169 We will never see each other again in this life
Xu Mu also thought that Zhen Xin, like his mother Xu Jing, still didn't know his true condition.
At least, I don't know how serious it is.
Because he felt that Xiao Tingli had no reason to let her know the whole truth, wouldn't that help send her to his side? After all, that man's domineering is well known.
Thinking about it this way, it is also ironic, the person who is most clear about his situation now is actually the man named Xiao Tingli.
And their relationship is that of rival love.
Whether it is from Jia Mengyan's side or Zhen Xin's side, this relationship cannot be changed.
He couldn't be sure if Xiao Tingli would be a good match for Zhen Xin, and he didn't know if Xiao Tingli would always be good to Zhen Xin. But for now, only that man can protect Zhen Xin.
So in front of them, he always tries his best to hide his true emotions.
Xu Mu opened his mouth and ate a bite of the dish, not only could he not taste a little taste, but he almost couldn't swallow it. But he forced himself to take one bite and one bite at a time.
He was really in pain, I don't know how long he can last on such a day?
Xu Mu didn't see Zhen Xin's fingers holding the chopsticks trembling, because he happened to turn his head to look at his mother Xu Jing, and saw her thin and slightly pale face, showing a smile that they hadn't seen for a long time because of their bickering at the moment.
He chewed the food in his mouth, and gradually, it seemed that he also tasted a little sweetness.
"I'm done, go downstairs for a walk, buy some fruit by the way, Xinxin, you accompany Xu Mu." Xu Jing put down the bowl and said.
Zhen Xin nodded in response, Xu Mu watched his mother's figure walk away, he put down the dishes and chopsticks, "I can't eat anymore." ”
"Huh? Did you eat half a bowl of it? ”
"Xinxin, my mother is here, I have to eat, lest she be sad again. But now it's only you here, so you can make me feel as comfortable as I want. ”
The tip of Zhen Xin's nose was slightly astringent, and she nodded, "Okay, then you are hungry at night, let your godmother give you hot food again." ”
She cleaned up the table and was about to wash the dishes, but Xu Mu pressed her arm, "Xinxin, don't be busy cleaning up first, I want to chat with you." ”
"Okay." Zhen Xin sat back next to him.
Xu Mu looked at her deeply, and then sighed lightly, "Xinxin, don't hold a grudge against your mother's remarriage anymore." Every time I think about it now, I regret that I didn't persuade my mother to choose a lover to marry earlier. ”
"Don't say that, Xu Mu." Zhen Xin clenched his palms uncomfortably, feeling that his state and tone were as if he was explaining his last words.
Xu Mu shook his head gently, "I can't imagine what my mother will do alone after I leave?" She lost her husband at a young age, lived widowhood for many years, and finally looked forward to the adulthood of her only son, but now, she wants a white-haired person to send a black-haired person. ”
"No, it won't!" Zhen Xin couldn't accept what he said, "You are so young, you are not yet thirty years old, the doctor will definitely have a way to cure you." So you can't give up on yourself first......"
Xu Mu interrupted her, "Xinxin, my mother doesn't have any relatives and friends in this city, if I don't go in the future, the only person I can entrust is you...... Promise me to spend more time with my mom, okay? Don't let her always be alone, too lonely......"
These days, Zhen Xin has actually been avoiding the fact that Xu Mu is seriously ill. She's kept herself busy so that she doesn't have time to think about it so much.
She couldn't accept that Xu Mu would leave at any time.
"If you say that again, I'm going to cry......" Zhen Xin's voice choked up.
Xu Mu touched the top of her head distressedly, "In this life, birth, old age, sickness and death are very normal, but it is the difference between earlier and later." This time, you will break up with you again in front of me, but you will never see each other again in this life. ”
Zhen Xin's tears could no longer be suppressed, she ran into the bathroom quickly, washed her face with warm water, and cried silently......
When Xu Jing came back, she bought the strawberries that Zhen Xin liked, all of them were red and chubby.
Wash, cut in half, and coat with a layer of salad dressing, each bite is sweet in your mouth.
"Xinxin, it's time for you to go back, it's late." Xu Mu saw that the time was almost up, so he urged her.
Xu Jing also hurriedly said, "That's it, you still have to go to work tomorrow morning." Your mother just came to WeChat and said that she was almost there. ”
Zhen Xin lifted the insulated box and got up, Xu Mu glanced at the window again, "It seems to be snowing again." You take a taxi back, and send me the driver's information and license plate number when you get in the car. ”
"Don't bother, right?"
"Caution first."
Zhen Xin agreed and left the ward, Xu Mu's eyes always followed her slender back - she has lost weight recently, all for him, so tired of running around every day.
After a while, he motioned for Xu Jing to close the door and sit beside him, "Mom, I want to buy a house for Xinxin." ”
"Okay." Xu Jing was not surprised at all, nor did she hesitate at all, "If the money is not enough, Mom still has it here." ”
Xu Mu let out a long sigh of lightness, "Although Xiao Tingli is very good to Xinxin now, but with his identity background, I don't know how long he can stay with Xinxin...... I took a fancy to a bachelor apartment on the Internet, 52 square meters, which is very suitable for her, and she can move in directly. ”
"Okay, then you can contact her, and I'll go and help her take a look." Xu Jing said, sighing embarrassedly, "Zhen family...... She definitely won't be able to go back. She is a lonely girl, and she is really tired to work hard in this big city. ”
Who's to say it isn't?
Zhen Xin is a good girl, but God has always made her suffer a lot......
Xu Mu was silent for a while, and when he spoke again, the corners of his mouth were smiling, "Mom, it's time for you to think about it and find yourself another wife." ”
"What a good nonsense!"
"I'm telling the truth, Mom." Xu Mu's eyes trembled slightly, "Look, you are not old, you are still so beautiful, so elegant, there is still a long life to go, I don't want to see you always ...... alone"
Xu Jing directly interrupted him, "I don't want to." I'm used to living alone, and I'm at ease. Besides, my savings are enough for me to retire, and when I am lazy one day and don't want to move, I will hire a nanny and aunt to take care of me, I don't know how comfortable it is. ”
Xu Mu looked at her mother's calm face, and couldn't guess how much she knew about her condition?
But he also understands that even after more than ten years, his mother still has a deep affection for his father, and he may not be able to pretend to be another person in his heart......
He closed his eyes softly and sighed silently in his heart: Mom, Dad, I'm sorry, I blame my son for being unfilial......
As soon as Zhen Xin stepped out of the elevator, she felt a cold wind rushing towards her, desperately drilling into her clothes.
She quickly wrapped her coat tightly and walked briskly towards the gate with her head down.
Drip.
A horn suddenly sounded on the side of the road, and the headlights struck her.
Zhen Xin subconsciously raised his head and was shocked to find that Xiao Tingli's car was still here!
"Why didn't you go back?"
She walked over quickly, and Li Yi opened the back door for her, "Mr. Xiao has to wait for you...... You know, once Mr. Xiao gets drunk, it's very difficult to get ......."
"yes, he's not good at drinking." Zhen Xin turned his head to look at the man who was already asleep, he leaned back in the chair, his brows furrowed slightly, and his face was full of uncomfortable writing.
Probably because the space in the car was too small, and his legs and hands were long, and he couldn't stretch them at all.
Alas, if you don't feel well, go back to sleep, why do you have to wait for her here?
Obviously, he was not happy in his heart.
Zhen Xin sometimes feels that this Mr. Xiao is really awkward,
is obviously stingy in his heart, but he still makes a generous move.
But...... She remembered his love.
If it weren't for liking her and caring about her, how could Mr. Xiao allow himself to be angry and wronged all the time?
It's just that his feelings for her are probably just about liking, right?
But her feelings for him are no longer just occasional touches.
Where will she and him go from here?
Can't figure it out.
Can't find an answer.
Just don't think about it.
Go with the flow, okay?
Half an hour later, they returned to the courtyard of the Imperial Garden.
Zhen Xin was also taking a nap with her eyes closed, but she woke up as soon as the car stopped. But when he turned his head, Xiao Tingli was still asleep.
"What to do? Wake him up? ”
She asked Li Yi.