Ji Qingling was shocked and almost knocked over the basin.

She sat back in front of the bed, and after a while, she went to the basin to look at it again, but she still didn't believe it, and went back to the front of the stage to look at the bronze mirror.

The bronze mirror is a specialty of Huzhou, Gu Yanzhang asked someone to find it, a small handle, very well-made, and the reflection is delicate.

Ji Qingling took the bronze mirror and looked at his face for a long time, and the mess in his heart turned into self-mockery.

There is a face in the mirror, and whoever is asked to see it can see that this is clearly a girl who is secretly pregnant with spring, her eyes are red, and she is ashamed.

But if you think about that person, you have become like this, and what is the point of saying it at this time.

Ji Qingling threw the mirror aside like throwing a hot potato, found a few pieces of paper, and wanted to write a few scriptures silently with the pen and ink in the inn.

The book was pressed under the luggage, and it was very difficult to take it out, so she simply forgot it, and she specially selected an article in her mind that she had memorized early, and began to write.

Whether it is too familiar, written and written, she can continue to be silent without thinking about it, her brain is empty, and she involuntarily begins to think of the scenes of the past again, and it is easy to come back to her senses, and when she looks down, half of the scriptures are written on the paper, and the last word should obviously be "Qin", which was written as a "Gu" by herself.

What is there to "take care of"!

Ji Qingling erased the Gu character, cut off half of the piece of paper, tore it into pieces, put it in a pile, and exhaled heavily, as if this could take away the heat on his face.

Qiuyue was still sleeping on the couch, making a shallow snoring sound, but it seemed that the room was getting quieter and quieter.

Ji Qingling took the next half of the scrap and began to write the biography of Gu Yanzhang in the History of the Jin Dynasty.

Gu Yanzhang's biography is particularly easy to memorize.

Good articles are easy to memorize.

When compiling the "History of the Jin Dynasty", the person in charge of writing his chapter did not know who it was, and in just a few words, he had already sketched a person's behavior.

I thought that when my father was compiling in the Hanlin Academy, he came back and complained that if he wanted to get an interesting bibliography to repair, in addition to learning it well, he would simply have to use it.

can grab the part that can write Gu Yanzhang, that person should be able to write far more than others.

Gu Yanzhang's biography is still very long, others only have more than 1,000 words, and when it comes to his side, it is several times more than the rest of the famous ministers, even so, it is rumored that this is still the result of deletion and deletion, and a lot of content has been removed.

The historian's penmanship is to be impartial and not to comment.

However, this author must be a supporter of Gu Yanzhang, and he spent most of the time writing about his life deeds, writing about legendary events, and passing on scandalous flaws.

The more Ji Qingling wrote, the more strange he felt, but the more he wrote, the more familiar he felt.

What is familiar is that some such deeds, judging from the current situation, in the future, as long as the fifth brother Gu of his own family is timed and experienced, he can still do it.

What is strange is that this one is a last-ditch, far-sighted Gu Yanzhang, and the fifth brother Gu who knows her in every way, who is gentle, considerate, and puts her first in everything, is simply not alone.

Ji Qingling used three and a half sheets of paper to finish writing down what he had written down.

There is only one place where Gu Yanzhang's wife is mentioned, but after Gu Yanzhang's death, the imperial court posthumously sealed and gave his wife a title, and as for the wife's family, not a word was mentioned.

Ji Qingling put the page aside, took another piece of blank paper, and began to list and consider the origins of various famous ministers of the Jin Dynasty on it, wrote it again, counted it, and found that the grass field wealth was half open, it is difficult to say which one is more than which, and the history pen is increased and reduced, whether Zang is free or not, who knows what the actual situation is.

She hesitated for a moment, and then wanted to take out the courtiers of the Da Chu dynasty and count them, at least she could really see the situation over there, and knew which family was from what background.

With this intention in mind, she turned the paper over and was writing on it, when suddenly she woke up as if she had been struck by the morning bell in her ear.

What is this doing?!

She originally thought that the two of them were a brother and a sister, and they didn't have that kind of relationship, but when she heard Gu Yanzhang's confession at first glance, it was difficult to accept it, so she refused to agree.

Looking at myself now, if I say that I have no intention, I am simply coaxing myself, what else is there to say.

This article has been put aside, and she also believes that Fifth Brother Gu will be an official in the future, and there are few people, and it is necessary to have a competent family, so she can't be in one place.

However, this is not her own business, why should she call the shots for him!

Between the two, there has always been a discussion, and she has always secretly warned herself that she can't rely on her self-consciousness to know the future situation, so she will do everything on her behalf, after all, at this time, at that time, everything has variables, even Mr. has changed, who knows what difference will be born in the future.

How did she become so arbitrary this time?

Ji Qingling opened his heart and faced it, and couldn't help but feel funny.

It's just fear and low self-esteem.

She has such a healthy body in this life, but it is not as free and easy as in her previous life, and the more time passes, the more she is not as happy as she was in life, but it becomes both a gain and a loss. And after getting along with Gu Yanzhang for a long time, the relationship is getting deeper, and he is more and more afraid of change.

If he sees someone else in the future and regrets it, what if he marries a bad person, there will be another him in the future, there is a place to go, but if he marries him, where can he go.

If he marries himself, he feels bad about himself in the future, but he hinders the friendship between the two for many years, and he can't bear to tell the truth, so he only lives aggrieved?

These thoughts last night seem to be boring now.

The previous case, if he can't be trusted, who else in the world can be entrusted with it for life. If you really end up with a bad result, you should have earned half your life, what is not cost-effective.

The latter case, where can I manage it, in case I marry someone else, and I don't have a good life, so how can I treat it?

Thinking of this, Ji Qingling put away all the colored papers on the table, tore them all to pieces, and exhaled a long breath, already made up his mind.

Since they used to make ideas together, this time, when the fifth brother is ready, talk to him for a while, and also make ideas together.

Ji Qingling stood up and walked to the corner of the table, where there was a box, which was filled with his own straw post yesterday and fixed.

At that time, Gu Yanzhang's room was waiting for the idlers to come in and out, so she took it back to her own house, took it out at this time, saw the word "Gu" on it, recalled the scene of being held by hand to write, her face was hot, her ears seemed to be hot, and she was busy locking the two things again, and she didn't dare to look at it again.