The sweet smile on his face was removed slightly, sadness and resentment climbed up his cheeks that had been wet with tears, and his clear eyes were gradually filled with pain, and slowly turned into cloudy hatred.

Those two figures are the most familiar to her in this life, and they are also her favorites. One is her husband who gives her sincere love, and the other is her most distressed and proud second sister, why do the two people closest to her betray herself, looking at the way they hugged each other, she only felt that her eyes had lost their light, and there was darkness in front of her, and she couldn't see anything. Now all she can think of is to escape, to run away.

Escaped, can we forget this heart-rending sorrow here?

On the other side of the bamboo forest, Shen Zisheng helped up Shen Xiaoxia, who had fallen down, and the two people who were separated in a hurry didn't notice the thin and lonely figure who stumbled and fled.

"Brother-in-law, thank you!" Shen Xiaoxia felt that she was embarrassed to death, she just saw that there was bamboo here, and it looked good, so she walked over alone to take a look, but she didn't expect that there was a person lying in the bamboo forest, and the sudden sound startled her, and there was an embarrassing scene just now.

After Shen Zisheng helped Xiao Xia up, he also withdrew his hand in the same embarrassment.

"It's me who scared you, the day was messy, and I drank too much wine, so I wanted to come here to be quiet, but I didn't expect it to scare you. You...... Are you okay! Your eldest sister should be back soon. ”

Xiao Xia glanced back, the small courtyard not far away was already brightly lit, the time was indeed not early, it was time to go home. She turned her head and politely blessed Shen Zisheng again.

"It's not early, I should go back after saying a few words to my eldest sister, and my eldest brother-in-law will leave."

After Shen Xiaoxia finished speaking, he turned around neatly and simply.

And Shen Zisheng looked at the figure who turned around and hurried away, let out a faint self-deprecating laugh in his mouth, continued to feel the faint breeze in the bamboo forest, looked up at the eight-minute moon in the sky that was not noticeable, and all that was left in his heart was bitterness.

And the Shen Xiaoxia sisters didn't see their eldest sister before leaving, but were told by the eldest maid Lily next to the eldest sister, saying that the eldest sister was too tired and unwell today, so she didn't see them.

Xiao Si was naturally worried when he found out, and his little face suddenly became nervous.

"Is the eldest sister really okay? Do you need to invite the doctor into the house to show the eldest sister? ”

"Four girls, don't worry! Madame was just too tired to go back and go to sleep. ”

Xiao Si was a little disappointed, but he still nodded obediently, and he still said that he would come to see the eldest sister another day.

Shen Xiaoxia frowned on the side, there was always a strange premonition in his heart, and he shook his head inexplicably, thinking that he might also feel tired. In the end, I went back with my sisters at home.

Lily sent away the ladies of the Yishan Mansion, and only then did she dare to show a solemn look on her face, the appearance of the lady just now almost scared her to death, if it wasn't for the lady's desperate stop, saying that this is the big day of the Shen Mansion, she said that she would have to go to the mansion to ask the lady to ask the doctor.

Mrs. is too kind-hearted, only considers the feelings of others, and doesn't even care about her own body.

A flickering candle burned in the dimly lit room, the room was deserted, the blue-gray veil hung haphazardly at the head of the bed, and on the dresser beside it was the wrinkled dress that the master had just changed.

Lily quietly pushed the door in with a night's porridge, the room was so quiet and terrible that Lily walked to the bedside only to hear a very faint sobbing, if she hadn't pricked up her ears and listened carefully, it would have been difficult to hear.

Gently lifting the bed curtain, Shen Xiaochun curled up and lay on the large bed, tears already wetting the bedding. The appearance was indescribably haggard and pitiful, and Lily couldn't help but cry when she looked at it.

"Madame, what the hell is wrong with you? If there is anything uncomfortable in your heart, you can tell the slaves? Otherwise...... Otherwise, you can go back to your mother's house and talk to the old lady. If you hold it like this and bear it silently, you will suffocate your body......"

Seeing that the lady was still motionless and full of sadness, Lily was anxious.

"The slave will go to the master, you are his wife, he can't ignore it!"

"Come back......" Shen Xiaochun heard that she was going to find Shen Zisheng, and finally reacted, sat up, looked at Lily's little face that was anxiously worried about her, couldn't hold back anymore, hugged Lily's waist standing in front of the bed, and cried bitterly.

I don't know how long I cried, as if she wanted to cry out all the grievances in her heart over the years, and in the end the tears were dry, but she still wanted to cry. The bitterness and pain in my heart still can't be vented.

"Lily, what about the son giving birth to others?"

Lily listened to the choked sobs of her wife, and really didn't know how to say the words that came to her lips. Madame is so sad and sad, she must need the comfort of the master! But......

"He's in a study again, isn't he? Hehe......"

Shen Xiaochun sneered and laughed at herself, she was still holding fantasies at this time, how stupid she was!

Let go of Lily, wipe away the dried tears from the corners of her eyes, lie down on the bed again, and wave her hand.

"I'm going to rest, take the porridge away! I'm not in the mood to eat. ”

Seeing that Lily was still planning to persuade him, Koharu raised his hand and stopped it directly.

"I'm fine, you don't have to worry, I just watched Zimei get married happily with my own eyes, and I was touched! Tomorrow will be good, and the days will be the same as before. ”

Looking at the lady who had calmed down, Lily didn't dare to say more, gently tucked the quilt corner for her, picked up the porridge bowl that had been cold, extinguished the remaining candle, and quietly walked out.

I stood at the door and watched for a long time, and when I heard that there was really no movement inside, I closed the door and walked away.

And the person lying on the stepping bed, did not close his eyes, the reason why he did not cry anymore is entirely because there are no more tears to shed, since marrying Shen Zisheng, she doesn't know how many nights she has kept her eyes open until dawn, and she has spent the whole night in tears, and her tears have long been dry.

Now the pain and despair in her heart are slowly turning into hatred. She hated it so much, why should she bear such pain, didn't they know that doing so would hurt themselves? Or do they all know, but don't care at all, because she's just an inconsequential person?

Today's Yishan Bofu is all the credit of Shen Xiaoxia, her father and mother always say that she is the most promising daughter of the Shen family, and everyone's eyes are always focused on her, even Shen Zisheng can marry himself because of that smart and powerful Shen Xiaoxia. Fate is so unfair, how can she not hate.

She wished that she didn't have such a capable sister at all now, if only Shen Xiaoxia died of illness in that cold winter......

Thinking of this, Shen Xiaochun unconsciously covered her aching heart, and the deep guilt and struggle in her heart kept tormenting her, as if she wanted to tear her heart into pieces. There is also jealousy hidden in the deepest part of my heart that has never seen the light, and it seems that it is about to break through the ground.

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