I was stunned by Guan Shi's sudden movement and sudden questioning, and I was stunned for two seconds before I reacted to answer his question.

"No, no." Although I don't know why Guan Shi suddenly asked, I instinctively said no.

But it was useless for me to say no, because Guan Shi didn't believe it at all, he grabbed my shoulder, grabbed it very hard, and warned me very hard: "Don't try to understand me through Cangli." ”

It's this sentence again, don't try to understand him through Cang Li.

I felt that I was wronged, and it was so inexplicable that I didn't even know why he said it.

"I didn't." I weakly defended myself.

However, Guan Shi had a disgusted expression that didn't want to listen to me, pushed my shoulders away, and turned to leave.

Guan Shi went too far, inexplicably wronged me, wronged me, forget it, he still didn't listen to my explanation.

The more I thought about it, the more aggrieved I became, and the tears of aggrieved fell.

Actually, I didn't want to cry, but the tears were not controlled by me at all, they kept falling, and I couldn't wipe them no matter how I wiped them, so I didn't wipe them when I was angry.

Maybe it was aware that I didn't follow, so I didn't go any further when I walked to the kitchen door.

He was standing at the door of the kitchen, with his back to me, and he didn't call me over, but I knew what he meant, what he meant to let me pass.

But now I feel so uncomfortable that I don't want to go over, so I just stand there and don't move.

I didn't move, and Guan Shi didn't say anything to me, just stood at the kitchen door, as if waiting for me to pass.

I can't get past it, and we're at a stalemate.

It was a long, long stalemate, and finally I compromised.

I don't think it's interesting to stalemate with him like this, and if I really have a stalemate, I can't stalemate him, and in the end I will suffer myself.

So, why bother?

So, I compromised.

I wiped my tears and walked slowly, very lightly, but Guan Shi still noticed it.

As I approached him, Guan Fu moved, raised his feet and walked towards the burial chamber, leaving me with a cold back.

Looking at his cold back, I felt very uncomfortable, and tears flowed out of my eyes.

Afraid that Guan Shi would suddenly turn around and see me crying, I wiped my tears while walking.

But it turned out that I thought too much, and the road from the kitchen door to the tomb was not short, and the road was not long, and he did not look back at all.

Even when I got to the tomb, when the secret door was closed, he didn't look at me.

So, whether I cry or not, it's all the same for him.

But even so, I still didn't want him to see me crying, and I felt like I was wretched when he saw me.

"Guan Shi ......" I wanted to explain to Guan Shi again, I really didn't know anything about him through Cang Li, but I just said the word Guan Shi, and before I finished the rest of the words, Guan Shi left.

Walked in the direction of the black coffin.

Guan Shi's indifferent attitude really made me uncomfortable, and my heart was uncomfortable.

I watched as he walked over to the black coffin, sat cross-legged, and sat in a meditative pose.

In the past, Guan Shi never meditated at night.

He suddenly meditated at night today, and I immediately understood what he meant: he didn't want to see me, he didn't want to stay with me anymore, so he went to meditate.

I understood that he didn't want to see me, so he went to meditate, and my heart hurt as if someone had cut a piece with a knife.

I wanted to cry, but there were no tears in my eyes, and I don't know if I cried too much just now.

I rubbed my heart and walked to the wooden house.

When I got back to the wooden house, I lay down with my clothes folded, but I didn't feel sleepy, and my head was a mess.

I don't know how long it took for me to feel sleepy.

Just as I was about to fall asleep, I suddenly felt the bed sink down, and I was startled, and I opened my eyes suddenly, and then I met Guan Yan's beautiful black eyes.

The moment they looked at each other, Guan Shi and I were stunned.

Guan Yan was the first to regain his composure, and walked to me with a blank face and lay down.

Originally, I couldn't sleep, but now that the closure is here, I can't sleep even more.

That night, I barely fell asleep, I was in a daze, there was a little wind around me, and I could wake up immediately.

The next morning, when the shutdown was up, I knew.

However, in order to avoid the embarrassment of meeting him, I did not get up with him, and lay in bed for a long time, thinking that he should go to meditation, and I got up.

But to my surprise, Guan Fan did not meditate, but sat on a chair outside and closed his eyes to recuperate.

As soon as I went out, I saw him.

Seeing that he was closing his eyes and recuperating, I hurriedly retreated, trying to pretend that I had never come out.

But before I could take two steps back, Guan Shi suddenly opened his eyes, looked at me with dark eyes, and said, "Come here." ”

His tone was gentle, and his demeanor was peaceful, as if the unpleasantness between me and him last night had been a dream.

But I know it's not a dream.

That's true.

With my head down, I walked over slowly, stood at a distance of a table from the gate, and asked, "Is there something wrong?" ”

"Sit down!" One order, one action.

After I sat down, I sat down and didn't ask anything more.

Guan Fu bent down, brought a bamboo basin with a lid from the ground on his side, and opened it, and there was a bowl of white rice and two plates of vegetarian vegetables inside.

If I had seen Guan Shi prepare white rice and vegetarian dishes for me before, I would have been very happy and moved.

But now......

I just want to say two words: hehe.

Don't think that you can coax me well with a slap and a sweet date, I'm not such an easy person to buy.

I looked at the white rice and vegetarian dishes, indifferent.

Seeing that I didn't move, Guan Shi intimately handed over the chopsticks: "Don't you want to be a vegetarian?" I've got it for you, so let's eat it. ”

Hmph, don't think I'll ...... just hand me chopsticks

"Goo-dong!" My saliva betrayed me.

Guan Shi kept watching me, and felt that even if he couldn't hear me swallowing, he could see me swallowing.

Thinking that I was swallowing saliva and being seen by him, my face turned red, I took the chopsticks with a red face, picked up the bowl, and buried my head in eating.

It's delicious!

The palate doesn't deceive me, the rice is really delicious, the vegetarian dishes are stir-fried, and they are as delicious as ever.

This meal is very delicious, but I am not happy to eat, I feel that I am so unproductive, I was just wronged yesterday, and he was treated indifferently, today he gave me some benefits, I immediately ......

Ah, I'm so unwilling, I don't want to be bought by the food that closes up like this.

But what to do? I've eaten his meals.

As the saying goes, eating people has a soft mouth, is it possible that yesterday's grievances, I will eat them in my stomach as a dumb grievance, and I can't say it?

In fact, I also know in my heart that even if Guan Shi doesn't prepare rice and vegetarian dishes for me, last night's grievance will be a dumb grievance, and I won't be able to vomit it when I eat it.

But I ...... How to say it.

I'd rather he do nothing and let me eat that dumb grievance, at least then I can still speak righteously and rightfully in my heart to resent him and hate him.

But he did this, and specially prepared rice and vegetarian dishes for me, and my resentment against him seemed to be less righteous and justified.

And Guan Shi is still a very careful person, I am afraid that I will not be able to stand his sugar-coated shells, be moved by his carefulness, and then forget the damage he caused me.

I don't want that, I really don't.

If Guan Shi only hurt me once, that's it.

The point is, this is not the first time he has done this to me. He had such a capricious change before, one moment he was kind to me, and the other time he changed his attitude towards me.

He is not human, he has lived for hundreds of years, and he can change freely in this capriciousness, but I am different.

I'm just an ordinary person, only twenty-one years old, not to mention changing in that capriciousness, even if I accept capriciousness, I have some acceptance of incompetence.

I don't want to endure the capriciousness of Guan Shi to me anymore, so I have to keep in mind the hurt he has done to me, and I can't be impressed by his carefulness.

I firmly believe that as long as I am not touched by his carefulness, I will not feel that Guan Shi is good to me, I will not feel that Guan Shi is good to me, and when he is capricious towards me again, I will not be so sad and sad.

……

Later, Guan Yan's attitude towards me was not as cold as that night, and he returned to the same gentle and attentive as usual, and even more gentle and attentive to me than usual, but my feelings for him changed.

But Guan Shi didn't know this, because I would still do what he asked me to do.

Even in that regard, I don't resist anymore.

I don't ask about Cangli anymore, I only live my own life every day.

However, there is one thing that I have never been able to let go of, and that is that my mother has never called me.

Every night when Guan Shi took me out, I took out my phone and looked at it to see if my mom had called me or texted me.

I was sad when I didn't see my mom's missed calls and unread texts.

While melancholy, I will also be slightly happy.

I felt like I was sick, and every day I was expecting my mom to call me and worrying about my mom calling me.

Many times I tried to convince myself to call my mom, but it all failed.

At the end of the day, I was still too cowardly to take the initiative to face my mom, pinning all my hopes on my mom, waiting for my mom to call me like an ostrich.

If my mom doesn't call me, I can insist on not giving her a beating, but ignore my mom's feelings.

No matter what the little monk said to my mother, no matter how tactful or nice it sounded, I couldn't compete with the fact that I would always be with someone who was not a human being, and I would never go back.

It was a long time later that I learned that the reason my mom didn't call me was because she was trying to convince herself to accept this fact, and she washed her face with tears every day.

My dad said that during that time, my mom called my name almost every night in her dreams and woke up crying several times.

Unfortunately, I don't know that.

If I had known this, I would have called my mom a long time ago.

It's precisely because I don't know that I can't wait for my mother's call, so it's easy for me to be cranky, and the worst result of thinking is that my mother knows that I'm with Guan Shi and doesn't recognize me as a daughter.

I thought my mom wouldn't call me again until July 13th......

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