Chapter 137: I Want to Guard You
Hearing the voice, Jun Xi raised his head to look at him, blinking.
She has lost a lot of weight these days, her chin is as sharp as an awl, and her already small face, the little baby fat has disappeared, and her sparkling eyes are even bigger.
Junchen felt that when she raised her head to look at him, she looked defenseless, like a little pet who was spoiled by her master.
"Little things." As soon as the words came out, he felt a little abrupt, how could he open his mouth to call her like this......
Jun Chen glanced at her a few times, but found that Jun Xi was not angry at all because of his words, but stood up and pinched his face, naturally ...... Like she'd done it many times.
Junchen didn't dare to move.
Jun Xi sighed, "It's like this again......"
He didn't understand the meaning of her words, but she reached out and hugged him, her voice a little muffled: "Junchen, I thought I liked you, but now I found out that I like you ......."
The first half of the sentence made his heart beat wildly, but the second half of the sentence almost chilled the blood around his body.
The left side of his heart twitched into a ball, a kind of pain that Jun Chen had never experienced, and the inexplicable anger and panic grew wildly in his heart, making him want to tear the person in front of him apart, chew it and swallow it, and melt it with his bones and blood, so that he no longer had to worry about separation.
Only she, only her, can make herself heaven and hell for a moment.
But he didn't dare to move, because he could feel the faint sadness of the girl in his arms, like rain on the shore of a rainy lake, falling on his heart, accompanied by the pain of struggle, and then a heart began to rot.
"You used to be so bad to me, and then you were hot and cold, and finally treated me well for a while, and now you are alienated from me......"
Because she knew that this was her own illusion, she was lying in the arms of this green bamboo breath, and she dared to fully reveal her grievances.
"Do you think I'm ugly or I'm blind......" She didn't cry, and her tone was light, as if she was just recounting an ordinary annoyance.
"When I knew what I looked like on the first day, I was actually quite sad, I was afraid that you wouldn't want me, but I didn't dare to cry when you weren'...... you."
"I've also thought about hiding secretly and not seeing you like this anymore, but I can't bear you, Junchen, I'm afraid that you won't find me, what should I do if I'm sad. I'm afraid that one day there will be a girl who looks better than me, what if you like someone else, what if you forget me......"
"I want to guard your ......"
Her head rested lightly on Jun Chen's shoulder, and in her ethereal eyes, the sky in the distance was reflected, and the blue color made her eyes seem to fade a little.
"You said that you wanted ten miles of red makeup, and you would marry me with the grandest wedding in the cheers of the people in the capital, and I have been waiting for that day...... But I'm sorry, you're going to marry an ugly bride......"
"If you really marry me, I'm afraid you'll be laughed at by the people of the whole capital, right?" She smiled heartlessly, "My existence seems to have always embarrassed you." β
"Jun Xi ......" hugged his arms and trembled slightly.
The curvature of the corners of Jun Xi's lips was a little bigger, she hugged him tightly, and a tear appeared in the corner of her eye: "Look, I know you better, this reaction is indeed what Brother Junchen will have......"
"Junchen, you don't know, I have hidden a lot of things from you, I died once, in my last life, I died in this cold palace, but I am not your queen, I am Chu Yu's queen."
She couldn't see it, and when she said this, the black anger in the man's eyes surged, like a stormy sea.
"You've always had a bad mouth, that's it when you're a kid, and it's like that when you're growing up......"
"Your eyes are always looking at the sky, and only when I play tricks on you will you have half a shadow of me under your eyes. I wore such a strong red dress, did I surprise your eyes? Sometimes I wonder if I should be satisfied that even if I haven't worn a wedding dress for you in my life, I let you see that I have worn a red dress for sixteen years? β
"I used to think I was afraid of you, but now I understand that I am afraid that you will hate me."
"I haven't suffered in my last life, but I have a grudge in my heart...... Junchen, I have been waiting for you for seven years, from marrying into the East Palace at the age of sixteen to dying in the Cold Palace at the age of twenty-three, I have been waiting for you to come to me. But...... You didn't come ......."
His eyes were sour and a little swollen, Jun Xi raised his head, as if he wanted to force tears back: "It's so hard to like you, I don't like you at all......"
These words made the man hug him harder, and she was in his iron chest, like a prey in a hunter's trap, and there was nowhere to escape.
But who is whose prey?
"Jun Xi......" he whispered her name, his voice hoarse and trembling.
"Because...... I seem to be in love with you......"
This sentence was like a bunch of fireworks, constantly exploding in his head, and Junchen didn't even know whether he should hold her tight or let go of her, and he was at a loss.
Jun Xi lifted his face from his embrace, a tear just slipped from his eyelid, even though there were burning red marks on his face, it was still thrillingly beautiful.
She still smiled: "These words are so hypocritical, right, so I never dare to tell you." β
She pinched his face and blinked, letting the sparkling liquid slip out of his sockets, "You're suddenly so alienated from me, what do you think I'm going to do with you?" β
"I ......"
As soon as he opened his mouth, Junxi's green index finger was pressed against his lips, preventing him from saying what he was about to say.
"Shh, this is in my illusion, it's not my memory or I imagined it, you are my imagination, are you good behave......" she wiped her eyes.
probably felt too embarrassed to cry, wiped his eyes red, and was still wiping with his hands.
He grabbed her hand, and his lips pursed tightly: "Don't wipe it, you will wipe your eyes again......"
One sentence made her eyes more watery, "I'm blind anyway." β
I can see it in the illusion, but in reality, I don't know if I can regain my sight, during this time, the medicine she used in her eyes and face has not been broken, and there is still no improvement, and she has no hope.
Maybe you can only blur your vision for the rest of your life.
The force of pinching her wrist was great: "Jun Xi! β
She waved his hand away, with a little coquettishness and a little grievance, "Don't kill me!" β
He shoved the leftover turnips into his hand and lifted his feet and went into the house.
Jun Chen couldn't keep up with her train of thought, and lowered his eyes to look at the white jade dough-like radish in his hand, and the juice overflowed from the bite on it, which was inexplicably a little tempting.
A picture inexplicably flashed in Junchen's mind, it was also in this courtyard, he was wearing a regent dynasty suit, picking up the radish that was left by the girl by the well, and eating it without changing his face.
There was only a flash left in the picture, Jun Chen frowned, he always had some strange dreams, every dream was about Jun Xi. As he thought about this, he didn't realize that he had eaten the remaining half of the radish.
"Junchenβ" A girl's voice came from the room, and the tail note was elongated, like a wife calling her husband in an ordinary person's house.
A few steps away, Junchen almost used light skills, swept into the house, and saw the girl busy working by the stove, the hands that danced with whips and guns, holding kitchen knives and cutting vegetables were also very beautiful.
She moves very skillfully, as if she has practiced countless times. A strand of shredded hair slipped from her ear, covering her eyes a little, and she reached out to pull it back behind her ear.
The side face is a tranquility that Junchen has never seen.
is obviously still dressed in red, but it gives Junchen a feeling of washing away the lead.
As if sensing someone behind her, she only looked sideways at him, and casually handed over a vegetable basket, "Go dig three turnips in the field, and remember not to step on the leaves." β
It's like an ordinary farmer's couple.
Jun Chen went to dig the radish and came back, Jun Xi didn't care that he was still wearing a majestic and domineering dragon robe, and a burst of chestnuts rewarded him on the brain: "If you want to dig the radish, you will dig the radish, don't you know how to wash it?" β
Such a gentleman is really like a housekeeper.
Jun Chen is such a shrewd person, he only feels floating at the moment, and he can't find the north.
went to the yard to fetch water and wash the radishes and then sent them in, Jun Xi put the radishes he cleaned up on the board, and said while cutting them with a knife: "You eat two, I eat one." β
"I also boiled two eggs, both of which are yours, and I don't like to eat eggs."
His heart was beating fast, and an unfamiliar emotion was surging, making the corners of Junchen's eyes sour, the tips of his heart astringent, and his throat bitter.
"Jun Xi ......" opened his mouth, but all he could call out was his name.
Jun Xi cut the radish, turned around and saw Jun Chen looking at him, smiled, and pushed him to the stove: "Okay, now you help me watch the fire." β
Junchen was pressed by him and sat on the small stool.
Jun Xi went back to work on his own, but the words didn't stop: "You cooked for me, but it's only so unpalatable, I've always thought that when I have the opportunity, I will cook a meal for you personally, and then laugh at you......"
There was a hint of loneliness in his tone.
Unable to see, she could no longer fulfill this wish.
The firelight hardened Jun Chen's face, but it only made him look more indifferent, and his lips almost pursed into a cold straight line.
About the stove was all done, Jun Xi walked to Jun Chen's side and squatted down, leaning his head on his knee very dependently, with a fire in his eyes: "It's good, it's like you really accompanied me in the cold palace......
His ribcage had begun to rise and fall irregularly, what he had forgotten was no longer important, and his big bony hand pinched her thin awl-like chin,
There was also depression and pain in his eyes, and there were too many emotions surging like turbulent waves: "Junxi, you just deliberately made me unhappy for a moment, right?" β
Kissed her on the lips heavily, biting like a jackal, the kiss was crazy from the start......
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"The moon is old, the month is old! Don't look at indecency, what are you looking at! Xiao Tong pulled the white-bearded old man whose eyes were about to fall into the marriage mirror, and his face was righteous and awe-inspiring.
The white-bearded old man immediately put away the mirror and scolded, "What do children know, if you hadn't caused trouble, I would have spent so much effort on the old man, and I licked my face to find Li Shan's mother to ask for this 'broken mirror reunion'." β
Sitting under the marriage tree with his beard, he sighed faintly, "Now these little young people ......"