"This is not the place for you, go back."

Jian Sanniang stood near the light, "Thank you for taking care of my brother." ”

"Jian Sanniang!"

Janine yelled, "You, can you come back?" Can I go back? ”

Jian Sanniang stared at her, her face showed confusion, and said: "You are now above ten thousand people under one person in Daming, you have the favor of your husband, and you have your own children, do you still want to go back?" ”

"I ......"

Jian Ning was speechless, and he couldn't speak.

"What do you have in that world? You don't have anything. ”

Jian Sanniang continued: "But you have everything in Daming. Affection, friendship...... Listen, they're all calling you, do you still want to go back to your world? I can't take care of my second brother when I go back, and I can't take care of your children, so you shouldn't be here. You are here, it means that there is a crack in your heart, and you have become weak. ”

"I, I gave birth to a baby and had a lot of bleeding, maybe ......"

"You're not dead, the dead will only be drawn by this light source, you're still alive, you're just weak inside, and you want to escape from what's in front of you...... Jian Ning, you have never faced up to the weakness of your heart, always. But you are also a person, you will be tired and afraid, why don't you dare to face yourself head-on? Just like you didn't dare to face Zhu Houzhao at the beginning, you always avoided ...... in many things"

"You're not Jian Sanniang."

Jian Ning suddenly said: "Sanniang won't say these words. ”

Jian Sanniang smiled, "I'm you, aren't I?" ”

Saying that, he waved his hand, "Don't come again......"

The light source disappeared, everything was disappearing, Jian Ning opened her eyes, her throat was so dry, she couldn't help coughing, Bizhu's surprised voice sounded, "Big girl? Girl?! The big girl is awake, the big girl is awake! Aunt Wu, the big girl is awake! ”

Jian Ning opened her eyes and looked at Bizhu blankly, and it took a while for her pupils to focus, "Bizhu...... Am I still alive? ”

"Of course alive, of course alive."

Bizhu burst into tears with excitement, "Big girl, you finally woke up, you have been in a coma for three days, but you are in a hurry." ”

"!"

Wu Yuniang rushed over, and then Cui Yupu and others also rushed to the bed, their eyes full of joy and tears, "Amitabha, Niangniang is awake, Niangniang is awake!" Quick, go and report to the Queen Mother and the Queen! Yes, there is also Concubine De Xian! ”

"Mother, mother!"

Ju'er squeezed onto the bed, grabbed Jian Ning's hand, and cried: "Mother, don't sleep anymore, my younger brothers and sisters are frightened, and I am also frightened, we don't have a father, we can't live without a mother." ”

"Ouch, the ancestor can't talk nonsense."

Cui Yupu hurriedly covered Ju'er's mouth, and Jian Ning's eyes suddenly became sharp, "Cui Yupu, what's the matter?" ”

"Niangniang, you, you drink saliva first."

Wu Yuniang and the others became flustered, hurriedly helped Jian Ning to sit up, and gave Jian Ning the honey water that had been prepared earlier to drink. For this moment, they are always ready, and now that the mother has woken up, it is great.

It's just that what the mother has to face next may not be good......

Wu Yuniang's eyes were worried, and after Jian Ning finished drinking the honey water, she said: "Niangniang, the slave maid boiled red date porridge for you, and the imperial doctor said that you have lost too much blood and need to be warmed up." The slave maid boiled with red dates and millet, but it is delicious, and the slave maid brought it to you? ”

Jian Ning touched Ju'er's frightened face and whispered, "How is Your Majesty?" Is there any news? ”

"Mother's ......"

"Cui Yupu, come on!"

"Mother's ......"

Cui Yupu's face turned pale, but he didn't dare not say anything when he looked at Jian Ning's expression, so he gritted his teeth and said stubbornly: "Yes, someone found His Majesty's dragon robe......

"Yes, there's a lot of blood on it......"

With a "hum", Jian Ning's mind exploded, and her eyes began to turn black again, she tried to stabilize her mind, and said in a trembling voice: "Is it really Your Majesty's dragon robe?" ”

"Niangniang, only the Son of Heaven and the Queen, the Queen Mother, and the Imperial Concubine can use silk for your clothes, then, there is no ...... for that kind of craftsmanship."

"A lot of blood? Where are the clothes? ”

"In, at the Queen Mother'......"

"How is the Queen Mother?"

Jian Ning struggled to get up, "No, quickly change my clothes for me, and call Yang ...... immediately"

"!"

Cui Yupu and the others knelt down, kowtowed again and again, and cried: "Niangniang, you can rest for a while...... You, you haven't seen the two princes yet, have you? It's beautiful. You, think about them, woo, poor little princes...... If you make another mistake, what will they do? ”

"Mother, the foal has grown up, and the foal can share the worries of the mother. The imperial grandmother said that the foal is a man, and he can no longer hide under the wings of his parents to play, and the foal must bear the burden of his father and be loyal to the Ming Dynasty. ”

Jian Ning looked at the foal in a daze, and her vision began to blur.

Is Zhu Houzhao dead? There was blood on the clothes, was this a serious injury? Where are you? Where the hell are you?!

"You have to see people in life, and you have to see corpses in death!"

Janine let her tears flow, it was the first time she had cried in front of someone. And at this moment, she can't say weak words even if she cries.

She is the imperial concubine of the Ming Dynasty, the only pillow person of the Great Tomorrow, and the biological mother of the prince, she can't fall!

Sanniang, maybe you're right, I don't dare to look directly at the weakness in my heart. But just because I don't look at it doesn't mean I don't know. I know my weakness and fear is there, but sometimes I have to hide them because letting them go is the real breakdown.

Later, there was a cry in the Chengqian Palace. Within a few days, the well-maintained woman had become old, and even some gray hair appeared on her head. She was helped to Jane's bed, and before she could speak, tears fell from her eyes.

Sometimes, wordless stucking is the greatest sorrow.

No one spoke, only silently shed tears, and the same was true of the queen and Concubine De, who arrived later. The two younger children were crying, and Yu'er kept asking, "What's wrong?" What's wrong with everyone? Don't be like this, I, I'm going to cry too......"

"I'm sad, Gardenia is sad......"

"Good boy, don't cry, don't cry, grandmother hug."

The queen mother encircled several children into her arms, wiped her tears and said: "Don't cry the imperial concubine, you just gave birth to a child, crying like this will make your eyes cry." ”

She paused, tears fell uncontrollably, and her lips trembled: "Zhao'er...... He, he may be ......"

"No, it won't!"

Jian Ning said loudly: "He won't die, he will live a hundred years!" ”

"Imperial Concubine!"

The Queen Mother suddenly became stern, "The country can't be without a king for a day!" The dragon robe was covered with blood, and he ......"

She looked very sad, patted her chest and said: "My son is the flesh of my mother's heart, how can the mourning family be willing to face this fact?" If you don't cheer up, we still have children to raise, and they can't be without a mother anymore! ”

The Queen Mother closed her eyes and said bitterly: "Zhao'er used to behave indiscriminately, pampering traitors, although he didn't hurt people's hearts, but many people died because of him, perhaps, this is retribution." ”

Jian Ning pursed her lips and said nothing.

The Queen Mother knew that she was in pain, but what could she do?

The first emperor went at the age of 36, how could she accept it at that time? Not to mention that Zhao'er is now alive and dead, and that glimmer of hope is often more torturous than despair, and this child is more miserable than her life.

"Sister look carefully, don't cry anymore."

The queen choked up and said: "Everything has been spread, and now the vassal king is restless, if we give up on ourselves again, I am afraid that there will be a big change." ”

"yes."

Concubine De's face was sad, "No matter what Your Majesty does, we must take care of his home first, otherwise how will we face the king in the future?" The imperial concubine has just given birth, and her jade body is damaged, so it is better to recuperate well, and leave the rest to the ministers. Wang Shouren has already left Beijing, and this person has heard that he is quite powerful, and it may not be possible to find His Majesty. ”

Jian Ning's sloppy eyes suddenly focused, she sat up straight suddenly, and said, "Yes, yes, Wang Shouren!" And he's here, he'll definitely find His Majesty! ”

Seeing that she had spirits, the Queen Mother felt a little more comfortable, and said, "That's right!" We just prepared for the worst, but we didn't plan to give up, quick, bring the porridge and drink it, and refresh our spirits...... By the way, have you seen the two children? Come and take a look at the imperial concubine......"

Two almost identical little guys were hugged to Jian Ning, and Jian Ning looked at them with determination.

No matter what, she has to hold on, even if Zhu Houzhao is dead, she will find him back, and never let him be a lonely ghost.

In the following days, Jian Ning worked hard to drink medicine, eat, and work hard to nourish her body. Her body was very weak, a weakness that she could perceive.

Not only is it easy to get tired, but it is also very afraid of cold. From night to morning, even if there is a soup woman to cover me, I feel that my hands and feet are cold. There is a big loss of qi and blood, and I don't know how many years it will take to raise it back, and it is normal for it to be like this.

Fortunately, the court is under the pressure of Yang Tinghe and others, and there is no major incident for the time being, but it is just a bitter horse, and without his mother to listen to the politics behind him, he always feels a little panicked.

It's just that he's also a little sensible, although he is still a little confused about many things, but instinct is telling him to be strong.

My father didn't know where he went, and he couldn't make my mother sad anymore.

The children's feelings are sincere and simple, and Jian Ning is also getting stronger day by day because of the children.

Women are weak, but mothers are strong.

In this way, when the two children were full moon, Jian Ning gave the two children a nickname, the third son was called Xi'er, and the fourth son was called Xun'er.

This name is very strange, but everyone knows the meaning of this name, and after hearing this, Yang Tinghe couldn't help but sigh and muttered: "Love is not long...... After all, the imperial concubine is a person who is cold on the outside and hot on the inside......"

"Master, Hu Yanshu took some letterheads, saying that it was a letter written by a fellow villager in Changzhou to the imperial concubine, and there was Tang Yin's ...... said that he hoped that the master could make it convenient. ”

Yang Tinghe was silent for a while, and said, "Send it to Zhang Yong, and let him transfer it to the imperial concubine." ”

After a pause, he said, "Wang Shouren, do you have any news?" ”

"The old slave just went to the post station to inquire again, and he didn't receive any letterhead from Yingzhou."

Yang Tinghe frowned, "Wang Hua's son has always been a little weird, and the old man asked him to look for His Majesty because he felt that strange people had special abilities, but he ...... Why did you plunge headlong into the desert and have no news? ”

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