2. Juvenile feelings
Thursday, 11 p.m. Lakeside Community, Jiangbei District, Congzhou City.
Can't be "that" anymore tonight. Sun Yuchen said to himself. I 'got it' twice the night before yesterday, and I 'got it' again last night, and it's already seriously exceeded. If this continues, the body will not be able to bear it. In fact, he now feels a faint ache in his kidneys.
Sun Yuchen glanced at the electronic clock in the room, eleven o'clock. Turn off the computer and go to sleep. Don't think about that.
He walked over to the computer desk and moved the mouse to "Start" in the bottom left corner of the screen - "Turn off the computer".
He thought so in his heart, but was surprised to find that his hands did not follow the command of his brain. Click on the G drive, and a new folder contains four subfolders, namely "Japan**", "European and American 'Glamorous' Stars", "Taiwan Little Sister" and "'Exciting' Romantic Movies".
The mouse clicked on the folder "Taiwan Little Sister". Sun Yuchen's hands were trembling slightly. What am I doing? I...... Can't control yourself anymore? His kidneys began to hurt again.
It's late. As soon as Sun Yuchen's eyes came into contact with the thumbnails of these hundreds of pictures, he knew that it was too late. It's just a thumbnail that has set him on fire. His lower body was 'wanting' to move, and it was difficult to control himself.
He clicked on an image. A 'girl' child with only one apron on her whole body lay on the ground, her tongue sticking out, staring at him like a cat.
Oh,No…… Don't look at me like that, I ...... I can't stand it anymore.
Sun Yuchen browsed the pictures one by one, and the previous warnings had been left behind. He slowly took off his shorts and pulled out a few tissues from the cardboard box on his computer desk......
A few minutes later, he leaned back in his chair with his eyes closed, exhausted and exhausted.
After a few more minutes, he gave himself a big mouthful.
Why am I so cheap? He cursed himself bitterly in his heart. It's been a week...... Every evening...... If this continues, I'm going to die!
I can't indulge in these things anymore, I want to save myself. Sun Yuchen made up his mind, moved the mouse over this folder, right-clicked, and selected "Delete".
However, when it came time to confirm the deletion of the file, he was slow to click "Yes (Y)" - not because he was reluctant to delete it, but because he remembered that this determination had been painful countless times. But after each deletion, he searches, downloads, and bookmarks more on the Internet within a few days. It's useless, it didn't work several times before, and it won't be useful this time.
Since Sun Yuchen graduated from university, he has rented a house outside. In order to enter a foreign company, he signed up for a training course to improve his English. He is free from his parents, but he is weak-willed and has to fight between surging hormones and self-discipline every day. Every day you lose badly. Self-discipline turns into masturbation.
What to do? Sun Yuchen collapsed on the computer chair, extremely distressed. Am I going to keep going like this? During the day, I can't concentrate my 'essence' energy, but at night, I can't help but ...... Why am I so useless and unable to control myself? Is there any way to strengthen my willpower? F