Eighty-nine chapters, old heart knots
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"Master Fu? Oh no, it should be General Fu now, rejoicing and congratulating, congratulations on the promotion. The two of them touched their glasses as they spoke.
Waiting for Fu Zixin to drink it all, Liuzi patted him on the shoulder and said nonsense, "They all say that you have changed, maybe you have really changed, but I know that you have not changed, at least your feelings for the boss have never changed, the eyes you look at her have never changed, you can't fool me."
It's a pity that I only have one boss, and adults are also very affectionate to her, not to mention that she is the fiancée of adults, so you are destined to be destined to lose your life in this life, so don't be too sad.
Sometimes loving someone doesn't have to get her, her heart has no you, and your heart is all about her, really, there is no point, it's better to forget. ”
"You're drunk." Fu Zixin snatched his wine glass with one hand and forcibly sent him to the cave room.
After listening to Liuzi's words, Ren Yuanfei was a little panicked in his heart for some reason, Fu Zixin glanced at her, didn't say anything, neither denied Liuzi's words, nor explained anything, just whispered: "I'll go first." ”
Ren Yuanfei looked at his distant back, and couldn't help but follow, the oncoming wind made her shiver, and she felt a little stunned and ashamed.
Tonight's words of the sixth son, as well as Fu Zixin's lonely eyes, completely made her heart ache, and the undercurrents that rolled over in her heart made her unable to continue to face Situ Jun, she felt that she needed to talk to him, but what to talk about?
That's a problem.
She didn't know what was wrong with her, she was a little depressed, surrounded by the moonlight, the looming pavilions, and the flickering lanterns between the pavilions, all of which had a sad and solemn sense of gloom.
Fu Zixin in front didn't continue to walk forward, but found a pavilion to sit down, didn't speak, didn't look at her, just sat quietly.
Before she could get closer, he suddenly spoke, his voice a little hoarse, "Remember?" ”
His voice was a little unfamiliar, it was a long time since she heard him speak, she felt so cold, she bit her lip secretly, and waited quietly for his next words.
"In the past, you also liked to walk quietly behind me like this, without saying a word. At that time, I was thinking, how good it would be if I could be like this for the rest of my life, as long as I turned around, I could see you, and I would see my figure in your eyes.
At that time, I liked you, not because of how beautiful you were, but because of your true temperament when you were angry, and the laughter that leaned forward and backwards when you were happy, I thought that if I could hear your laughter like this for the rest of my life, maybe it would be a very happy thing.
But after I came back from the state and county, I never saw that unburdened smile on your face again.
I've never heard your innocent laughter again.
I only figured it out when I was on the battlefield that at that time, we separated, not because you didn't love me, but because you had something more important in your heart than love, and that was your duty, and it was the pressure of worldly ideas that made you have to give up.
Your weak shoulders can't afford the slightest guilt or selfishness.
In the past half a year of separation, in addition to fighting, all I thought about was you, and sometimes even when I was in battle to resist the enemy, I was thinking about why you gave up on me and our relationship. Now, I finally get it. ”
After Fu Zixin finished speaking, he looked at her with sad eyes, was silent for a while, and still asked the question in his heart with difficulty: "If my father hadn't threatened you to give up on me, and if my fiancée hadn't lied to you that she had my child, would you ...... Would you have been with me in the first place? ”
Half a year on the battlefield, how many thoughts have been precipitated, and the words that fall on his voice, every sentence makes people can't help but palpitate.
"I ......"
But it's too late, what's the point of talking about this now?
Ren Yuanfei was about to speak, but was suddenly interrupted by him, "Forget it, you don't need to say it, you have already told me what you looked in your eyes just now." ”
Now Fu Zixin has finally become mature and steady, the stability between his eyebrows made her in a trance, her eyes were slightly red, and she opened her mouth and said: "Sometimes I don't know the truth, but I won't be so sad, right?" ”
Fu Zixin looked up at her for a long time, as if he couldn't believe it, the answer he had been pregnant for several years was really just the reason for his own family, but now that he understands, what's the use?
Something has been missed.
But what is missed is not just love?
"You're right, there are some things that are far more painful to know than not to know." Fu Zixin sighed, his tone was a little cold, and suddenly he raised his head and asked, "By the way, did you choose him just because you are his fiancée?" ”
Ren Yuanfei was stunned, she hadn't thought about this question, but she did fall in love with Situ Jun at first sight, so her fiancée was just an excuse to get close to him.
She thought for a moment, shook her head, and said, "Not exactly. ”
Fu Zixin was silent for a long time before he said, "Do you really know him?" ”
"You...... What do you mean? Ren Yuanfei was a little stunned, she always felt that Fu Zixin's return this time was not just passing by, but with some kind of purpose, suddenly she couldn't see the person in front of her clearly, everything was foggy and vague.
"If you really want to marry him, I won't stop you, I just hope you understand him, maybe he ...... It's not as good as you think, it's possible that he's covered in blood, have you thought about it? ”
"Since he can become the owner of Willow Leaf Villa, he is prosperous in the rivers and lakes, but he is safe and sound, he will naturally have some of his own means, but isn't this the way this world is?" Ren Yuanfei's voice was extremely low, so low that only she could hear it, she hadn't thought about these things, but what could she do as a woman? A man who has no blood on his hands and will not have status, let alone the ability to protect the person he wants to protect.
"Do you know how General Chiyun died?"
Ren Yuanfei was a little stunned, what did he do when he mentioned General Chiyun? What does this have to do with the topic they talk about? Seeing that she was puzzled, Fu Zixin stood up and said, "The emperor asked Situ Jun, should a wisdom tooth in his tongue be pulled out?" Situ Jun said: The wisdom teeth themselves are upright, and they don't need to be extracted, but if they are beneficial to health, they must be extracted! After speaking, Fu Zixin looked at Ren Yuanfei and asked, "Do you know what it means?" ”
Ren Yuanfei bit his lower lip, his eyes flickered, and his voice trembled slightly: "Could it be ...... This wisdom tooth is talking about General Chiyun? ”
Fu Zixin raised his head to look at the moon, and there was a hint of clear light in his eyes, "Yes, it's him!" After speaking, he said in a rather helpless tone: "General Chiyun has great achievements in war, guarding the frontier, he is not guilty, but if someone in the court commits a crime in his name, he is guilty." The emperor asked how to remove this wisdom tooth so that he could be silent and minimize the loss, what do you guess Situ Jun came up with? ”
Ren Yuanfei's clenched hand was a little sweaty, and his eyes were dark: "I don't know." ”
He said: Let General Chiyun pretend to be injured in the battle with the enemy, claiming that the injury is extremely serious, and it is likely to die, creating a situation of unstable morale in the army, luring the enemy into the barracks, and catching turtles in an urn, however, General Chiyun did think that this was a good plan, so he listened to my advice, and then we pretended to do it, not only killing General Chiyun, but also luring the enemy army away! After the death of General Chiyun, the army did not know, and thought that we were still playing tricks, taking advantage of this opportunity, Situ Jun used an account book to clear the remaining party in the court! This matter can be described as airtight, there is no omission, clean up the door, let the emperor sit firmly, after the emperor has real power, he announced the news of the death of General Chiyun, and anyone who disagrees will be killed!
Afterwards, the emperor repeatedly sent secret letters to summon him to the court as the prime minister, has he told you about this matter? ”
Ren Yuan raised his head violently, his face was pale, and he said with some unsteady breath: "Is this serious?" ”
"I know he didn't tell you, so, if you want to be with him, think about it, he is indeed talented, full of wealth, and has the way to govern the country, as long as it is a Honghu will one day spread his wings and fly high, because the sky needs him, the people need him, the emperor needs him, he is destined to be burdened by all things, is this really the destination you want?"
Ren Yuanfei looked at him speechlessly, then turned his head and walked out in a hurry, but Fu Zixin grabbed her, muttered for a moment, and stopped talking.
"What? Is there anything else I don't know? Seeing him like this, Ren Yuanfei couldn't help but stand down and say, "Don't worry, I won't be impulsive." ”
"You're impulsive right now." Fu Zixin sighed and said, "Maybe he didn't tell you because he didn't think about it himself, after all, this decision is a bit difficult." Whether to ask him directly, or wait for him to tell you, I think you should think clearly, otherwise, you will only be the one who will be hurt in the end. ”
This is the first time Ren Yuanfei has seen such a helpless expression on Fu Zixin's face. So for the first time, she was so soft-hearted and obedient, saying, "You should go back and rest early." Before she could finish speaking, her face turned red, for she was not used to expressing thanks or exhortations.
Fu Zixin didn't look over, pretending not to see her embarrassed expression, but a trace of guilt and emotion flashed in his eyes, he took out a token from his arms and put it in her hand, and said: "If you are unhappy one day, remember that there is still me, don't ...... wronged yourself"
She stretched out her hand and was about to take it, but her hands suddenly paused in mid-air, and her heart was sour, and she said, "This token...... It's so valuable, you might as well leave it to those who really need it. ”
Fu Zixin's hand stopped in mid-air, and he couldn't help but feel a little embarrassed.
Ren Yuanfei tried his best to put away that sadness, smiled, patted him on the shoulder and said, "I don't mean anything else, you know that I always don't like to owe others, especially you, if there is a need, I will come to you." ”
Turning her head, Ren Yuanfei couldn't smile anymore, her eyes were sore and swollen, and she had been muddy all the time, so much so that she forgot how she returned to Momiji Xiaozhu.