Xing Fei didn't remember how she got back to her room, and she forgot how she got to bed.

Everything had become hazy, and her mind had not been awake since just now.

She had to say that Yan Yuan's move moved her a lot.

She admits that she is an emotional animal, and because she has experienced darkness, she cherishes the light extraordinarily.

Compared with the man in front of her, she didn't care at all about domestic violence, injury, or betrayal.

Because she knew that even if she had nothing, she would have him by her side.

What love is, no one can answer, those who have not experienced it will not understand, and those who have experienced it cannot be described.

Just like Xing Fei now, she only knows that she is full of joy, the man in front of her is his, only belongs to her, and only she can share the bed with Yan Yuan and be intimate with him.

Yan Yuan looked down at Xing Fei, her eyes were shining from just now, and they had been shining into his heart.

He couldn't hold back the kiss, he wanted to rub her into his arms, into his body, and become a part of himself.

The curtain of the floor-to-ceiling window on one side of the room was not closed, and the window was connected to the outdoor swimming pool, which was blown by the wind, and the sparkling water surface in the moonlight reflected the room was churning and mottled.

They didn't turn on the lights, and the light of the room was by the moonlight, by the specks of light reflected on the water.

Xing Fei was kissed by Yan Yuan, feeling that she was on the water, fluttering, and the waves rose and fell with Yan Yuan.

Sometimes the water flows, warm and tender, like a quiet afternoon, hearing the sound of gurgling water in your ears.

Sometimes it becomes magnificent, rapid and enthusiastic, like the scorching sun of summer, and there is a tireless roar in my ears.

Suddenly, a big wave came and she was thrown into the air.

I was like bungee jumping, falling down a cliff at a rapid pace, my heart was strongly stimulated, my breathing couldn't keep up, and my brain was blank.

She only grabbed a support point and hugged it tightly, for fear that if she was not careful, she would fall deeper into the abyss.

Finally she fell, madly into the deep sea, the water wrapped around her tightly, her ears and eyes were blackened, and there was a force to pull her down, down a little more, a little more violently.

Suddenly she opened her eyes and felt like she was about to drown in the water, struggling desperately, gasping for breath, her limbs disintegrating and her throat dry.

A bright light suddenly appeared in front of her, and then turned into a fog, and she was trapped in it and couldn't find an exit, running desperately, desperately trying to get free.

Finally she was saved, lying on the bed, her chest rising and falling, and she felt like she was finally alive again.

I was so tired, I looked dazed, and I didn't want to move at all.

As if she had experienced nine deaths in her life, she felt picked up, the water washed over her body, and finally the silk summer cool was wrapped around her, she had no energy, and fell into a deep sleep.

In her sleep, she returned to the past, and the crowd in front of her was crowded, and she didn't know where she was, so she could only squeeze forward desperately.

It is the college entrance examination admission volunteer announcement list!

She looked at the list on the red paper nervously, and the first one saw Yan Yuan, who had the highest score, and went to that university of science and technology as he wished, Xing Fei felt that she was looking for herself, Normal University.

It's the one next to his school!

She almost jumped up in excitement, her wish had come true, she was able to see him again.

"Xing Fei!" Someone outside the crowd was calling, and she looked for it.

Yan Yuan was very tall, Xing Fei could see him at a glance, she was happy in her heart, and smiled at him in response.

I obviously felt that Yan Yuan's face was stunned, and he didn't react for a long time.

She finally squeezed out of the crowd and came to him, and Yan Yuan regained his normal color.

"Coincidentally, our school is next to each other." He spoke.

Unfortunately, everything was premeditated by me.

"Hmm." She replied softly.

Time shifted again, and she came to the day of the freshman party again, she escaped and came to Yan Yuan's school.

I just wanted to see him, so now in the vast sea of people, watching him speak on the stage as a freshman representative.

is equally handsome and excellent, unattainable, and she admires him like all the girls in the audience.

She knew that there were many people who liked Yan Yuan, but she was sure that no one would love Yan Yuan more than her.

Even in his own school, he could still hear rumors about Yan Yuan, after all, it was difficult for such an excellent person not to attract attention.

She secretly likes it like this, and she rejoices alone, Yan Yuan will come to her from time to time, and he hasn't forgotten her, isn't that enough?

She had no other luxury, as long as she could be by his side, she was satisfied.

In the four years of college, she only had to study hard, she wanted to become a famous journalist, become a person who could stand in society, and become a ...... Someone who is slightly qualified to stand beside him.

She thought that her crush would not come to fruition until the day Wu He came to her.

Put a thick diary in her hand, "What Yan Yuan does to you, we all see it, it's time for you to muster up courage." ”

She looked at the heavy diary on her phone, her hands shaking.

She spent the whole night reading, reading Yan Yuan's heart and her own courage.

If she wants to confess, she wants to be with Yan Yuan.

found Wu He, and Wu He promised to help him with all his might.

He found a location for himself and a plan, and during that time, the two of them always got together to study, and she quietly listened to Wu He's plan.

Finally, on her birthday, as she approached graduation, she decided it was time to take action.

Booked a pleasant bar, Wu He had already contacted the bar manager, according to his expectations, there would be moving music in the house, she wanted to sing on stage, and tell Yan Yuan all the things in her heart.

Romantic props were prepared again, and all friends would appear, waiting for Yan Yuan's response.

Everything was perfect, but the day before, a strange phone call came, and she remembered it very clearly.

"If you want Yan Yuan's diary, go to the following address."

Diary! It's Yan Yuan's diary full of heart!

She can't be thrown away, and she can't fall into the hands of anyone else.

She hurriedly called Wu He, told him everything, and rushed to the hotel first.

As for what happened later, she couldn't think about it again, it was too cruel, too bloody, and too ...... Terrible.

She fainted, and Wu He also collapsed.

When she woke up again, she was woken up by a hard pain, she felt like she had fallen into the oil pot, and her whole body was stinging hotly, it was so unbearable that she almost wanted to die directly.

"Xing Fei, wait for me to come back." Wu He lay on the brace bed and left this sentence when he left.

She wants to survive, desperately survive, her mind has not been told to Yan Yuan, and her plan has not been implemented.

But when the operation was over and the anesthetic had dissipated, she knew what real torture was.

As soon as night came, the wound began to ache violently, as if countless insects crawled through the wound, stung her, bitten her, gnawed at every inch of her skin, every bone.

She couldn't move or shout, she could only stare at the ceiling, desperately insisting.

"Yan Yuan was hospitalized and had a serious car accident." When she just came through it, the news came like a bolt from the blue.

Despite the doctor's dissuasion, she was in a wheelchair to find him.

His room was full of bodyguards, indifferent to whatever she pleaded with.

I don't know if it was her sincerity that moved them, and only allowed her to watch outside the door.

In the dead of night, she sat in a wheelchair, holding on to the pain in her body, just to look at him from a distance through the glass window of the door.

Seeing that the heartbeat meter was still fluctuating, she had hope of living.

Finally one day, Yan's mother actually agreed to let her enter the ward, and she sat beside the hospital bed excitedly, watching him full of needles.

The pain was more intense than the pain of the wound, and she wanted to touch him and hug him, but she couldn't.

She could only drop a kiss and pass all her emotions into a gentle kiss to him.

After that time, she had the motivation to recover, and whenever she couldn't stand the severe pain and collapsed on the ground, she thought about Yan Yuan lying on the hospital bed.

Whenever her tear ducts were out of control and she couldn't cry when she wanted to, she thought about Wu He, who needed her to wait.

She finally climbed up from hell, and when she went to find Yan Yuan again, Yan's mother looked at her fiercely.

"You don't have to come again, he's dead."

Such a sentence shattered all her hopes, she couldn't believe it, it was all because Yan's mother didn't like her that she lied to herself, Yan Yuan couldn't have died.

So at the cremation ceremony, Yan's mother let her go, she watched the staff push Yan Yuan in, and it was useless to let her stop him, his body was sent in and turned into ashes and preserved.

She had a complete breakdown, her body was completely broken, the high fever did not go away, she burned out pneumonia, and her wounds recurred.

It's so hot, the body is burning......

"Xing Fei, Xing Fei?"

Xing Fei opened her eyes violently, saw Yan Yuan's face, and saw the furnishings around her, she suddenly woke up, those were all dreams.

She is now married to Yan Yuan, and Yan Yuan proposed to herself in the evening.

Maybe it was the scene at night that made her mood fluctuate too much, so she remembered those pasts, and she looked at Yan Yuan who was lying beside her.

His brow furrowed nervously, and she subconsciously reached out to hug him.

"Great, you're still with me." She muttered.

Yan Yuan was awakened by her shouting and looked at her worriedly, but he didn't expect that the first thing she said when she woke up would be this.

He gently patted Xing Fei's back, "It's okay, I've always been there, and I've never left." ”

Xing Fei didn't relax her strength, and still hugged her very tightly.

"Yan Yuan, I love you, I liked you from the first time I saw you, you were standing on the balcony at that time, the sun was very bright, you were also very bright, I was attracted to you at that time. I was very grateful when you appeared in front of me to help me block those people, and I didn't dare to respond to you, my name was afraid that you would disgrace me. ”

"By the way, I thank you for taking me out, it was you who healed my heart after I was injured, it was your smile that gave me hope, I ignored you not because I don't like you, it's that I have low self-esteem, I don't think I deserve to stand next to you, I'm too dark and dirty, I don't want to stain your pure white."

She wanted to tell him all her feelings, and tell him all that the dream just now had gone through a lifetime, and she was afraid of losing Yan Yuan again.

"I didn't look down on you when you were fighting everywhere, I just didn't want you to fall, I think you've always been noble, I," her tears flowed uncontrollably, and her voice trembled.

"I miss you, I miss you very much, I thought that the days when you died were worse than death, I wanted to accompany you, but I couldn't, I was still waiting for Wu He, but, but he was also killed by me......"

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