85. The deepest pain VS the best love
"It's a tranquilizer that relieves the pain of your high fever at night."
"Don't. No. My hands and feet were trembling, and when there was no way back, I squatted down and hugged my arm, "Don't touch me." ”
"This...."Gao Ziqian looked embarrassed, not understanding why I had such a big reaction.
"Fuck off, don't touch me." I curled up at the table, my eyes swept over Gao Ziqian in front of me in a panic, and seeing that he was stunned, I didn't hesitate to grab the syringe in his hand and throw it on the ground, and then kept stepping on my feet, "I don't want injections, I don't give injections." ”
Suddenly, I was hugged by a pair of familiar arms, he was the smell I was familiar with, I closed my eyes, tears flowed down my eyes, I grabbed his shirt, desperately broke free: "Please, don't give me injections, don't give me injections." ”
This instinctive movement made both of them silent, I grabbed my hair, looked at Zou Moyan in confusion and looked down at me and said, "Jiajia, no injections, no injections." ”
I don't believe it, the whole person curled up on the ground and hugged the corner of the table, Gao Ziqian didn't know when he had gone out, and Zou Moyan and I were left in the room, his hand carefully wiped the tears from the corners of my eyes, and coaxed me softly, "I'll pick you up?" Good no good. ”
I shook my head, "Zou Moyan, don't touch me, I'm afraid of you, I'm afraid." ”
Zou Moyan's arm that was already around me was stiff and motionless, the injured look in his eyes became more and more obvious, I glanced at it and then lowered his eyes decisively, this man was affectionate for a while and ruthless for a while, and I was more and more unsure of which one was the real him.
"Okay, I won't touch you." Zou Moyan slowly let go of the hand that was wrapping around me, "But can you come to bed and rest by yourself?" Wound dehiscence would be troublesome, huh? ”
I didn't speak, but Zou Moyan was a little nervous, "Jiajia, come, come here." ”
I shook my head and looked at Zou Moyan timidly, "I don't want injections." ”
"No injections."
Unmoved, Zou Moyan stood up and moved towards the door, and when I saw that he was far enough away from me, I slowly got up and walked to the bed.
I curled up on the bed and didn't dare to move, Zou Moyan stood for a while and left, I gradually felt that my body was hot, my head was groggy, and I didn't even have the strength to turn over, in the chaos, I felt a slight tingling on the back of my hand, something cold and cold on my lips, someone gently grabbed me and held me in his arms.
His body is cold and cold, I am not tempted to stick to him, I am hot, he is cold.
I don't seem to have slept so peacefully, since I left Zou Moyan, I feel that everything is like a dream, I try my best every day to live in my own way, I want to be the best version of myself, but I always forget one thing, the current He Jiaran, twenty-two years old, except for a decent job, nothing else.
I forgot about it too. While Zou Moyan gave me those piercing pains, he also gave me the best love.
The result of a good night's sleep was that when I woke up, Zou Moyan was still asleep, his hands were tightly wrapped around my waist, and I was lying on his chest.
I moved slightly and he woke up, we hadn't seen such a meeting for a long time, he looked at me a little embarrassed, and I also looked down, not wanting to look at him.
My whole body was still lying on his body, because one hand was injured, I wanted to move but I couldn't use the strength, Zou Moyan's hand didn't mean to let go, I used one hand hard for a long time before I barely sat up.
Suddenly, his hand touched my forehead, then compared his own, and went out without a sound.
Before I could come back to my senses, Gao Ziqian came to me and said with a smile, "Zou Moyan said that your fever has subsided, I have prescribed anti-inflammatory drugs for you, you go back and take it on time, and don't touch the water on the wound, if you don't want to leave a scar, go to my hospital to find me when you change the dressing." ”
I nodded, "Got it." ”
"Last night you started talking nonsense after you had a high fever, Zou Moyan guarded you for a night, although I don't know what happened between you, but I think the woman who can make Zou Moyan so attentive must be what he cares about, don't look at this person who is sunny and has a strange temper, in fact, he is the most fragile in his heart, many times, some of the things he does are involuntary and insincere."
What happened between me and what happened to me was involuntarily and insincerely?
I politely thanked Gao Ziqian and then left the hospital, on the way back to the unit, Lu Chengying said that he had something to go to the United States temporarily, let me take good care of myself, he never told me when he was on a business trip in the past, I don't know what happened to this guy, and he greeted me when he went out.
I answered a few words and was about to hang up the phone, but Lu Chengying said, "No matter what happens in the future, you must remember that what I Lu Chengying does is for you, and my heart for you, although you ......"
"Gotta get it!" I stopped what Lu Chengying was about to say, "It seems that you want to be martyred, yes, don't do this, I can't afford it." ”
"Jiajia, I affectionately confess that I was once again dispersed by your pretended incomprehension, but it's okay, wait for the master to come back, hum!"
Lu Chengying hung up the phone directly, and I held the phone with an inexplicable expression.
When I got back to the office, the office didn't have the disgusting smell of yesterday, but I just had to think about the feces and other things that had been spilled on my desk yesterday, and my throat and eyes itched, and I covered my mouth and rushed into the bathroom, retching for a long time.
"He Jiaran, what's wrong with you? Uncomfortable? Sister Liu saw me and patted me on the back behind me, "Are you vomiting so much?" ”
"It's okay, I smell that smell yesterday, I'm disgusting."
"Oh, the office has been disinfected at high temperature yesterday, and I found a professional cleaner to clean it, you can rest assured, who did this is too immoral, but don't worry, I have always stood by your side."
I looked at Sister Liu's smiling face, and also smiled, "Well, thank you." ”
We went back to the office together, Lu Xiaoxiao saw me enter the door and handed me a whole bottle of a certain brand of eau de parfum, "Well, you can spray whatever it smells, how much she splashes, how many bottles of perfume I have waiting for it." ”
The delicate yellow bottle exuded a dazzling light, and I don t need to say the value of this thing, Yu Xiaomai on the side said. "This is a limited edition of Master C, will it be too extravagant to spray the office?"
"Luxury?" Lu Xiaoxiao sprayed it in the air, I was choked by this rich aroma and coughed, Lu Xiaoxiao was indeed very calm, "Jiajia, spray it casually, I have a box at home, this thing can also prevent villains, you can put it away." ”
After speaking, Lu Xiaoxiao glared at Yu Xiaomai and returned to his seat.
Yu Xiaomai retorted, "What's awesome? Isn't it just a rich father! Hum! ”
I sneered, "Don't splash Lu Xiaoxiao, the strength of the Lu family is enough to make you unable to eat and walk around." ”
"You...."
"What am I?" I waited for Lu Xiaoxiao's panicked look, and sprayed perfume on her heart, "You have the first head of IQ and EQ, and you are happy to play your own plays, when others can't see it?" Yu Xiaomai, don't give me a chance to catch you! ”
Yu Xiaomai couldn't say anything about me, blushing and anxious to justify, Lao Yu came over at this time and shouted, "Yu Xiaomai, you come with me." ”
Yu Xiaomai stomped his heels and Lao Yu went out, I looked at her back and shook my head, the peddler is just a pawn.
Approaching the end of the year, everyone began to maintain the work of customers, Lu Xiaoxiao has gone to Bali for a vacation with a cousin, many people took the gift cards issued by the unit and began to run between customers, I also took some things to a few big customers as usual, because it was the end of the year, several financial directors on the other side were very busy, and there was no time to eat with us.
In the afternoon, I called the financial director of He Changan, and the other party told me very politely that it was inconvenient today, and he would take the initiative to visit another day, so I naturally couldn't say anything, and after saying a few polite words, I hung up the phone.
There is still one e-commerce company left that is Zou Moyan, I called their financial director, and the other party said that he was willing to meet, I took my things and went straight to the e-commerce company, and after seeing their financial director, I handed them the little heart in my hand.
No one in this world is to receive a gift and look at each other coldly, everyone politely chatted for a while, I deeply feel that this place is a place that can not stay for a long time, and found an excuse to go out of the accounting department, the financial director said to send me, and I politely refused.
When I got out of the elevator, I happened to meet Pan Yiming, who had just come back, this person hadn't been sloppy for a while, his eyes were gray and there was no look, and he greeted me woodenly, "Are you here?" ”
"Well, just finished doing business."
"Does Zou Moyan know you're coming?"
I shook my head, "I don't know, I'll go first, I'll contact you another day." ”
As I spoke, I bypassed him and walked out of the company's door, I don't know why, I always feel a little uncomfortable in my heart, how I am uncomfortable, I can't say.
Approaching the evening when the sky was gray, I went home and simply washed up and snuggled up on the sofa to watch TV, watching the people on the TV desperately pretending to be stupid and making the audience laugh, I actually remembered the situation of watching a variety show at Zou Moyan's house that day.
At that time, I watched it with relish, and he was dismissive.
"Bang bang bang!" There was a knock at the door, the voice was urgent, and the strength was very strong, I put on my shoes and walked to the cat's eye at the door to look outside, and what caught my eye was Zou Moyan's tie untied and staring at the cat's eye at me.
"Bang bang bang!" The knock on the door became more and more urgent, and the strength became stronger and stronger, revealing impatience in his tone: "Jiajia, open the door"