Chapter 158: Forgotten in the rivers and lakes

"Even if marriage is such a sacred thing, you are lying, what else can I believe you?" Chu Shengge really didn't know what to do. The man in front of her had hurt her so deeply, but during the time she lost her memory, he took care of her meticulously. Chu Shengge could hardly believe that it would be the same person who treated her like this.

Lu Chenhuan still couldn't accept this fact - his originally quiet and warm life was shattered in an instant, and those unbearable memories of the past rushed in, pulling him into the abyss from which he could never recover. threatened her with her mother's IOU, forced her to bear his forcible robbery, and in order to appease Pei Xinya, she suffered so many grievances, broke her proud bones one by one, and said so many words sharper than a knife......

Lu Chenhuan felt that he was really unforgivable, and he didn't even dare to look directly into Chu Shengge's eyes that were intertwined with despair and desolation. He had never had the luxury of expecting that Chu Shengge could forever seal these obscure memories in a corner that would not be remembered, but now she suddenly remembered everything, which really caught him off guard and made him unprepared at all.

"Shengge, don't do this." Lu Chenhuan tried hard to calm himself, he had to convince Chu Shengge and persuade her not to leave his side: "I have done a lot of wrong things before, I swear that I will never make such a mistake again, do you believe me?" Lu Chenhuan held Chu Shengge's hand tightly, as if he was afraid that she would disappear as soon as he let go: "Shengge, we get along very well these days, don't we?" Give me another chance, okay? We're in good together. ”

"Actually, I also thought about it, and just continue to live like this. I tried hard not to remember what I had done, but I found that I couldn't. Those things are like ghosts, they always pop out of my head when I am the happiest, and instantly envelop me with shadows......" Chu Shengge smiled a little helplessly, she really tried, she thought that it would be easier to go out and play without thinking about those things, but it was useless: "You have done a lot of things for me, and I find that I can't hate you; But I can't love with all my heart like I did when I lost my memory......

I think it's best for us to be separated. We should be able to break up peacefully, right? I don't think you want me to jump into the sea again, and I don't want to be so troublesome, so if you have to force me, I'll just jump from here......"

"Shengge......" Chu Shengge's words were like a cold hand, reaching into his hot chest, holding his soft heart, gradually tightening until his breathing was choked, and he still refused to let go: "Don't do this...... Don't be impulsive......"

"Actually, I don't have anything now, even my mother doesn't want me anymore, I really don't have anything I can't let go......" Chu Shengge didn't want to threaten Lu Chenhuan, she really felt that she had nothing to love.

"Shengge ......" Lu Chenhuan knew that Chu Shengge's current mood was really on the verge of collapse, and he didn't dare to stimulate her anymore, for fear that she would do something stupid. After she left, Lu Chenhuan could predict that his life would be incorrigibly bad. As long as he knew that she lived well in this city, even if he could watch her from afar, he would have the courage to face such a boring and dark life. However, if Chu Shengge disappeared from this world, he didn't know what he would be like. He knew that he would not be unable to live, but it must be worse than death.

"That's it, don't care about me anymore, and don't see me again." Chu Shengge's eyes turned red, but he still couldn't hold back and refused to let the tears fall: "Let's forget about each other......

Chu Shengge knew that this domineering and gentle man was like an indelible imprint, deeply engraved in the depths of her soul, even if they would not have any intersection in the future, she would not be able to forget him. But she still couldn't convince herself to be with him, and their past was like a dead knot that stuck in her heart. She knew that Lu Chenhuan would tolerate her infinitely because of this dead knot, and even connived at her unreasonableness. And she will also sting him to get the pleasure of revenge because of this dead knot. People's vindictiveness is infinitely inflated, and when everything gets out of control, they will never recover.

Chu Shengge hopes that when he can still rationally restrain his behavior, he will give them an understanding of this undefinable love. Chu Shengge knew that he was in pain, but in fact, she was also in pain. Pain is not necessarily a bad thing, because it is what makes people awake and not lost.

"Take care." Chu Shengge was silent, turned around and walked off the rooftop.

Lu Chenhuan didn't know how to describe his mood for a moment, he didn't have any emotions at all now, he only felt like a big hole had been dug in his chest, and the wind hunted through it in all directions, hollow and cold. Chu Shengge didn't cry or make trouble, and even said that he didn't hate him. She is so well-behaved, which will only make him feel more distressed. He wanted to make it up to her, but she didn't. Lu Chenhuan has never felt so powerless, every time he encounters something related to Chu Shengge, he will be confused, and today can be said to be helpless.

Lu Chenhuan lit a cigarette, and now he can only rely on tobacco to suppress the pain in his heart. The bloodshot remnant sun burned in his eyes: "Shengge, what should I do with you?" ”

As the days passed, Lu Chenhuan stood in front of the window of the room, staring out blankly. Chu Shengge found an hourly job in the café opposite, and she went to work from 2 to 6 p.m. every day. Lu Chenhuan picked up the binoculars on the windowsill, Chu Shengge was wearing a white shirt, a black suit skirt, and a coffee-colored apron in front of him. Her face was a little pale and she wore faint dark circles under her eyes. She can't take care of Li Xuan anymore, why do she have to work? Her health is not good, and she can't support it at all if she goes on like this. Lu Chenhuan closed his eyes, this was a great torture for him. He wanted to hold her in the palm of his hand and love her, but now he could only watch her live so hard.

Lu Chenhuan's knuckles holding the telescope became a little pale because he was too hard-

Chu Shengge held the tray and put the coffee in front of the man who was a little grateful: "Sir, your coffee." ”

The man looked up at Chu Shengge, and the smile on his face was a little obscene: "Thank you." ”

Chu Shengge felt that her buttocks were slapped by the man's fat palm, and she immediately took a step back and glared at the man angrily. But she couldn't say anything, because there was no evidence at all to prove that this disgusting person had violated her just now. Chu Shengge walked back to the operation room quickly, his stomach churning, and he felt nauseous for a while.

The man finished his cup of coffee and ordered another one, wanting to repeat the old trick. Chu Shengge looked at the table, and then handed the tray in his hand to a male colleague: "Sam, please help me send this to table 3, I want to go to the bathroom." ”

"No problem." Sam took the tray and said with a smile, "It's an honor to serve the beauty." ”

"Hey, I just asked you to help me get a can of candy cubes, is it so obvious to be courteous?" Another female colleague quipped.

"Selina is coquettish when she stomps her feet, you stomp and shake the mountains, do you still need my help?" Sam brought the coffee to table 3: "Sir, your coffee is ready." ”

The man who thanked him was a little displeased when he saw that it was not Chu Shengge. He didn't even drink any coffee, and after paying the money, he walked out of the café, and his car was parked in the underground parking lot opposite. The lights in the parking lot weren't so dim just now, were they? The man looked around suspiciously.

With a click, the man saw a tall man standing next to his car, leaning on his car at random.

"This is my car, what are you doing?" The man walked briskly.

In the dim light, the outline of Lu Chenhuan's face was angular. He held a freshly lit cigarette in his hand, and stepped on the tire of the man's car with his right foot, looking fierce and a little uninhibited. Lu Chenhuan's mood has been terrible in the past few days, but someone has come to provoke him. Lu Chenhuan's violent eyes shot at the man like sharp arrows.

The man was shocked in his heart, this person's aura was too strong. But this is his car, and of course he has the right to let him go away: "You ...... Who? ”

Lu Chenhuan extinguished the cigarette in his hand, an evil smile appeared on the corner of his mouth, but a cold light flashed in his eyes, which made the man's scalp tingle. The man opened the car door with the car key, but Lu Chenhuan was still motionless: "Do you want to touch porcelain?" ”

"I'm not interested in touching porcelain, but you just touched someone you shouldn't have touched." Lu Chenhuan took off his blazer and threw it behind him. Lu Wen immediately walked over and grabbed the coat. Lu Chenhuan moved his wrist: "How do you want to die?" ”

The man saw that something was wrong and hurriedly got into the car. Lu Chenhuan kicked him to the knee, and the man threw himself on the driver's seat. Before the man could get up, he was caught by Lu Chenhuan and thrown to the ground. The man felt like his leg was broken, and the pain made him breathe heavily. The man who did it to him was so terrible that he looked at him condescendingly, like an ant, and he immediately begged for mercy: "I'm sorry...... I...... I was wrong...... There won't be a next time......"

"So you're planning to have a next time?" Lu Chenhuan snorted coldly, and a heavy punch hit the man's face. The man's fat body fell backwards entirely, one side of his face instantly swelled, and blood flowed down the corner of his mouth. Lu Chenhuan's anger that he had nowhere to vent in the past few days turned into countless fists and landed on the man's body, and the man was knocked down and picked up again, and then knocked down again.

The man was almost covered in his own blood, and he spat bloody spit, and said incoherently, "I want to ...... Alarm...... Scratch...... You ......"

The man's arm was like a puppet's joint in Lu Chenhuan's hand, and as Lu Chenhuan twisted at will, there was a crisp sound of dislocated bones: "Ah...... Yes...... Kill someone......" the man howled like a pig.

"Then we'll see if you get a chance to meet the police." Lu Chenhuan's hands loosened, and the man's body fell to the ground softly like a hollowed sack.

"Young Master." Lu Wen handed the handkerchief to Lu Chenhuan, and after seeing Lu Chenhuan wipe the blood off his hands, he helped Lu Chenhuan put on his coat.

Lu Chenhuan walked past the man indifferently, and Lu Wen also felt that this person really deserved it, who made him disrespectful to the young grandmother. Lu Wenchong commanded his subordinates: "Send him to the mine." ”

This man cannot stay here.

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