"Fear" (44)

Usu cried and said, "I've actually been hating, I didn't know anything when I was young. If I could go to the attic, maybe it wouldn't be like this. The thing was because my grandmother was sick and operated on and was hospitalized, and I couldn't hide my sister and sister's affairs. I applied for an art school in college, and my grandmother's surgery was very successful, but she needed to stay in the hospital for observation. My grandfather couldn't control my sister anymore in order to take care of my grandmother, and I was away from college, so my sister was sent to my parents' house to live in my room. But it didn't take long for my sister to jump off the building and die because of the improper care of her parents, and my sister kept wanting to go out to find her grandparents. My grandparents didn't have time in the hospital, and my parents had to go to work again. My sister, who didn't know how to open the door, jumped out of the window, and when I was a freshman in college, I broke down when I knew that one of my sisters was still dead. Dropped out of school and taught myself the profession of autism nursing, and children with autism are very smart. It's just that very few people know how to guide them properly. , grandma's house has a small yard,. At that time, my sister was playing there on weekdays, and when I went to my grandmother's house, my sister would be locked in the attic. I recruited students myself, and I took the lead in teaching these autistic children in the yard. I also taught myself nursing and teaching, and I felt that I owed something to my sister if my parents hadn't separated me from her because of discrimination when I was a child. Maybe my sister will be happy now, at least not like this. ”

"What does this have to do with grandma, isn't this your grandma?" I said.

When I heard the window jumping, the first thing I thought of was my grandmother, and I don't know why I felt a little uncomfortable.

"Listen to me, there was a time when I was annoyed by these autistic kids. Sometimes mechanical teaching doesn't work, and it's not like I'm going to work hard to succeed. So I couldn't calm down, this grandmother passed by and chatted happily with the children when she was shopping for groceries. So I wanted to reach out to my grandmother to know why she was able to integrate into the child so well, and then I felt more and more that this grandma missed my grandma. The girl said.

Grandma brought out the mooncake box, and I could indeed feel a sense of kindness when I saw my grandmother.

That's a kind of affinity revealed in loneliness, and indeed I would love to have such a grandmother as a child.

Speaking of which, I also think of my grandmother, who took care of Orange Mountain. In order to take care of our grandmother, who is doing her best, I don't feel good when I think about it.

Usu wiped away her tears with her sleeve, sobbed and smiled, and took it and ate it.

"You guys got it, right? Would you like me to introduce us? Grandma said with a smile.

"It's much better, my name is Jock." I said.

Wusu smiled and said, "I know." ”

"Well, what's going on with autistic kids?" I said.

"I can't explain it very well, so I'll use an encyclopedia. Autism in children is a subtype of pervasive developmental disorder, which is more common in males and begins in infancy and early childhood, and is mainly manifested by varying degrees of speech development disorders, interpersonal communication disorders, narrow interests and stereotyped behaviors. About three-quarters of patients have significant mental retardation, and some children have some ability in some way in the context of general mental retardation. Kindergartens are generally reluctant to take in such children, so we built a small yard of our own. This is also the cause of the incident, so I'm sorry that you misunderstood. Usu said.

"What causes autism? Were children not taken care of as children? I said.

"No, no, no, there is a relationship between genetics and immunity nerves. It is generally a language barrier that leads to social communication disorders and stereotyped and repetitive behaviors. These children are just sick, and if they are given some care, they may have a stronger talent than ordinary people in a certain area. Usu said.

Usu and I talked for I don't know how long, until the sea saw us after work.