Standing at the door of the room, Gu Ying took a deep breath, when she was in the cottage, her mother didn't ask anything, about what happened that day, including the secret room, she didn't even mention it, as if it had never happened, but Gu Ying knew that this matter would have to be said sooner or later, and now Fujiwara Mo suddenly came to the door inexplicably, her mother must have noticed something, and wanted to ask her clearly.

But there were some things that she couldn't tell her completely, and Gu Ying hesitated for a while.

"Come in!" Qi Meilan said in the house: "What are you doing standing at the door all the time? ”

Gu Ying slowly pushed open the door, Qi Meilan was sitting at the table in the room, rubbing the teacup on the table with her hand, and she didn't look at her when she heard the voice, but just said, "Sit down!" ”

Closing the door, Gu Ying sat opposite her mother and called, "Mother!" ”

Qi Meilan raised her eyes and looked at her for a while, and only when Gu Ying felt that she couldn't sit still anymore did she speak: "For so many years, I haven't seen you like this." ”

Gu Ying looked at her and didn't speak.

"You know what? How happy I was when you were born, I thought about how I finally had a baby, finally became a mother, do you know what that feeling is like? I think it's God who favors me to give me such a lovely daughter, this feeling was completely absent when Xiaomeng was born, maybe because you were the first child. Qi Meilan's tone was very calm when she spoke: "However, I didn't expect your health to be so bad, I hated myself at that time, I didn't give you a healthy body, let you suffer from illness at a young age, and I even felt that I was not worthy of being a mother." ”

"Mother......" As soon as Gu Ying spoke, Qi Meilan stretched out her hand to stop her.

"Listen to me first!" Qi Meilan said: "You know the relationship between me and your grandfather, because of your grandmother, I have always had a mustard in my heart for so many years, if it wasn't for the last resort, I wouldn't have handed you over to him, but we hired so many doctors, they were helpless, and some even ...... Some directly said let's give up, we can't save ......" she said and took a deep breath, God knows how much pain she felt in her heart when she heard these words.

"In the end, your grandfather said that he would take you to seek medical treatment and find a way to heal you, although I didn't want to, but I knew that he had traveled north and south for most of his life, and he knew a lot of strange people, maybe he could really find someone who could heal you, so I agreed, let him take you away, these years, I am also very happy to see you live well, although I can't take care of you by your side, but as long as you are healthy, I am very happy to live a good life." Qi Meilan said, with a smile of relief on her face, this is something she has been thankful for many years, imagine if she refused his request to take Xiaoying away because of her relationship with her father, then now...... Maybe Xiaoying is long gone!

"Grandpa, he took good care of me!" Gu Ying bit her lower lip and said.

"I've always thought so." Qi Meilan smiled and looked at Gu Ying: "So although I am reluctant to leave every time you come back, I still let you go, but...... This time I went up the mountain, and I realized that things didn't seem to be what I thought they were. ”

After a pause, Qi Meilan continued: "I see that you are weak, docile, and a lady with a temperament like Lan, but in fact I found that it is not, although you deliberately cover it up in Luoyang Village these days, it is completely different from the you you usually see, those bandits who are terrible in the eyes of others, but they are very respectful to you." ”

"Mother!" Gu Ying couldn't help but say: "They are not bandits, they never do bad things, they are my family!" ”

"Family?!" Qi Meilan stared at Gu Ying: "What about us?" Me, your father, your sister, and Ryohei, who are we? ”

"You are also my family, my relatives!" Gu Ying replied.

"But you have something to hide from us!" Zimerand Road.

"I ......" Gu Ying was speechless, she couldn't deny that what her mother said was the truth, she did have a lot of things to hide from them, but this didn't mean that she didn't have them in her heart, but how should she say these words to her mother?

"I don't want to ask you how you have lived in Luoyang Village all these years, what has your grandfather taught you, I only ask you now, isn't the Japanese who came today a friend of Tang Yifeng? Why did he come to you? What do you have to do with him? Zimeran asked.

"I'll ...... him" Gu Ying thought for a while, no matter what, Fujiwara Mo also helped her a lot, especially the matter of Changting, if it wasn't for Fujiwara Mo, they couldn't have escaped, he was so seriously injured for them: "It's a friend!" ”

"Friends?" Qi Meilan frowned and asked, "What friend?" How can you, a girl who has not been out of the cabinet, make friends with a man? And it's a Japanese! ”

"Mother, there are some things I can't tell you clearly now, but don't worry, I and him are just simple friends, nothing else." Gu Ying said.

"A simple friend, will he come to the door?" Qi Meilan couldn't help but raise her voice: "Do you think I can't see the way he looks at you?" I'm also from here, what does that look mean, you think I don't know? You're still trying to hide it from me? ”

"No matter what he thinks of our relationship, to me, we are just ordinary friends, nothing else!" Gu Ying said.

"Really?" Qi Meilan looked at Gu Ying and asked.

"Seriously!" Gu Ying replied.

Qi Meilan nodded: "You are my daughter, I believe you, then...... What about Tang Yifeng? ”

At the mention of Tang Yifeng, Gu Ying's expression was not so firm, she frowned slightly, and her eyes were a little evasive.

"You like him!" Zimmeran affirmed.

"I didn't ......" Gu Ying didn't even think about refuting immediately, but as soon as the words came out, she suddenly hesitated when she saw her mother's eyes.

"I said, you are my daughter, although you have a lot of things that you haven't told me, but as a mother, I have my own intuition, you like Tang Yifeng, I like it very much!" Zimeran's tone was firm.

"I ......" Gu Ying's face was a little pale: "I don't know!" "Although I don't know if this counts as a liking? But when she heard her mother say that she liked Tang Yifeng, she couldn't refute it, and even had a little excitement in her heart, could it be that she liked it?

"Little Shadow!" Qi Meilan said: "I'm not trying to blame you for telling you this, after all, I haven't fulfilled my duties as a mother over the years, and I have no position to blame you, but I sincerely hope that you can have a good home, no matter what you are doing now, you remember, you are a woman after all!" ”

"But ......" Gu Ying said: "It's impossible for me to be with Tang Yifeng!" ”

"Because of his father?" Zimeran asked.

Gu Ying nodded: "Mother, born in this troubled world, there are many things that cannot be done as we want, and we always have to give up some things for our choices." ”

"So you've decided to give up?" Zimeran asked.

Gu Ying was silent for a moment when he heard this, and then said, "If you have never had it, you can't talk about giving it up." ”