Chapter 10: The Turmoil Caused by the Suicide Note
Qiu Yuan is like a talkative old man, he babbled about the family's property, and then told Yao Jingning who was credible, who was not trustworthy, and what needed to be paid attention to when dealing with the emperor and queen.
He arranged for her and the children to retreat, telling her that if he was unlucky, she could remarry to someone she liked and who was kind to her, and that no one could interfere with her decisions, including the queen and her parents.
At the end, she generously explained that she should not forget to pay living expenses and private school fees to the two Lu family children in Bell Hutong every month, if you are free and in a good mood, you can go to see them, care about them, and it will be a good fate for the children in the future.
The suicide note was not handed over to Yao Jingning in person, but was handed over to Yao Jingning by the housekeeper three days after Qiu Yuan left.
After Yao Jingning read the suicide note, she burst into tears in an instant.
She didn't know whether to think that this man was too thoughtful and considerate, and thought of everything that should have been thought of, or whether she should think that he was too ruthless.
Knowing that the future is dangerous, but still moving forward.
Before leaving, he didn't have the worry of life and death, maybe he had, but he covered it up too well, and he didn't reveal it at all, so that she didn't notice it, thinking that this was an ordinary business trip.
She didn't even say goodbye to him seriously, and because she had to take care of the children in the morning and take care of too many household chores, she didn't send him outside the city gate, but only to the door.
On the eve of leaving, she was too busy and tired, so sleepy that she fell asleep before he returned, so she never made love with him.
wrote a suicide note to her so calmly and arranged the funeral, indicating that he had counted it a long time ago, but he still didn't reveal half of it.
After all, it's too ruthless, right?
In his heart, he cares more about the revival of the Qiu family, the rise and fall of the queen mother and the Li Kingdom, and the love owed by all those who have helped him.
He generously explained that she would remarry after his death and let her take care of Lu Huanting's younger brother, and he had absolute trust in her and was very sure.
But that's not what she wants.
He does not have the charm and reluctance of life and death, nor does he have the domineering, selfishness and unreasonableness that he only wants to possess in the depths of love.
What man who loves his wife so much would arrange for his wife to remarry as a matter of course, without the slightest reluctance?
He is just fulfilling the task of a perfect good husband and also defines her as a perfect and wonderful wife.
That's not what she wants!
Such hard work, such grievances, such forbearance, what she wants is his love from the bottom of her heart! And not this bullshit stuff!
Yao Jingning angrily tore up the suicide note left by Qiu Yuan, and angrily took the child back to her parents' house.
The people in Chengenhou's mansion were stunned, they didn't know what was wrong with the hostess, they begged her bitterly, wanted to understand, they chased her carriage until they reached Qingyang Bo's mansion.
Yao Jingning was resolute and told the innocent housekeeper: "Write to Qiu Yuan, if he doesn't come back in three months, I will go to the emperor and kneel down and change Zhong Yi's name back!" ”
If Qiu Yuan doesn't come back after three months, he will naturally be dead.
She went to beg the emperor, but there was no male in the Qiu family to inherit the family business, and the emperor would agree to her plea no matter how embarrassed she was.
She knew that it was actually useless, and it didn't hurt Qiu Yuan, but she had no other way but to oppose him desperately.
But whatever he wants and wants to do, she has to oppose it, just don't let him be satisfied!
The housekeeper was very clever, and immediately understood what the mistress meant, and without much trouble, he went home obediently, and then had the things she and the children use in large bags and small packages to be sent over, and reassured her that he would keep the mansion in good order.
"Madame can play with peace of mind, you can play as long as you want in your mother's house, you have been married for a long time, and the Hou Ye often says sorry for you in private."
The housekeeper smiled very flatteringly, and quietly sent a large amount of silver money and property to the lady of the family in charge of the Qingyang Bo Mansion, saying that the hostess and young master of the Qiu family still have to raise themselves and live without looking at people's faces.
Mrs. Shizi didn't want it, so he broke it into pieces, sent rice today, sent game tomorrow, and sent silk silk the day after tomorrow, in short, it means to be responsible for the end.
Mrs. Shizi was very embarrassed, ran to find Yao Jingning, and said it euphemistically.
Yao Jingning didn't squirm either: "Take it." ”
Although she is impatient to live in the house of that bastard in Qiu, the two children are still the proper Qiu family, and it is natural to eat and use the things of the Qiu family.
She won't be stupid and can't get along with her children, so that her children live in other people's homes and eat angry food.
As for Lu Huanting's two brothers, she clearly told the housekeeper: "You can do it yourself, I won't take care of it, but if people know that you are mean to them, your good days will come to an end!" Although the Lu family fell, Concubine Lu was still in the palace and was deeply relied on by her mother. ”
In fact, it's just a hard mouth and a soft heart, let them take care of those two children.
The housekeeper really likes this sensible hostess, but he is old, and he really doesn't understand why a good hostess is mad, and he has such a big hair.
He wrote a letter to Qiu Yuan, told him what had happened, and asked the man cautiously and diligently: "Ask for advice, why?" ”
When Qiu Hao received the letter, it was already a month later, and there was a lot of miasma in the south, and he was seriously ill.
Lying on the bed with a dying breath, he did not forget to fight wits and courage with the local gentry, looking forward to Yao Jingning's letter, but he never received it.
There are both disappointment and loneliness, but more is to turn into motivation, to hold on to the spirit, to force yourself to eat, to work hard with the doctor to treat the disease, to get better as soon as possible, and to go home after finishing things to see what happened.
After reading the housekeeper's letter, he was also inexplicable, and he couldn't understand why at all.
I wanted to discuss the matter of seeking advice with my older subordinates, but I couldn't pull my face.
He was young and successful, and his face was tender and difficult to suppress people, so he was always strict and silent, and rarely talked about private matters with his subordinates.
He could only hold back, and after thinking about it, he replied to the housekeeper with a letter, and asked him to take good care of Yao Jingning, Xiaoyu, and Zhong Yi.
wrote another letter to Yao Jingning, saying that she missed their mother and son very much, and wondered if they were okay, and then talked about the weather and customs, saying that she was very good, but she didn't have to worry.
Yao Jingning received the letter again, and a month later, she found out that she was pregnant again, and she was very sad.
After reading Qiu Yuan's letter, she didn't want to reply to the letter, so she fell asleep in front of the window, and woke up sick, lingering on the sickbed, but she was worried that the medicine would hurt the fetus and refused to take the medicine.
The family of Qingyang Bofu discussed it once, and felt that the matter was important and did not dare to be responsible, so Mrs. Qingyang Bo entered the palace and reported the matter to the queen mother who was raising a baby.