Chapter 116: Leaning on the Cold Side--Remembering
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[They say that love is like the four seasons, but in the end, only the long four seasons accompany me. 】
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Rosewood Garden is recognized as a powerful area, how many people have broken their heads, exhausted their property and want to live closer to here, people who grew up in this place are born to win at the starting line.
His name is Yi Shihan.
Her mother is the beloved daughter of the Wang family, a business magnate, and her father is ......
He also doesn't know who his real father is.
My mother's husband was a business tycoon named Yi Heng.
And he is an illegitimate child.
I don't know how his mother persuaded the two families to take him into the Yi family, since he can remember, his gentle and cold mother is his only support, Yi Heng is not good or bad to him, but he gave him a surname, and he also has two half-brothers, who always trouble him.
Privileged environment, indifferent to hordes of servants and their families.
He had endured the life his mother had planned for him so lonely, naively thinking that as long as he did what they asked, he would be able to integrate into this strange family.
It wasn't until that summer vacation, when he came home early, that he heard the dispute between his mother and Yi Heng, and realized that everything he had was a false appearance, and his mother regarded his birth as a shame, and took him back just to temper the will of his two younger brothers and become a stumbling block on their road to success, and Yi Heng ordered someone to give him aflatoxin on the first day he came to Yi Heng's house, a toxin with a slight dose that is carcinogenic for a long time.
And the point of their dispute is only how to make him disappear into this world without leaving a trace.
He later understood a truth, in this world, no one loves him except himself.
Even the girls who secretly looked at him with loving eyes, those who sobbed and said to others after rejection, "You don't know how much I like him...... I look forward to seeing him in the morning, I want to meet him at noon, and I want to meet him at night", they can't see him in the morning, they can't meet him at noon, they can't meet him at night, and they are still doing well.
Only a stubborn person will hold on to a broken sharp shard, even if there is a bloody hole in his body.
At that time, his mind was blank, and he couldn't think about anything, but the butler's words were cruel and indifferent, and he said, this is your life.
Born in Yijia, he has to accept his fate, which means that every step he takes is a life calculated by others.
It was raining in July, and the tulips that were falling from the sky were so beautiful that he fell to the ground, staggered to his feet, and rushed into the pouring rain.
The air is filled with sad and fragile emotions.
When he woke up, the rain was still falling, and he was still soaking wet and lying in the corner, and it was getting late, and no one came to look for him, and a tulip poked its head, washed away by the rain the size of beans.
In the hazy vision, a figure holding a white umbrella approached.
"What's wrong with you?" The soft voice seemed to be covered in fog, and he felt hot all over, and he couldn't see the person in front of him clearly.
A hand gently reached his forehead.
"Ah, I have a fever......"
This exclamation was accompanied by a sudden loss of consciousness again.
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If life must be shortened into two moments, one is you, and the other is to see you again after waking up.
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Ji Tong's home is deep in the alleys of the old city, looking up at the blue-gray sky, the messy power grid divides the place into an old and messy place, and the surrounding residential buildings are a little old, the walls are peeling, and there are tattered furniture and clothes and socks piled up everywhere.
Many years later, he still remembers the back of the porridge he saw when he woke up.
There was a smell of food in the air, and the slender back was busy with its back to him.
And she turned her head casually, and her slightly smiling face was like a flower fairy blooming in the dark.
So he stretched out his hand, but only grasped the moonlight pouring out of the sky.
I don't remember how I fell in love with her, but I was depressed in the dark, even if it was a light that I could really hold in my hand, I was afraid that it would slip through my fingers.
The first time I experienced the taste of home, I felt like I was nostalgic for it.
With her, he doesn't seem to have to think about how to go in the future, don't have to think about those hardships and hardships, and don't have to worry about the future.
He wanted to get out of his family, because he didn't have to be alone, he didn't have to bear loneliness, and he didn't want to cater to those hypocritical family members, even if it meant that he would not care about their cruelty and cold-bloodedness to him.
He doesn't care about anything, even if they covet his life.
However, fate has always been stingy in giving him a little more warmth.
He transferred to her school regardless of it, and in the sporadic birdsong, the city of spring and summer gently reflected the picture of their ten fingers clasped, and suddenly her eyebrows were wet with a drop of water, and was about to reach out to touch it, he took her hand and gently kissed the water on her forehead.
This action fell into the eyes of the housekeeper who came to look for him, and everything stopped at this second.
As if it was a rebellion in his youth, his mother punished him harshly, and warned him that the road she paved for him was the best bright future, and if she did not break off contact with that girl, she would definitely try to make her disappear.
On the day of the breakup, it was a rainy day, and the light in her eyes shattered into a dull darkness, as if she could no longer bloom the light of that time.
The fifteen-year-old boy returned to his house with his eyebrows lowered and respectfully accepted the family discipline and counting.
It is said that desperate people like parallel worlds, and it was at that moment that he embarked on another eight years without her.