Chapter 184: His Affection
At this moment, I am already completely angry to the extreme, the initiator of all this, if it weren't for his Su Luohan's cheap mouth, I could still pretend that I didn't know anything, even if I had some emotional conflicts with Long Qianye, what was it? I'm not happy and unhappy and wait to figure out the matter and it will pass, no one will leave anyone, I don't know anything about what Long Qianye is doing to me behind my back, and he can still ask me for it unscrupulously, so it is impossible for him to let go of my hand, as long as he doesn't take the initiative to let go of my hand, it means that everything is possible!
It's better than now, this road blocked me, and the jumping road also blocked me, a dilemma!
"So you're blaming me now? It's all me? ”
"Yes! It's all your fault! It's all your fault! You bastard! ”
Probably because I was too emotional, the sound was a little deafening, I saw Long Qianye stretch out his left little thumb and pluck his ear, and then, he suddenly stretched out his other hand, picked up my chin, and stared at my eyes coldly, at that moment I saw something different from his eyes, like a fire, burning bigger and bigger in his eyes, and finally turned into a fire.
I thought it was because I scolded him for being a bastard, and he was angry, but he actually held my face and kissed him with his head down!
Su Luohan's hand unconsciously roamed over me, and he naturally reached into my underwear, I was startled, and before I could push him away, he consciously retreated again.
I wiped the corners of my mouth full of his breath in shame, my internal organs were about to explode, and I raised my hand without thinking about it, and slapped it over, "Su Luohan, are you sick?" ”
"I'm sick! It's not light! How? I just want to tell you everything I know that is not good for you! How? I just don't want you to be left in the dark and deceived! How? You've been by him, and with his seed, I still can't forget you! How? Knowing that you love others, you still can't help but want to be close to you and rely on you! How? I want to pour boiling water on you to wake you up from unrealistic fantasies, but in the end you think I'm redundant, and I'm really cheap! How? ”
He grew higher and higher, crushing me with each roar, until I couldn't retreat, and my soft back hit the thick trunk of the big banyan tree behind me!
"What nerves do you have? What are you yelling at me for? Shall I kneel down and beg you to tell me? Did I beg you? I'll just ask you, do I beg you? What does it have to do with you that I have Long Chino? Mention the baby with me? Do you deserve it too? ”
"Oh, you're right, you're right! Do you know, when Long Qianye found me, I didn't want to agree, after all, it was a lump of meat in your stomach! But ah, I am jealous to see that man can easily get all your joys and so do not know how to cherish them, and that it is a very luxurious thing for me to dream of holding you in my arms! Jealous that you can still give him a baby! So I said yes! Do you know how happy I was when I took other men's out of your belly? Well? Do you know? ”
"Say no more! Don't say it, don't say it! You lunatic! ”
Su Luohan was stunned for a moment, his crazy expression slowly returned to normal, he let go of the hand shackled on the top of his head, the whole person was unusually stiff, and even the tone of his voice was cold without a trace of temperature, he said, "That's also because of you." ”
Later, no one was as hysterical about me as they are today.
Later, he really left.
Far and far away from me.
I begged him, and he didn't look back.
There is something about him that I dare not think about it again.
Because it's scary to think about it.
I dragged my exhausted body and gritted my teeth back to the dark and gloomy Dragon Palace.
This is a big dragon palace, because of Long Qianye, I can see the true style of the legendary dragon palace.
Beneath its palatial surface, it was all dark and gloomy. I've been used to going back to this place without the slightest warmth. Because I don't know where else to go except to go back here.
In this great dragon palace, except for Long Qianye, except for the old dragon king, except for Long Qianye's mother and emperor, and this road that I can walk back to my palace with my eyes closed, I don't know anything about the rest.
I put all my life on it, but I was more and more covered by the darkness that boundlessly shrouded.
Walking into the palace, even the palace people guarding the door were gone. Not only that, but the old dragon king hasn't shown up for a long time, each of them is busy with their own things, and I have nothing to rely on. Drifting without roots.
When I opened the door of my palace, I unexpectedly found Long Qianye lying on my bed.
I should have been excited, even apprehensive, but no, my heart was surprisingly quiet.
"Are you tired?"
"I'm not tired. It's Xiao Fan'er, you look very tired. ”
"Hmm. It's a little tired. ”
The scene is very eerie. He asked, and I answered. He smiled, and I smiled.
He didn't ask.
I don't say.
I don't ask.
He didn't say either.
"What about rest?"
Still smiling, I replied, "Okay." ”
But that doesn't mean I didn't notice the change between myself and him.
He deliberately didn't say a word about what he had done in the past two days without returning.
If you don't want to say it, then don't say it. Now, I'm really tired. Because killing the cousin of the White Lotus in one breath really made me choke enough. It's physically tired. For days, I knew the bloody past that Long Qianye had done to me behind my back, and my nerves were tense. It's mentally exhausting. Now such a depressing scene, this is tired.
In short, I am tired everywhere.
How I hope that one day, I can find a place that is truly isolated from the world, prepare a big bed for myself, take the sky as a quilt, take the earth as a seat, and sleep peacefully, preferably if I can't sleep. Only immersed in their own dreams, never waking up again.
It's just that after I took off my coat and shoes, and went to soak in Longquan, he still didn't leave, and it was the same posture as when I entered the Longquan inside.
Is he really not leaving?
Didn't he know that I knew his intentions?
Why can you still do it like no one?
When I first entered the Dragon Spring, I deliberately covered all the bloody smell on my body with the rich fragrance of golden flowers, not wanting him to see any clues.
"You...... Why are you still here? ”
"Where am I not here?"
How can I take this?
He doesn't explain the matter, is he waiting for me to take the initiative to find out or what?
Before I came back, I thought about a hundred scenarios in which I would meet him again, maybe he would speak coldly to me, maybe it might be a threat, it could be a ...... In short, there are many, many kinds, but only this one has not been thought of, and he not only does not mention a word, but also remains silent.
Once upon a time, he began to play this role. It's maddening. This feeling, how to put it, is like a mirror in his heart, but he won't say anything, just waiting for you to get closer to the frame he has set step by step, once you get in, there will be no escape.
"Are you sure you're going to stay here any longer? Yes. I'm okay with that. ”
Since he doesn't say it, then I'll pretend too. Anyway, it's up to who pretended to be whom! Let's see who can hold their breath! It's just a pretend! Who doesn't know how to pretend! As long as he doesn't feel bad, I don't care!
Anyway, it's not once or twice that I'm thick-faced......
In this way, he competed with Long Qianye.
In fact, the more I got to the end, the more I couldn't hold my breath was not Long Qianye, but me!
He and I were back to back, and neither looked at the other.
The only thing that was implicated was that I was wearing the same quilt as him.
I was already sleepy, physically and mentally exhausted, and I thought I should be able to fall asleep soon, but, I closed my eyes and forced myself not to think about anything about Long Qianye, the problem is, I can't control it, and my heart is getting more and more angry, obviously he is the culprit but he is so at ease, as if nothing is wrong, he still doesn't confess and resist strictly......
The anger in my heart rushed straight to my head one after another, and the more I thought about it, the more I held back the fire! Why? Why? Didn't he give me an explanation for what he said? Or did he expect me to be like him and pretend to be nothing?
After that, I kept counting the sheep, one ...... Two ...... Three ...... 10 ...... Fifty ...... Even though I counted five hundred sheep to the ceiling, I still didn't feel sleepy, but excited.
The further I got, the more I can't hold it back!
I just want to yell out in hysteria directly!
It's not me who is wrong, why do you want me to pretend to be an ostrich with him in the end? Thinking of this, then I simply stopped holding back, holding back uncomfortable!
I turned around irritably and kicked him in the calf, signaling Long Qianye to stop pretending and turn me around! Because he was also short of breath, and obviously didn't show any signs of falling asleep like me, so he was a liar!
"What's wrong?"
"What's wrong? Long Qianye, if I had a knife in my hand at this time, what do you think I would do next? ”
"Peeling fruit?"
"Huh. If it's a peeled fruit, then the fruit I peeled is you! Why do you think you are doing this? Do you dare to do it or not be a man? ”
"Don't you know if I'm a man, Xiao Fan'er?"
"I don't know! Some people! On the surface, he looks like a man, but in fact, he is not even as good as a woman! ”
...... still peeling fruit? It's a shame that he came up with it!
Moreover, he always found the loopholes in my questions to fill them, and the meaning extended from my words was simply an attitude of avoiding answers.
"Some? Who are some people referring to? ”
"Who else? Far away, close at hand! ”
See! He also pretended!
He can still pretend! Do you want me to be angry at him before he is willing to show his true colors?
"I know, he told you a lot. I also admit that I have done a lot of things that I am sorry for you. But the promise I made to you, it always works. ”
His sudden explanation caught me off guard.
But his solemnity at the moment fell into my eyes, and I inexplicably wanted to laugh.
"You said you would always love me and protect me forever? Is this promise? Or will you never have a half-hearted promise to me? Or which one? How do I know which one you are talking about? Love me, do you? So what is Mu Jinhuan? What is Hua Niansheng? Don't say that's your past! I don't believe it! Protect me, right? Stalking behind me all day long, watching me being trampled under the feet of the White Lotus and ravaged wantonly, where are you protected? It's not like that, is it? Fuck that kid isn't mine alone, it's also your seed, why did you just do it? ”