In the hut where Wang Liyong was hiding, Xu Dong looked at Wang Li, who was drinking and eating food without saying a word, and he didn't want to fight anywhere, if there were no rules, he really wanted to beat his insensitive face all over the peach blossoms now, and he hated the root of his teeth.

Wang Liyong could say nothing, but Wu Rui couldn't, he stared at Wang Liyong without blinking his eyes and said, "You like Widow Li." ”

Wu Rui keenly noticed that when he was chewing something in his mouth, he paused slightly, it seemed that he had guessed correctly.

At the moment, regardless of whether he responded or not, staring at his face as if talking to himself, he kept saying: "If you don't speak, then let me guess, you are hiding here and not going anywhere, just waiting for us to arrest you."

You're ready to be arrested at any time, because you've got your wine and meat ready to enjoy your last moments, and I think if it's accurate that you're ready to die, I know you're not afraid of death, because you're no longer in love. ”

Wu Rui said as if talking to himself: "Your childhood was lonely, you can only watch other children play together from afar, because no one wants to play with you, because your mother is a madman, and your father is an alcoholic."

Even if they occasionally come near you, sarcastically mocking you as a filthy monster with long legs and short legs, mocking your mother for being a madman, or throwing stones at you and hitting you, who wants to play with you?

Who would want to play with a monster like you? Nobody wants to, and if it were me, I wouldn't want to. ”

Whenever the word monster is mentioned, Wu Rui will deliberately accentuate his tone, he noticed that Wang Liyong stopped eating, the hand on the table trembled slightly, and continued: "When your only grandfather who can give you warmth dies, your childhood will only be left with loneliness and deep fear, as well as endless beatings and scolding.

But no matter how hard it was, you were kind at that time, and you couldn't bear your crazy mother to live a life of no human or ghost, so you let her go. Speaking of this, Wu Rui noticed that Wang Liyong suddenly clenched his teeth.

"I think after she left, your father found out that you let her go, so he beat you even harder, beating you all over your body, beating you in pain, beating you crying and begging for mercy.

For countless nights, you want to kill yourself, because after you die, you don't have to be beaten, scolded, ridiculed, and ridiculed. Maybe after you die, you can still see that kind old man, the grandfather who loves you.

But the animal instinct makes you afraid of death, and you can't raise the courage to commit suicide at all, so you can only live in pain, repeating the hellish life day after day.

Loneliness and fear and physical pain afflict you day and night, leaving you physically and mentally exhausted, and the seeds of hatred take root in your heart.

Until one day you couldn't bear it anymore, and while your father was drunk and beat you, you fell asleep, and you raised the axe of chopping wood and slashed it at his neck.

Blood splatters everywhere, spraying your face, you are like a demon chopping and chopping, just like you usually chop wood. ”

Wu Rui's right hand was raised like a knife, slashing on the table like chopping wood, making a dull sound, Wang Liyong's hands couldn't help but clench into fists, and his expression was hideous.

"After hacking your drunkard father to death, you are not afraid, but feel more relaxed than ever, as if the big stone that weighed on your heart has been removed.

You throw your father's head into the cellar, and you search for all the money from him, and then you drag his body into the cellar, and you close the lid of the cellar.

Then you began to wipe away the splattered blood little by little, and I think you still had your father's dried blood on your face and body, and after doing that you began to dig in the back of the house, and then little by little you carried it into the house and poured it into the cellar.

In the process of pouring the earth, your heart is full of happiness, and you feel that you are free from now on.

Maybe soon, maybe a long time later, when someone finds out that your father is missing, someone will ask you, where is your father?

You tell them you don't know, and people naturally think that he has abandoned you and start looking at you with more sympathetic eyes.

You hate their sympathetic gazes, and it's an insult to you, but what can you do? You can only passively accept that you have been freed after killing your father, but you never expect that this is the beginning of another never-ending torture.

As you grow up, no one wants to talk to you, and people will tell their children to stay away from you, because in their eyes, you will always be the monster, and you can still hide in the hut by yourself, silently tasting the taste of loneliness. ”

Wu Rui found that whenever he mentioned the word monster, Wang Liyong's hands would clench unconsciously, at this time he had long lost his previous numbness, his eyes were cold, and the flames of anger and hatred flashed alternately.

Therefore, every time Wu Rui mentioned the word monster, he would deliberately accentuate his tone more and more to stimulate him.

It is not so much that Wu Rui is narrating, it is better to say that he is recalling, he is recalling for Wang Liyong, awakening his unforgettable memories, his tone and actions can be described as full of emotion, which invisibly affects Wang Liyong's sensitive nerves and his emotions.

"In their eyes you are a monster, but you know that you are not, your body is no different from a normal person, you will also have sex and impulses from adolescence, and your heart will yearn for beautiful things more than normal people.

Because that's what you don't have, and the more you don't get it, the more you want it.

I don't know when Widow Li took root in your heart, but I know that you want to be close to her, you want to have her, and that longing torments you day and night, and gradually she becomes your magic barrier.

One day when you can't see her, you feel itchy and unbearable, like countless ants biting in your heart, this feeling is even more difficult than the pain back then, making you sleepless and unable to sleep all night.

Until one day, you accidentally know that the goddess in your mind is secretly doing prostitution and prostitution, which makes her image completely collapse in your heart, makes you heartbroken, and makes you unable to accept this fact.

But these still can't stop you from thinking about her, you miss her, she is still your inner demon, you love her and you hate her, these two complex emotions keep switching in your mind.

What do you do if it makes it harder to fall asleep every night? What can you do?

These two emotions don't know how long they have tormented you, you finally think of a way, as long as you save enough money to see her, you can have her, even if you only have it once, you are satisfied, so you save a little money a day, and the change is more and more, until one day you have saved enough five hundred yuan, and you can finally go to see her in the open. ”

At this time, Wu Rui noticed that Wang Liyong's breathing became rapid, which was an expression of nervousness mixed with excitement, his pupils unconsciously dilated, he had completely trapped in that memory, it seemed that his train of thought was right.

"You have been preparing for several days to meet her, you have taken a shower, changed into the cleanest clothes, went to the barber shop to get your hair cut, and exchanged the change coins for five hundred-dollar bills.

When you are ready, you come to her door like a thief, knock on her door, and after a while the door opens, revealing the face that has appeared so many times in your dreams.

At that time, she should be very surprised, maybe ask you what you are doing, you dare not look at her face, trembling and taking out the money you have prepared for a long time and handing it to her, you think she will take the money in your hand, you think she will let you into the house, you think you can finally get your wish. ”

Wu Rui's gentle tone suddenly turned into an extremely angry tone: "But what you never expected was that not only did she not ask for your money, but also did not let you into the house, she actually opened her mouth and taught you a lesson."

You are stupefied by her actions, you are overwhelmed, you limp out in a panic, run towards your nest, your ears lingering with the words she taught you, those sharp words are so harsh, and finally they become the sarcastic laughter you dread the most in your childhood. ”

At this moment, Wang Liyong's body trembled violently, and he pressed his head tightly with his handcuffed hands, as if this could relieve his pain.

"You cover your ears and try to stop the malicious laughter, but you can't, because the laughter is from your memory······."

"Don't say it... Don't say it... Say no more... Say no more... I beg you... Say no more······. ”

Wang Liyong suddenly roared, and then began to crack his head fiercely and beg for mercy.

"Do you admit that you killed Widow Li?" Wu Rui suddenly asked sharply.

"I admit it, I admit everything, it was Wang Jincai who I killed, Widow Li who I killed, please don't say it, don't say it·····." Wang Liyong admitted as he grabbed his hair and begged for mercy.

At this time, Wang Liyong's spiritual defense line had completely collapsed, and those painful memories made him unbearable, and now it seems that it was precisely because Liu Ying refused his prostitution and accommodation that he felt hatred.

In the depths of Wang Liyong's heart, he can accept the insults of the world, but he can't accept that his sweetheart looks down on him.

She can sleep with others for money, but she refuses to sleep with him for money, even she dislikes him and looks down on him, which he can't bear, Liu Ying's actions hurt him deeply.

It is said that hate arises because of love, and the deeper the love, the deeper the hatred, this is the common feeling of people who cannot avoid the world, when his love for Liu Ying turned into deep hatred, he finally put it into action and brutally killed her.

People can bear unforgettable pain once, but they can't bear it a second time, which is why people are always reluctant to remember when facing great pain.

This is human nature, a natural instinct for self-preservation, and Wang Liyong is naturally no exception.

"I can go on and on, but you have to tell me why Li Haiyang helped you kill your own mother." Wu Rui suddenly said in a shocking voice.