Chapter 90: What you said, I can't do it for a hundred miles of night
You see, it's such a kind girl, but I made her lose both legs. Kaka, you don't know, she can go abroad to participate in dance competitions before she is eight years old. All the teachers who taught her said she was a dance genius! There is no better dancer in Asia, and I thought she could climb to the top of the world in the field of dance. But behold, she is destroyed by my hand, and this is what I call ...... Call me ......"
"How can you abandon it, right?" She took the conversation and continued for him: "So when you were hospitalized, your plan was to marry me for three years, and after the contract ended, it was just time to fulfill your marriage contract with her. But I didn't expect to be in this kind of process...... Fall in love with me, so now you want to divorce me first, then marry her, and then give up on her and come back to me, don't you? ”
It was very difficult for her to say this, and it took a dazzling effort to figure out Bailiye's plan. But this thought frightened Jojka, and made her suddenly have a little contempt for Bailiye.
If he lives up to the woman's feelings like this, is this man still worthy of love?
However, she was wrong. This remark did not get Bailiye's approval, and he shook his head at her in confusion, and then asked:
"How do you think that? I never had any plans to marry Xiao Mu and abandon her again! In that case, I will become a person for a hundred miles of night! Even if Xiao Mu is not my wife, she is still my mother's goddaughter! It's my sister! How can I do this to her? ”
Jojka was stunned on the spot, and Bailiye's words seemed to be announcing her death sentence, making her feel that she had no way to live in this marriage.
After all, he is still responsible for Li Xiaomu, after all, he ......
"The reason why I want to end our marriage after the contract expires is because I don't want me to be a deal with you all the time. I want to give you a real name, and it has nothing to do with the contract, that's why I say that! As for Xiao Mu, I will do my best to compensate her, but I can't afford marriage! I am destined to fail someone in this life, between you, I choose love, and I and her, there is always family affection. Kaka, I'm not the kind of person who just says give up, what you say, I can't do it for a hundred miles of night! ”
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That night, none of the three owners of the Patti Manor slept well. Jojica blamed himself in his heart all night, for his ridiculous speculation, for his inappropriate treatment of Bailiye.
Thinking about it, he had told her more than once to believe him! Trust Him! But when something really happened, she still couldn't control it and always thought about the worst. Jodzka felt that she had to change this problem!
The next morning, Baili Ye went to see Li Xiaomu, and then personally pushed her to the dinner to have dinner with him and his wife.
The banquet was awkward, but fortunately it was a kind girl, and she tried her best to tell what she had seen and heard abroad to ease the atmosphere, which made Jodzka grateful again.
After dinner, Baili Ye went to the group, and Li Xiaomu began to ask someone to take off all the photos in the dance studio, and then put them into big boxes. and the room where she has lived for many years, all under her command, and the important items are packed by her subordinates.
When Qiao Jika saw this scene, she felt a little sad, so Li Xiaomu took the initiative to persuade her:
"It's nothing. You don't have to be psychologically burdened! It's my own feeling that Pati Manor is not good, so I don't want to live! I'm going to pick a good place to buy it for my brother, and then build a house I like to live in! She smiled and said, "Sister-in-law, you shouldn't let my brother buy me a house and land, right?" ”
Chodika was amused by her, and hurriedly said:
"How could it be! He's your brother, and he should buy you anything! ”
The girl smiled again, and that smile reflected the sunlight outside the window, which was particularly beautiful.
"Actually......" she snapped her fingers and hung her head very low. In fact, I have long thought that even if my brother wants to marry me, I will not marry him! I know he just wants to be responsible for my leg and doesn't love me at all! You see, I lost the ability to walk, I couldn't dance anymore, and I lost a lot of the joy I should have! I have lost so much, how can I lose my love again? So, I can't marry someone who doesn't love me, I'm just crippled in my calf, not all over! I can still get married and have children, and I can still find a piece of happiness that is completely mine. And...... I love my brother so much that I can't watch him marry someone I don't love at all. It's a marriage that doesn't benefit me or him, and I don't want it! ”
As she spoke, she suddenly raised her head. Chojica clearly saw that at that moment, a tear was thrown out. After a while, I heard the girl continue:
"I was going to say no on my own! That's a little more face-saving! But I didn't expect that my brother was the first to betray his promise, so I was unhappy, I ...... Hate him a little. ”
Jodika wants to say that you don't have hatred, your brother has actually been thinking about you all along. But Li Xiaomu's words soon came again-
"But the hatred is just for a while, and it will soon be gone. I didn't want to marry him anyway, I should be happy that he can find someone he likes now! Although I can't walk, the Baili family doesn't owe me anything! My life is better than anyone else's, I am rich, and there is nothing in this world that I want but can't come to. So, sister-in-law, you and my brother should have a good time! Even if it's for me, you have to love him a little more! ”
Tears poured out of Chojka's eyes uncontrollably! The helplessness and reluctance shown by this girl, as well as kindness and strength, made her feel that she was too selfish. However, as Li Xiaomu said, if they are together, it is the unhappiness of two people, so why bother?
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During the day, Li Xiaomu asked the driver to take him out. Her plane ticket was booked in seven days, and she didn't really want to stay at Pati Manor during this time, so Chojica let her wander around, as if it were a relaxation.
But she never expected that this time she went out, but her life once again fell into an almost upside down situation.
The reason is that Li Xiaomu met someone! The two met at Starbucks, both young women and both in wheelchairs. It's just that Li Xiaomu can still smile brightly, but that person can only use a silver mask to cover the left half of his face.
When Li Xiaomu saw her, a natural pity rose in her heart. This is the most common manifestation of people who are connected to the same disease, not to mention that she is an optimistic person, and she hopes that everyone should have a happy mood regardless of whether they are still healthy or not.
So, when she saw the masked woman with a sad face, looking up at the sky while stirring coffee, she took the initiative to turn the wheel in front of her, and said:
"How can you be unhappy? Is it because you can't stand up and walk, or because you have to wear a mask? Actually, you don't have to, you see, my leg is also broken, and it is impossible to even leave the wheelchair in this life, but I still feel that there are many things in life that are better than walking upright! And your mask looks good! When you wear it, it gives people a sense of mystery and special taste! ”
She is kind-hearted and wants to infect each other with her happiness. But forget that China is different from the United States! Chinese people generally do not have such an optimistic and open-minded mentality! They don't even like to talk to strangers.
So Li Xiaomu's words sounded in the woman's ears, like a sarcastic voice, so harsh, so that she wanted people to slap her aside!
And the woman really slapped her, but before the slap fell, her eyes stopped on Li Xiaomu's staggeringly luxurious wheelchair!
In fact, in the eyes of many people on this street, this thing is just a new thing for little girls. Few people would think that these diamonds, crystals, and ivory are real! Because that would be too expensive, who can dress up a wheelchair like that!
But if a discerning person has a heart, he can still see the doorway.
For example, the woman in the mask now!
As soon as her hand was raised, she paused in mid-air, and then stared at the wheelchair in amazement, unable to say anything!
Li Xiaomu was a little embarrassed, she could see that people were embarrassed because of her wheelchair. Both of them were in wheelchairs, but the woman's seat was too shabby in comparison.
She felt that this was not good, so she quickly took the initiative to say:
"It's all sticky and playful, it's not true, don't take it to heart!"
Who knew that the woman had already seen the doorway, and the raised hand was gradually lowered, and then looked at Li Xiaomu, who chose to believe her words, and then said against her will:
"I just think it's so beautiful! I'll have to dip a few in my wheelchair when I get back. ”
The two became enthusiastic like this, drinking coffee cup after cup, and talking about topics one after another, until the driver who came with Li Xiaomu came to call her home, she was still reluctant.
At this point, the Masked Woman proposes:
"Why don't you come to my house and sit down! I usually live alone, and only one of the helpers is there during the day. You see, my home is in the building opposite, very close! ”
Li Xiaomu immediately looked forward to this invitation, so he told the driver:
"It's okay, you call home and say I'm not going back to eat. You're waiting here, I'm going to call you when I get home! ”
The driver felt that this was inappropriate, but he couldn't refuse, so he had to say that he would follow them, recognize the door, and it would be convenient to take the lady home!
Li Xiaomu had no opinion, and the masked woman didn't say anything. The two of them slid their wheelchairs to the opposite community!
For Li Xiaomu, this is a very accidental fate. She was actually quite lonely when she was in the United States, her former friends were all dancing, and she was usually busy performing all over the world, and there were very few people who could talk to her. What's more, Americans tend to be more independent, and they like to travel freely or meet up for a barbecue party on the weekend. But none of these Li Xiaomu can participate! She has difficulty moving, and she insists on squeezing in, always causing trouble to her friends.
Therefore, when she met a girl in a wheelchair like herself in Shanghai, and found that there was a lot to talk about with each other, the joy in her heart could not be expressed in words!