Chapter 196: Just for Her
Five days later, Chiyun rode into Beijing.
Jun Chen saw Jun Changxian in the study of the Nanshan Courtyard, "I'm sorry, father, I didn't take good care of Jun Xi." ”
Compared with before, Jun Changxian was obviously more than a little sober, except for his voice that was still a little mechanical, otherwise he would never have seen that he was a corpse.
"Xi'er, where is it?" He is still used to hyphenation.
Junchen led Jun Changxian to the house where Jun Xi now lives.
Eight Treasures and Seven Joys have come back to take care of Jun Xi, and after being lost by Jun Xi several times, they finally recognize people, which makes Eight Treasures and Seven Joy secretly wipe their tears behind their backs.
When Jun Changxian entered, Jun Xi sat on the carpet covered with snow fox skin, sitting quietly with his knees hugged, still holding a sugar gourd in his mouth.
"Junxi, my father has come to see you." Jun Chen walked over lightly, Jun Xi didn't hear his words, Jun Xi's eyes were always focused on the two goldfish in the glass jar, and she was immersed in her own world again.
Junchen patted her shoulder lightly, and she turned back in a daze, seeing that it was him, she continued to watch the goldfish with peace of mind.
Jun Chen still wanted to call her, Jun Changxian had already squatted down, his eyes were level with Jun Xi, and his voice was dry and hoarse, "Xi'er." ”
Miraculously, Jun Xi turned her head, she looked at Jun Changxian, and suddenly stretched out her hand, Jun Chen's heart jumped, thinking that she was going to slap people away again, but no, she just put her hand on Jun Changxian's arm, patted it, and patted it again, but it seemed to be appeased.
Flesh and blood are close relatives, and there is indeed a spiritual rhino.
Jun Changxian's originally dead fish-white eyes finally had gray pupils, "Jun Xi, my son, it's too late for my father." Holding back the tears in his eyes, he raised his hand to touch the top of Jun Xi's hair, but Jun Xi hid in Jun Chen's arms with some anxiety.
This is just an unconscious instinctive action to seek refuge, but Jun Chen feels that his heart is about to burn, in Jun Xi's subconscious, has he become the most trusted person?
"Don't be afraid, that's my father." Junchen hugged her tightly and said.
Jun Xi glanced at Jun Changxian ignorantly and helplessly, still pulling Jun Chen's collar and refusing to let go.
Seeing Jun Xi's dependence on Jun Chen so much, Jun Changxian was sad at the same time, the anxiety in his heart disappeared a lot, Jun Yunqi had a lot of rice, and the two of them were in the capital, after he regained his senses, someone told him word for word.
Some people say that when he saw the old at the age of three, when he entrusted Junxi to Junchen, Junchen was already eleven, for some people, it was still the age of Tongsuo, but for some people, it was when the wings were growing, Junchen obviously belonged to the latter, and he has always been mature not like a child.
Jun Changxian stood up, "Zizhen, I have something to say to you alone." ”
After saying that, he took the lead and went out.
Junchen touched Junxi's hair, "I'll be alone for a while, I'll be back soon, don't go out to play in the water, and don't roll mud on the ground......"
Jun Xi suddenly tightened his grip on his shirt, she no longer rejected him these days, but she had never been so intimate, and she couldn't help but feel a little confused, "What's wrong?" ”
Jun Xi put one hand on his heart, and looked at him with a somewhat aggrieved expression, "It hurts." ”
This is Jun Xi's first sentence to him since he woke up, Jun Chen has begun to accept the fact that she will not speak anymore, and now he suddenly heard her words, and the excitement and the feeling of fireworks exploding in his heart made him feel as if he was floating in the clouds.
"Well, it's okay not to think about it, it's okay if you don't remember, we'll always be there." He dropped a feathery kiss on her cheek.
Although she only said a painful word, Jun Chen knew what she wanted to express, and she felt distressed when she saw Jun Changxian like that.
Her stupid girl, she's like this, how can they not feel distressed?
She recognized Jun Changxian, does it mean that her consciousness is beginning to recover?
Junchen gently patted her back to comfort her, but his eyes became very deep, "Junxi, no matter what choice you make when you wake up, I won't let go." ”
He went to find Jun Changxian an hour later, and everyone in the courtyard was dismissed by him.
When Jun Chen passed, Jun Changxian was looking at the green bamboo in the courtyard, Jun Chen walked behind him and stood still, "Please punish my father." ”
Jun Changxian didn't turn around, "I know the whole story, I can understand why you made these decisions, but I don't agree." Back then, I also self-righteously did a lot of things that made her sad in the name of Ah Chu. Zizhen, I entrusted Xi'er to you, I may have wronged you. ”
Jun Chen immediately knelt in front of Jun Changxian, "Father, it's my fault for not taking good care of Jun Xi." ”
Jun Changxian sighed, "I don't blame you, I entrusted Xi'er to you back then, and I really wanted to protect her with the help of the Mo family's power." Jun's Yunqi couldn't surface at that time, otherwise what would be deducted at that juncture was the charge of raising private soldiers and intending to rebel. ”
Junchen said, "It is my duty to protect my wife." ”
Jun Changxian said, "I can see that you really treat Xi'er well, and Xi'er also relies on you, but I still have to make some things clear, you treat Xi'er well now, maybe it's because of guilt, or you still like it, but if Xi'er can't get better for a lifetime, can you treat her like this for a lifetime?" ”
Junchen immediately said, "The child can swear to the sky, I will not fail her in this life!" ”
Jun Changxian didn't speak for a long time, Jun Chen rolled up his sleeves, and the red on his wrist seemed to be more vivid than before, "The queen mother turned out to be also a member of the Lin family, you should know about the Symbiosis Gu." ”
When Jun Changxian saw the mark that he had been wearing since the Gu worm on his hand, it was impossible not to be shocked in his heart.
Jun Chen said with a smile, "Jun Xi has always been a stupid girl, Old Madam Lin asked her to give me a kind of Acacia Gu, she probably flipped through some books about Gu worms by herself and found a symbiotic Gu similar to Acacia Gu." Acacia Gu and Symbiosis Gu can only be planted by people who love each other, but the person who planted the Acacia Gu has no mark on his body, one of them does not love each other, the Gu worms will lose their senses, and the person who betrays will have six months of heart-devouring pain, and then the Gu worms on the two of them will die, and there is no connection. The difference between Symbiosis Gu and Acacia Gu is that after planting Gu worms, there will be marks on each other's bodies, and the deeper the other party's love, the darker the color of the marks on their bodies. After a person betrays, the Gu worms lose contact with each other, but the betrayer will not be bitten by the Gu worms. ”
His tone was as calm as if he was listening to the rain and making tea, and all the anger in his eyes retreated, leaving only gentleness, "This is only recorded in the book, but everyone who really uses Gu should know that symbiotic Gu has always lived and died together." If a person who has fallen under a symbiotic Gu falls in love with someone else, the Gu worms in his body will multiply and directly devour that person into a white bone. He raised his head, "In this life, except for Junxi, I will not fall in love with a second person." No matter what she becomes, she's my king, isn't she? ”
Jun Changxian didn't speak for a long time.
A gust of wind blew through the green bamboo leaves, and Jun Changxian's big palm, which was still with the gray and white color that only the dead had, landed on Jun Chen's shoulder, "Over the years, you and Xi'er have had a hard time. ”
Junchen said, "The beginning is like a willingness." ”
Jun Changxian sighed, "You have a child......" The bottom of his heart was a big stone falling, but the current situation in the imperial city, he also had to say, "All forces are pouring into the imperial city, and the Mo family is estimated to be entering Beijing, what are your plans?" ”
Junchen said, "Let it go away, if this mess can be slowed down until eight months later, I will take it, if not, I will stand by my side." ”
These words made Jun Changxian a little surprised, "You don't know the purpose of the Mo family's going to Beijing?" ”
The troubled times are coming, the Mo family who has been avoiding the world is out of the mountain, he is a member of the Mo family, and he has royal blood, the Mo family wants to support him as the emperor, and the intention of occupying a place in the court from now on is already obvious.
The current situation is about to erupt, how can it wait until eight months later, Jun Changxian can't figure it out.
Junchen said, "Father, my surname is Jun, not Mo." The Mo family is just my teacher, and it has nothing to do with me otherwise. ”
His mother was the most outstanding female disciple of the Mo family and the pride of the Mo family, but being pregnant unmarried was also a shame for the Mo family, and his birth was a stain on the Mo family.
When his mother returned to the Mo family with him, he didn't know how much he received the stares and sarcasm, but for as long as he could remember, his mother had been treated coldly in the Mo family, and even the subordinates who sprinkled the sweep could insult them at will. The mother's body is deteriorating day by day, not so much because she lost her body when she gave birth to him, but because she became like that in the Mo family.
On the battlefield in the Northland, the night before his mother died, he asked him if he wanted to stay in the Mo family, and he said he didn't.
Mother entrusted her to Jun Changxian, originally just wanted Jun Changxian to take care of one or two, or find a good family for him to adopt him, but she didn't expect Jun Changxian to directly accept him as a righteous son.
Really came into contact with the Mo family, when he went to the battlefield at the age of twelve, the Mo family originally had two masters, that is, her mother Mo Ji and her mother's senior brother Mo Wuya, the world only knows the tricks, and there are a few people who have seen the mechanism masters who created those mechanisms, except for the Mo family, outsiders basically think that Mo Ji is a man. Mo Wuya said that he had a twelve-year appointment with his mother, but he didn't expect him to return after traveling for twelve years, and only Qingshan Lonely Tomb was waiting for him.
In order to become stronger, he followed Mo Wuya to learn the art of mechanism, and in the later years, in order to further expand his power, he came into contact with the Mo family. It's just that Mo Wuya said that he had learned the Mahayana technique, and he never appeared again.
It's just that when I went to my mother's grave every year, I found that my mother's grave was sprinkled with a pot of old wine.
Mother, who is also a child of the rivers and lakes, is very bold and loves old wine......
These memories, he rarely thinks about them, once Jun Xi asked, he didn't say, it's not distrust, but the scars that have passed, and he doesn't want to uncover them again.
For the rest of his life, he just wants to spend it in peace with Jun Xi.
A long time passed, and neither of them said a word again, and Jun Chen asked a question that he wanted to ask from the beginning, "Father, I have been investigating your affairs back then, Aunt Mo said that you planted Gu and died on the battlefield, but you were later sent back in a sarcophagus, what is going on?" ”
Jun Chang looked at the sky enviously, "I am indeed a dead man. ”