"If I say you don't listen, then I'll have to do something else. You seem to care a lot about the man I am, don't you? ”

"What do you mean? I tell you what you have to come at me, I'm not afraid of you! But please don't get your heart involved! ”

I actually forgot that Long Qianye was not a good stubble in the first place. Now, doesn't he mean to threaten me with Junxin?

"Huh! Looks like I guessed right. ”

After saying that, he left without looking back. I was left alone, stunned and at a loss.

There is an indescribable emotion that has been haunting my heart. It was as if a hand was scratching at me, and I hated it. I kept telling myself that just now, the little affection I had for him had to end, but the moment he turned his back to me and didn't look back, my heart tightened uncontrollably.

The panic in my heart has increased instead of abating. I don't know why. I just always feel that something is wrong, but I can't say exactly where it is.

The next morning, I ran to Doumiao's room, lifted Doumiao's quilt, and dragged Doumiao up from the quilt.

"Sister Xinxin, don't make trouble, Miao is so sleepy, you let Miao sleep for a while~"

"When are you still sleeping, the sun is coming into your house!"

"Nonsense. The Strange Country Street is dark all year round......"

Doumiao grunted as she pulled the quilt in my hand and put it on her head.

"Miao! Didn't we say last night that we were going to teach me how to practice spells? ”

After a while, Dou Miao got up from the bed sleepily, "Yes, how did I forget this stubble." ”

Taking advantage of Doumiao's free time to dress and wash, I hurriedly ran back to the room and took out the —————— "Alien Demon Spell" that Xiao Zunli gave me.

"Miao, here you go."

Dou Miao looked at it and seemed a little puzzled, "What are you doing for me?" ”

"Aren't you going to teach me? If I don't give you the book, how can you teach? ”

Dou Miao sneered, "You better keep this book for yourself, you don't need it now, you have to learn the most basic things to learn this strange demon mantra." ”

"Huh?"

Useless? Why is it useless for Xiao Zunli to give me?

By the way, he said that any spell is always the same, and often the simplest and most basic things are the key to success or failure. So this book is for me to take and study for myself?

But the embarrassing thing is that I don't seem to recognize all the words......

"Ah, what, you want to learn to walk before you learn to climb?"

"No, what, Doumiao, you can't laugh at me when I say it........."

"What?"

"I didn't go to school when I was nine years old, and a lot of words, just the kind of words with more strokes, I, I can't recognize all ............"

Dou Miao was slightly surprised, but fortunately it was not as I expected in advance, just patted me on the shoulder and said to me comfortingly, "It's okay, Miao will teach you." ”

After the words fell, Dou Miao led me out of the door, went to the dam in front of the house, brought two stools, and asked me to sit cross-legged in front of her.

"First of all, for this first step, you have to sit cross-legged and motionless for six hours, like I do, and it's six o'clock in the morning, and you have to sit still until six o'clock in the evening."

"Wait, according to what you mean, I'm going to sit like this and do nothing for twelve hours?? So what should I do if I want to go to the toilet? What to do if you're hungry? What should I do if I want to sleep? ”

The more I thought about it, the more I felt that this practice of spells was too perverted......... You say let me sit for an hour or two and I'll be able to grit my teeth for a little while, but twelve hours means I'm going to sit still all day! OMG, it's so hard for me! Because I can't practice spells here all day, I have to do something else, don't I? Otherwise, at the end of next month, what will I take to the Soul Wish Pavilion to deliver the soul contract with Xiao Zunli? You can't let me go out of the city center at night......

"Sister Xinxin, it's not that I want to talk about you, but anyone from another world, who doesn't come over like this? This is only the most basic and basic meditation, you have no patience, how can you learn later? ”

It seems to be the same reason, "But the matter of the soul contract ......"

Dou Miao sighed helplessly at me, "Let me ask you, did the pavilion master offer to let you practice spells?" ”

"yes."

"Did the pavilion master take the initiative to give you the "Alien Demon Spell"?"

"yes."

"Isn't this right, it means that the Pavilion Master obviously acquiesces and supports your cultivation of spells, and as for the amount of soul contract share tasks that the Pavilion Master has given you, you actually just need to do your best."

The head of the bean seedling analysis is the Tao, and I am ashamed. It's really not that I'm stupid, it's a person like Xiao Zunli, it's not something I can guess casually, I just want to do what he told me smoothly, so that I won't have any trouble.

"But ......"

"Don't do it, just tell me if you want to practice spells?"

"Yes, of course I do, but ......"

Before I could finish speaking, Doumiao took the lead in blocking what I wanted to say next.

"Do you believe Miao?"

This doesn't seem to have much to do with whether you believe it or not...... And it's not that I don't believe her, but I don't believe in myself.

"Well, is there anything else to ask for if you sit still like this?"

"Of course. You should do what I just said first, and I will go and clean up our Soul Abyss Pavilion, but there is one thing, I will take the time to come out from time to time to call you, or talk to you, you must remember, don't promise me, you can't turn your head or anything, let alone get up to look at me, just devote yourself to your own meditation space world. ”

"Why?"

"If you want to concentrate, you must first learn to focus on one thing."

Well, I see. What Doumiao meant was that I should only concentrate on meditation and not think about listening to all the other miscellaneous things in the outside world. It is more convenient for me to develop the improvement of concentration and concentration on something.

"I see. I don't care who calls me? ”

"Yes."

"Then what are you talking about in the meditation space world?"

"You can't sit still for twelve hours, can you? This is not to mention you, even a person with superb spells like the pavilion master may not be able to do it.

So you have to meditate, let your mind go and don't think about anything, try to listen to the sounds that are thousands of miles away from you. If you can hear such a profound sound, correspondingly, then you will definitely see something that ordinary people cannot see, and that is your inner world. ”

Dou Miao was afraid that I wouldn't understand very well, so she continued to say to me, "If a person wants to defeat others, he must first overcome his own heart. In other words, the inner world you see in yourself is not necessarily only the existence of joy and joy, but also the fear from the depths of your heart, which will be transformed into concrete things that will put you in danger and distracted.

When you're so vulnerable, any trick from someone else can crush you, so if we know your own fear beforehand and try to overcome it, you'll be prepared when you fight others. ”

"So meditation is exercising my indestructible will and daring to face up to my fears?"

Doumian nodded and smiled, "That's right." ”

"But can I really hear a place thousands of miles away from me?"

"Believe in yourself, this is a test of your concentration on a thing, the more focused you are, let alone thousands of miles away, you can hear the voice thousands of miles away. Let's start practicing from this at this stage, and it will definitely be twice the result with half the effort for you to practice a better level of spells in the future. ”

"Hmm!"

As Dou Miao said, I have to believe in myself!

After saying that, Dou Miao got up and left, leaving me alone in the dam in the courtyard.

I tried to empty my head as Doumiao said, not to give birth to those miscellaneous thoughts, and to listen.

However, as soon as I settled down, I couldn't calm down.

Because, from time to time, Long Qianye's face flashed in his mind.

I can't help but wonder what kind of way Long Qianye will think of dealing with me after I know the truth of everything.

Before he walked out of the door, he also mentioned Junxin, could it be that he wanted to do something to Junxin?

Anyway, no matter how much I try to clear these messy thoughts, there seem to be three words in my head all the time: Long Qianye!

I'm really tired of thinking about him in everything, how can I stop thinking about him?

I held my breath and stared for a long time, no, still no! I still can't calm down! It was the middle of summer, and the insects and birds were chirping all around, and all I could hear was noise, let alone see things that ordinary people couldn't see.

The cold sweat on his forehead burst out even more suddenly, how to describe the taste, scorching. It's that you desperately want to calm your heart, but a heart just doesn't listen to the call, like countless ants slowly crawling over your heart, which is very uncomfortable.

At that moment, I felt a chill.

I don't know if it's a handkerchief or something, but I rubbed it on my forehead little by little.

Is it bean sprouts?

Soul Abyss Pavilion, in addition to me and Dou Miao, there is also Junxin. Who's wiping my sweat?

Is it Dou Miao, or Junxin, or is it that person?

I don't know why, but I actually thought of him again, and even had a little expectation that it was him......

Realizing this, I was really on the verge of spitting myself to death!

Just now, I swore to Dou Miao that I believed that I would be able to support it until six o'clock in the evening, but I guess it hasn't been an hour now, right?

Why is it so hard!!

Most of all, I want to open my eyes and see who wiped my sweat for me, desperate to know and prove my conjectures...... I want to stand up regardless of it, stretch my limbs a lot, and drink saliva!

After a while, the towel that wiped the sweat from my forehead was gone.

The cold feeling disappeared with it.