Hearing my words, Ruqiu's eyes suddenly became dull, she looked ahead blankly, and murmured, "If I get divorced, I won't be able to live." ”

"You can't live because you can't bear your husband?" There are many reasons why I can't live, I'm afraid that Ruqiu will not survive because of the fear of divorce and embarrassment, so I specifically asked if it was because of her husband.

Ruqiu turned her head to look at me and shook her head: "I don't know." Don't ask me this, I'm having a hard time right now, I'm ...... I was so uncomfortable. You don't know how fucking hard it is, I sometimes think about it and I don't want to live anymore. ”

"You don't want to live, I can understand that, but why are you pulling your daughter along? Your daughter is not yet three years old, and her life has not yet begun, don't you think it's cruel for you to do this? ”

"Not cruel, not cruel at all!" Ruqiu picked up Ya, who was sitting next to her, hugged her in her arms, hugged me tightly, looked at me, and said with wide eyes: "You don't know them." I'm alive, and they don't want to see my daughter. If I die, will they still be nice to my daughter? ”

"No, they will definitely abuse my daughter. Instead of leaving her to suffer in the world, it is better to let her go with me, die early and reincarnate early, and vote for a good family in the next life. ”

Vote for a good man...... This is what everyone thinks, but it is so easy to do what people want.

Has she ever thought about what she will do if her daughter votes for a family that is even worse than the current one in the next life?

I was thinking about this, but before I could see her eyes drifting to Cang Li beside me, and asked with envy, "This is your son, right?" ”

"Hmm." I nodded and looked down at Cang Li, who immediately raised his head and grinned at me.

Ruqiu asked again: "Is there only one son?" ”

Ruqiu's words touched a past event that pressed on my heart, because I am a god mother, I can only give birth to one son in Cangli in this life, and Guan Shi is the future peacock king.

Cang Li will be the emperor in the future, and if he can't inherit Guan Fu's exercises, he won't be able to become the next generation of Peacock King, so Guan Shi's father, that is, my father-in-law, hopes that Guan Shi will marry another one.

I had only been married to Guan Shi for two or three years, and I knew he was good to me, but I wasn't sure that he would be consistent with me, so when his family came to persuade me, I listened to them.

But in fact, in my heart, I don't approve of taking concubines.

Although Guan Shi did not agree to the family's arrangement in the end, I know that he did not agree before, and he will not agree in the future, but thinking of this past, I still feel a little uncomfortable in my heart.

However, while feeling uncomfortable, I also thought of another thing, that is, I now have a physical body again, and I had a child with Guan Shi before, is it clear that I can have another child with Guan Shi.

Make a note of this matter first, and then go back to Guan Shi.

I nodded to Ruqiu: "Well, for the time being, there is only this one." ”

"Alas!" Ruqiu sighed, envious, and said sourly: "I'm not as lucky as you, I gave birth to a son in my first child." ”

"Is it good luck to have a son? If you do, it would be unfortunate to have a daughter. How unfair it would be to a mother to think so about her daughter. I thought your mind would be better than your mother-in-law, but I didn't expect you to be completely influenced by your mother-in-law, and also think that your son is better than your daughter. My face flushed as I spoke.

She blushed and shook her head, "No, you misunderstood me. I'm not unhappy to have a daughter, I just want to have a son......"

"What happens if you have a son?" I deliberately didn't wait for her to finish, so I interrupted her and said, "You don't want to say that it is better to have both children and daughters, and now in your heart, you have the same cognition as your mother-in-law, thinking that sons are better than daughters." ”

"In fact, the reason why your mother-in-law can bully you and always let you give birth to a son is a large part of the reason yourself, not only your husband. Think about it, why did you give birth to a son as soon as your mother-in-law asked you to give birth to it? It is not up to you to be born or not, not in your mother-in-law's mouth. ”

"It's that you're too cowardly, and you're too unassertive. If you can be strong and insist that boys and girls are the same, or even that girls are better than boys, you will certainly not be at the mercy of your mother-in-law. Moreover, once you become stronger, even if your husband is not on your side at first, he will slowly be on your side. ”

"Your simplicity. You don't know the situation in my family at all, my husband ......" Ruqiu just mentioned her husband, and her eyes were full of tears, "Yes, maybe I'm too cowardly, maybe I think it's better to have a son than a daughter, so I will give in step by step." But I can't help it. ”

"Why can't you?" In fact, I want to ask her, have you thought about the solution well, but you can't help it.

But I saw that she was crying again now, and her mood was not very stable, and I was afraid that the heavy words would stimulate her, so I didn't do this, so I changed my euphemistic way and asked her why there was no way.

But who knows, she can't stand it when I ask so tactfully.

She hugged Ya and whimpered and cried, crying and shaking her head: "I don't know, I don't know." Don't ask me, I'm sick and dead right now. I don't know why I'm the way I am. ”

"Sometimes I'm happy, but sometimes I feel like I can't love anything, so I want to die. I don't know what's wrong with myself? Maybe I'm dying, so I've been wanting to die lately. ”

Hearing that Ruqiu is sometimes happy, and sometimes feels that there is nothing to love, I suddenly realized that she was going on.

She was suffering from depression and didn't know it.

Why do I know so much about depression, because in recent years, there have always been reports of people who have "committed suicide" because of depression, and I have specifically checked the symptoms of depression, and one of them is that I have lost confidence in life and have a very pessimistic attitude towards things.

"Are you depressed?" I asked tentatively.

Ruqiu, who was whining and crying, suddenly stopped when she heard my words, and looked at me with teary eyes, surprised, "Ah? "Huh? You what? ”

"Am I going to be depressed? Because I heard that you were loveless, and I thought you were like. ”

"No way, how could I get that disease." Ruqiu didn't believe she would get depression.

I took out my phone, looked up the symptoms of depression, and showed it to her.

After reading it, Ruqiu still didn't believe that she would get depression, so she shook her head and returned her phone to me: "Impossible, I can't get that kind of disease." How did I get that disease? Isn't that a disease that only the rich get? ”

"Who is the disease that only the rich get?" I was a little speechless about Ruqiu's cognition, and pointed to a certain symptom of depression and said to her: "You see what is written above, emotional depression can range from depression to grief, low self-esteem and depression, and even pessimistic and misanthropic. ”

"You think about what you just said, you have nothing to love in life, you want to die. And you almost took action, twice, once, once. ”

"I, I'm ......" Ruqiu was frightened by my words, her frightened face turned pale, a few me, nothing came out, I don't know if I was in a hurry, or scared, "Ah! A loud cry broke out.

It scared me, scared Ya in her arms, and scared Yu Lebing outside.

Yu Lebing heard Ruqiu's crying, hurriedly ran over, and asked nervously, "Ruqiu, what's wrong with you?" ”

"Ah, ah......" At this moment, Ruqiu looked at Yu Lebing and opened his mouth and cried: "Ah, husband, don't worry about my depression." What can I do? Our family is not rich in the first place, I have this disease again, Ru still has to go to school, I, I, I might as well die. ”

I feel that Ruqiu doesn't have to go to the hospital to be diagnosed, I can help her diagnose, and she has depression.

Hearing Ruqiu's words, Yu Lebing, like Ruqiu, didn't believe that this was true, walked to Ruqiu and sat down, wiped her tears with his hand and said, "How is this possible?" How could you possibly get that disease? Don't cry yet, I'll ask you again. ”

Yu Lebing looked up and asked me, "Mo Ran, you can't be mistaken, right?" Ruqiu is fine, how could she get that kind of disease? ”

How is it like autumn? Which of his eyes saw that Ruqiu was fine.

He didn't want to think about it, would a normal person talk about death at every turn?

I glanced at Yu Lebing with some anger and said, "She's okay?" Let me ask you, she used to be like this, when she encountered something, she couldn't think about it, and she wanted to die? ”

"That's not Sakura" Yu Lebing lowered his head, thought for a while, and muttered in disbelief: "Could it be that Ruqiu really suffers from depression?" ”

"Ah, what to do? I have depression, what should I do? Hearing that Yu Lebing began to suspect that she was suffering from depression, Ruqiu cried, "Our family has no money, and I can't go home to borrow money, how will we live in the future?" Ru is only in kindergarten, Ya is still like this. What should I do? ”

"Alas!" Yu Lebing bowed his head and sighed.

Originally, Ruqiu had depression, and it was easy to be negative and pessimistic about things, but when she heard Yu Lebing sigh, she was even more negative and pessimistic, patting her legs and crying, crying with a handful of snot and tears: "Why am I so miserable?" How do you get this disease? ”

Seeing the two of them sighing and crying, I don't know whether they should be poor couples mourning, or they should be a little ignorant and think that depression is too serious, and I feel that it is worse than a terminal illness.

Yes, severe depression is similar to a terminal illness, because I always want to die, and I "commit suicide" if I don't pay attention.

But it is a more serious depression, not that there is no "medicine" for depression.

Depression is treatable.

"Alas!" I also sighed, looked at Yu Lebing and his wife, and asked, "Do you think depression is difficult to treat?" It costs a lot of money, and it won't be cured? ”

"Isn't it? Didn't you watch the news? Some time ago, there was a big star who "committed suicide" because of depression. Celebrities are so rich, they can't be cured, let alone us? Ruqiu said with a bitter face.

I really didn't agree with her remarks, and said, "What about you?" As long as you have depression, if you don't have that star and money, you can't cure it. Let me tell you, depression is actually very easy to treat, the key is to rely on yourself. ”

"If you're strong-willed, it's okay if you don't take medicine."

"Really?" A look of surprise immediately appeared on Ruqiu's face, and hope ignited in her eyes.

Yu Lebing also looked at me hopefully.

Seeing the surprise on Ruqiu's face and the hope in her eyes, I knew that her depression was not too severe, so I said with certainty: "Really." Some people get depressed because they lose confidence in life and lose hope. When you lose faith and hope, think about your two daughters. They are your hope. ”

"Of course, don't always think about taking them to death. It is not easy for everyone to come to this world, they are still so, life has just begun, you take them to death, it is too unfair and cruel to them. ”

"Well, I won't. Yours yes, Ru and Ya are my hopes. If I can raise them both, I'll be content. Ruqiu said with confidence.

I don't know if she really had faith in herself, or if it was a whim.

Whether she's real or not, as long as she has faith in herself, I should encourage her: "It's best if you think like that." ”

"Hmm." Ruqiu nodded vigorously, looked at Yu Lebing and said, "I figured it out, I will guard Ru Heya in the future, and I will not be again." If I am allowed to live again, I ......"

"Not to be born, not to be born, we will never be born again." Afraid that Ruqiu would have something to think of, Yu Lebing hurriedly stopped living, and raised his hand and swore: "Ruqiu, you believe me, I swear to you in front of Guan Yan and Mo Ran today, if I violate today's oath, I will not die well." ”

This Yu Lebing, Ruqiu is just better, not mentioning death, but he mentioned death.

"Okay, I'll trust you one more time." Ruqiu said softly, and looked down at Ya, who was still a little frightened in her arms, "touched" her head and said, "I'm worried about Ya now." ”

At this point, Ruqiu looked up at me and Guan Shi and asked, "You will have a way to deal with it, so when will you deal with it?" We've been here for two, and if we don't deal with it, I'm afraid it's not good to ask for leave. ”

Ruqiu is afraid that it will be difficult to ask for leave, because he is afraid that he will be delayed for a long time, his salary will be deducted, or his job will be lost.

I reassured her and said, "This matter is just a bit of an eyebrow, but it still needs a few more." You live here, don't worry. Even if you go back in the future and the boss wants to fire you, we will help you find a good job again, and we will give you a certain amount of compensation, and we will never let you have any losses. ”

Ruqiu and Yu Lebing glanced at each other, and Yu Lebing said: "We don't want to compensate us, as long as Ya Neng is good." ”

Seeing that Ruqiu's mood had stabilized, I comforted her a few more words, and then got up with Guan Shi to say goodbye.

We had just come out of Yu Lebing's room when Guan Fu's phone remembered again.

Hearing Guan Shi's mobile phone ringing, I thought it was either Li Jun calling, or Chen Shaoqiang, Chen Shaoqiang may be more "sexual".

Because my "milk" and "milk" are more annoying.

Sure enough, as I expected, it was Chen Shaoqiang calling, but he didn't call this time because of my "milk" and "milk", but because of ......

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