At that time, I wanted her to stab me to relieve my hatred.

I even thought that even if she killed me, it would be good if she could stop being angry.

I didn't think about dodging, so I looked at her like this, I wanted to raise my hand to hold the jade crown on her head, I wanted to bow my head and kiss her neck or eyebrows, but the sword was against my throat, and I couldn't do anything after all, but I just asked her—

"Sushu, if the immortals really have an afterlife, what you said in this life, ask me to take the phoenix crown and the Xia curtain to the Star Picking Pavilion to marry you...... Will I be able to do it in my next life? ”

She raised her eyes sharply, and tears fell down two lines.

The hand holding the sword paused, and then laughed again: "Yes, you really don't know. ”

She put away the sword, and sent a trick into the water blue mirror, and the light and shadow of the mirror converged, and in an instant, she returned to the appearance of Yu Jue and fell into her hands.

She smiled, grabbed my sleeve and ran into the air.

I don't know where she's going to take me until we jump into the blue sea of desirelessness, cross it, and fall into the galaxy.

Since the book was gone, I didn't dare to come here. When I saw this Star Picking Pavilion, I suddenly remembered what the female official named Jin Juan said to me at the beginning-

"Three days ago, the fire passed, and the pupils were dim, but he saw the bright red color of the big Mars, thinking that Xuanjun was going to the appointment and welcoming out of the pavilion, but he was entering it and was gone. Xuanjun ...... It's late. ”

I was three days late.

I almost married the girl I loved.

But my girl didn't wait for me to die once - this is my lifelong regret.

The stars are silent all around, and the Milky Way is silent. I was slightly surprised to find that even though more than 10,000 years have passed, there is not the slightest dust in this Star Picking Pavilion, and everything is still the same as before, as if Master Sushu is sitting here with me, she reads books, and I cook, all of them are still peaceful and gentle.

But at this time, her plain clothes were no longer smooth, and the jade crown had long been lost in the sea of desirelessness, and her black hair was stained with water and fell down her clothes.

"Do you think that the words that this god venerable said at the beginning were to marry you, right?"

I didn't understand what she meant by this, but her body froze uncontrollably for a moment, until she became numb, and when I looked up, I saw her smiling coldly, and her eyes were a little gloomy, which was a little bit like the Sushu master I was familiar with.

I am familiar with Master Sushu, her eyes are too lonely, too gentle, and too distressing. No matter how sad she was, there was never anything terrible in her eyes.

But in front of her, her heart hurt to the extreme, and she was no longer what she used to be.

Yu Jue flowed out of her palm like a watery luster, and that light quickly filled the entire Star Picking Pavilion under her guidance.

A plain white figure suddenly appeared in the pavilion, and he was writing a letter on the desk at the moment.

The person who wrote the letter was a plain book. She was pale, bloodless on her cheeks and lips, and she was extremely weak and sick.

"Do you remember what it was about?" She lowered her eyes and looked at the light and shadow, the letter paper on the case was filled with lines of ink, and said with a smile, "It doesn't matter if you don't remember, this god venerable - explain it to you sentence by sentence." ”

So, on that day, I knew what kind of feelings I had for the Sushu Divine Venerable 10,000 years ago, and in the end.

She said that when she wrote, "Meng Ze, Wenjun is safe and sound, and the heart of this god is happy", she wanted to call me dead.

She said that she also knew that I couldn't miss her if I hadn't been in touch for a long time, and if I really missed her, I would come back to her. However, I did not come once, and even when my own child died, he did not see me.

She said, "Those 140,000 years, the stars in the depths of the Milky Way are vast, and they are shining day and night." When I came out, my eyes were all silver-white, and this silver-white glow was somewhat scorching", what "At the beginning, I could still see the vastness of the fairy scene, see the colorful Kyushu, see the sunset like embroidery, see the morning clouds, and even see the violet in your eyes", what "But in the end, the eyes were burned by this starlight, and I woke up for a year, especially in the four months that I had not seen you, only to find that my eyes were getting worse and worse, and I couldn't even see other colors. It makes my heart lose its color", but it makes me sad to say it, but it is wrong to make it wrong, but I don't want to pick and choose, I just want to give me an unsuspecting blow when we meet, so that I can know that my eyes were given by her when I meet, make me regret it for life, and make me no longer able to forgive myself.

She said that she no longer needed an enemy who had killed her child to be by her side and to support her with crutches; I don't need a fairy who cuts her fins to fan me for her and kill demons for her; She also doesn't need a bastard who mistakenly thinks that the girl next to her gave Qingming to him, take her to see the morning glow, and take her to see the vastness of the stars.

She said that the streamer in the north sky, the clouds of the sunrise in the East China Sea, and the peach forest at the foot of Yanghua Mountain in March were 300 miles, and she wanted me to go and see the whole thing alone with remorse and guilt. Once she is dead, she will never be able to appear before me again. Let me be in despair until the end of this long immortal journey.

I almost burst into tears, but I hugged her, locked her tightly in my arms, and denied her words over and over again: "Don't say that...... Sushu-sama, don't do this...... The words in the letter were never a lie......"

The letter was so familiar to me that I could no longer be familiar with it—

After 10,000 years, this deity may be getting older and more dizzy and unable to see, and if I really need you at that time, can you come and accompany me?

Meng Ze, 10,000 years later, if you are free, you will come to the Star Pavilion in my galaxy to sit with me, even if you can't accompany me, it's good to come and sit down.

Also, this deity has not yet married, and I want to hear you tell me...... The color of the phoenix crown and the curtain.

If you are willing to bring the phoenix crown and the xiaxia veil, I will put on my wedding dress and wait for you in the Star Picking Pavilion.

If you will marry me, I will marry you—

These words are not repentant or extinguished.

I wrapped my arms around her cold neck, and I was very sad: "You said to wait for me in a wedding dress, and you said that if I am willing to marry you, you will marry me." You said these words, it will not be immortal, you said that you want to hear me tell you about the color of the phoenix crown and the veil...... How can you say that you lied to me now? ”

Master Sushu, these words have been cherished in my heart for more than 10,000 years.

These words have supported me through those 10,000 years of loneliness.

How can you ...... How can you tell me that these are all lies to me.

In her arms, she gritted her teeth and waved a fan to open me, and the fan bone was like a knife, dissolving a deep hole in my body. But this made me feel no pain at all, because her words below had already made me realize what it was like to be bone-piercing and heart-wrenching.

"Do you know what day I wrote at the end of my letter on the sixth day of the sixth month of the sixth month?" She clenched the fan, the fan bone also cut her palm, red blood flowed out from her fingers, she looked at me, her voice was cold and desperate, "The sixth day of the sixth month of the sixth month is the birthday of this god and your child, and it is also the sacrifice day of you and my child. You should really remember it for thousands of years, after all, it was you who held the knife and killed him with your own hands. ”

I still want to hug her, I want to explain to her that Xiaoyuer is her child, my flesh and blood with her.

She didn't let me speak, as if she couldn't believe anything she said now. She wanted to make me uncomfortable, so she threw the jade jue in her hand, and the light and shadow in the pavilion changed instantly, and another scene appeared in the light and shadow.

She laughed, "Don't you believe that my letter is a lie to you, I tell you to see why I am writing this letter." ”

In that scene, Su Shu sat on the bed, sweat rolling down, and his eyes were colorless. She held a thin and weak whitebait in her hand, and she held it in front of her eyes, frowning and carefully examining it.

Those hands were so pale and thin that they couldn't speak.

Her whole body was also pale and thin.

"Jin Xuan, can you tell me what color my child's body is?"

When this sentence came out, her face was already full of tears.

The female official's voice was choked, and she raised her hand to wipe her tears for Su Shu, and then wiped away her tears: "Your Excellency, this is a little silver fish, the body of the fish is silver and white with a luster, like the glow of the Milky Way." ”

Su Shu in the scene was smiling, just smiling and laughing, and tears flowed down again: "My child, it's really beautiful." ”

Jin Juan said: "Whether the child follows the Venerable or Meng Zexuanjun, he is beautiful. ”

She fell silent.

Outside the window, the stars dimmed and then shone brightly. She held the little fish for a long time, and finally handed it over to Jin Juan, and instructed over and over again for a hundred years: "This doll, you are buried on the bank of the Milky Way, at the end of the sea of desireless." Don't erect tombstones, don't pile graves. But you have to protect the place and don't let anyone get close to it. Also, you must not go to Meng Ze now, after 10,000 years, you must ask Meng Ze to come. He will come, and if he does not come, he will come. I'm going to sleep probably, about 10,000 years, you know, I told you some time ago, I calculated for myself, I'm going to sleep for 10,000 years. I'll try to come back as soon as possible, Jin Xuan, you have to protect my original body. After 10,000 years, if you call Meng Ze to come, he will come, and if he doesn't come, he will come. If he comes early, you will stop him. Don't tell him about the child, I'll tell him. With trembling fingers, he took out the letter and put it in Jin Xuan's palm, "There is a reason to call him in this letter, you can help me hand it over to him." I want him to be here in 10,000 years, and I told him personally. ”

Outside of the scene that Yu Jue appeared, she clenched the folding fan, and blood was rolling in her palm.

"You know why I wrote that letter. I am afraid that you will not come, and I have made plans to die with you, and I must be fully prepared to deceive you with this affection, call you here, and then kill him. She laughed.