Chapter 105: Introspection
Although she doesn't have such strong skills, she is very resilient.
These heartfelt words are unspeakable.
In the end, it's just because there are too many ups and downs experienced, different moods, different bearing capacity, and many inadvertent little things have become insignificant in front of the things and people they value.
Outside the door, Zhou Zhiyuan had already washed his lunch box, and when he returned to the ward, he saw Gu Wentao standing at the door of the ward.
He stepped forward and patted his cousin on the shoulder and said, "I said, brother, I have made a lot of money this time?!"
I, a high-achieving student who has grown up and don't touch the spring water with my fingers, is the first time to wash dishes and chopsticks!
Say, go back, how can you repay my brother? ”
Gu Wentao came back to his senses, didn't say anything, turned around, and walked out.
Zhou Zhiyuan stared, "Hey", looked at the closed ward door, still holding the lunch box, and chased after it.
The two of them found a small pavilion in the small garden below the inpatient department and sat down.
Zhou Zhiyuan couldn't hold it back for a long time, and asked, "I said brother, what's wrong with you?" I didn't say a word, was it stimulated by something? ”
Gu Wentao put the kettle on the table next to him and said, "Brother, you say, did I do something wrong?"
Before, I was still with you, like everyone else, complaining for Yirou, but I met a stunned person like Zhao Linlin, and I was unlucky to get home, so there was such a thing.
However, now, when I think about it, in fact, how much better am I than Zhao Linlin?
If it weren't for the fact that I was too close to Zeng Yirou, my mother would not have known that there was such a person as Zeng Yirou, and she would not have come to the door, bullying others, forcing her to leave Ishihara City No. 1 Middle School, leave Ishihara City, and go to this small county town that is not even comparable to a village in Ishihara City, and she would have to learn from scratch and take the high school entrance examination again.
I self-righteously feel that if I like it, others should accept it, and they should revolve around me.
In fact, I have never really reflected on it, I am her biggest trouble, and I have caused her the biggest twists and turns in her life.
So, it's reasonable and the right choice for her to dislike me, right?! ”
Zhou Zhiyuan looked at Gu Wentao's expression and said tentatively: "What? You finally found your own position and decided to abstain and let poor Miss Zeng live? ”
Gu Wentao glared and said, "I've already caused trouble, all the big disasters have been broken, and the price I should pay has also been paid, so quit like this, didn't I work hard for so long in vain?!" ”
Zhou Zhiyuan was speechless, shrugged, and said, "Then what do you mean?" ”
Gu Wentao leaned forward and said seriously: "It means that I haven't worked hard enough, I'm not strong enough, I don't have enough strength to protect the people I like, and I need to work hard!"
Now I am as fragile as fragile glass, unable to withstand any beatings, and unable to give the quiet and peaceful future that I once wanted.
Not to mention, what we do now now relies on the relationship between our fathers the most, and it is said that we do things independently, but we are subject to a lot of constraints.
Let's just say that if my mom knew what I was doing, a phone call would make all my efforts come to naught.
Our high platform, the foundation is too not solid.
After going back this time, Brother Zhiyuan, we have to discuss our future and development direction with our partners, so that the days of three days of fishing and two days of drying nets should end early! ”
Zhou Zhiyuan was at a loss and said, "Aren't we doing well now?" I'm now earning more money a month than my dad earns. Moreover, you also said that if we have been doing it for a long time and have our own foundation and relationships in society, we will be able to earn more money.
I'm already very content, I don't understand how else to develop to achieve your satisfaction? ”
Gu Wentao shook his head and said, "I don't know the specifics."
I also just had a feeling, what the specific future goals are, what to do, I am also confused, I don't know what to do.
I'll think about it later, listen to everyone's opinions, and then talk about the rest. ”
Zhou Zhiyuan sighed and said, "Hey, you don't know what to think in your head, these things, for me, are beyond my imagination, but I didn't expect that you have already started to think about moving forward again!"
I really admire you!
However, speaking of which, it is not easy for you to be stimulated once by Zeng Yirou here, and it will grow up for a while. ”
Gu Wentao thought about it, isn't it?
He originally wanted to start a business, because he gave Zeng Yirou all his savings and wanted to help her buy more study materials, so he was anxious to think of a way, and took advantage of this shareholder trend to start a resale of study materials.
Now, if he wants to turn his development into a stable and sustainable project, it is also because he feels that his strength is still unable to protect Zeng Yirou, taking this incident as an example, he can't do anything except run errands, this kind of trivial thing, he can't pay the hospitalization fee in advance, he can't get justice for her, and he is soft-spoken.
It's no wonder that from yesterday to now, Zeng Yirou has never looked at herself squarely, let alone said anything to herself.
Gu Wentao figured it out, so he got up and asked Zhou Zhiyuan to go back first, and he went to fill the kettle.
Big things can't be done, small things, at least within the scope of his ability, must be done well.
The next day, Gu Wentao was more active, cleaning up, serving tea and pouring water, washing dishes and cups, and other trivial things, all rushed to do.
In the evening, it was replaced by Zeng Ruolan's vigil.
In the evening, when only the mother and daughter were left, they whispered.
Zeng Ruolan gently combed Zeng Yirou's hair and said, "Rourou, didn't you talk to that kid Gu Wentao?" He's going to take the train back tomorrow night, and he doesn't know when he's going to see each other next time. ”
Zeng Yirou blinked, she didn't expect her to ask this question, and said, "Mom, don't you dislike Gu Wentao, and don't you like me to get too close to him?" ”
Zeng Ruolan put down the comb, sat on the edge of her daughter's bed, sighed, and said, "This time and that time!" Today, I see this child doing so much to you, even I, a mother, didn't think of it for you, he thought of it for you first.
How can I still pull down his face?!
Speaking of which, this kid is not easy!
From a family like his, where can he have the opportunity to do these things, if he doesn't treat a person sincerely, where can he do so many things in his eyes?! ”