Chapter 19: Entering the Palace

"Huh? Your joke is too untechnical, isn't it? I said with a smile, but at this time, laughter could no longer hide the panic in my heart. I spent that year with an ominous premonition.,To put it bluntly.,After playing with Ruohan on weekends occasionally.,The rest of the days are really just dull and boring.,I always feel that this year has lost the joy of the past.,It's a very wretched bag.,But as long as Ruohan is by my side.,I'm like a popeye who eats spinach.,Until this life passes,What's there to be afraid of?

I don't know how I ended up in such a field, every day is not fresh, just like the draft beer that has passed its expiration date, it is bitter and sour, and it has lost the refreshing taste of the original brew, and the more this happens, the more I want to solve Ruohan's problem as soon as possible.

Ruohan's secret has been separated for more than a year, but he still refuses to tell me, and the longer I spend like this, the more frightened and uncomfortable I feel, and this feeling is even more terrible than the feeling of not being able to be free after imprisoning you for a hundred years.

I don't know how much I want to try something new, but there's nothing new to taste.

But no matter what, I have to focus on the big picture, and sooner or later I will have to turn to the truth, at least that's what I thought at the time.

At that time, I didn't know how naïve I was, and I wanted to save Ruohan and help Ruohan get rid of it, but I didn't know that the deep and long scar I licked at the end was actually my own.

Now, he took a girl's hand and let the girl humiliate me so badly that I knew how much worse I was from him and how small I was in his eyes.

I was stared at by her disdainful gaze, and I felt like a beggar lying in a pool of blood, and it was taboo to look at me, and those who dared to come over would only stand beside you and say something cold.

A friend once asked me, if someone thinks you are bad, will you care, at that time, of course, I didn't care, so why don't you care about what others think of you?

What others say, I Lu Xiaowei don't care, I don't want to care, they say it's their business, they are not gods, they can't predict my fate, why should I care about people who define in vain?

At that time, I said in a dashing manner, as if I was not afraid of anything, and no one could shock me.

I don't know how naïve I was at that time, and when I really encountered this kind of thing, would I still care?

I'm also a human being, not a ghost, and not many people can have such a big heart that they don't care about what others think of you.

It was as if they were all waiting for me to finish thinking, and they didn't spit out a word all the time, as if they were waiting for me.

Chen Ya seemed to know that I had been doing the so-called fugue just now, and that my soul had just returned to its place, so he looked at me with disdain, as if I was just a screamer who knelt beside her with his tail wagging and begging for mercy, and smiled disdainfully.

"Sister Xiaowei, Sister Xiaowei, I, Chen Yas, have never been a person who likes to make big jokes, I am with Brother Ruohan, what do you want? Tell me, how much does it cost?"

"Just kidding, how could he do something sorry for me?" I looked confident, but anyone could tell that I was pretending to be confident to hide the panic in my heart.

But Chen Ya and Ruo Han did not expose my fragile mask, but silently.

Chen Yasi paused for a while, looking a little helpless, "Alas~ Brother Ruohan, you better tell him in person, I am still an outsider about the two of you." ”

"Ruohan, tell me, it's not like this!" Before Ruohan could answer, I quickly answered, "Sister IELTS, you can scare your Sister Xiaowei to death!" ”

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