464. Their love 27
Unable to believe the truth, Dawn was completely devastated, and she didn't know how she had returned to her room that day, sitting at the dresser and caressing the scar on her forehead, and all the memories she had deliberately forgotten were remembered, even crushed under the stone slab
The feeling of suffocation and the temperature of Yu Yihang who always held him firmly in her arms, she remembered them all.
If only she hadn't said she was going to Hokkaido. If you don't go, then you won't encounter such a terrible thing as an earthquake, when they were halfway through eating in the hotel, they suddenly felt a violent shaking of the house, Yihang immediately took her hand and ran out, but it happened
The speed was still too fast, so fast that they couldn't react and felt that their whole body was pressed and couldn't move.
When the house collapsed, Yu Yihang used his body to protect Chenxi under him, and the choice of life and death seemed to have little hesitation in the eyes of men.
Emotions such as fear, fear, and helplessness filled Chenxi's heart.
"Dawn, don't be afraid, I'm by your side." Yihang's warm big hand always held the morning light and never let go, making her feel inexplicably relieved.
"Yihang, how are you? Are you hurt? It was pitch black all around, and she couldn't see anything, let alone know Yu Yihang's situation.
"Don't worry, I'm fine, I'm fine! Don't panic, someone will help us out soon. ”
In times of crisis, a man kept encouraging Dawn not to give up hope that they would be saved in the 40 hours they were trapped, although ...... It was only Tang Chenxi who was saved.
When I was scared, when I was unconscious, when I was most desperate, there was a nice low voice in my ears, but it was really time for the rain to clear up...... The most important people are never seen again. Obviously, their love all the way has always been very logical, and when they express each other's intentions, they cherish this feeling, there is no bloody plot in romance, there is no grudge against a wealthy family, there is no third party, and there is no messy cut
In the past, there was only the purest love.
But it seems to have jumped to the worst ending at the happiest time.
……
That night, Jun was worried that she wouldn't be able to figure out what to do too much, so he kept silently guarding her at the door of the room.
Regarding his existence, Chenxi didn't care, took out two marriage certificates from the drawer, looked at them, touched them and touched them, and those places that were deliberately ignored became clearer and clearer.
What kind of marriage certificate is a marriage certificate that is not even signed by the man?
And now, it seems that there is no way to continue to deceive yourself.
Yihang is no more, so why does she continue to live? Can you still live so happily and continue to be the little princess of the Tang family? What the hell is she!
Tang Jingqing and Ji Mo, who rushed over immediately after receiving the news, as well as Canglan, Chenxi saw that her family cared about and cared about her.
"Dawn?"
"Mom, Dad...... Brother Canglan. But at this moment, their feelings made her feel not only a burden, but also a burden.
"Don't be like this, baby, it's going to be fine, I believe Dad will get better." How could she not feel distressed, suddenly falling from heaven to hell, and the fact that she had to admit when she woke up from her dream made her too desperate. "Okay? Dad, you know it won't...... I'm not getting better anymore, it's broken here. Dawn pointed to her chest, perhaps the reason why she had let herself fall into a fantasy world after escaping the earthquake was hidden
What has been sensed in the covenant.
"Don't say that, Dawn...... Don't say such sad things. ”
"Dad...... It's dawn and I want to go somewhere. ”
"Where are you going?" Tang Jingqing was very nervous, and the state of Dawn after recalling the truth was too abnormal.
"To take him home, of course."
So she refused Tang Jingqing's care, and at most took Jun to Hokkaido with her.
As for the reason, it is very simple, because Jun is not familiar enough, so she does not have so much burden. Now I can't even be sad and sad in front of my parents.
…… When I went to Hokkaido again, the ruins of the earthquake were no longer visible, and Hokkaido was still beautiful and picturesque, still attracting so many tourists, and the pain of the earthquake seemed to have been heard by the laughter and laughter of the people
Oblivion.
Dawn walked the same path she and Yihang had walked together, and even the sweet smell in the air at that time was clearly remembered.
"How do you feel about coming here?"
"Hmm...... Thinking of him standing in this place, he said that he would build such a sea of lavender flowers in the future. ”
"Chenxi, no one asks you to try to forget this relationship, but you are still young and should not stop in front of this sea of flowers." "Do you mean to let go? Why do you think it's better to let go? When Uncle Mobai left, everyone asked my mother to let her go, but no one asked her properly, is it really better to let go? "Dawn is straightforward
Looking at Jun, she knew that she had feelings for Ling Mobai, and Jun didn't understand the end of the season.
But that's someone else's opinion, the dawn doesn't matter, some things really only have to be faced by oneself to know the weight of memories.
“…… You're not the same. ”
"It's no different." After speaking coldly, she turned around and continued to walk the path she wanted to take.
At the time of the accident, the izakaya was Chenxi's favorite place since he arrived in Hokkaido, and he had to come once a day to eat something to be satisfied.
Now, the izakaya has been re-established, but the taste is no longer what it used to be.
"Miss Tang?" An unfamiliar voice came into Chenxi's ears, and she saw an old woman on crutches, who was also the former proprietress of this izakaya, and that time she could still pinch out all kinds of sushi and make all kinds of delicacies in a chic and neat way, and now her right hand is gone
An empty piece.
"Boss?"
"Hehe, I'm not a boss lady anymore." The proprietress said a little embarrassed, it turned out that the earthquake she was so badly injured that she had to amputate her limbs, and after being discharged from the hospital, she was already disabled, and she had to face the life after that, so she had no choice but to sell the izakaya with the signboard
I can only take a few looks when I have nothing to do now.
"It's really strange that the world has gotten in."
"......" the proprietress smiled and didn't answer, her husband died early due to illness when she was young, and for the rest of her life, she guarded the izakaya left to her by her husband, inherited his will, and lived very hard every day.
And when you really have nothing, it's hard to even find a reason for yourself to continue living.
Chenxi looked at the tired and vicissitudes of the boss lady's smile, and seemed to see that this was what she would be like in the future.
In the same caverniu, Dawn ordered the same food as last time, and Jun sat across from her, watching her eat without a bite, and then watching her vomit after eating.
How grief-stricken a person can be when he is sad is seen clearly for the first time.
A trip to Hokkaido, in addition to mourning his lost love, also made Chenxi make an important decision for himself.
After returning to Shenyang City, Chenxi went directly to Ye's house and looked for Yu Xia.
"Aunt Xia Xia, I know that there is no way to register the marriage with Yihang at the Civil Affairs Bureau, mainly because of your ideas, but please agree to my application, okay? I still want to marry Yihang, this is what Yihang promised me. ”
You must know that such a thing is not difficult for Tang Jingqing's daughter, but this time she insisted on making Yu Yihang her rightful husband. "Good, Chenxi, Aunt Xia Xia knows that you are a good boy, and she really likes you, but Auntie can't be so selfish, you are only 22 years old!" Even, life has not yet fully begun, why let yourself be burdened with that
Heavy crosses.
"Aunt Xia Xia, I know that I am a little too squeamish and too dependent on Yihang, but you can rest assured that I will be filial to you in the future, and I will also make myself more independent......"
"Dawn, that's not the problem." They are simply talking about the same thing.
"Aunt Xia Xia, I love him, I really ...... I love him so much! Just like the madness when she loved Ye Duchen back then, Chenxi thought Yu Xia could understand.
In the face of the morning light that was almost collapsed, it was actually difficult to say any words of rejection.
In this tragedy, is it not just Yihang who is the victim?
Yu Xia glanced upstairs without a trace, his hands clenched into fists to suppress the pain in his heart, unable to speak...... I can't say it to Dawn.
"Aunt Xia Xia, please think about it seriously, but I won't give up, I won't give up in this life."
After Dawn left, the next person to have an emotional breakdown was Yu Xia, who rushed to a room upstairs without caring about everything, picked up a pillow and smashed it at the man in a wheelchair.
"Yu Yihang! How can you bear it! "How can I bear to torture Dawn so cruelly with the news of my death, and this torture is a year. "Mom, it will be fine in a while." The man who was originally high-spirited can only rely on a wheelchair, and because of the big lie he told, he can only be in this small room every day, of course...... Now he can't go anywhere,
I don't want to go anywhere.
"Who the hell are you trying to fool? Do you think the state of Dawn will be fine after a while? What she said to me downstairs earlier, are you sure you have the courage to listen to me repeat it? ”
"......" Yihang only has a bitter smile except for silence, what else can he say? He is a waste now, no matter how proud he is, the past has nothing to do with the present, a man who can't even stand side by side with his own woman, a man who can't even hold up a piece of the sky for his loved ones, in the end
Who is qualified to say "I will make you happy"?
So, here it goes! The ending, let him draw it himself.
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