79. The man I loved, turned into a devil
"It's a game between the two of you, yes, Lu Chengying, in fact, I'm quite happy now, really, you know, I've always loved him, no matter what happens, I won't change my original intention."
"Then don't you want to think about why he came back to you? Jiajia, stop deceiving yourself, are you happy? Happy people never say how good they are, and people who don't have a good life always emphasize that they are very happy, I know very well what Zou Moyan is, I just hope to leave him when he hasn't done anything to you. ”
I really didn't understand what Lu Chengying meant, I was holding the phone and thinking about something, Zou Moyan suddenly hugged me tightly from behind, I was startled, my hands trembled, and the phone fell on the bed.
The screen clearly showed the length of my call with Lu Chengying, Zou Moyan picked up the phone and put it to his ear, and said casually, "Lu Chengying, why don't you accompany your sister, I care about Jiajia." ”
"Zou Moyan, if you let me know that Lu Xiaoxiao's suicide has something to do with you, I don't think we have to hide it between us, whether it is He Changan or Pan Yiming, I will not let any of them go."
"Now that you rely on Fu Xuan and Xu Moxuan, I naturally can't move you, but don't forget, there is a saying called what, feng shui takes turns, is it that you still care about your business when you have time, things that don't belong to you, don't covet it, it's meaningless."
After speaking, he directly pressed the hang-up button to turn off the mobile phone, I was pressed by him on the bed and couldn't move, Zou Moyan didn't have the next move, just pressed me so much, and pillowed his head on my neck socket.
"Mo Yan?"
I nudged him. "Is there any unhappiness between you and Lu Chengying?"
"What do you mean?"
"A lot of things." Actually, I can't tell what it is, but I thought of it in my heart, and I couldn't help but ask, and when I saw that he was motionless, I asked, "What are you thinking?" ”
"I'm thinking about something." Zou Moyan looked up at me and slowly moved up, I thought he was going to hold me in his arms, but I didn't know why, there was an extra tie in my hand.
The black tie was not the one he had long tied, it had a gilded pattern on it, Zou Moyan's eyes flickered and darkened, and finally his gaze fell on my wrist, I instinctively shrank back, Zou Moyan did drag me into his arms, and whispered, "Jiajia, maybe this will make me feel at ease." ”
After speaking, he wrapped the black tie around my wrist, "Mo Yan, what are you doing here?" ”
I broke free left and right and refused, but he was very fast, tied my hand tightly with the tie, my legs stared at the ground, Zou Moyan took out another tie and tied my ankles together, I was terrified and didn't know what to do, "Mo Yan, what are you doing, can you let me go?" ”
Zou Moyan didn't speak, and walked straight out of the room. My tied wrists and ankles hurt very much, and the whole person rolled back and forth on the bed, "Mo Yan, you let go of me, you let go of me..."
The house was so quiet that I couldn't even hear anything, and I rolled over and fell under the bed, and although the carpet was woollen, it hurt me.
I struggled to get up, but my hands and feet were tied so tightly that I couldn't move at all.
At this time, Zou Moyan came to me barefoot, holding a syringe in his hand, and looked indifferent: "Jiajia, don't be afraid, it doesn't hurt at all." ”
Tears ran down the corners of my eyes, and I looked at him in horror, "Don't... Mo Yan, what's wrong with you, I'm Jiajia..."
"I know you're Jiajia." Zou Moyan emptied the air in the syringe, pulled my arm hard, found the position of the blood vessel, and pushed the syringe in without hesitation.
I was out of breath with fear, my whole body was curled up, tears were flowing all over my face, Zou Moyan picked me up and put me on the bed, and then kissed my forehead gently, "Don't be afraid, this is very comfortable." ”
"Mo Yan, what's wrong with you, I don't like you to treat me like this, I'm very uncomfortable, you let me go, okay?"
Zou Moyan didn't speak, he looked at me quietly, his cold fingers slowly covered my cheeks, and after being silent for a while, he said, "Actually, I have thought about a question, if I put you in formalin, will I be able to take you with me forever?" ”
Formalin?
The liquid that soaked the corpse?
I wouldn't be so scared if I really died, but now a strange fear swept over me, and I was afraid of this mental torture, because I didn't know what the man I loved would do next, and I didn't know why he did this to me.
Zou Moyan's hand gradually slid to the placket of my clothes, and his fingers gently stroked the buttons on it, "In the past two years, Lu Chengying has helped you many times, your job, the house you rented, the house rented by your brother, and the cost of your adoptive mother's nursing home, all Lu Chengying is helping you, for more than two years, a total of nearly 800 days and nights, Lu Chengying has stayed at your house for 241 times, you have eaten 540 times at a time, he has kissed you ten times, and hugged you..."
Zou Moyan lowered his head as if he was thinking about something, I couldn't say a word in surprise, could it be that he has been spying on me for the past two years?
"Counting today, he's hugged you sixty-seven times."
I looked at Zou Moyan in a daze, and he took out his blindfold from the drawer and put it on my eyes as if he was playing a trick, and my eyes fell into darkness in an instant.
"Jiajia." Zou Moyan didn't know what to stuff into my mouth, I couldn't speak, the clothes on my body were peeled off by him one by one, I could even feel him holding something cold and sliding back and forth on my skin, my whole body was shivering, this feeling in the dark was really desperate, I wanted to twist my body several times and was fixed by Zou Moyan, his hand touched my throat, as if he could kill me at any time.
I'm afraid, I'm really afraid, this kind of torture in my heart and body is lingering in my heart, I really can't believe why Zou Moyan has become like this, I'm very scared, when Zou Moyan touched me a few times, my trembling nerves were messed up.
At this time, his mobile phone rang, and Zou Moyan just said that I will go over immediately, and I heard the sound of the door being slammed, and then the world was quiet.
I felt my consciousness blur and finally fall into the darkness.
I dreamed of some beautiful memories in my college days, Zou Moyan and I hugged and kissed in our house, his panic when we first were, and his careful care every time I had a stomachache during menstruation, I dreamed of all the beauty of Zou Moyan, dreamed of those beautiful years, all of this, frozen in the birch forest where we once kissed, the years are quiet.
This is an absolute dream, it makes me love someone hard and hate someone unforgettable.
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Lu Xiaoxiao feels like this, right?
When facing death, do you also feel that it is dark in front of you?
I heard someone talking around me, and I wanted to open my eyes, but my eyelids were very heavy.
My consciousness gradually became clearer, and my fingers slowly became intuitive.
"She'll wake up by now."
"Thank you."
It's Li Nan and Zou Moyan, the eyes I originally wanted to open, but at this moment, I think it's better to close them.
"Mo Yan, I'll go see Xue'er first, you come over at night, she will call Mom."
"That's your child."
"That's your responsibility."
Child? Liability?
Hearing this, I woke up completely, the moment my eyelids opened, Zou Moyan lowered his head and didn't know what he was thinking, Li Nan on the side looked at me, smiled coldly on his face, and turned around and went out.
The sunlight in the room told me that I was alive.
Li Nan told me that I was a fool.
After I opened my eyes, I looked at the ceiling for a long time, Zou Moyan didn't know when he found me awake, he brought the straw to my mouth and carefully fed me water.
I don't know how long I slept, but when I tried to speak, I couldn't make a sound out of my throat.
Zou Moyan carefully placed me away, and then put a ring on my ring finger, "I'm sorry, Jiajia. ”
I closed my eyes, a string of tears crossed my face, now, I really don't have the courage to be by Zou Moyan's side, I'm afraid of his uncertain character, I'm afraid that he will do something on a whim that scares me, and even this man I love deeply is now for me, I don't know him at all.
Zou Moyan carefully wiped my tears, and we stopped talking, but my eyes were sour and unbearable, and the fear and grievances in my heart slowly magnified, and finally turned into a circle of light, which was dazzling and made people unable to open their eyes.
Zou Moyan was always by my side until I was able to walk on the ground in the afternoon, and he said that I had slept for two days, and I didn't say a word, but I just felt that this was exactly what he expected, wasn't it exactly what he wanted to see?
Li Nan's words kept hovering in my ears, who is Xue'er? Will you call Mom? Is it a cute baby?
Zou Moyan went out at night, I walked out of the ward slowly, since Zou Moyan would not interfere with my freedom, naturally it was all right, there was no one on the whole floor, it was very quiet, I paced back and forth in the corridor alone, until the nurse found me, and then advised me to go back and rest.
I wanted to borrow the nurse's phone to use it, but the nurse politely refused me, I knew that this was arranged by Zou Moyan, so I was not embarrassed, and when I returned to the bed, I looked at the moonlight outside the window, and my heart was as cold as a cold winter wax moon.
The man I loved, turned into a devil.