Chapter 359 Chapter 358
"If you don't want me to go, I won't go." Ming Yuyan looked at her, but said.
"Really?"
"Yes." He nodded without hesitation, "As long as you say that you want me to accompany you abroad, I will accompany you." ”
His attitude was very firm, but Bu Yanxi didn't believe it, "Even if you are willing, your parents can't be willing." ”
"If you don't try, how will you know?"
"You seem to want me to open this mouth."
These words made Ming Yuyan's face show a trace of injury, "You don't want to be with me?" ”
"You wait." Bu Yanxi took a step back and resisted his approach, "Can you not be so hot and cold, far and near?" If you don't plan to explain before...... Don't speak in such an ambiguous tone. She felt that she didn't understand him at all, how could a person ignore and block another person with indifference and ruthlessness, and on the other hand tell him with affection as if nothing had happened?
Feeling her resistance, a trace of gloom flashed in Ming Yuyan's eyes, "I did do something wrong." He chose to take a step back, "I was in a bad mood at the time, and I ...... on impulse."
"Just block me?"
"I don't like it when you hide it from me, no matter what it is."
"But I was going to look for you that day." Bu Yanxi faintly had a sour feeling, "I went to look for you later, but I didn't see you." ”
"You've looked for me?" He was stunned for a moment.
"I've also reflected on myself." She said softly, "But I didn't see you." At that time, I wondered if we were fated to be exhausted, so I couldn't wait for you for so long. A smile on her face was more ugly than crying, "You said you don't like me to hide from you, but I don't like your attitude of being near and far, as if the initiative of this relationship has always been in your hands, you can do whatever you want, I don't have the right to choose at all." ”
"I'm sorry." Seeing her sad but suppressed look, Ming Yuyan wanted to hug her, and the hands hanging on both sides clenched and loosened, "It's my fault." ”
He lowered his head, his eyebrows and eyes, which had always been idle and contemptuous, were slightly lost, and he lowered his eyebrows and admitted his mistakes.
As if the party at fault, the responsibility lies entirely with him.
"Forget it." Bu Yanxi tugged at the corners of her mouth and said briskly, "It's all over anyway." ”
If time is pushed back a little further, the phrase "it's all over anyway" may mean that the estrangement is put aside and the relationship is reconciled. However, the cold war between them has been so long that she almost broke up by default, so long that she has forgotten how they became like this.
She is not a forgetful person, but people seem to have an instinct for forgetting.
Therefore, at this time, "it's all over anyway", it's just that in the complicated mood of not knowing how to respond, I am dry and speechless.
"So, are we reconciled?" The boy who was observing her expression asked cautiously.
Reconciled?
Speaking of which, they don't seem to have really collapsed.
Bu Yanxi couldn't help but hesitate for a moment, "Count...... bar. ”
As soon as the words fell, Ming Yuyan hugged her tightly.
Bu Yanxi raised her head slightly, and her hands were frozen in mid-air.
The crystal lamps of the ceiling of the side hall fell into her eyes, and the dazzling light flowed.
There was silence all around, and the heart was beating clearly in such an embrace, fluttering, fluttering......
She must still like him.
Thinking so, she moved her hand slowly and gently hugged him back.
Behind the carved pillar not far away, Rong Sang hid himself in the shadow of the light, tilted his head slowly, and leaned against the cold pillar.
……
Make peace with.
It's probably the best thing in the world.