Chapter 228: I can't, I just want to look at him like this
Saying this, Hexiang's tears fell even more fiercely, and she was so choked that she couldn't speak.
Yes, she said that he was her reborn parent, and the funny thing is that he treated her like a daughter, but she had thoughts about him that she shouldn't have.
It's her, it's what she did wrong, it's her wishful thinking, Cao Chunhua is right, a person like her is not worthy of such a good him.
Thinking of this, Hexiang shook her head again and again, and the tears fell with her movements, and just happened to throw a drop on the back of the man's hand, making him frown subconsciously.
"I'm sorry...... I'm sorry! Hexiang cried and said, she couldn't care if there was anyone outside the house.
She looked at the person in her heart through hazy tears and cried, "I'm not...... I didn't mean to, you forgive me, I really ...... I really won't bother you, I ...... I'll leave now...... Let's go now......"
As he spoke, he turned sideways and bypassed Zhu Ji to pack his things.
Zhu Zhi naturally wouldn't let her be like this, her long legs blocked people's way with one step, Hexiang sobbed and raised her head, looking at those gentle and good-looking eyes, and felt pain in her heart.
Zhu Yu gently wiped away the tears that kept falling with the square towel in his hand, and said in a deep voice: "You don't have to go anywhere, this is your home, where are you going to go when you leave home?" ”
Seeing that the person was about to cry again, Zhu Ji took a step forward slightly, gently took the person into his arms, touched her hair, and sighed: "Child, you are only seventeen, but I am almost unconfused, why should you worry about someone like me, it's not worth it." ”
The rapid snow turned over the incense pavilion, the breeze blew to the gall bottle plum, and the heart word has turned into ashes.
Over the years, his heart has already died with Wanrou's death, he is not a good person, he still knows that he still has this, otherwise he would not have married the daughter of the Cao family less than two years after Wanrou left.
It is a fact that Cao Chunhua is happy with him, and it is also a fact that he put medicine in his wine, but if he can help himself that day, there will be no such thing as the woman waking up in his bed.
In the end, he touched her body, and betrayed Wanrou to have children with other women, otherwise, this family would not have become like this today.
Fan'er is right, he is not a good husband, let alone a good father, and now he is hurt to such a good girl to shed tears for him, he is not a good man, how can he be worthy of love?
"No......" Hexiang shook her head in his arms, tears soaked the man's clothes, she clenched tightly, "It's not like this......"
How could it not be worth it, if it weren't for his kindness, maybe there would be no one like her in this world today.
Zhu Zhu didn't speak, his arms gently wrapped around her, and he said after a while: "Don't feel that you can't stand me, you are still young, and you can't tell what admiration and admiration are, from today onwards, we will forget about this matter, and don't say anything to leave, as if this is a dream, when you distinguish what is admiration and what is admiration, you will no longer think so." ”
As he spoke, he let go of her, bowed his head and asked, "So, okay?" ”
In terms of treating men and women, he admits that he is a careless person, but he really doesn't want such a good girl to be buried in his hands in vain.
Mr. Zhu is gentle, but his gentleness is also cold, he doesn't know that at this moment, if he is willing to reprimand him fiercely and reprimand a few times, Hexiang will not be so sad.
But he didn't even have a harsh word in his life, how could he know that his gentleness was the most painful thing for people.
Hexiang looked up at him, her eyes were slightly swollen, and tears welled up, "What if I can't say it well?" ”
Zhu Zhu was stunned for a moment, his thin lips opened, but he couldn't speak, and after a while, he said, "You are an obedient child......"
"No," Hexiang shook her head, the corners of her lips hooked up a self-deprecating smile, "I'm disobedient, and I'm not your child, sir, you don't know, Hexiang in front of you is all pretending, she is actually full of scheming, it's different from what you think, if you don't let me go today, in the future, I'm afraid I'll pester you and don't leave, aren't you afraid?" ”
Listening to the old lady, although the dead Wanrou had a strange temperament, she was very well-behaved in front of him, and she deliberately made that appearance in front of him because she knew this.
If she was really obedient as he said, then she wouldn't have calculated Cao Chunhua with the second girl, she was so bad, she was so scheming.
Zhu Zhu frowned, the seriousness on his delicate face frightened him, "Hexiang, you can't ......"
"Yes," Hexiang took the words, smiled self-deprecatingly, and said, "I can't, and I don't dare, sir, I always like you, how can people gossip about you, so you should let me go, go, and I won't have to see you every day......"
As she spoke, the choking in her throat made her speechless anymore.
Zhu Yu was a little at a loss, and said: "Why bother, you are a good girl, there is no need to deliberately say such things for people like me, if you intend to let you go, I will not bring you back in the early years, Hexiang, is it not the same as before?" ”
Before?
Hexiang pursed her lips and tasted the taste of her own tears, and the bitterness in her heart drowned her like a spring.
Zhu Ji couldn't help but sigh, helpless and distressed in his eyes.
"You know, I categorically can't have that kind of relationship with you, not because I care about my own reputation, but you should understand that you and I can't do it, so why should you give up your three-year relationship with us for this impossible thing?"
Every time he said a word, Hexiang's tears fell even more violently, and at last she sobbed and cried.
Zhu Zhu didn't know how to persuade him, and in the end he had no choice, so he shook his head and said: "You can figure it out, in this world, you can't only live by relying on the love of men and women, Fan'er and her sister will definitely not let you go like this, of course, I don't want you to leave, so you can think about it." ”
After saying that, Zhu Yu sighed and turned sideways over the lotus fragrance to go out.
"Sir!" Hexiang panicked, turned around suddenly, and her eyes were full of tears.
Zhu Ji paused and turned to look at her.
Hexiang trembled her lips, looked at him, and asked, "Really...... Can't you? ”
Hearing this, Zhu Zhi's eyes froze, and finally bowed his head, "Well, I can't." ”
At that moment, Hexiang felt that the sky that had been covering her head collapsed, and the strength of her body was completely drained at this moment, not even enough to support her to stand up, and her legs fell to the ground weakly.
Zhu Jian subconsciously stepped forward and stretched out his hand, but he finally held back.
Since there is no promise, there is no hope.
How could He Xiang not capture his determination, only to feel that his heart was as cold as ice, and all thoughts were discouraged.
She still remembered that year, and like this, he appeared to her like a god, looked at her with those beautiful eyes, stretched out his hand to her, and told her: From now on you will go home with me.
That year was the brightest year in her life for more than ten years, and she met the man who was as warm as the sun in winter, as if she only needed to look at him, and no matter how cold the day was, it could turn into a sunny March.
But now, it is still the winter of that year, but that round of spring is far away from her, and it may no longer exist.
And all this is caused by her own hands......
Zhu Zhi left, and after looking deeply at the silent crying woman on the ground, he left a square towel to wipe her tears and left.
The past has become empty, still like a dream, the world's love, the most afraid is the falling flowers, the first acquaintance, who would have thought that one day would fall in love, otherwise how can there be that not as good as the first time to see the rhetoric.
"Sister Hexiang ......"
Zhu Fan helped the person to sit on the bed, she wanted to trouble the old man, but it didn't seem to be so easy to see the old man's appearance, so she spared him for the sake of him being a wounded.
It's just that seeing the appearance of the people close to him, Zhu Fan's heart is also extremely uncomfortable.
Hexiang chuckled, and suddenly remembered what Cao Chunhua said at the top of the mountain, "Fanfan, do you think I'm really cheap?" ”
When Zhu Fan heard this, he immediately frowned, "Who is allowed to say this about yourself, you can't get along with this word at all, okay?" Cao Chunhua is called cheap. ”
Damn, if it weren't for that woman, this person wouldn't be like this now, and the old man of her family is really, isn't it good to stay at home, what are you running if you're not injured?
"Don't blame him," Hexiang said after only looking up and seeing that she was off her father.
Zhu Fan squeezed her hand angrily and said, "Sister Hexiang, when have you been talking to him for a long time, isn't it enough for him to hurt you?" ”
Hexiang smiled when she heard this, and looked at her with those red and swollen eyes, "Do you really think he hurt me?" ”
Zhu Fan was stunned for a moment, pursed his lips and did not speak.
Yes, the old man of her family had not done anything out of the ordinary in this matter, he just brought back the hungry little girl on the side of the road, and then arranged for her to eat and live, and gave her a food and clothing life.
She is also angry with the old man, so she will say that he provoked it himself, but she knows very well what it is, no one can say wrong in this matter, she can only say that she was born at the wrong time, and she has to do it.
He Xiang smiled, turned his head to look away, and seemed to say to himself, "Actually, I already knew that I didn't have any results with him, but if I like it, I like it, it has nothing to do with his age, and I didn't want to put a foot between him and Cao Chunhua, I just wanted to look at him like this, it's enough......"
"Heh......" The throat was very uncomfortable, Hexiang sniffed, and continued: "It's okay, it's good to let him know, at least let him remember such a thing, I don't have any regrets." ”
Zhu Fan didn't feel good when he heard it, held her hand and said: "Sister Hexiang, don't be like this, he is not the only man in the world, why hang yourself on a tree, you shouldn't just focus on him alone." ”
Hexiang turned her head to look at her and asked, "What about you?" ”
"Me?" I don't know why.
He Xiang smiled and asked: "If you really like someone, will you let go so easily?" ”