Chapter 47: Out of the Palace

Guan Yong didn't seem to notice the calm faux pas, walked over and took her hand, with a sad smile on his face: "Calm down, you haven't had a good time these two days, right?" ”

"Madame, please take a seat, and the slave will go and fetch hot tea." Kong Lingci replied with a hint of interest.

"Slaves and maids have always been like this, why did Madame say this?" Calmly asked.

Guan Yong sat down on the chair and said with a smile: "Calm down, Sima Nan, he doesn't love me, and I don't love him, you know, the reason why he married me and seems to be willing is because of Jiang Ming."

How can I let him live up to his life just to repay his kindness.

When I entered the palace today, I had already made it clear to the Queen Mother that I wanted to reconcile with Sima Nan, and although we were called husband and wife in the past few days, we had never lived together.

So you just have to rest assured that what's yours is yours and nothing has changed. ”

He calmly took a step back and looked at her in a little surprise.

Guan Yong is an atmospheric woman, she knows this, but she really didn't expect that this woman would be so heroic and say these words without a trace of pretentiousness.

"Madam, you must not be like this, you are still the wife of a general, can't you act cheaply by taking advantage of this identity?" Calm down.

Guan Yong's eyes flowed, and he chuckled, but there was sadness between his eyebrows: "Calm down, Jiang Ming, he is stingy, should he like me to pretend to be husband and wife with other men every day." ”

"Doctor Jiang wants to go out of the palace to open a small shop, if you restore your aunt's identity, how can you leave the palace freely, it is better to still be the general's wife, you can still live outside the palace and fulfill your wishes." Calm down.

Guan Yong stared at her and smiled: "Calm down, if that's the case, won't you blame me for robbing your man?" ”

calmly looked at the distant mountains outside the window: "Madam, the general has never been a slave man, and he is willing to marry you." ”

Guan Yong sighed heavily: "Calm down, maybe he doesn't know you very well, but he has never doubted anything you did."

It's the same this time, he questions you, he just wants you to be angry and leave him, because he has already made up his mind to take care of me for Jiang Ming.

You say, these men, how can they be so stupid, they obviously love us with their lives, but they refuse to say it, they don't want us to know.

What is the meaning of such a love? ”

Shook his head calmly, his always expressionless face was a little moved: "Impossible, Guan Yong, impossible, what you said is just Jiang Ming, not him." ”

"Calm down, you haven't been together for a long time, I don't understand why Sima Nan fell in love with you, but I know that your understanding of each other is really far worse than that of me and Jiang Ming.

I can't guess Jiang Ming's thoughts, let alone let you guess Sima Nan's thoughts. ”

Guan Yongdao: "Slowly you will understand that Sima Nan was just an orphan brought into the palace by Master Liao, and over the years, he has climbed to this position step by step with his own ability, and this person's wisdom and means are absolutely against the sky." How could he doubt you and question you. ”

"It's just your guess." Calm down.

Guan Yong shook his head: "This is not what I guessed, I found it from his expression."

Because of his duties, he never drank more than half a glass, and sometimes although he drank too much, he always forced the wine out of his body while drinking.

But in the past few days, he has been getting drunk every day, eager to drink all the wine jars in the house, and eager to get drunk and become a big-headed ghost, and he can't remember anything. ”

"Maybe, he, he's just sad because of Jiang Ming's matter? Maybe, maybe he's just angry that I betrayed you two. ”

Calm down.

Guan Yong laughed: "Calm down, don't distort other people's meanings like this." Even I believe that the events of that day have absolutely nothing to do with you, let alone Sima Nan, who is wise against the sky. ”

Calm down with a sour feeling in my heart, I don't want to continue this topic.

If Sima Nan really thinks so, then he really does it.

Even if Guan Yong wanted to reconcile and leave, Sima Nan might not agree.

Guan Yong said that she didn't know Sima Nan, she didn't know him, but she was almost sure of this matter, Sima Nan would definitely do it.

"Madame, you have come just in time, and the slave maid is trying to ask you something." Calmly changed the subject.

Guan Yong stood up, stepped forward, stretched out his hand to cover her mouth, and said with a smile: "Don't call me Mrs., don't call me Aunt Guan again, just call me Guan Yong, unless you don't want to make me a friend." ”

Guan Yong is taller than her, calm You look up at her face, her eyes are shining, tears have been hidden in the depths, but she still maintains the smile on her face, looking pitiful and distressing.

Calmly stretched out his hand to hug her, and said in a dumb voice: "Guan Yong, if you want to cry, just cry, I hurt you, if I don't have such a bad idea, you will leave the palace from the main gate and live a free and easy life." ”

Guan Yong hugged her, sobbed a few times, and cried.

Calm doesn't know how to comfort her, Jiang Ming is no longer there, no matter how much she comforts her, it's useless, isn't it?

It wasn't until she slowly stopped her that she calmly handed her her handkerchief and watched her silently wipe her tears.

"Calm down, how can I blame you, it's none of your business, Jiang Ming he loves me, but he loves me humbly. He is a cowardly person since he was a child, which may not be blamed on him, it is his nature, just like his medical skills, he is always gentle and gentle, and he never dares to take the medicine of tigers and wolves, for fear that he will not cure the patient, but will add symptoms.

I know that I love the wrong person, but I don't regret it, I just love him like this, and I always hope that he can be brave once and dare to leave with me. ”

Guan Yong said in a hoarse voice.

Listen calmly and silently.

Guan Yong now needs not advice, but an audience.

Every girl wants to be a hero she falls in love with.

Even if you're not a hero, you'll be a hero for yourself.

Guan Yong should also report such a dream and have been waiting for Jiang Ming.

It's a pity that her last willfulness sent Jiang Ming to death.

Actually, if it weren't for the fact that the deceased was the greatest, it would be difficult to say that he was not, and he would still want to blame Jiang Ming calmly.

Obviously Sima Nan is in front of him, why is he still bent on seeking death, the Queen Mother's words are extraordinary, there is obviously a desire to exonerate them, why can't he hear it?

Maybe it's because this person thinks too much and is too rational, maybe it's because he loves Guan Yong too much and doesn't want her to be hurt even the slightest.

Therefore, he would rather be a passerby in her life, be by her side, and watch her be happy.

Guan Yong cried for almost an hour before he slowly calmed down, and said categorically in a hoarse voice: "No matter how desperate you are in your heart, because of Jiang Ming, you will live well."

I came today just to tell you that you are still the only woman in Sima Nan's heart, and I am just a brother's woman to him to take care of. ”

Calmly took the rouge powder box, came over to touch up her makeup, and said: "Guan Yong, thank you for coming to tell me this, I heard that it is very lively outside the palace, can you please ask the Queen Mother to take me out for a walk, I have been in the palace for so long, and I have never been free to go out to the market." ”

"Okay, I also want to go to the Ping'an Temple in the suburbs, Jiang Ming and I met, at that time, I was only six years old, in order to pick water lilies, fell into the lotus pond, it was he who passed by and saved me.

That's when I decided I wanted to marry him. ”

Guan Yong said with a look on his face.

"The Queen Mother will grant leave, huh?" Calmly tugging at her sleeve, she also asked with a look on her face.

"Of course I will grant leave, the Queen Mother said, no matter what I want to do, I will be approved, I will go to her old man's house, and we will go to Ping'an Temple."

Guan Yong took a calm handkerchief, walked out of the door, turned back after a while, and walked out of the Shanggong Bureau with a calm change of clothes.

"You go to Likun Gate first and wait for me, I'll go and say goodbye to the Queen Mother, and then go out." Guan Yong waved his hand at her and left her eyes.

Calm down and walk out slowly.

The daylight outside was good, and it wasn't like anything sad had happened.

At the end of the corridor stood a man with a jade tree facing the wind.

Calm down and take a detour.

The man stood in front of her.

"Don't worry, no matter what means are used, I will force Zhang Caixia to hand over the drawings, and I will definitely not miss the construction period." Sima Nan said in a low voice.

"General, this is the slave's own business, the slave will solve it, don't worry about the general." Said calmly and stubbornly.

"I, although I can't marry you, but, I, want us to be friends, don't you? What's more, Guan Yong, she only has a friend like you, your business, is mine, ours. ”

Sima Nan was a little incoherent when he lied.

"I don't want to be friends with you, I don't want to see you again, especially not if you block my path anymore." said calmly and indifferently.

Calmly hate all lying, no matter what the reason.

If he has to break up with his brother's woman because he wants to take care of her, then tell her clearly, rather than finding a false reason to question her as a person.

What she hates most is being taken care of like a fool by someone else without knowing it.

"Calm down, I know you hate me, I told you countless mountain alliances and sea vows, but in the end I married Guan Yong. I, I, I'm sorry for you, I don't want to deny it, but you。。。。。。。 Sima Nan could barely speak, and he didn't know what to say.

"General, you don't have to feel sorry for me, let alone feel guilty, I have never expected anything, and I don't want you to meddle in my affairs again.

I know you want to help me, but you will never understand the hearts of women, and you will only help more and more, and in the end, instead of helping me, it will all become a reason to harm me.

In this harem, no matter how big or small the official position is, they are the closest people around the emperor or the queen mother, even if you are powerful, they compliment you on the surface, but they may not be afraid of you in their hearts.

Maybe their words can subvert your current position and make you nothing, so the general is still good at knowing and not being in danger because of my business. ”

said calmly.

Sima Nan shook the sword in his hand, the light in his eyes dimmed, and he was right to say calmly, he was just a slave of the royal family, just like these small and small slaves in the palace, no matter how powerful he was, he still had to listen to the emperor and the queen mother.