Chapter 110: Let's go back to the past
Li Chengcheng has been depressed since returning home.
The picture of the mistress tearing up with the main house kept appearing in front of me.
Xiao San was stripped naked in public, punched and kicked by them, and fanned by onlookers.
The more she thought about it, the more scared she felt, afraid that she would have one day.
Turn down the air conditioner, then cover the quilt tightly and curl up tightly in a ball.
There was even a very cheap thought in my heart, that is, why didn't Su Jinsheng get a divorce?
The sooner he left, she wouldn't have been so scared.
The thought of having such a shameful thought made her feel disgusting.
Oh my God, what's the difference between her and those vixens?
Li Chengcheng covered his head with a quilt.
After the room was silent for a while, she suddenly lifted the quilt and adjusted the temperature of the air conditioner to normal.
Then I picked up the iPad next to me and looked for a tutorial on knitting a scarf.
She also knows that she must adjust her mentality now, if she thinks about it like this, she will be able to drive herself crazy sooner or later.
She had to find something to do.
The most important thing now is to weave Su Jinsheng's scarf first.
I thought knitting a scarf was a very simple and easy thing, but when I watched my mother knit when I was a child, it was so easy, wasn't it?
As a result, it was so difficult for her to get into her hands?
Even the yarn is not smooth.
It's really a patient thing.
After watching the tutorial n times, she finally made a successful start, but the weaving made a wrong step, and then she had to disassemble and reweave.
In one afternoon, I don't know how many times it was dismantled.
She was so angry that she took the wooden hair and tried to tie the yarn as if she was venting!
The whole carpet was full of scattered wool.
But fortunately, she bought a lot of them, enough for her to practice.
Then on the first day she gave up.
I also gave up the next day.
On the third day, Mother Lin couldn't stand it anymore, so she taught her hand in hand.
And then you can be considered to have learned.
She was afraid that she would make a mistake, because she really had a psychological shadow, and she was originally a person with obsessive-compulsive disorder, and she would feel very uncomfortable if she didn't weave flawlessly.
So I knitted it very carefully.
A scarf, someone else may have knitted it in a day or two.
It took her nearly ten days.
After weaving, she jumped excitedly on the bed for a long time, and her sense of accomplishment exploded instantly.
Take it to Mama Lin to see, just like a student handing in homework to the teacher, Mama Lin praised her for knitting well, and she could be happy for a long time.
even took it to Tang Ying to see, she also said that she was going to weave it for her and Mother Lin next, although Tang Ying still didn't have a good face, but she didn't sneer at her like usual.
Taking out the red yarn, she lay on the sofa and wore the thread slowly and neatly, with her head open.
Skillful.
Weaving and weaving, as if I suddenly remembered something, I picked up my phone and glanced at the time.
Eight o'clock in the evening.
She tilted her head and calculated the time difference between New York and China.
It should be eight o'clock in the morning over there in New York.
Su Jinsheng should be awake.
She clicked on Su Jinsheng's chat box several times and typed, but she hesitated for a long time and didn't send it out.
This is the first time she has taken the initiative to find Su Jinsheng.
I don't want to look for him, it's not cool at all.
But in the past few days since Su Jinsheng left, she hasn't called her much.
Even if you make a phone call, you can just say a few words and hang up.
She even had the feeling that they had been separated for a century.
This Su Jinsheng is simply poisonous.
Highly toxic!!
I don't know where he got such a big ability to make her so worried.
In the days when he was away, although she pretended to be casual on the surface, she actually knew very well, and she still missed him.
In the past, every time he went on a business trip, it was simply the happiest thing for her.
Even if he doesn't come back for a month, she won't think about him.
Even thinking that it would be better to never come back, so that she would be much cleaner.
But now!
It's just feng shui in turns.
Biting his nails and struggling for a long time, he finally sent out the news with a trembling hand.
After sending it out, she was still nervous for a long time, thinking about whether to withdraw.
She sent: Good morning.
His eyes were wide open, staring at the phone screen.
stared at it for several minutes, until her eyes began to glaze, and Su Jinsheng still didn't reply to the message.
She was annoyed for a while, and yelled at her phone: "I'll take the initiative to find you again, I'm a dog!" β
It seems that after Su Jinsheng returned to the United States, the whole person floated away.
I can't remember at all that ten days ago, he promised that he would miss her very much.
As a result, when she inadvertently caught a glimpse of the words "the other party is typing", her anticipation swept over her again.
The next second, his message came: Have you had dinner?
After receiving his news, a smile immediately appeared on her face, completely forgetting the "poisonous oath" she had made just now.
She immediately replied: Eat.
Su Jinsheng: What about the medicine?
She: I ate it too.
She pursed her lips disdainfully, knowing that she cared about her at this time? Why did you go earlier? If she hadn't looked for him, he probably wouldn't have looked for her today.
Thinking about it like this, I became more and more unhappy, and then my brain was hot and said: You haven't called me for the past few days, I'm angry, this is the last time I will chat with you, goodbye.
After sending it, she reacted, wow, what did she say!
hurriedly withdrew, but the news had been more than two minutes and could not be withdrawn.
However, two minutes passed, and Su Jinsheng still hadn't replied to her.
She couldn't help but panic a little, shouldn't this Su Jinsheng really take it seriously? Don't talk to her anymore?
Without coaxing her?
How did he go to the United States and the whole person changed?
It's getting cold!
Now she is really sensitive.
As long as Su Jinsheng's attitude towards her is wrong, she feels that his love for her has expired.
This kind of self is really useless, revolving around a man, without ego.
But his news suddenly popped out, and her somewhat lost heart immediately came back to life!
Nima!
Li Qingcheng patted his face vigorously.
Be sober and don't be fooled!
She took a deep breath and tried to keep her composure, as if she didn't feel any pain in his news.
Glancing at his reply, she burst out laughing before she could hold back.
Su Jinsheng: Over the years, you have taken the initiative to call me twice, so I still have to die of grievances?
Her: Oh? Did I call you? When?
She felt that this sentence was almost going to make Su Jinsheng angry.
It turned out that Su Jinsheng was really angry: I don't remember to forget it.
She posted a string: Hahahaha.
Then he hurriedly replied: I still have something.
And then that's how their chat ended.
"Idiot, I've beaten you three times." She stared at her phone, her eyes were a little dazed, and she muttered softly.
She naturally knew which two times Su Jinsheng said, it was nothing more than Tang Ying coming to live at home, she called Su Jinsheng for help, and he fired Shen Yu'an, she called to plead.
But in fact, there was another time, and that was the first time she took the initiative to call him.
Maybe he forgot, or maybe he never cared about that phone call.
That was a month after he left for the United States.
A few months before Su Jinsheng went to the United States, Tang Ying was in a trance every day.
Wash your face with tears all day long.
She is not blind, how can she not see it, based on Tang Ying's reaction, Su Jinsheng may not have a good time abroad.
In fact, when he only went to the United States, she was very uncomfortable every day, and spent every day in guilt and self-blame.
Even hesitated every day to simply go to Li Hailin to intercede and take Su Jinsheng back.
But in the end, I couldn't do it, so I held back.
In this way, I spent a month of suffering and shame every day.
Until one night, she had a nightmare that Su Jinsheng died in the United States, which scared her into a cold sweat.
And then I couldn't sleep again.
As soon as you close your eyes, the terrifying image lingers.
In the end, she couldn't be relieved, she sneaked into Tang Ying's room, opened her mobile phone and wrote down Su Jinsheng's phone number.
After hesitating for a long time, I mustered up the courage to dial it out.
The phone rang several times, and then it was answered, and a very standard American accent came: "Hello, who?" β
She knew it was his voice.
She was very nervous and held the phone, desperately organizing the language, wanting to ask him if he was doing well, but after trying for a long time, he couldn't make any sound.
"Who?" He asked again.
She swallowed her saliva and mustered up the courage to speak, when she heard a female voice on the phone, saying something to him.
Then he smiled and replied.
That was the first time she had heard Su Jinsheng laugh.
She didn't understand what she said, so she understood that the woman called him Jason, and it turned out that his English name was Jason.
Then, she hung up.
I feel a lot more relieved.
He may be doing well over there, and he has a friend or a girlfriend around him so quickly.
She also comforted herself that the dream was the opposite, Su Jinsheng must be doing well in the United States, and he also adapted well.
(In fact, if Li Chengcheng's English was a little better, if she could understand what they were talking at that time, she would know that the woman on the phone was actually Su Jinsheng's English teacher, and she had a good part-time job to introduce him, and he thanked him very gratefully.) οΌ
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The next day, Li Chengcheng knitted another day's scarf, this time the speed was much faster, and even one had already been knitted, which was quietly given to Lin Ma, and then finally knitted Tang Ying's.
After a day of knitting a scarf, she felt that her arms were none of her own.
When I went downstairs to drink water, I overheard Tang Ying say to Lin's mother: "Hey, today is the cub's birthday, and I don't know if he eats noodles. β
Li Qingcheng was so shocked that he hurriedly ran upstairs and went to look at the calendar, wow, it was really Su Jinsheng's birthday!
She forgot about it.
She took out the neatly folded scarf, took a photo, and then edited her birthday wishes and prepared to send them to Su Jinsheng.
At this time, Tang Ying's surprised voice suddenly came from downstairs: "Oh, cub, why are you back?!" β
Hearing this, Li Qingcheng's hand, which was originally going to press the send button, slammed down, and his reaction was several beats slower.
The next second she came back to her senses, she ran out of the house, stood at the top of the stairs, looked at the living room, and sure enough, she saw Su Jinsheng.
"You kid, every time you come back, you don't say it in advance, and you can't get through when you call!"
"No power, it's off." Su Jinsheng replied nonchalantly.
He raised his head, just in time to meet Li Qingcheng's bright gaze.
Even though it was far away, she could still feel the wind and dust coming from him.
Their burning gazes met like an electric current that spread through each other's limbs.
Then they looked at each other and smiled.
When do you feel happy?
Probably, this is the moment.
"Mom is going to make noodles for you, you go take a shower first, you must be tired when you fly all the way back." Tang Ying said with a smile.
Su Jinsheng nodded, handed the briefcase in his hand to Mama Lin, and then walked upstairs slowly.
She stood at the top of the stairs, watching him move closer to her.
The heartbeat began to disobey again.
She pursed her lips and pretended to be relaxed, "Hey, I have a courtesy-"
"Ding."
Before she finished speaking, she suddenly received a WeChat message on her mobile phone, and she subconsciously clicked on it to see that it was sent by Li Qianxin: Husband, don't forget to take the scarf I put in your office yesterday, this is what I flew all the way from Shanghai to the United States to send to you, it was a birthday gift I knitted myself, happy, right?
The smile on her face froze instantly.
Then Li Qianxin hurriedly sent her a message in an innocent tone: Ah, I sent it wrong, I'm sorry.
"What did you just say?" Su Jinsheng asked curiously.
Li Tingcheng's mind was blank, and he stared at him with a complicated expression, it turned out that he had been with Li Tianxin for so many days.
The next second, she turned around and ran into the room, pinched the scarf she had knitted in her hand, looked around in a panic, and finally tucked the scarf under the bed.
As soon as Su Jinsheng entered the room, she saw that she was sneakily hiding something.
He asked suspiciously, "What are you doing?" β
She stood on the edge of the bed and shook her head unnaturally, "Didn't do anything." β
Su Jinsheng's eyebrows furrowed slightly, walked up to her, lowered her eyes and glanced at the bottom of the bed, and she moved her body to block his view.
It made him frown.
He pulled her away, then crouched down and reached under the bed to get what she was hiding, but she closed her eyes in frustration, "You don't need me anymoreβ"
"Tsk, I said how sneaky you are, it turns out that you are a thief."
The word "scarf" was interrupted by Su Jinsheng's yin and yang weird words before he could say it.
She subconsciously opened her eyes and glanced at what he was holding.
My heart suddenly chuckled.
A little helpless, he met his gloomy gaze, "You listen to my explanation." β
"It's all torn like that for you, you can still stick it back one by one, Li Chengcheng, you really have the ability!" Su Jinsheng's face was gloomy, as if she was suppressing a huge anger and jealousy, pinching her glued portrait of Shen Yu'an in her hand, and gritting her teeth and mocking.