Guan Yong opened his eyes and saw Sima Nan's expressionless face, don't look away, tears overflowed from his eyes, and he couldn't stop flowing.

"I will do what I promised you, why can't I think of it? If the girls hadn't found out earlier, wouldn't it have caused a catastrophe? Sima Nan said in a reproachful tone.

"I'm dead, it's good for everyone." Guan Yong said hoarsely, his throat strangled by the rope was like a fire, and it hurt badly.

Sima Nan stretched out his hand to help her up, took the white fungus pear soup that had been chilled in cold water from the girl's hand, scooped a spoonful, and fed it to Guan Yong's mouth.

Guan Yong bit his lip, cried, slapped the bowl in his hand, and poured all the soup on Sima Nan's placket.

The soup bowl slid down the robe and fell to the ground, clattering, and shattering.

The girls turned pale and hurriedly came forward to clean up.

Sima Nan didn't move, drank the soup in the spoon by himself, and nodded: "It tastes good, it's a pity not to drink it, if you don't like it, I'll ask them to make other soup." ”

Guan Yong pushed him away, fell heavily on the bed, dragged the brocade quilt to cover his face, and cried with a whimper.

Sima Nan sat silently by the bed for a while, got up to leave, and instructed the little maid Ying'er beside her: "Look at Madame, if there is anything, come back to me immediately, I am in the study, and there is no need to wait for someone to go in to report, as long as it is Madame's business, you are allowed to go directly into the study to perform." ”

The little girl whimpered and cried.

Sima Nan frowned, sat down on the chair on the side again, and waved them back.

The little girl refused to go, and knelt down in front of him with a thud, crying hard.

"Ying'er, when did you become so hypocritical and only know how to cry?" Sima Nan said in a low voice.

"General, Ying'er looked at his wife and begged the general for his wife." Ying'er wiped away her tears and choked up.

Sima Nan was silent.

"General, if you don't like Madame, don't be so nice to her, you are so good to her, but you don't love her in your heart, what do you want Madame to do?" Ying'er said.

Sima Nan heard this, but he didn't understand it, he blinked suspiciously, glanced at Guan Yong, who was still crying on the bed, moved his throat, and continued to be silent.

"General, Ying'er has followed her wife since she was a child, no matter what happens, she can always face it optimistically, but in this matter, she can't pass this threshold.

She knows that if you marry her, you are just Ying Jing'er, but if you are really Ying Jing'er, you shouldn't treat her as a wife.

But you don't, you are good to her, and it makes Mrs. feel distressed and uncomfortable, a man who is so good to himself doesn't love himself, how do you let Mrs. accept this? ”

Ying'er said.

Sima Nan sucked his nose, thought for a while, and replied seriously: "Ying'er, I don't understand what you said, what do you mean, do you mean that I don't care about my wife's affairs in the future?" ”

"Ying'er, let him go, you let him go!" Guan Yongmeng was in the quilt, roaring hoarsely.

Sima Nan glanced innocently at the bed, got up and left.

Ying'er moved to the side of the bed and cried again: "Madam, why are you torturing yourself like this, isn't it even more sad when you see it clearly?" It's better to be next to each other like this, with thoughts in my heart, and I can still live my life,

Now you understand how you're going to live in the future. ”

Guan Yong peeked out of the quilt, stopped crying, and said slowly: "I want to reconcile with him!" ”

"No, ma'am! How could you think that! And leave to go to Dali Temple to roll the nail board, absolutely unavoidable. Ying'er cried loudly.

"Don't say it's a nail board, even if you die, I will reconcile with him." Guan Yong said categorically.

Sima Nan sat behind the bookcase, holding a notebook in his hand, but his eyes glanced at the door from time to time.

It's been three watches, and there hasn't been the slightest movement in the bedroom.

Every night at this time, Guan Yong would bring in supper, and after Sima Nan ate supper, he would accompany her to the back garden for a walk.

She's probably not going to be here tonight.

Sima Nan felt a little guilty in her heart, maybe Ying'er was right, she shouldn't have been too close to her, it would hurt her heart.

The door of the study was pushed open, and Guan Yong walked in with a supper.

Sima Nan threw away the fold in his hand, stood up in a little panic, cleared his throat, and squeezed out a sentence: "You, you are still sick, go back and rest." ”

Guan Yong put down the supper, sat down on the chair on the side, and said in a low voice: "I made your favorite wine-stuffed meatballs myself." ”

Sima Nan was a little embarrassed to take out the big soup bowl with the balls from the food box, and laughed: "Don't bother in the future, let the kitchen do the same."

Besides, I'm not as busy as I used to be, so I can do it or not. ”

"Then listen to you, and never do it again." Guan Yongdao, reaching out and rubbing his red and swollen eyes from crying.

Sima Nan ate a ball, felt stuck in his throat, and couldn't get down.

Guan Yong looked at him for a while, and then spoke: "Two days later, it is Jiang Ming's death day, I want to go and see him." ”

"I'll be with you." Sima Nan took a sip of soup, reluctantly swallowed the balls in his mouth, and replied quickly.

"If you're busy, you don't need to, I'll go by myself and let Steward Luo and Ying'er accompany you." Guan Yongdao.

"I should go see him, too." Sima Nan straightened his eyes.

"I gave you the clothes you usually wear to Sanxia, and let her serve you to change your clothes in the future, Da Liu in the kitchen is gone, and he went back to his hometown to retire, I hired a new cook, and he made all the dishes tonight, have you eaten? I don't know if it's right or not. ”

Guan Yong said again.

"You can arrange the family affairs yourself, you don't need to ask me." Sima Nan lowered his eyes and said.

"Seeing that the new grandmother is about to enter the door, I can't take care of this family anymore, and I have to explain what should be explained." Guan Yongdao.

Sima Nan choked on the soup and coughed twice.

"The south grange is here today, and the rent for the spring and summer seasons has been paid, which is two percent more than last year, saying that this year's situation is good, and the rain is abundant, and the old cangtou estimates that there will be more in winter. And I rewarded him with twenty taels of silver, and two horses, and a pair。。。。。。 ”

Guan Yong continued, and Sima Nan interrupted her: "Guan Yong, do you have to be like this?" I know what you want to ask, so I'll tell you right now that I've always had you in my plans.

And I can also guarantee that calmness is absolutely the same as I think, if you want to be my wife, then you will always be, I can accept it, I want to be calm and acceptable. ”

"Has there always been a lady in name?" Guan Yong asked loudly, tears welling up again.

Sima Nan let out a long sigh when he heard the words.

"Sima Nan, give me a letter of resignation and relieve me." Guan Yong choked.

Sima Nan sighed, and his face slowly became solemn: "Since you know that a letter of resignation can solve the problem, why is today's move?" ”

"I am unwilling, I want to know if I have a place in your heart." Guan Yong said dryly.

Sima Nan frowned: "Do you have to prove it with death?" Ask me if I can't? ”

"Death is not terrible for me at all, at least I know that over there, there is a man who is only infatuated with me waiting for me." Guan Yongdao.

"Guan Yong, you have changed, when did you become like this?" Sima Nan asked puzzled.

"I came to wake you up and changed your clothes, do you remember which day?" Guan Yong stared at his face and asked in a deep voice.

Sima Nan closed his eyes, looked helpless, thought about it with his heart, but really couldn't remember, before he married Guan Yong, it was always Sanxia who changed his clothes and washed him, but what day was it that changed to Guan Yong?

"You don't remember at all, I'm just your brother's woman to you, even if it's for the rest of my life." Guan Yong said desperately.

"Wait, let me think again." Sima Nandao.

"Don't think about it anymore, you've never had me in your heart, how can you think of it." Guan Yongdao.

"Guan Yong, I will help you find a satisfactory Langjun, who do you say, I will immediately go to ask the emperor and ask him to marry you." Sima Nan said in a void voice.

"No need, thank you for your kindness, the balls are going to be cold, hurry up and eat them, I'm a little tired, I'm going back to rest." Guan Yong said a few words in a cold voice and got up to leave.

Sima Nan held the bowl of balls in his hand, and the stone sculpture did not move for a long time.

After a long time, he put down the food bowl and called the deputy general Feng Bao in.

Feng Bao stood respectfully with his hands down.

Sima Nan touched his chin for a long time before he spoke: "Old Feng, do you know women?" ”

Feng Bao was stunned, shook his head and smiled: "General, I haven't even married a daughter-in-law, how can I understand women." ”

"Lie to me, don't you? There are two or three kabuki in Fengliu Alley, all of whom love you like their lives, and often fight for you and are jealous, do you think I don't know? Sima Nandao.

Feng Bao's legs were weak, he knelt on the ground, and begged for mercy in a trembling voice: "General, the little ones don't dare to hide it from you, they did raise a few, but they just went over to play when they had nothing to do." ”

"Get up, I don't blame you, I just want to ask you, you often stay at home, do you think I'm not good to Madame?" Sima Nan asked him.

Feng Bao scratched his head: "Okay, the girls in the mansion are envious of Madame, saying that she is a blessing from the third generation and can marry a general." ”

Sima Nan nodded and sighed: "I understand, did I treat her too well and let her have any misunderstanding?" ”

Feng Bao's face was serious, and he said: "General, it stands to reason that I can't intervene in your affairs, but if you don't want to recruit women, you really shouldn't be too good to her, they are too careful and easy to think crookedly." is obviously innocent, but after thinking about it, they can come up with eighteen bends, which is not easy to deal with. ”

Sima Nan raised a book in his hand and smashed it at him, a little annoyed: "I knew this reason, and he didn't tell me about it, causing me to make mistakes, don't you see my jokes?" ”

Feng Bao turned his head to avoid the book, caught it, and sent it back to the bookcase, and was about to speak, when he saw a rapid knock on the door outside the study.

"Madame is back?" Feng Bao laughed and ran over to open the door.

It was the guards in the palace who came, and the wind swirled into the door, and it was not time to give a salute, so he knelt down in front of Sima Nan and said: "General, the big thing is not good, the emperor has been assassinated!" ”