Under the street lamp, the hazy rain fell on his body, as if a sad shadow was shrouded between his brows, with an indelible sense of tragedy.

He is Gu Pan.

The former Gu Pan.

She was also the only "good person" with high hopes when he and He Qile were cornered.

They also really thought she would help, because at that point, she clearly nodded and said "yes".

But then what?

Later, after learning about Gu Pan's plans, Ming Yuyan suddenly found her.

That was the only time he took the initiative to find her after he suddenly alienated her in the second year of junior high school. And his intention to find her is also very clear - I hope she will not get involved in Lu Hao's affairs.

"Are you begging me for your good friend?" At that time, she deliberately found him unhappy, and she was extremely disgusted with Liang Sheng and them, so the words were also difficult to hear, "Those good friends of yours killed people, and they should have been punished by the law, and they can't harm people with peace of mind just because they have a relationship in the family, right?" ”

"Your testimony is not enough to convict, so why do you do a thankless job? I'm sorry about Lu Hao, but you're a girl, so there's no need to get involved in the grievances between them and lead the fire to yourself. Ming Yuyan said, "What's more, Lu Hao's death also had a big impact on them, maybe you think I'm biased towards them, but ...... I want you to give them a chance, and I'm sure they'll get better, even if it's ...... I'm please. When it came to the end, he stared at her almost in a low voice of pleading that she had never seen before.

"So, you're soft-hearted?" Rong Sang asked lightly.

He interjected coldly, interrupting Bu Yanxi's deep memories, it was a long time in the past, and she helplessly hooked the corners of her mouth, "Actually, it's not soft-hearted." I was originally a very timid and selfish person, and his words reminded me of He Xueyi's bullying classmates, and I was a little afraid in my heart. ”

"I don't deny that part of the reason I regretted it was out of fear, that they would hold a grudge against me, that I wouldn't be able to handle it calmly. So I told myself, what Ming Yuyan said is right, people will get better, maybe they have learned the lesson of human life, and they won't dare to act so arrogantly in the future? ”

Talking about this darkest past incident buried in her heart again, Bu Yanxi did not have the pain and worry of imagination, but the guilt still existed, "However, it is also a fact that I regret it." For Gu Pan, I broke my promises, went back on my word, and was an accomplice to the abuse. In fact, from his point of view, he is not wrong, in the final analysis, I am indeed timid and afraid, so I hope that those people will change their ways and live up to his hopes. ”

Of course, part of the reason was that she was reluctant to take the initiative to mention it in front of Rong Sang - she might have liked to quarrel with Ming Yuyan at that time, but she was reluctant to refuse his rare request.

Thinking of Gu Pan's desperate and incredulous eyes after learning that he refused to testify, Bu Yanxi rubbed her temples weakly, and sighed with some self-deprecation, "This is probably the biggest wrong thing I have ever done in my life so far." ”

"Don't be too yourself." Rong Sang stretched out his hand and gently rubbed her hair, "How old were you then?" Fourteen? Fifteen? Just a child. ”

Bu Yanxi pulled down his hand, "But, I did something wrong, didn't I?" ”

"Want to hear the truth?"

She hesitated and nodded.

"In my opinion, your position is not firm enough." Probably afraid that she would misunderstand what she meant, Rong Sang held her hand and bit it lightly, "Either you will follow through on the promise you promised to others to the end, or don't ignore his request rashly from the beginning." ”

"So, I just was wrong." Bu Yanxi frustrated his hand away.

"You." Rong Sang sighed helplessly, "Why can't you hear my point." ”

"I know your point." Bu Yanxi muttered, "You have to do what you promise to others, and you can't waver." But I just have such and such problems, and I am trying to change them, but things are already like this, what can I do? In the future, every time I meet Gu Pan, I will stretch my face over and let him scold him fiercely to relieve his anger? ”