104. Fish fins
But this god did not accept his Bodhi pendant in the end.
I don't know which girl he gave his heart to, after all, in the 140,000 years I didn't see him, I slept in a coffin deep in the galaxy. But I know that since his pendant is no different from his heart, if I accept it, it will be equivalent to taking his life.
I didn't send him when he left the galaxy, because I couldn't see it at all, and I said a few kind words, and there was some greeting in my tone, so I shut up. At that time, I suddenly felt that in the face of the catastrophe, personal feelings and grievances were lightly floated to the point that they could be ignored. For example, I'm with Nan Xiao. He poked me in the sore spot and punished my mind many times, but in the end, after he told me the secret of his thousand-eyed Bodhi and felt the mellow and warm touch of the pendant, I felt that the past was all gone with the stars.
This god is a soft-hearted immortal in the end. To Yun Yan, to Nan Xiao, and Nie Su who cut my fish scales at the beginning.
The hatred and hatred that I once thought were finally dissipated in the clouds. Time is like a white horse, and sometimes it will suddenly pass away with hatred.
The fifth day of the third month is the day I made an appointment with Prince Qi, and I asked him to come to the galaxy to find me that day. In fact...... He probably won't be able to see me, only the fins I gave him in Tuo Jinwan.
On the night of the third day of the first month of March, the stars of the Milky Way are magnificent, reflecting the bright and bright all around, I have good eyesight, holding the silver knife in my hand, even the carved patterns on the knife body can be seen clearly, holding the silver knife and drawing a stroke, after making up my mind, I called Jin Xuan.
She didn't know what I was doing, but she kept remembering that my eyes were not very good, and she didn't ask me to touch needles or swords, but now she was startled when she saw me holding a dagger, and said with a panicked expression: "Lord Shenzun, you can be careful of yourself." ”
I smiled, "It's okay. ”
Raised her hand to pour herself a cup of tea, and added a cup to Jin Juan, her eyelids trembled, and she raised her eyes to look at me, her face was already worried. She was such a smart girl, she even made me feel on par with Aunt Su Ran for thirty-five days, she didn't touch the tea I pushed her, but she held my hand and said uneasily: "Lord Shenzun, you are planning to ...... Going to the apocalypse? ”
She is so smart, there is no need for this god to beat around the bush. He took her hand and placed the silver knife in her hand.
"Divine Venerable...... What do you mean by that? ”
I couldn't speak, looking at the silver knife, the scene of 150,000 years ago was like a mist filling the spiritual platform, I opened my eyes and closed my eyes, all of them were bound by magic, turned into a silver fish and trapped on the hanging jade plate.
The sea fog of the Nine Heavens of Desireless Sea, recklessly rolling into the Shenzun Mansion, Nie Su came out of the sea fog at that time, my eyes were still good at that time, through this diffuse sea fog, I could see clearly the water blue jade jue tied around Nie Su's waist, I could see the light ink-colored mountains and rivers on his water-colored silk shirt, and even the delicate patterns on the knife body, and I could see the extremely thin and cold blade.
The silver knife slashed down against my face, and the scales fell with blood. The god who wields the sword, his hand has not trembled, and the blade has not trembled.
All this is like yesterday, but it has been passed away.
I suppressed the convulsions in my heart, and said to Jin Wan as gently as possible: "Have you ever killed a fish?" ”
Jin Juan didn't know why, held the silver knife, and said in a panic: "When Jin Juan was cooking in Pingsuli, he killed fish. ”
But she didn't know that I was originally a silverfish, and since I returned to the divine realm for so long, I have never told anyone except those who knew it back then.
"Does Lord Divine Venerable want to eat fish? Wait a minute, Jin Juan can do it for you today. ”
When she had said that, she was about to get up, but I took her by the hand and told her to sit down and listen to me, "Since you have killed a fish, it is easy to speak." I poured a cup of tea, suppressed the nausea in my stomach, and continued, "On the fourth day of the third month, that is, tomorrow, in the evening, I will have someone bring a whitebait...... That whitebait, it's kind of weird, because it doesn't have scales. Don't panic, cut off the fins," I pulled out a white jade and placed it in front of her, and continued, "Put the cut fins in here." On the fifth day of the third month, Prince Yuqi of the Nine Heavens is coming, and you tell him that there is something wrong with this god, and ask him to bring this white jade back with you. As for what he should do, I have turned it into a recipe and sealed it in this coffin. ”
She looked at me in a daze, her face full of doubt.
I smiled, "What are you so nervous about?" Maybe it's too complicated for me to say it just now, so I'll tell you it again. In fact, it's just a fish, and when the time comes, I will send someone to give it to you, and you cut off the fins of this fish and put it in this coffin, and when Prince Qi comes to the Milky Way, you will give it to him. Well, it's as simple as that. ”
She nodded. The fingertips touched the white jade qi, and he lowered his head and didn't know what to think again.
"This god is going out tonight, it will probably take a few days to come back, you are in the galaxy yourself, if you feel lonely, go to the thirty-five days to talk to Su Ran, she likes you very much."
Jin Juan raised his eyes suddenly, stared at me and said, "The day before yesterday, you said that the catastrophe of the Big Dipper was imminent, but now you have to go out." Where is His Holiness going? How long do you want to stay? Some tears suddenly overflowed in the delicate eyes, and he couldn't bear to fall out, his eyebrows were slightly wrinkled, and his voice was a little undulating, "In this lifetime, can Jin Juan still see you?" ”
She asked me that, and I was stunned. I was about to quickly tell a lie and prevaricate the past, but she didn't give me time, and then asked me again: "Is Your Excellency trying to deceive Jin Juan?" Why did you drag someone to bring that whitebait to me, why couldn't you bring it back yourself? ”
Speaking of this, as if he suddenly thought of something, his pupils suddenly tightened, held my hand, and said with trembling lips and teeth: "Your Excellency...... Can you tell Jin Xuan, the silverfish...... So who the hell is the whitebait? ”
I looked out of the pavilion and felt that the starlight was overflowing, and there was a cool air in my bones. I knew I couldn't hide it from her after all.
"It's a long story."
"Jin Juan is willing to listen."
I raised my hand, held the jade crown on my head, and said with a smile: "Then I'll tell you." 180,000 years ago, in this sea of desirelessness, there was a silverfish. The silverfish was supposed to die, but it was found to be amazing. ”
Fingertips pinched out a trick, and the hexagram book slowly appeared, spread flat on the table, in front of Jin Juan.
"There are fish in nine days, and they swim. Maintain the eyes and the silver. The Milky Way has a catastrophe, and the stars fall into the lightfall. If the ear of the silver fish can turn into stars. She read aloud, her expression was already shocked, and she looked at me and said, "Desireless sea is this...... Can this fish replenish the stars? ”
I nodded: "The reason why it doesn't have fish scales is because its fish scales have been cut off to make up for the stars that have fallen in the Milky Way." "I flipped through the hexagram book, took the silver knife and slashed it on my arm, and the blood fell into the back of the hexagram book, and the hidden lines were revealed.
"The fish scales are numerous, and they can replenish the Milky Way; The number of fins is small, which can protect the Beidou. The number of fish eyes is double, which can be filled with acacia; It looks like this silverfish, and it is surrounded by long-term fate...... So, this time, the stars of the fall of the Beidou are going to be completed with the fins of this silverfish? ”
I said yes.
Jin Juan was a little overwhelmed, "Lord Divine Venerable, forgive Jin Juan for being incompetent...... This matter is very important, and it shouldn't be done by Jin Juan, "biting his lip and showing pain on his face," besides, ...... Besides, I think this whitebait is too pathetic. It's not the same fish we eat, it's ...... How painful should it be to have fish scales cut alive and fins cut off alive? ”
Speaking like this, it made my stomach twitch again, so I hurriedly poured a sip of tea.
Jin Juan saw that my face was not quite right: "Divine Venerable, you ......" suddenly realized something, added some dark dimness to his face, and said a little shyly: "Your Excellency, have you been nauseous lately?" But ......"
I didn't think she was right, but I didn't think much about it, "But what?" ”
She was a little embarrassed, and weighed it for a long time before asking, "Have you ever done the gift of Duke Zhou with Meng Zexuanjun?" ”
At that time, the mind of this god deity was all on the body of the Six Realms and the Big Dipper, and there was no superfluous thought in the things on the side, and the reaction was a little slow...... To put it simply, at that time, the god was respected in the matter of the side, and the brain was a little not very good, seeing that she asked about it with a difficult face, she didn't think about it deeply, but only felt a little hot cheeks, "I'm with him...... Well, Meng Ze and I have lived like you think. ”
At that time, there was still Muhualou in the mortal world, the fat powder was fragrant and greasy in the wing, and the candle flame was enchanting in the curtain. He hugged me and leaned close to the sword technique of my ear pinna, "I have nothing to give you, I have never had a precious jade to give you." ”
But in the end, I recited this sword trick and gave him a sword.
At that time, I fell asleep in a blur, and I heard him say that he would marry me back to Xuanluo Palace in a few days. But I forgot to ask what time it was, and now I can't ask anymore. "After a while" has become "far away", and has become "no hope".
Now, it's been four months, and I haven't even seen him. Lirong said that he was safe and sound now, but he was safe and sound, but he came to me from Future Galaxy......
I was sad, but I told myself that Meng Ze was right not to come to me, he could break off his relationship, stop coming to me, stop thinking about me, and he would no longer have this "two love each other, one injury" with me.
That's fine. If he is peaceful and glad, then all is good.
I feel so hurt that the past is indescribable. But Jin Wan in that room had already held my hand, his face was mixed with joy, his lips and teeth trembled a few times, and he said a complete sentence-
"Sushu-sama, you ...... Are you going to add a doll? ”
This deity ...... Shocked, he almost rolled down from the chair unsteadily, and when he spoke, he only felt that his lips and teeth trembled more than Jin Xuan, and it took a lot of effort to say a sentence - "What did you say, what did you just say?!" ”