After the group left the state-run bookstore, Yirou asked Gu Wentao to push the wheelchair, and the two of them were left behind.

Zeng Yirou thought about seeing Gu Wentao's lost and uneasy expression just now, and her heart was as soft as a marshmallow.

said that they would start over with each other and no longer fall in love, but in the end, she still always cares about his every move, word and deed.

The only difference from the previous life is that in the previous life, he was the only one in her world, and if she lost him, the world would become gray, and the feelings would be silent and without brilliance.

In this life, it has only been half a year, and her world has been full of all kinds of colors, such as dependent family affection, close friendship, and even terrible classmates, all of which are sprinkled with highlights and memories in her life.

Love, on the contrary, has become less life-heavy and air-necessary.

What she wants to protect is the simple ordinariness of now.

So, she made her choice a long time ago, didn't she?

I'm sorry, Gu Wentao!

Now, the only thing she can do is not to make him too sad, he should be a sunny, confident, and handsome boy who should not change because of her special presence.

She couldn't give him what he wanted, at least, let him still have himself.

"Wen Tao, I'm sorry!

I know that I was in the bookstore just now, and what I said was a bit heavy, so I'm really sorry.

You obviously mean well, but I don't know what to do.

But, Wen Tao, we are friends.

Just like the passage in "Jane Eyre": The two of us have passed through the grave and stood at the feet of God, and we are equal.

Wen Tao, I hope that our relationship is also equal, not that one party is giving charity and the other side is pitied.

If we keep being like this, we might as well never know each other. ”

"Is my act just a charity for you?

Can you really turn a blind eye to my feelings?

You know, I'm not a bullshit pity for you!

Why would you still say such things to hurt me? ”

Gu Wentao's interest, which had just calmed down, suddenly became even more bitter, and he really wanted to throw out his already scarred heart, hold it in front of her, and let her see it.

Zeng Yirou stopped the wheelchair, turned around, looked up at Gu Wentao, and said, "Wentao, it's because I understand you too well that I can't give you what you want, so I feel even more guilty."

Every bit of your kindness to me is like a thousand-pound stone to me, pressing on my heart, almost making me unable to breathe.

I just don't want to let us change our flavor and lose our original face because of these money relations that you have so-called good intentions and imposed on us.

Wen Tao, as I said, we are friends.

Your kindness to me, I keep it in my heart.

But have you thought about what is really good for me?

It's not about buying study materials, it's not about buying gifts, it's not about making me remember your feelings and dedication over and over again.

I wish it could be a little simpler and more relaxed between us.

I hope that Gu Wentao, who is standing in front of me, is not such a compromised, but a confident and proud person who will always shine with dazzling brilliance.

Do you understand what I mean?

I want you to be yourself, only if you do yourself first, others will see your advantages and be more impressed by you. ”

Gu Wentao gradually calmed down, half-squatted in front of Zeng Yirou, and after a long time, he said, "I understand what you mean."

You're trying to say, let me not be too deliberate to please you, for this reason the friendship that has been accumulated with money is not reliable, and you don't like it.

You also want to say that I don't want to forget myself because I like you, the first thing I have to do is to be myself.

Right? ”

Zeng Yirou breathed a long sigh of relief, squinted his eyes with a smile, and said, "You finally understand what I mean."

I can't respond to your feelings right now, I should say, I can't respond to anyone's feelings right now, so it's just right that we're friends. The last time you came to Guxian, what I said was not a whim, but really what I thought.

And, Wen Tao, have you noticed, when everyone was chatting together at noon today, when we heard the plans and visions you said, everyone looked at you with longing and admiration.

That's what you should be, what you should be, not just in the bookstore, looking at me cautiously in the eyes, testing my meaning, such a humble look.

You like that, it only makes me feel guilty and upset.

If, in the future, I really want to choose a relationship to love someone, we must, spiritually, in front of the soul, we are equal, and one of the two parties is too humble for love to last. ”

Just like in her previous life, she is like Gu Wentao now, she is too humble in the face of love, too cautious, too important, restraining each other, and hurting the people who love them.

Although the roles in this life have been reversed, she has no feeling of happiness at all, only deep reflection and resistance.

She was reborn, and the life she wanted to live was full of sunshine and love, sweeping away all those cold humility and injustice.

"Thank you, Ero!"

Although Gu Wentao felt a faint loss in his heart, he was more translucent and stable.

Before, Zhou Zhiyuan said that he doesn't have much attitude towards this relationship, he can be obsessed, but he shouldn't be quiet. He hadn't done anything wrong, she hadn't asked for anything arrogantly, why did he make emotional things so heavy?

Love, when people recall, shouldn't it be more joy and smiles?

He used the wrong approach and attitude from the start.

He is glad that there is still a lot of time and opportunities between them, and there is still a long way to go between them.

He believes that the next time she sees herself, she will definitely change back to that confident and chic self.

Zeng Yirou tilted his head slightly and chuckled: "Let's go quickly, otherwise, we won't be able to catch up with everyone!" ”

"Good!" Gu Wentao shouted happily, striding to push Zeng Yirou to catch up with the people who were walking in front.

As soon as they passed, Zeng Yichen glared at Gu Wentao, forcibly took the wheelchair, and didn't let him push it anymore. This man is digging into the corners of people's walls right under his nose, which is too blatant.

Gu Wentao touched his nose, he had nothing to do with his future brother-in-law, smiled and walked away.

Zhao Mumu sneaked up on Zeng Yirou, looked ahead, and asked in a low voice, "Sister, does this person surnamed Gu like you?" What did you just say in the back? Did he confess to you? Hey, it's so bold, our family Zhao Linlin only dares to write a love letter, what should I do in the future? ”