because Long Qianye said: What if one day, you can no longer look up at my height, what if you run away? As long as you are well-behaved, I will not put you in danger.
These are his exact words. To the effect that if I want to learn spells in the future, it's almost impossible.
I only have the copy of "Alien Demon Spell" that Xiao Zunli gave me, and I don't dare to let Long Qianye find out. I sneaked around every day, and only after Long Qianye was asleep at night did I dare to touch it out and take a look at it. It's really just two eyes, as shrewd as he is, and if it's too often, it will definitely be discovered. Then I really don't have anything. Su Luohan said, I am more talented in learning demon methods, so I can't learn spells, so I should specialize in demon methods.
I suddenly remembered Ulla, I hadn't seen it for a long time, and said that it would recognize me as its master, and it didn't follow me for a day, where did it go? I asked Long Qianye Ula where he was and why he hadn't seen him for a long time, and he only said that it had gone where it was supposed to be.
Sitting alone in the temple, although I was watering the flowers in my hands, no one knew that I had incorporated them into the Demon Practice. The demon said that the flower soul hidden in the cone in the stamen has the effect of making people hallucinate, and if you learn it, you can use it to psychedelize by picking up the flower soul in the stamen.
I don't know why, but I'm interested in this hexic anomaly.
But I'm afraid that Long Qianye will find out, so I don't dare to specialize in this illusion technique for extracting flower souls with such fanfare. So much so that I would water the flowers every day, and try to find the soul of the flowers on the way to watering them.
Not long after, the palace people's voice suddenly came from the door of the palace: "Participate in His Royal Highness the Prince." Participate in Xu Niangzi. ”
Immediately after, I vaguely heard someone shouting Brother Qianye, and at that moment, I couldn't help but raise my head, and when I looked up, I met Long Qianye's cold eyes.
And beside him, there was a woman standing, none other than Xu Yuya. I looked at her, and she was squinting her eyes and smiling at me and said, "Hello." ”
Hehe. Watching Xu Yuya hold Long Qianye's arm and demonstrate to me, I didn't feel heartache at all. Because she didn't know that she was actually the same as me, she was just being used by others, and she thought that Long Qianye really fell in love with her? I didn't know that Long Qianye had that mind before, but now that I know, it made me see everything, at the beginning, I felt that Xu Yuya could really have the ability to snatch Long Qianye away from me, but now, I suddenly knew that except for the woman named Hua Niansheng, no one could snatch him.
Compared with Hua Niansheng, Xu Yuya can't even compare to a finger of others, but she still looks happy. How can I not laugh at this...... But seeing Xu Yuya repeat my old path, I don't plan to risk being hated by her to remind her, anyway, I can't get by, how can others have anything to do with me?
Since you want to pretend that you don't know, then pretend. "Hello."
Long Qianye greeted Xu Yuya without changing his face when he saw me, his good-looking eyebrows were inadvertently raised, and his lips were hooked and he smiled, at first glance, he was very similar to the one I met when I was nine years old.
"Did you miss me?"
No one replied for a long time.
The scene was embarrassing for a while......
"What do you ask?"
In fact, I actually knew he was asking me, but I took advantage of him without saying his name......
"Oh. What do you say about me? Didn't think about it. After speaking, I found that Long Qianye's face seemed to be about to droop down again, so I immediately changed my words, "I mean I don't see you when you look up every day...... It's not about thinking or not wanting to. ”
"Brother Chino, you ...... Say it quickly. ”
Well? Xu Yuya, what did she ask Long Qianye to tell me?
"I'm going to marry Xiao Ya."
"Oh."
Looking at Xu Yuya's excited face, I wished the world could see her smile happily, so I smiled and didn't speak.
It's not true.
With his toes, he can imagine that Long Qian's ambitious person is still lying in the ancient tomb, how can it be that he really wants to marry Xu Yuya, he is really at ease, how can he get her turn if he is done with me early.
Long Qianye approached me, took me into his arms, and quickly let go, he said, "As my personal maid, in the future, you must not only take care of me, but also take good care of Xiaoya for me." ”
I was watering the flowers with my head down, and when I heard Long Qianye protrude the words of the personal maid from his mouth, I was completely shaken, and suddenly looked up at Long Qianye to confirm the authenticity. So much so that I forgot that I was still carrying a watering can in my hand, and sprayed it in the direction where Xu Yuya was standing.
A large jet of water hit Xu Yuya's face, chest, and abdomen, and the whole person was almost wet...... In fact, I really didn't mean to!
"What do you say? You repeat? ”
"I told you last night that you should get together and disperse, you said that you can't let go of me and don't want to be separated from me, and now Xiaoya is about to become my woman, so you naturally want to make room. I asked you, it was you who said that you would like to be my personal maid in order to take care of the children I will have with other women in the future, just like when you saw me as a child. Didn't you say all of this yourself? ”
Oh, my God!!
Oh my God!
Hearing Long Qianye's remarks, I just didn't know what to say.
It's my strong request to get together and disperse, and he never agreed, okay! Yes, I can't let go of him, but I don't have that soul contract with Xiao Zun, even if I can't let go, I will take the initiative to leave in pain. And, I swear I really haven't said anything like asking Ying to be his maid, and I can still swear a poisonous oath!
What else is there to take care of him and the children he will have with other women in the future, just like seeing him when he was a child, bullshit! When did I say such disgusting things?
This kind of person is really frightening, making up lies one by one, if I hadn't been in it, I would have been Xu Yuya, in the face of Long Qianye's serious look, such a steady tone, and such a careless look, I would have believed it.
Xu Yuya is afraid that she also believed the nonsense he told me who was stupid in the past, right?
"What's wrong? Am I saying something wrong? ”
What's wrong! He still has the face to ask me what's wrong! Who the hell is begging for nothing to allow me to leave the Dragon Palace, but he is clean!
Just as I was about to open my mouth to deny all this, Long Qianye seemed to have expected it in advance, and in the next second, the corners of his eyes twitched at me, and motioned for me to answer according to his words. Because he was extremely tall, Xu Yuya only focused on me, so that Xu Yuya didn't agree to Long Qianye's small actions to me at all.
So Long Qianye wants me to act with him?
Why?
Why?
Before there was such a rift between us, he kept saying in front of Xu Yuya that the person he loved was me, and now he suddenly said that if he doesn't love it, it is good to get together and disperse, Xu Yuya will believe it? Is he a pig......?