124. Have you taken a fancy to me?
The dream was very short, and I woke up from a dream, but it was not a child.
I poured another pot of wine, thinking that it was better to have this matter early, and it was better to respond early if there was a catastrophe. So without thinking much about it, Yufeng flew to Xiangfu, found the half-dead Jingyan, pulled out a few traces of cultivation and infiltrated into the tea soup, and poured it into him.
He is like this, and he can probably live a long life in the mortal world.
Benjun flew back to the top of the palace of Su Yue's dormitory, touched the wine jar and continued to drink. In fact, I don't know how I got drunk, and I don't know why I walked through the top of the temple directly after getting drunk, and when I reacted, I had already brought a body of wine to fly onto the bed and pulled the person on the bed into my arms, so I didn't want to let go.
Drunk and sober are mixed, Benjun has never been a righteous gentleman, but fortunately, taking advantage of that half of the drunkenness, he lay on his side beside her and surrounded her.
At that time, it was already the next day's unitary time.
She trembled in her arms, and her jaw, which I had placed on her forehead, trembled.
She had woken up a long time ago, she knew it was me, but she didn't even hide. Maybe it's because you know who I am, so you don't hide. She begged me tonight, and she probably felt that she owed me, and probably felt that she wanted to pay me back, so she didn't hide.
The way she looked made me angry, and I couldn't control myself, so I bit down on the side of my head on her neck.
The person in his arms gasped, and finally answered me: "Why did you bite me?" The voice was neither loud nor small, but it was heard very clearly in this silent dormitory.
The corners of my lips froze, but I couldn't help biting on the slightly cool neck again, until the moonlight poured in a little bit, and a mark fell on the jade-like skin of her neck.
"Biting you, I want you to experience the pain too," all kinds of melancholy passed through my throat, my lips were close to her ear, and I heard my own voice a little dumb and helpless, "Do you really like him to this point, if others have the ability to come back to life, are you willing to commit yourself to other people in order to save him?" ”
She doesn't speak.
I put my lips and teeth on her neck again, and I didn't know why I felt so much pain in my heart when it was her who was bitten: "If he doesn't survive, will you be with him?" ”
She still didn't speak.
"Have you forgotten the letter you wrote to me when you were in the divine realm, and you said the words that will not be repented or destroyed?"
She still didn't speak.
It took me a lot of effort to hold down my desire to probe her thoughts, and I comforted myself that it was better to be better than to probe her thoughts and know that an answer that I didn't like hurt my heart more, and it was better not to know.
Xu is the cold wine, Benjun completely understood the sentence written by the mortal - "The sunset wine is far away, and the sky is full of wind and rain under the West Building". After waking up from a drunken dream for 10,000 years, my beloved girl, my child, and his mother are no longer by my side, and she likes someone else. I don't know who to blame, I want to beat people, and I want to beat myself.
All kinds of regret pierced the intestines - why didn't I find her in the mortal world earlier, why couldn't I meet Su Yue before Jing Yan, the bastard; She also liked me back then, why did she forget it; Why was I such a bastard back then, I never thought that it was she who gave me the clarity of her eyes; Why did I listen to the enchantress's slander and cut off her fins, and hurt her and my child?
The person in her arms may have been bitten painfully, struggled, and turned around with great effort, the surroundings were dim, and her eyes were dim, so that she couldn't see my face clearly, but just stretched out her hand to touch the position of my eyes, and finally it was not cold, I saw her somewhat panicked expression, and I heard her some gentle voice - "Meng Ze, did you just cry?" ”
I took her hand that stopped at the corner of my eye, clenched it in the palm of my hand, and I did feel the slight wetness of her fingertips, and I realized that I had just asked those words, and I was in tears. I am a big man, and when I think that my girl has fallen in love with someone else and sacrificed herself to beg me for others, I am so uncomfortable that I hate to stab myself twice in the heart.
Her helpless expression fell into my eyes, and she thought for a while before she said, "Have you taken a fancy to me?" ”
I didn't expect her to say such a sentence after thinking about it for so long, but I have prepared this sentence a thousand times: "Yes, Su...... Su Yue, I took you back to heaven to marry you. ”
"There is a saying in our mortal world that calls the sick to rush to the doctor. I'm really anxious for Jing Yan tonight. The matter between him and this princess, you, the fairy, probably know it easily. Two years ago, when he married the palace maid next to my mother, I was a little resentful, and I couldn't help but wonder why he couldn't ask others what Mu Suyu looked like, but the one who discussed with him the method of guarding the city. But later, I gradually found that I let go of this relationship quickly, maybe I really ...... I didn't like him so much. And in this friendship between me and him, each of them is at fault, but it is not a big mistake, so the only thing that can be explained is that fate is shallow. She raised her hand and grabbed the hem of my shirt, as if looking for a support, "However, his current illness was contracted by me on the night he got married two years ago." This mistake, he didn't ask this princess to admit it, but this princess also had to admit it. When I went to see him, I saw his appearance, and what came to my mind was the four words 'the sun is waning', this princess was born and harmed this life, can you understand my anxiety? ”
She explained so much to me.
But only the sentence "I gradually found that I let go of this feeling quickly, maybe I really ...... didn't like him so unforgettable" fell on Benjun's heart, and Benjun took a red pen to deliberately mark it out, and felt that it was not enjoyable, so he took a small book and copied it down separately, holding it in the palm of his hand and reading it over and over again - really, Master Sushu, you don't need so many words, you just need to tell me this sentence, it's enough.
My heart rejoices. I died of pride and sorrow, and in an instant I was resurrected on the spot.
The person in my arms couldn't see my beaming expression, his cheek was pressed against my chest, and he wondered: "You just said that when I was in heaven, I said to you what words that I will not regret and never die. Am I also in heaven, what kind of god am I? Now, as a mortal, I don't know what happened. Would you like to tell me about the past? ”
Benjun's stiffness.
This stiffness is nothing else, because I suddenly remembered what Lao Jun told me that day - "Sushu her...... She has experienced this experience, flying back to heaven from the mortal world, she can't remember this past, all she can recall is the years from her birth in the mortal world to becoming an immortal. The old man felt that since she had forgotten, she had forgotten. It's better not to tell her. If she returns to heaven, let her live without anxiety, and no more mention of the past will add to her sorrow."
I hated myself for lying, but I was afraid that she would be upset and ignore me when she knew everything about heaven.
Benjun is selfish after all. I couldn't bear her to leave me any longer. Therefore, as Lao Jun said, it is not a bad thing to conceal occasional lies, the Tao cannot be clear, and all living beings cannot be clear. If you don't know, you don't want to, it's best to let Su Shu'an live steadily.
choked in his throat, and finally spoke: "You were originally Xiao Yu'er's mother." The little fish is your child with me. ”
Her temples jumped, obviously not believing in this matter, and she dodged me a little: "Don't you want to scold me, have you ever married me, why would I give you a child." ”
I pulled her back into my arms, stroked her hair, her neck, and said as gently as I could: "You were a dusty ...... Before flying to the mortal world, he wrote a letter to me with his own handwriting, you said that you wanted to marry me, and you asked me to marry you with a phoenix crown. So, back to heaven, we will choose a day to give this kiss to it, the night is long and dreamy, I have waited for you for a long time. "It's been more than 1,300 years.
She raised her eyes: "I still have things in this mortal world that I can't let go, can I ......?"
"No, you can't. There's nothing that can't be put down, that Jing Yan I have already rescued him, and he has no problem jumping for a hundred and eighty years; You inherit Xi and inherit my Xianze, and in the future, the gold will be perfect, and the country will be prosperous; As for your father, queen and mother, I can use immortal magic to become the prince of a country to make them believe, you go home with me, if you miss your father and mother in the future, we can go down to earth to see them. ”
She laughed, "What if I don't like the life in heaven and want to live in the mortal world?" ”
"I'll be with you. Where you are, there I and the little fish will be. I bowed my head and said, "But you have to go back to heaven with me first, we have to register as immortals, and you have to restore your status as immortals first." What do you think. ”
"Not everyone wants to be an immortal, you allow me to think about it for a few more years." She smiled, and there was something deliberate.
I still panicked, grabbed her hand, and put it in my heart, "You can't think of yourself as old...... Even if you look good when you're old, but the years in this mortal world are too careless, I can't bear to see you get old, can you understand my mood? ”
"Meng Ze Immortal," she said, her face recovering her calmness, "Actually, I'm just a mortal, and in the past twenty years, I have never had the feeling of three flowers gathering at the top and the five qi dynasties, let alone seeing auspicious clouds from the sky and the arrival of the gods of fortune." You tell me the truth, the one who said he wanted to marry you was Xiao Yu'er and his mother, right, and his mother died early in some catastrophe, right? Does this princess look like Xiao Yu'er and his own mother, so you have to find a way to bring me back to the sky, make you a concubine's wife, and make Xiao Yu'er a stepmother, right? ”
I don't know how to answer these questions.
Because this question is answered, the bloody past will be pulled out.