Just now I was thinking about it, but when I went to the toilet and washed my face, I didn't think I could do it again.

What's the reason why she can't come back, he should be good to me, as if he owes me something.

If it is a debt that he wants my body, but he can't give me an identity that can be put on the table, and he can't give me the love I want, then he does owe me something, and he owes me a lot.

But I admit this loss, I don't want him to pay me back, I don't want him to be good to me because of this debt.

Really, this kind of good, I'd rather not.

The more I thought about his sentence: "She can't come back, I should be good to you, because you are my woman", the more angry I felt, the more uncomfortable I felt, and the more I felt...... Aggrieved.

It's really embarrassing!

What's even more aggrieved is that I suddenly remembered that I had wished them a good match in my heart.

In fact, I am the kind one, but what can I do if I am not kind, someone only has his wife in his heart, do you want me to compete with his wife and be jealous?

No, no, no, it's not what I want, so I'm going to be a kind person and still wish them well.

However, if they are well compatible, who am I compatible with, who will be compatible with me.

Suddenly I wanted to cry, the tears were so powerful, just wanted to cry, they were like the Milky Way pouring down for nine days, fluttering and falling.

I turned the faucet on to the maximum and ran my eyes with water in both hands, trying to stop the tears in my eyes, but to no avail.

"Mo Ran, you're really useless!" I looked up at myself in the mirror and found that my eyes were so red and so red, I don't know if my eyes were red from crying or red with water.

"You're really too unproductive......" I pointed to myself in the mirror and scolded in a low voice, "Isn't there just no one to accompany you?" What is there to cry about? There are so many single people in the world, they can all live well, why can't you live well? ”

I'm sure I'll be able to live well......

By the way, Guan Shi promised me that when I was released, my memory would be erased, and then I would forget all this, so what else would I have to be sad about, and what else would I have to cry about.

Maybe I'll forget all of this and find someone I love and love me.

But when I think that one day in the future, I will forget about Guanfu, forget all this, fall in love with another person, live with another person, and I find it difficult to accept.

"Mo Ran, what do you want?" I really want to beat myself to death, "It's your choice to leave, and it's also your choice to erase your memories, do you regret crying like this now?" ”

No, I don't regret it!

Even if I die sadly and painfully, I don't regret it.

"Don't cry." I reached out and covered my eyes in the mirror, telling myself in my heart that when I forgot all this, I would have no pain at all, so I might cry in vain now, so I can't cry anymore.

I gently rinsed my eyes with water, flushed out all the tears in my eyes, held back the tears, and stood in front of the mirror for a long, long time, until my eyes were no longer red before opening the door and leaving.

In this room we stayed in, the bathroom was higher than the floor of the room, with a small step.

I didn't look out when I opened the door, but when I went down the steps, I looked out and saw Guan Shi standing in front of me.

I don't know if he didn't leave at all, or if he left and came back.

Whatever was going on with him, I saw him startled, kicked his foot, and almost fell off the steps.

Fortunately, Guan Shi reacted quickly, came over in time, and grabbed my arm with his hand.

After stabilizing my figure, I quickly pushed his hand away, took a few steps to the side, kept a distance from him, and said, "Guan Shi, I know that there are some things that we think differently, but I hope you can respect my thoughts and don't be so kind to me." ”

After saying this, I waited for a long time without waiting for Guan Shi to speak, and I couldn't help but look up at him and find that he was looking at me with his beautiful black eyes.

Seeing him looking at me, my heart jumped, and I hurriedly turned around, lowered my head, avoided his gaze and said, "Don't look at me like this, what I said is serious." If you feel embarrassed, let me go as soon as possible, so that it will be good for everyone. ”

"You really want to leave?" The sound of Guan Shi appeared above my head.

I looked up in surprise and saw that Guan Yan was already standing in front of me at some point, and I subconsciously stepped back.

Guan Shi grabbed my arm and asked again, "You really want to leave?" ”

"Hmm." Anyway, sooner or later, you have to leave, and it is better to leave early than later, which is that the long pain is better than the short pain.

"Since you want to leave so much, then I won't force anyone to make it difficult, and I'll let you go now. But the premise is that you have to convince Cang Li and not make him sad and sad. ”

"This ...... It's simply not possible. "I didn't try, I knew that I couldn't convince Cang Li, let alone make him sad and sad.

As long as I tell him that I want to leave, Cang Li will definitely cry to me immediately.

And when I see him crying, I will definitely relent, and I don't want to leave.

I angrily shook my arm, looked up at him and said, "You, you deliberately embarrassed me!" ”

"If you know it's impossible, don't talk about leaving." Guan Shi sighed softly, "Didn't we say okay, when my lady comes back, you will leave?" ”

"Yes, that's what we said, but ......" But now it's different, my state of mind is different, "Okay, I'll wait for your lady to come back." But until then, don't be nice to me, be bad to me, the worse the better. ”

It's better to be bad enough to make me hate him, so that when it's time to leave, I won't be sad, only hate him and hate him, and I can't wait to leave him.

"Poor? What's the difference? Tomorrow let you go to Liu Yueju's younger brother by yourself, and I will go back to drink wine and eat meat? ”

"Huh?" I didn't expect Guan Shi to say this, and the whole person was stunned, and some couldn't react.

Seeing that I couldn't react in a daze, Guan Yan hooked the corners of his lips, walked towards me, raised his hand and rubbed my hair, and said with a smile: "Tease you?" How can I rest assured that you will go to her brother alone? ”

"Hu ......" thought that Guan Yan really let me go to Liu Yueju's younger brother alone, and I was scared to death, so I stammered with palpitations: "Except, removal, except for those ghosts or something, you can be good to me, you don't want to be good to me in other things." ”

I don't know how sharp my mouth is and how funny it looks when I stammer.

All I know is that Guan Yan laughed when he heard me.

He smiled and patted my head and said, "Okay, I see." Can we go to dinner? If you don't eat it again, the food will be cold. ”

As he spoke, Guan Shi didn't wait for me to say anything, and dragged me to the restaurant.

I threw my arm and said, "Don't take my hand." ”

"Your people are all mine, what's wrong with holding your hand?" Guan Shite said in a hooligan manner.

I wasn't so rogue and shameless as Guan Shi, so I didn't refute him, and I was dragged to the restaurant by him.

On the table, a simple three dishes and one soup.

Think about the ten dishes on this table at noon, and each dish is so ingenious, but in the evening it is ...... It's so bleak.

However, the reason why Guan Shi made me those ten dishes at noon was because he thought I was his wife.

Thinking of this reason, I don't feel that the dinner at night is bleak, I feel that these dishes are hearty and mine.

The ten dishes at noon are too tall and belong to Guan Yan's wife.

Guan and I sat opposite each other, each eating their own meals, and neither of us spoke.

The main thing is that I don't speak, and I usually talk a lot when I eat, but I don't want to talk today, and I don't want to talk in the future.

I thought about it, Guan Shi felt that he owed me something, felt that I was his woman, and wanted to be good to me, so let him be good to me, I can't change him, but I can change myself.

From now on, I'm going to talk to Guan Shi less.

"Mo Ran!" Halfway through the meal, Guan Shi suddenly called me.

I looked up at him and saw that he seemed to be staring at my ears, and felt very strange, frowned and asked, "What are you looking at my ears for?" ”

"I'll take you to get your ears pierced tomorrow."

"Don't fight!" I didn't even want to refuse, "My mother didn't allow me to get my ears pierced, saying that ear piercing is not good for my health." ”

The reason why I haven't had my ears pierced when I'm so big is because my mom won't allow me to get them.

However, the reason is not that ear piercing is not good for the body, but ......

That's the reason, my mom said, I forgot, I'll ask my mom again when I get back.

"Your mother lied to you."

"Even if it's a lie to me, I don't want to fight. I'm not going to get my ears pierced anyway, so don't talk about it in the future. I said in a bad tone.

I guess Guan Shi heard that I had a bad tone and didn't say anything more.

After eating, I wiped my mouth and left, without saying anything to Guan Shi that I was full and I was gone.

Back in my room, I locked the door, took out my phone, called my mom, and asked why she wouldn't let me get my ears pierced.

Hearing me ask about this, my mother thought I had my ears pierced, and asked nervously, "Xiao Ran, have you had your ears pierced?" ”

"No, I don't. Mom, why are you so nervous? ”

"Xiao Ran, let me tell you, you must not get your ears pierced. You can't get your ears pierced, and the monk said that you can only get your ears pierced after the age of twenty-five. I used to think that your robbery was a shutdown, but I didn't know until that day when the little master told me that your robbery was not a shutdown. The little master said that your twenty-five-year-old calamity has not yet arrived, so you can't get your ears pierced, don't do it, you know? ”

"Got it, Mom. Don't worry, I just don't fight. By the way, Mom, when did the master tell you? ”

"That's it...... I forgot what I said the other day, I've been too busy lately...... Hey, okay, okay, I'll be right here. Xiao Ran, I won't tell you, I'm working the night shift tonight, and I'm busy. ”

"Okay, Mom, go get busy." After hanging up the phone with my mother, I lay on the bed and touched my ears, thinking: I didn't expect that if I didn't get my ears pierced, what does it have to do with my robbery.

Guan Shi said that when I was twenty-five years old, the calamity must have been very big, otherwise the little monk's master would not have retreated specifically in order to deal with my calamity.

Now I hear my mom say that I can't get my ears pierced because the catastrophe didn't come at the age of twenty-five......

Just thinking about it, Guan Shi suddenly pushed the door in, saw me lying on the bed, quickly undressed, and pressed over.

When I saw him pressing over, I was so frightened that I hurriedly stretched out my hand to push him: "You, you...... The afternoon was not just ......."

Guan Shi didn't speak, he lowered his head and was about to kiss me.

I was even more frightened, and I pushed him even more: "You, what are you going to do?" I, I'm not your lady, don't kiss casually, okay? ”

I thought that if I mentioned his wife, Guan Shi would feel ashamed and automatically dismiss the idea of kissing me, but I didn't expect to hear him say, "But I see that you enjoyed the afternoon." ”

Who, who enjoyed?

I wanted to refute this, but before I could refute it, Guan Yan's kiss came down, and then ......

Then I had another dream in which I was lying on my back in the water.

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