Chapter Twenty-Seven, Three Years Ago
Fu Zixin narrowed his narrow eyes and smiled bitterly, "It turns out that I was the only one who fell ill with lovesickness during those days. ”
Ren Yuanfei bit his lower lip and did not speak again. Distance can produce beauty, but it can also brew bitterness. She also slowly realized that some people and you are destined to be two parallel lines that will not intersect, although you will meet every day, and she and Fu Zixin are such people.
Fu Zixin drank one after another, Ren Yuanfei looked at him indifferently, and there was pity in his eyes, but he had long lost his past love, and she was willing to warm a pot of moonlight wine and indulge in the haze.
"The cruelest thing in the world is that when you are still thinking about how to reconcile with her and turn the tide, she has forgotten you." Fu Zixin was sad and did not point out the facts because of Ren Yuanfei's words, but sighed that the dream of love that had just been built was beaten to the ground in just a moment.
Looking at Ren Kitefei's reflection in the wine, he suddenly thought of the woman he didn't even know her name, and he showed a pale smile, "You say I'm cold-blooded, I'm unkind, why aren't you like that?" ”
Ren Feifei closed her lips bitterly.
"I've asked again and again, to please, but what about you? What is it that gives back to me, the damage again and again? He carried the jug and poured the wine, and his posture was wanton and chic, and at the end of the speech, he actually began to cry, crying helplessly like a child, "I am full of pretending to be you, but you want to throw me back!" My heart is gone, where else can I go back? ”
Ren Yuanfei looked at his heart-rending roar, but she was indifferent, not because she was hard-hearted, but that there were some things that could only be slowly understood by him, and then he could get through.
Fu Zixin seemed to be tired and tired, tossed for most of the night, and finally fell asleep on the table.
Just as she was staring at him in a daze, a woman suddenly walked behind her.
"Do you want to know how he spent the three years of separation?"
It's the girl from Jinyulou who was hurt by his cold words during the day!
At this moment, she is wearing a pale green Suluo dress, which is long and swaying to the ground, only the cuffs are embroidered with light vermicelli thread A few delicate plums, goose yellow ribbons are tied around the waist, and her figure is as slender as a soft willow, and the long pearls and jade jades add a bit of delicate and beautiful color, but they can't hide the spontaneous fresh beauty.
She came in step and sat next to Fu Zixin, and the gaze on his face was gentle and could almost bloom.
She took away the wine jug that Fu Zixin was holding in her arms, the jade hairpin that pulled her hair glowed coldly in the moonlight, she opened her mouth lifelessly, and there was a thick resentment in her eyes: "I stood outside the door for a long time...... I've never seen him tender for anyone, you get what I've always dreamed of, but you don't care. ”
Ren Yuanfei didn't speak, just looked at her sympathetically, it seemed that this girl was going to have a long talk with her.
"I met him three years ago, in the state and county of Yexi Pavilion, at that time I only sold my art, not my body, I inadvertently sang a song 'Leaving the Mandarin Duck', he listened to it and ordered me without saying a word, and then ...... I sang this tune for him all night. Later, I learned that he didn't listen to a song, but a lyric in it, called 'There is a beautiful person, graceful as Qingyang, tonight and night, meet with the son, the breeze comes, where is the flying kite?'" At the time, I didn't understand why he was so sad, he stood there as if the world had left him, and the hope and meaning of life was just a boring episode for him.
When I finished singing and was about to leave, he pulled her into his arms, under his thick black eyebrows, his eyes were as desolate as the moon, and as melancholy as clear smoke, and in a drunken daze, he frantically called me 'Little Kite Fei', which was my first pick-up, and I was no longer a solid geisha.
My mother said, "A prostitute for one day, a prostitute for life." ”
I said, 'I don't regret it. ’
Mom said, 'If it's for a man, I'll regret it one day.' ’
I said, 'I don't mind. ’
The first time I saw him, I fell into his deep sorrow, and I wondered what kind of woman could hurt him like this. That woman must be captivating the country and the city, and she is unbelievably beautiful, right?
Many times, he came to my place just to sleep, and occasionally he could not resist coming once or twice a night, and when he was happy, he fell into a deep sleep, and he would not speak to me. It seemed like I was just a tool for him to vent, but even then, I didn't care, at least he didn't go to anyone else.
Later he settled in the state county.
He was very smart, he was born to know how to manage business, he started from scratch, and in just two years he became a rising star among wealthy businessmen in the state and county, after which he ransomed my life.
I said to him, 'I want a home. ’
I regretted it because he disappeared and never came to me again.
Confused and confused all day long, looking forward to it, the first snow in the state and county came quietly and overwhelmingly.
I still live in Yexi Pavilion, occasionally picking up customers to support my livelihood, not that I don't want to leave, but I left, I'm afraid that he won't find me again.
I asked someone to inquire with many people, only to find out that he went to another 'mandarin weaving workshop' in the state and county. After that, I appeared at the 'Mandarin Weaving Workshop'.
A lot of people don't understand me, and sometimes I'm confused, obsessed, but I don't know what I'm holding onto.
It wasn't until I saw the heavy mist sadness on his face that I suddenly realized that I couldn't bear to be sad about him.
When he saw me, his brow furrowed, his gaze lingered on my face for only a moment, and then he slipped away, even though my heart was like a pinprick, I threw myself into his arms.
This time, I learned to be obedient and no longer made any demands with him, but stayed by his side and saw his every joy, anger and sorrow.
After getting drunk again and again, I finally learned his story.
There are only two kinds of people in this world: those who can think of everything, and those who can't. Unfortunately, he and I both belong to the latter group.
He said goodbye to me: 'If I can't let her go, and I can't forget her, then I must get her this time when I go back!' ’
For three years, I played a good bosom friend by his side, he said so lightly, even a little joy, as if he was going back to get married, at that moment, I saw on his face that I had never seen confidence and light, even if my heart has been dripping blood, I still pretended to be calm and blessed him.
My three years of guarding him didn't change anything, and one thought of you brought him back to life.
I thought we were done.
Until he came to the 'Golden Jade Building' where he was drunk and dreamed of death
This time, he was no longer surprised to see me, he seemed to have gotten used to my presence and I was used to healing him slowly.
Hopefully one day when I'm gone, he can remember me.
The most afraid thing about doing our business is that I have feelings, and I just fell for the most sorrowful poison in this world. ”
After speaking, she looked at Fu Zixin's eyes and became more and more sad, "You...... Have you ever loved him? ”
Suddenly, she turned her head to look directly at Ren Yuanfei, and was stared at by her so calmly, Ren Yuanfei lowered her eyes, "Sometimes, if you can turn a page in the past, don't turn it, and if you turn over the dust, you will lose your eyes." ”
After saying that, she laughed "hehe", and the coldness in her eyes shuddered.
Ren Yuanfei sighed: "If you can't love it, why be persistent?" ”
She stood up, "What a love!" After speaking, she met Qinghui with her eyes, took off a jade bracelet with excellent color on her wrist, handed it to Ren Yuanfei, and said desolately: "You can return this jade bracelet to him on his behalf." ”
"Returning Jun Mingzhu to tears, I only hate to meet when it is not time." Ren Yuanfei sighed, such an infatuated woman is really rare.
She smiled sadly, walked to Fu Zixin's side, leaned over and kissed him lightly on his thin lips, and a tear fell on his fluttering eyelashes unexpectedly, for some reason, facing the faint moonlight, this scene showed a little sadness in Ren Yuanfei's opinion.
This kiss lasted for a long time, lingering, even breathing hurt, and she raised her head for a long time, "Tomorrow I will marry someone else as a concubine, and tonight I was supposed to say goodbye to him, but think about it." Maybe he didn't care at all. ”
"Isn't Ming Media marrying?" Ren Yuanfei was a little surprised, this turning point is inevitably too big.
"Of course." She sighed, "It's just that you didn't care when you stamped it." ”
"You ......" Ren Yuanfei was stunned, and tried to recall the newcomers who were going to get married recently, except for Cuilan, who signed this morning...... She opened her eyes wide, looked at her distant back and said, "Are you Cuilan?" ”
She paused, didn't say anything, and acquiesced.
"Losing you is really a big regret in his life." Ren Yuanfei sighed, no wonder she went to talk about the dowry today, she wanted to cover her face with a light veil, and she refused to confide in half a word, just nodded blindly, she thought she was shy, and she was afraid that she would refuse to sign and seal her.
"The technician has a heart, but the son doesn't believe it." She left with a lonely despair, and every step was so heavy that Ren Yuanfei couldn't help but feel sad for her.
Seeing her leave, Ren Yuanfei frowned, why did she suddenly give up this man who was waiting for her best youth?
Ren Yuanfei couldn't figure it out, and when he saw Fu Zixin, who was drunk, he shook his head.
Ren Yuanfei has a well-known ability, that is, great strength! As for why she has a lot of strength, it is unknown, it seems to be innate, when she easily carried Fu Zixin back to the bed, she suddenly remembered that last time he snatched his jade pendant, the world is declining, and people are unpredictable, so she was numb, bit her lip and began to work on him.
After searching for a long time, except for the money bag, a folding fan, and a sachet with embroidery workers, I didn't find anything else.
Strange, where would he be hiding?
Could it be pants......
Just thinking about it, her hand was already heading towards his lower body, and when she touched her crotch from her thigh, because she touched it too quickly, she drank some more wine, and she didn't grasp the size for a while, and suddenly touched a tough thing!
Her mind went blank for a moment, her face turned red, she withdrew her hand suddenly, but she was suddenly caught by the person below her!